Chapter 14: Love Is Like the Sea (Volume 3)
After a long while, Li Min sighed softly and asked Jin Nina, "On the day you have gray hair, won't you regret these painful years?"
"Pain is also love!"
Jinina's voice was low and clear.
"It's better to be miserable than to be helpless!" she said, "Love is like the sea, the more you love, the more thirsty you are, so the ultimate of love is marriage." She sighed. "Just like your cold moon said, love is not complete love if it is not bound by marriage. Don't ask me why I said that, and don't ask me why I didn't say that before, it's because the more this is the more love there is!"
Jinina was silent for a few seconds.
Then, she stared at Li Min, her eyes were rubbed and charming.
"Let's talk about you, Brother Min, how did you make yourself like this now?" she asked softly, "Your face is pale and haggard, and besides, you have gray hair! Why did you make yourself so bad!"
"Really?"
Li Min was stunned.
"Am I really bad?"
He reached out and touched his beard, which he hadn't shaved in days, and then he sighed.
"You will never understand the feeling of being a husband, you can't understand the ......" Li Min pondered, and said softly: "When you look at your beloved, lying in bed every day, not eating, drinking, not talking or laughing, like a living dead, how will you feel?"
He turned his head away, tears already rising in his eyes.
"I want to ......" Ginina squinted at him and murmured, "She knows you love her! So, she tortures you in this way! She tortures you all the time! Tortures you every minute, she wants you to suffer! She wants you to break down......" Ginina's face turned pale, and her eyes were shining brightly.
Li Min looked at her painfully, he knew that what she said might be true.
"Brother Min, why can't you come out? The company needs you! I ...... now. I need you too! You know? I'm running out of it!"
"What?"
Li Min was shocked!
"W-how is this possible?"
"How is this impossible?" said Ginina, raising her voice, and she said clearly, "You can't ignore the company just because you love her! ”
This confession, this shocking news, suddenly broke Li Min's defense, tears quickly poured into his eyes, he wanted to speak, but his throat seemed to be plugged.
After a long time, he said in a low and hoarse voice:
"I'm sure you, Nina, will take care of the company's affairs...... Definitely...... I believe in you!"
"Do you really believe me?"
"Yes!
"I was defeated by your belief ......"
A teardrop fell into the coffee cup, and Jinina fell silent.
"I've struggled and tried. Li Min whispered: "I try to cheer up and want to return to the company." ”
He paused, his voice lower.
"I want to leave Yue'er, who I look at every day, the wife who once betrayed me! But when I face her sleepy face, I still think of those old years, those years when she—the years that gave me sweet happiness!"
Hearing Li Min's candid narration, especially thinking of her loneliness over the years, Jin Nina felt that her heart was broken again.
Many of the old things have also returned to her like lightning.
The days and nights when we worked together, the lingering and passion in the chairman's room, the countless tears and countless sleepless nights of lovesickness...... Oh, my crazy and silly lover!
Who made him so emaciated, so pale?
Who made them unable to fall in love? Who couldn't stay together? And who made them live and leave like this? Even deprived of the opportunity to work together?!
It's the cold moon!
Jin Nina bit her lip.
"Fate makes people like this!" she said with tears in her eyes, "but you and I...... Still young, still with a chunk of time, I can't wait for you all the time. And you can't keep beating singles!"
She stared at Li Min eagerly, and shook his hand, which she held painfully.
"Before, we had done everything we had to do. Nina continued, "Rightly or wrongly, it's history. Now, we shouldn't be alone anymore!Brother Min, you can get a divorce! We can renew our passion! Okay? Brother Min! Agree! Uh-huh!"
"Nina—"
Li Min's eyes widened.
"Don't forget, I'm not free!How can I divorce Leng Yue?!," he exclaimed.
"Why can't you get a divorce?" Jin Nina said urgently, urgently: "Didn't she write you a divorce agreement before she woke up?" Brother Min! You have sacrificed more than two years for her, isn't it enough?! Isn't it enough to have more than two years of pain and labor? Brother Min-I have never stopped loving you, and I have not ...... over the years. No, there hasn't been a day when I have ever stopped loving you!Think about it, Brother Min! Are you willing to let me leave you completely?!"
Jin Nina's words made Li Min flustered and confused.
He tried to withdraw his hand, but Jinina held on tightly.
She stared at him, staring at him feverishly, and continued to whisper:
"No, no, don't try to withdraw your hand! I won't let you go! I'll never let you go again! This time, it's a deep conversation between a woman and a man, a few years ago, I let you slip out of my hands like a fool, this time, I won't, I'm going to get you back again-"
"Jinina!"
Li Min shouted in pain.
"I congratulate you today, come out of my clutches! Don't be fooled by a demon like me! Otherwise, you know what the final consequences of being deceived by a guy like me are! You can sort out your own feelings, then you are very lucky! You must not be so impulsive! Because things are not as simple as you think. I can't get a divorce! I can't!"
"Why not?"
Jin Nina flashed her big eyes and pressed Li Min:
"Why? Are you afraid that Leng Yue will have no one to take care of? Are you afraid that your son will become an orphan?" she smiled: "Maybe, you don't agree with your son, right? Then, I'll talk to your son! If he is a rational man who has grown up, he should let his father live!"
"Oh, don't! Don't!" Li Min shouted, "You must not go to my son! Moreover, what position do you have to talk to him?"
"I love you, don't I?"
Ginina's eyes became more feverish, and her voice became more urgent.
"I love you, I love you, I love you, Brother Min—then you ...... Do you dare to say that you don't love me?
"Nina ......"
Li Min turned his head away evasively.
"Please don't push me! you're making me nervous!"
He looked at her, deeply, deeply.
Then, suddenly, he pulled out the hand that was being held tightly by Jinina, and he leaned back into the couch.
He rubbed his forehead with his hand and muttered to himself:
"Oh my God! I was wrong, I was really wrong! I knew you wouldn't let me go! I know! I knew everything! I knew you too deeply! I knew you from the day you joined the company, how could I make you have the illusion? Let you go from a girl full of youth to a resentful woman who waits for me? I am really dizzy!"
"Brother Min!"
Jinnina's head fluttered again.
She leaned on Li Min's body, enthusiasm rekindled her face, and her voice was full of excitement and tenderness:
"Brother Min, I know that you are a good man with deep affection, and I know that you will not forget me! I know! I know ......" Her big eyes were full of tears: "Please forgive me for the trouble I caused you for a while, forgive me for being incoherent! I can get together with you again, I can talk to you again, I am already dizzy for such an exchange......
She took a deep breath.
"Now, since you can't leave Sister Leng Yue, and you haven't forgotten me, then, please promise me to give me another chance! Give me a chance to fall in love with you! I don't want you to divorce her, and I don't want you to marry me, I just want you to 'want' me......"
Tears finally rolled down Ginina's cheeks.
Through the mist of tears, Li Min saw the face full of anxiety, longing, and enthusiasm. Seeing those eyes that burned with fire and longing, he only felt his heartstrings tighten and his head dizzy.
"Serve the wine!"
He yelled, yelling in the direction of the bar.
"Here comes the wine. ”
The waiter pushed a cart over.
As is often seen in the movies, a wooden barrel filled with ice cubes sits a delicate wine bottle, and two tall glasses are placed in front of them.
The waiter picked up the bottle, and the exaggerated opening sound of the bottle and the foam gushing out of the mouth of the bottle suddenly shocked Li Min, he looked at Nina, and asked in amazement:
"What is this for?
"This, this is a surprise that I ordered in advance!"
"But, champagne is about the same as soda, don't you know that I like to drink stronger wines?"
"Champagne doesn't get you drunk, it doesn't tell you to do something you don't know when you're drunk. Jin Nina smiled tearfully, pun intended, and said frankly.
"Okay!"
Li Min acquiesced.
The glass was filled, and the waiter retreated.
Jin Nina picked up her glass of wine, she turned away, shook the glass, and then turned back, and she said to Li Min:
"Come, let's have a glass of 'handover wine'!"
"A glass of wine?" Li Min was puzzled.
"It's just swapping cups. She said.
"Okay—"
Li Min took Jin Nina's cup happily.
Jin Nina smiled, she raised her glass: "Come, bless us!"
"What bless us?" Li Min sighed and asked, "Don't forget, my current nickname is Frustration." ”
"There is no disappointment in life, how can there be pride?" said Jinina, "Let me wish you a happy future!" her voice was gentle, but her eyes were ambiguous