303 I am not worthy of you
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There was no father since childhood.
Therefore, such a young child must learn to be strong, and he must continue to work hard, wanting to protect his mother with his immature hands.
In the past, when the young lady was there, she didn't think about it, but now the young lady is missing, leaving the child alone.
Although the little master didn't show it at all.
Feng Haitang felt that in the huge room, the small figure seemed so fragile and lonely.
It makes people want to give him the best in the world.
Feng Haitang still wanted to speak, but was interrupted by Yan Haotian and took her out of the room.
The candles in the room are still longing, and the child's weak figure is reflected in the window paper, which looks so pitiful.
Feng Haitang couldn't help but clench Yan Haotian's hand, and said softly: "Haotian, in the future, our children, if only there was half of the little master who was sensible and smart." ”
When Yan Haotian heard this, the light in his eyes dimmed suddenly.
He forcefully let go of Feng Haitang's hand and shook his head at her expressionlessly.
Turn around and go.
"Haotian!" Feng Haitang couldn't hold back any longer, walked up to him in three or two steps, staring at him with dead eyes, his expression was stubborn, but his eyes were slightly red, "Yan Haotian, how long do you want to escape? My mind, don't you still understand and don't believe it? Isn't the time wasted by the two of us enough?"
She stepped forward and grabbed the man's hand, but on her usually cold face, at this moment she showed an affectionate and painful attachment: "Haotian, I beg you, don't push me away again, don't pretend not to see me anymore, okay?"
Yan Haotian closed his eyes.
He didn't dare look at the face.
This face is too young, too beautiful.
She deserves the best man, and she deserves a better future.
And not, instead of wasting time on him, an ugly man who is crippled and has no future.
Yan Haotian broke free of her hand and slowly stroked what he wanted to say.
"Say no more, I'm not worthy of you. We can't do it. ”
Sign language was only learned after he followed Mu Yan.
He learns very quickly, and it is easy to communicate with the young lady, the little master, and the people in the ink camp.
Even if he still can't speak, he can live like an ordinary person.
However, this is not enough.
From then on, he could no longer call "Begonia" by name, comfort her when she was sad, and laugh with her when she was happy.
How can he be worthy of the woman in front of him?
"It's up to me whether you're worthy or not, it's not up to you to decide!"
Feng Haitang grabbed his sleeve excitedly, and his voice couldn't help but raise, "You obviously like me, I like you too, we are happy with each other, Miss and Little Master, the people around us will bless us, why? Why do you want to push me away ruthlessly?"
Yan Haotian's hand trembled, and then he wrote another sentence, "You will find a man who is a thousand times better than me." ”
"But I don't want any of those men, I just want you!" Feng Haitang's voice trembled, and he stretched out his hand and hugged him tightly, "Yan Haotian, don't you understand? I Feng Haitang only loves you alone in my life, and in my eyes, no other man can compare to you!"
Yan Haotian's body stiffened.
It took all his strength to restrain himself from taking her into his arms.
Begonia...... Begonia...... Begonia...... Why are you so stubborn?
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