Chapter 236: A Bleeding Heart
Yang Xiaofeng's heart was already in a mess, and thousands of thoughts and obsessions were flooding in his mind, but as if in a chaotic turbulent tide, suddenly a voice shouted loudly:
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The voice was so clear that it caused a violent fluctuation in his mind.
He looked at the girl in front of him, but what he had in mind was someone else entirely. At this moment, the smiling delicate face of the girl in front of him was so real, but under her bright and incomprehensible face, a figure in white clothes like snow also appeared in his heart very clearly, and it was also so real.
At this moment, is he faced with another choice, choosing to learn to accept the truth in front of him?
Isn't it, too, that he should learn to forget the old man?
But how could he forget the old man!
That man had long since been completely rooted in his heart. In this life, unless he dies, Luo Qingxue's position in his heart will never be shaken by anyone, including himself.
In this life, between him and Luo Qingxue. He and she had already poured everything they had into each other.
Therefore, he and she could no longer make any other choices for themselves.
Gradually, his heart began to ache again, and finally even began to drip blood.
He gasped for air, his heart aching to the point that he could hardly breathe.
Lin Yuhan looked at the man in front of him quietly, looking at the expressions on his face one by one, at first cold, then confused, then confused, and even a little panicked, but in the end, all of this became indifference, resolute indifference.
It seemed that in an instant, he had suddenly completely wrapped his heart in indifference, and wrapped it tightly.
It's just that the tenderness in her eyes has not diminished at all.
"Later, I asked around for news from you, and finally knew that you went to Falling Snow Valley, presumably you were planning to go to Falling Snow Valley that time. At that time, I also deceived myself that it was time to put you down, after all, we were just a chance encounter, and we didn't have much to do with each other."
Every word she said was like a knife, deeply pierced in Yang Xiaofeng's heart.
But he remained silent and said nothing.
The girl's one hand was clutching the corner of her skirt, and the hand holding his arm was getting harder and harder, lowering her head, and then said: "Until that chance encounter in Blackstone Town later, you didn't even look at me, you just hugged her tightly, and I watched your love and care for her." At that time, I thought to myself, it's time to die to you, completely dead. But ......".
The girl smiled bitterly, clenched her teeth, as if she had exhausted all the strength of her body, and then said, "But I can't die to you at all, because I can't deceive myself." Although I have been trying to forget you, the more I try, the clearer your shadow becomes in my heart. Later, I heard the news that you and she were going to be married, and for a few days and nights, my spirit was muddy, and I tried to imagine that it was not true, but the facts told me that it was indeed true. That time, I, who had never drunk a drop of alcohol, finally got drunk completely."
Yang Xiaofeng clenched his hands tightly, and his nails were about to sink into the flesh. He breathed deeply, clenching his teeth so that he would not let himself collapse in an instant, and not let his indifference fade.
However, it is ......
However, how could he face the woman in front of him indifferently.
He could only say indifferently: "Why do you ...... this?"
Lin Yuhan smiled desolately, her eyes were blurred, and in the dim lights, her weak figure looked so sad.
"I don't regret it, and I've never resented her, let alone jealous her, because between you and her, it's already predestined, and I'm just a thousand passers-by in your life. However, I was somewhat unwilling, so after getting the exact date of your marriage to her, I went to the Falling Snow Valley, and sent someone to disguise myself as a congratulatory guest to blend in with the Falling Snow Valley, so as to know more about the details of your marriage to her. It's just that no one expected that such an accident happened that day, and it is precisely because of this that after I got the news, I immediately chased you all the way to Qingshui Villa. When I arrived, you were in the snowstorm. After rescuing you from the heavy snow, I took you back to Xiangwang Building, and when I calculated carefully, you were in a coma for six or seven days......."
The girl's lips were so white, and the skin on her face seemed to be more pale as if it were transparent, only her gaze was as bright as the night snow under the bright stars outside the house at this moment.
This snow is lonely, and the girl's heart is lonely.
She held back the tears in her eyes and said quietly: "You don't know how worried I was in those days. I stayed by your side day and night, and I thought you would never wake up again."
Yang Xiaofeng's heart has completely sunk.
He is not a heartless person, how can he refuse again in the face of Lin Yuhan's heart.
But...... But......
At the same time, the voice in his heart seemed to be shouting frantically again:
"Snow ......".
Yes, he couldn't bear to refuse the infatuation of the person in front of him, but how could he let go of Luo Qingxue.
That's his wife, and the only love of his life.
His marriage to her was made by his parents before they were even born.
Twelve years ago, he and her formal marriage contract were made at Shimizu Villa.
That day, in the Falling Snow Valley, in front of her father, brother, relatives, friends, and guests, he and she had already visited the church and became relatives.
From that day on, she officially became his rightful wife. The only wife in his life.
Perhaps, in the future, he will meet other good girls, just like Lin Yuhan. Perhaps, her affection for him is not lower than that of Luo Qingxue.
However, no matter how many years have passed, no matter how many things have passed, only Luo Qingxue is his wife.
From beginning to end, from birth to death, his wife is just Luo Qingxue, and no one will replace her position in his heart.
In fact, all along, he only had Luo Qingxue in his heart.
She was the only one for him.
She was his only favorite, and at the same time the only one he hated the most.
The hatred for her has even surpassed Luo Wenbin.
In the past, as soon as he saw her, or just thought of her, his heart would immediately feel sweet, but ...... But now, every time he thinks of her, his heart can't stop bleeding.