Chapter 621: Inner Struggle
Chapter 621: Inner Struggle
Bai Xiaofei suddenly felt worthless, this worthlessness did not come from the extraterritorial heavenly demons, but from himself, from his own heart and this so-called heavenly dao.
Bai Xiaofei remembered that his pursuit was to fight for eternal life, but now he was constantly killing his time for all kinds of miscellaneous things, constantly deviating himself from his own track and his original direction.
This feeling, this experience, for Bai Xiaofei, is very painful inside.
If Bai Xiaofei returned to the beginning, back to the way of conscience in the trial of Mangdang Mountain, Bai Xiaofei believed that his current self, if he didn't have to break through forcibly, with his perseverance, he would not be able to pass at all, and he might never say that kind of thing again in his life.
It's not that I don't want to say it, but between the roots, that little bit of consciousness has disappeared without a trace.
Bai Xiaofei didn't know why the more he thought about it, the more things he thought of, was this what a cultivator of immortals should have?
Ruthless, ruthless, and the pursuit of the avenue!
These are the things that immortal cultivators should have!
However, in the face of this broken mountains and rivers, in the face of this powerful enemy's fierce eye, in the face of restrictions everywhere, no matter how ruthless, ruthless, and only pursuing the avenue, is there no one who is touched?
"Bai Xiaofei, you think clearly about what you want, when you take this step, you can never turn back!" Bai Xiaofei had a voice in his heart waking up to him.
Bai Xiaofei raised his feet and slowly retracted, yes, if he took this step, once he took the lead and set up the Immortal Court again, then he would die in battle, and there would be no way back.
"Bai Xiaofei, you have to think clearly, whether your immortal path is important, or this heaven and earth are important!" another voice rose up and asked unceremoniously.
"What is important?" Bai Xiaofei himself was stunned.
"Stick to your heart!" sighed, and deep down, a voice said again.
"Fight for the common people of heaven and earth!" I don't know when, a second voice suddenly appeared in Bai Xiaofei's heart, which was diametrically opposed to the first voice.
"Xiao Fei, cultivation is not easy, you are the chosen one, you shoulder the heavy responsibility of exorcising demons and reshaping the Three Realms!" The voice that had just appeared almost yelled at Bai Xiaofei, and he thought of waking Bai Xiaofei up.
"Exorcise demons and reshape the Three Realms? It's really ridiculous, why did the outer demons enter back then, why did the immortal realm fall back then? When you are all destroyed, do you have the right to deprive a person who is chasing his dreams of the choice for the sake of your so-called great responsibility?" the first voice scolded the second voice infinitely angrily.
"Wake up, wake up, Bai Xiaofei, you have to remember, you are you, you have been lonely since you were a child, helpless, when you were dying in the temple, could there be these so-called immortals, the so-called great powers, to wave their hands and drive away the pain? When the Qingyun Sect collapsed, could there be so-called great powers, which could protect the survival of this sect? When you went through countless dangers and almost drowned in the Burial Demon Sea, could someone help you?" The first voice almost yelled at Bai Xiaofei, and the second voice trembled.
"Bai Xiaofei, no one can help you, you have to remember, along the way, you rely on yourself, and have nothing to do with them, go, go and pursue your path of eternal life, pursue your due rights, don't be frightened by the great truth of these people, you are just an excuse to use you to return to heaven and earth after you are destroyed one by one!"
"You say, don't you?" the first voice glared at the second, pointing at the second voice.
"Hmph, with a selfish person like you, what else is there to say, a weak person is not worthy of us to find, there are thousands, a strong person, worthy of our attention, because there is only one, these injustices, after you become a strong person, may become your talking point, become your material to describe your difficulties, but it is definitely not a reason for you to refuse to take greater responsibility......." The second voice said lightly, looking very rational, no longer in a hurry.
"So, Bai Xiaofei, you have to remember that all the hardships you have suffered are all for the sake of being able to have this day. You also have to remember that when you have attained immortality alone, after watching all the heavens and the earth fall into the sea of fire, between heaven and earth, you are the only one left, can you really watch it? Do you want to redeem the lost fellow disciples of the Qingyun Sect? Do you want to redeem your good brothers? Have you forgotten Liu Yunxi? Forgotten Mei Wan'er? Or even more people? What did they get by following you? And what did you give?"
The second voice finally sighed and said: "Don't appeal for injustice, just look at whether you work hard, don't care about gains and losses, because all good things are not things that can be exchanged for gains and losses;
Saying that, the second voice disappeared in Bai Xiaofei's heart, and Bai Xiaofei at this time was entangled.
This reminded him of the original time in the Infinite Sect, the tangled guidance of Wuchenzi, the two obsessions and the deity, and finally the deity died out, and the two obsessions existed.
Now Bai Xiaofei is naturally not in such a serious situation, but in the face of the two obsessions that suddenly appeared in his heart, Bai Xiaofei was unprepared, is this the characteristic of the Divine Transformation Monk's direct question?
"Xiao Fei, pursue the Great Dao! So that you can live forever! In the temple back then, you swore like this, follow your heart, don't hesitate......." The first voice said, he did not disappear.
Compared with the second voice that suddenly appeared, this first voice has been with Bai Xiaofei for a longer time, and it has existed before, but it has not been communicated like this, he is completely standing on Bai Xiaofei's level to consider it, without a trace of other meaning.
"Do I really want to do this?" Bai Xiaofei asked suddenly.
"Don't you want to do this?" As Bai Xiaofei suddenly hesitated, the first voice became a little weak, as if it was influenced by Bai Xiaofei.
"However, when the Three Realms are gone, when all this is gone, am I going to be a wanderer?
"One person has the avenue, but the common people have become ants, is this really what I want?"
"Heaven and earth don't exist, I have eternal life, and there is peace?" Bai Xiaofei muttered.
"Boom!"
Staring at Bai Xiaofei's first voice, it instantly disappeared into Bai Xiaofei's heart.
At this moment, there was no other murmur in his heart, because Bai Xiaofei gradually found himself and was no longer lost........