Chapter 589: Nirvana
Luna thought for a moment and said, "Miss, you're also registered with our association. β
"yes, yes. Ji Lingxing said happily, "We are also peers, good sisters." β
"The sisters of the association have always believed in me and supported me. It is because of them that I feel like I have a real life. Luna felt in her heart that she was sharing adversity and taking care of each other, "That's why I love them very, very much." β
"In that case, you love me too. The little girl nodded, then frowned again, "What do you mean, just because I'm a member of the association, it's no different from my love for everyone, right?"
"Mademoiselle is not exactly like them, you know where I came from, and I am a being, which makes me feel more fulfilled and alive. β
Luna said sincerely, "So, when I felt Miss's heart for me, I felt the same way for Miss. β
"Great! Great!" Ji Lingxing burst into tears with excitement, "The first love in my life is not a hot head, not an unrequited love, but a true love that is close to each other and in love." β
Luna smiled and nodded.
"It turns out that Luna also likes me and loves me. Ji Lingxing said over and over again, "Then, let's just ignore any nonsense such as breaking off love and insulation! From now on, we will be affectionate and loving, and we will keep each other together, and we will swear ...... before and under the moon."
"I'm sorry, miss. Luna sighed, "There's no way I'm going to be with you. β
"Why is that?" the little girl's affection was suddenly interrupted, as if she had been slapped with a stick. "Did you just lie to me, or did you change your mind?"
"I haven't changed my mind. And I didn't lie to you. Luna said slowly, "I'm terminally ill. Time is running out, and I will soon be gone, so I can't continue to serve you. β
"You're terminally ill?!"
Ji Lingxing was so surprised that he could stuff half an apple in his mouth.
"Do you think I can be a maid in England for the rest of my life?" said Luna, suddenly feeling inappropriate, "No, my life is indeed a maid's life, but it is not destined to last. β
"It's so cruel!" the little girl screamed, "why did you leave me alone?"
"I'm sorry, I don't want that kind of thing. Luna whispered. "Miss, you still have your family, and many, many people who love you, and in the future, you will ascend to the immortal in one step, and the heavens will last forever. All the mundane things in the world are like a mirror, and they become empty in a blink of an eye, as long as they are opened. β
Ji Lingxing was stunned and looked at her dumbfounded.
"Actually. I left you because of my early death, and I don't need you to use great perseverance, wisdom, will, and determination to ruthlessly abandon me, nor do you need to kill and kill me decisively, and the black hand poison directly killed me, isn't it a lucky thing?"
Luna smiled. "This script is simply perfect, and you will be able to complete this short-term operation smoothly during your vacation. β
"Woo-woo-" The little girl burst into tears and cried incessantly. "Luna, I don't want you to leave me. I don't want you to leave!"
"Miss, I also want to stay in this world. Luna looked very helpless. "It's not easy to make yourself disappear and wait for suicide. β
"Then don't kill yourself!"
"Can I really live as a maid?" Luna sighed, "Life is like a big dream, and you always have to wake up." It's just that some wake up early, and some wake up late. And my life in this dream is about to wake up. β
"Can you not wake up?"
"Miss, how can you have a sweet dream that never wakes up?"
β......β
"Since you're so uncomfortable, it's better to have a long pain than a short one. Luna lowered her eyes and spoke in a calm voice, but she made a decision, "I wanted to serve you for a month in the last days of my life, but now it seems that I can only do it today." β
"What did you say?"
"Tomorrow at sunrise, I will no longer be in this world. β
Ji Lingxing was taken aback, "No, don't!"
"Life and death are moments that everyone has to experience. β
With a smile on her face, Luna bowed deeply, "Miss, I hope my departure will make your life more complete." β
As soon as the words fell, the lights went out, and the room suddenly darkened.
The little girl immediately felt that there was no second person around her, and she was left alone.
"Luna!"
"Luna!"
"Luna, Luna, Luna!"
......
No matter how much she shouted, there was no response.
By the window, a pale moonlight shone in obliquely. Ji Lingxing looked up, on the canopy of black swan silk, among the stars inlaid with countless diamonds, a crescent moon was like a bright jade, exuding a cold halo.
The moonlight is like water, and the stars are like rivers.
This arc of the moon hangs in the sky, moving little by little on a subtle scale that cannot be distinguished by the naked eye, repeating its ancient trajectory that has not changed in countless years of ancient history.
Without moving, the little girl just looked at the sky, watched the moon go to the middle of the sky, to the earth, and then to the other half of the earth.
The world's number one maid, just like the cold moon this night, has fallen into the yellow spring in the depths of the earth, right?
The sun rose, and the windows were covered in red light, as if burning like flames.
"Ninth sister. β
Ji Aojian walked in, "Do you want to eat noodles?"
"No need. Ji Lingxing shook his head slightly, "I just want to eat the food that one person cooked for me, but she is no longer there." β
"Okay. "The Grandmaster Master has not eaten for ten days and a half and is like nothing, Ji Aojian knows her mood, and he doesn't say much.
The little girl was still standing at the window, motionless.
Ji Aojian coughed, "Ninth sister, the person left by himself, you want to mourn by the way." β
"If you don't speak, no one will treat you as a mute!" Ji Lingxing turned around, raised his small fist, and said angrily, "Do you think you owe a beating?"
"If you feel more comfortable beating me, then go ahead and do it. β
The little girl looked at him fiercely for a while, and just when Ji Aojian thought she was about to have a seizure, the ninth sister walked to the chair without saying a word, sat on it, and rested her hands firmly behind her head.
"What, you don't do it?
"What's the use of beating you?" Ji Lingxing said excitedly, "I've already seen through the red dust." β
"Ah, you've seen through the red dust?"
Ji Aojian was slightly stunned, and suddenly felt that there was a strange feeling of mystery and mystery on the ninth sister's body, as if she could be integrated with all things in heaven and earth, and she could observe the movements of the wind and clouds and the coordinates of the mountains and rivers at any time. That is, where you are, never lost.
"Could it be that you already have Liuhe in mind?"
Ji Lingxing snorted casually, "Yes, the Heaven and Earth Bell has been refined." β
Ji Aojian was really surprised, my ninth sister is really not simple, after losing her love, her mood immediately broke through, and the degree of harmony between heaven and earth rose to a new level.
However, although the ninth sister has experienced some world affairs, how to say this experience, it seems to be a bit child's play, but it can really be so profound that it gives her an understanding of the vicissitudes of life?
"You're surprised, aren't you?" said the little girl, "didn't you take my love affair seriously?"
"This, Ninth Sister, you misunderstood. Ji Aojian said curtly, "I didn't think so. β
Ji Lingxing ignored him and said to himself, "In this western land, I have also heard a saying that when human beings think, God laughs. β
Ji Aojian asked curiously, "Ninth sister, what do you mean by this?"
"Maybe you will feel that my life experience is not profound, immature, and I feel incomprehensible about my state of mind breakthrough. Ji Lingxing said lightly, "It's not strange to have this kind of thought, because you have always felt that you are an adult and treat me as a child." In your opinion, my thoughts, my emotions, of course, are very naΓ―ve. β
"Ninth sister, I don't have ......"
Ji Lingxing interrupted him, "Your experience, your experience, from the perspective of more experience and vicissitudes than you, is it also a very naΓ―ve feeling, is it also a breakthrough that is too simple to understand?"
"Probably, probably, so. Ji Aojian hesitated and agreed.
"So, in the face of the wisdom of the gods, we are so small, so superficial, that state of mind comprehension should be an incredible thing, why does this kind of thing happen again and again?"
"This ......" Ji Aojian thought for a while and said, "Ninth Sister, you are a revolutionary and should be an atheist, why talk about the wisdom of the gods?"
"Huh?"
"The wisdom of the gods is, in fact, the wisdom of mankind. Thinkers in the field of religion throughout the ages have established various religious philosophical systems, all of which are the results of the development of human civilization to a certain stage, and all have the vein of ideological origin. Ji Aojian said solemnly, "There is no such thing as some gods who suddenly descended from outside the sky and taught a culture of wisdom beyond the human knowledge system. β
Ji Lingxing nodded, "You're right. β
"So we don't have to be presumptuous, we don't have to be small, we don't have to put a ceiling on ourselves, and we don't have to presuppose some kind of power that we can never catch up with in wisdom. "When we go all the way, we may feel that we are so naΓ―ve and superficial, but as long as we don't stop the pace, we will eventually accumulate our progress bit by bit, reaching a situation that we can't imagine and believe." β
After a pause, Ji Aojian took a deep breath, "My mistake is that I didn't face up to your understanding of Ninth Sister, and self-righteously speculated about your mental barrier, which is too underestimated Ninth Sister." (To be continued.) )