Chapter 34: The Dilemma (6)

The situation became not very good, and almost all the members were injured, plus Zou Shu and Xu Juezhuo died in battle, which made the atmosphere suddenly become gloomy.

Staying still, I squinted my eyes, glanced over the crowd, then withdrew, scanned, retracted, and so on.

At this time, there is really nothing to do, we will not go out for the time being, and it is basically impossible for people from outside to kill in, so I can only pass the time through such boring things.

Sweeping and sweeping, I saw that the star suddenly stood up, and after her eyes swept around, she saw me here and happened to look at me.

Then she came up to me and sat down, not speaking, not knowing what she wanted to do.

Li Yan next to me was also pretending to sleep, and when Pixing came over, his squinted eyes slowly opened, just glanced at it and closed it, and then moved his body slightly to the side, as if to make room for me and Pixing.

I don't feel any gratitude for him doing this, because I don't think it's necessary, and there is nothing unpleasant between me and Pixing, and I don't worry about being listened to by other uninformed people.

However, he has already moved away, so I didn't say anything, so it is impossible to let him move back at this time.

Taking a breath, I focused my attention on Pixing, and noticed that the expression on her face was quite strange at this time, and I vaguely understood what she was coming for.

But this kind of thing still has to be done by herself, so I deliberately didn't break it, but said, "Do you come here and tell me something?"

Her eyes immediately turned a little red, and when she looked at me, she had already lowered her head when she nodded, and her heart was obviously very uneasy.

I could see the struggle in her heart, so I didn't rush her, just watched her quietly and waited for her to be mentally ready.

After a long while, she asked in a low voice, "Zou Shu is dead, right?"

When she asked me this question, the eldest brother on one side stood up all at once, made a "go over and see" gesture to me, and then went to the blocked side.

Knowing that he should be going to check the blockade, I didn't say anything to him and concentrated on solving the problem that appeared on the star now.

"He's dead, you know!"

After I finished speaking, the painful expression on her face froze suddenly, and said, "Then you say, what did he die for?"

When I was asked, she looked straight at me with both eyes, waiting for my answer.

I probably knew what the situation was with Pixing, so I had a way to prescribe the right medicine, so I said directly: "He died because of you!"

"Because of me?"

She definitely has such an answer in her own heart, but she may not dare to bear the responsibility of Zou Shu's death because of her, so she doesn't dare to admit such an answer, denying this answer in her heart, and now I have directly exposed what she wants to cover up, and the blow to her can be imagined.

What I need to do at this time is to let her understand what she really needs, and she can't be burdened because Zou Shu died for her, and she doesn't dare to move forward from now on.

He ...... Why did you die because of me...... Wouldn't it be nice to let myself die?"

Her voice began to tremble, and she held her head in her hands and buried it in her chest, looking insecure.

Not only that, but there was a feeling of sobbing in her voice, as if the emotions in her heart could no longer be suppressed.

Seeing her like this, I could only smile bitterly in my heart, and said secretly: It is worthy of a person who came out of Shuiyue Tower, the more people who have little contact with the world like this, the more likely they are to force themselves into a dead end because of this kind of thing.

I still remember that when I first came out of the mountain, I also encountered this situation, so what I can help with the star now is to tell her my own personal experience.

"Do you blame yourself, because Zou Shu died to save you, because you killed him, right?"

She slowly raised her head, already in tears, still gritting her teeth and nodding at me, agreeing with my words.

I smiled bitterly, raised my hand and patted her on the shoulder, and said, "How much guilt do you feel in your heart now, if I kill you now and let you go and apologize to Zou Shu, are you willing to do it?"

In the eyes of ordinary people, I would probably be blinded or even beaten when I said such things, but the current mercy star is not an ordinary person, she is a custom guilty, a person who wants to be liberated from the bottom of her heart.

She said, "If this can really forgive the sin, you will kill me!"

Hearing this kind of answer, I only had the word "sure enough" in my heart, and she at this time was almost exactly the same as me at that time.

Raising my hand and pinching her face, I looked at her and smiled, but she stopped crying, just looked at me in a daze, not understanding what I meant.

I smiled and said, "Let me ask you, do you know why Zou Shu chose to save you?"

She froze, the expression on her face completely frozen, apparently she hadn't thought about this very basic question at all.

After thinking about it for a long time, she couldn't think of it, so she could only look at me and shake her head.

She was still very honest in her answer, I smiled at her, and said: "Under the attack like that at that time, you and Zou Shu are bound to die, and at this time, Zou Shu reacted to help you block it and let you live." ”

Lian Xing didn't understand anymore, and said in a hoarse voice: "But why is this, why did he save me, wouldn't it be good for me to die together, at least I won't suffer because of his death in exchange for a chance to survive!"

I know she's still on the tip of the bull's horns, and this kind of problem can't be solved by me in a few words, so I don't have any surprises.

"Let me ask you, when you and Zou Shu fall into danger together, when both of them are going to die, but one can save one person, you react first, will you go to save Zou Shu?"

She didn't answer immediately, but thought for a moment before saying, "If I don't save them, and both of them will die, I may try to save him, and it's better to survive one than both of them." ”

I laughed and asked, "If that's the case, then what reason did you save him?"

She gave me a strange look and said, "Didn't I just answer, it's better to survive one than to die both." ”

I didn't expect her to repeat the previous answer, I could only say: "It's not this superficial reason, I want to know the deeper reason, what are you saving him for?"

She was silent by my question, as if she was thinking about the answer hidden in her heart, and at this time she had not yet fully unravaged her, but she was at least not in the same mood as before.

After a while, she seemed to find the answer, and said: "In that case, I am certain to die, and he still has the possibility of living, of course I have to save him, maybe there is something else he wants to accomplish, let him replace ......"

At this point, she stopped talking for a moment, and the expression on her face became very interesting.

Seeing her like this, I smiled and said, "How is it, have you found the answer?"

There is no sadness in her eyes at this time, perhaps she has buried the sadness deep in her heart, began to accept all this, and is ready to go on strongly.

Nodding deeply to me, she said, "I get it!"

With that, she stood up abruptly, and then walked to the side of Zou Shu's corpse.

Seeing the pity star pass, I didn't speak again, and I felt a lot of emotion in my heart.

In fact, this kind of thing is also a very normal thing, and the most precious thing in the world is human life.

Perhaps, a man like me is not qualified to say such a thing, because there are not five thousand, but three thousand, who die under my hands.

When I actually started killing, I didn't care about anything, but anyone who was my enemy would be slashed by my sword......

However, even if I am not qualified to say such things, it is true, that the precious thing is human life, and there is nothing more precious than this!

When you can help a living life, many people may be willing to do so, and when you are already certain to die, you can save an extra life, and many people may be willing to do so.

When one more person is saved, even if he dies, the loss of this life will become more meaningful, because the rescued person can live in place of himself and let his life be extended to a certain extent.

This is a simple truth, what the rescued person needs is not a sense of guilt, but a sense of responsibility, a responsibility to carry another life on his shoulders, and to go on for the life he has paid for a longer time.

To put it simply, the rescued person is no longer alive alone, but two people are alive, because the rescuer has put together the feeling of being rescued and the rescued person.

Before, Lian Xing didn't understand this, but now, she figured it out, so she knew that what she should do was not to be sad, not guilty, but to live better, and continue Zou Shu's life, at least to make Zou Shu more valuable.

......

After the matter came to an end on Pixing's side, Li Yan leaned over lightly, smiled at me, and said, "Li boy, the means are good!"

A little inexplicable, I didn't feel good and said, "What did you say?"

Li Yan chuckled lightly and said, "Don't tell me you don't know, that little girl is interesting to you!"

Knowing what the hell he was thinking, I was also speechless, and said, "Don't talk nonsense, I don't mean that to her at all." ”

"Is that so?"

He also asked me so badly, in this way, this expression doesn't need to say anything, it's obvious that he doesn't believe it!

"Hehe, isn't it!"

was sneered at by me, he smiled awkwardly, and said: "Forget it, I don't want to worry about your stinky boy's affairs, you still find a way to restore your strength, and when we fight Guchuan Torture, I still expect you to avenge Xu Zhuojue and them!"

When it comes to the recovery of my strength, I actually feel quite helpless, and this matter is no longer something that can be solved by my personal efforts.

According to the man, I still have the possibility of recovery, but it is not easy to achieve, so I can only walk and see.

"Count on me, but on yourself?"

As soon as I said this, he immediately said: "I must definitely divide the winner from the devil, and then I may only be entangled with him!"

Speaking of this question, I immediately became interested and said with a smile: "By the way, is it a bit treacherous that you help me like this, you know, don't you still have a gambling contract with the ghost Yizi?"

He glanced at me angrily and said, "What's the matter, do you really want our Gu Yuexuan to stand by and watch, it seems that I really shouldn't come this time!"

"No, no, no, how could it be!"

Seeing that this eldest brother was a little angry, I could only quickly relent, and said, "I just said it casually, why should you take it seriously!"

"Hehe......"

He sneered back at me, and he didn't mean to pursue it.

At this time, I thought of a person, so I asked, "Why didn't he come with you?"

Li Yan thought for a while and said, "It seems that something happened to the Bai family, at least when Chang Wuxian asked us for help, he agreed to come down, but he didn't come over when we met......"

As we were talking, the eldest brother on the side screamed.

"I found something interesting!"

......

To be continued......