Chapter 194: So it's me, not you
(I can meet you in the moment of my life, and I have spent all my luck, and I recommend a song for book friends in this chapter, Eason's next year today.) Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info)
"Jiang Han, long time no see. The woman in red smiled sweetly, very beautiful, bringing color to this completely pure white world.
"You ......" Jiang Han was so surprised that he couldn't say a word.
How is this possible, how is she here, where is this, where am I?
Jiang Han's thoughts were very chaotic in his heart, and he couldn't even tell whether it was true or false.
"Why are you here?" Jiang Han gasped a little, it was all due to nervousness.
"Tell me quickly, why, why are you still here?" Jiang Han's voice was hoarse and crying.
"Hehe, you're still the same as before. The woman in red spoke very gently, and her elegant smile could melt the hardest iceberg in the world.
"Jiang Han, don't you still understand, in fact, not every question has a why, why did you meet me, why am I here, I can't give you an answer. ”
"As you used to, you always like to ask why, and at the end of the day, you come up with a few more whys?
You ask why I don't work very hard, but I keep pressing on you who are working hard, I can't answer this question at the time, because that's the truth, and I don't understand why?
Later, I was with you, and you asked me why I was with you, and I said because I liked you, and you asked me why I liked you, and I couldn't give you an answer because I didn't know why, I just wanted to be with you.
In the end, when I was dying, you still asked why it was not you who died but me, only that question, I can give you the answer, but at that time I didn't even have the strength to laugh, sorry.
I don't know how long it has been, but judging by the way you look, it should have been a few years, and you still like to ask why, but this time it's different, and the answer is only for you to find yourself. ”
The woman in red opened her mouth to say a lot, and when she said these words, she lifted her glasses from time to time, and her face was full of reminiscence.
"For ......" Jiang Han's eyes widened, and it was difficult for him to think now.
Seeing Jiang Han like this, the woman in red burst out laughing, "Are you going to ask why?"
Jiang Han was speechless, he didn't speak, just now he really wanted to ask why he came.
"If I don't go out, how can others walk in, Jiang Han, why don't you ask yourself, why are you here, don't you really know where this is?" The woman in red walked up to Jiang Han and hugged him gently.
She was very tall, she looked a little taller than Jiang Han, and after holding Jiang Han, she rested her head on Jiang Han's shoulder.
In the pure white world, only Jiang Han and the woman in red in front of him have color.
The woman in red hugged Jiang Han, a familiar feeling that was about to be unfamiliar, a familiar face that was about to be unfamiliar, time seemed to stop at this time, not only time, but everything in this world stopped.
Jiang Han wanted to raise his hand to hug the person in front of him, but as soon as he made his move, he found that his arm was grabbed by her, and she stopped him.
"Jiang Han, it's time to let me go, thank you. The woman in red leaned into Jiang Han's ear and whispered.
Jiang Han's tears flowed, he suddenly felt very sad, he wanted to cry, he should have been happy to reunite, but he just couldn't stop crying.
"You don't have to speak, I like your quiet appearance, just listen to me. ”
"I am very grateful to you for coming here and seeing me again, and I bless you, things are valuable only when they exist, and I am long gone, I am very satisfied and happy to be able to stay in your heart for so long.
I'll answer the last question you asked when I was alive, and then you'll have to find out for yourself all the rest of your life.
When you ask me why I died and not you, I wanted to laugh and tell you, 'Because you really think so, I'm glad it's me and not you.'"
In the moment of my life, I think I have spent all my luck to meet you who are really willing to give your life for me, so it's me, not you. ”
Jiang Han couldn't cry anymore, he really wanted to raise his hand to hug her, but he couldn't, he couldn't raise his hand.
"Jiang Han, I'm leaving, and I'll take away all the traces left in your life, I also want you to hold me, forever and ever, but when I die, we are already strangers, and I am very happy to see you again. The woman in red wanted to laugh, she was really happy now, but as soon as she opened her mouth, it turned into a sob.
The earth will not be without flowers, tears will not dissolve the fine sand, the dead will not come back, and what is left will no longer belong to her.
The woman in red let go of Jiang Han, turned around and walked farther and farther, and finally disappeared at the end of pure white.
Jiang Han wanted to step forward to catch up, but he couldn't even lift his feet, let alone step out.
The woman in red disappeared, and the whole pure white world was like a stage play, starting to turn black from the farthest place, and the darkness eroded the whole world.
The white part became less and less, and finally Jiang Han watched his feet turn black with his own eyes.
He stood in the darkness, whether Jiang Han closed his eyes, or the sky closed his eyes.
The answer to this question is no longer important.
"That's it, why should I let you go uneasy, why should I not let go, I let go. ”
......
When he opened his eyes again, Jiang Han hugged Zhu Yan tightly, and the two kissed each other.
Zhu Yan felt Jiang Han's heat and felt his temperature.
Zhu Yan didn't smile, but he was very satisfied, so satisfied that he couldn't stop crying.
What tenderness in his eyes is revealed for others, what he holds and kisses, is the real him.
After a long time, the two separated.
A flush appeared on Zhu Yan's face, this was her first time, and she was very happy.
Jiang Han was a little stunned, he felt as if something was missing in his heart, he just couldn't remember what it was, and he didn't have any impression at all.
He tried to remember something, but he found that the memory was blank, like a part of the memory was missing.
It seems that there is a person and everything related to that person has disappeared from his memory, but the memory has disappeared, but he can no longer remember who it is.
"Jiang Han, you should be my boyfriend. Zhu Yan leaned on Jiang Han's chest, but at this time she felt really satisfied.
If time could be frozen in this moment, she would have absolutely no objection.
Jiang Han was a little stunned after waking up, he didn't remember the experience just now, and he didn't remember that there was a pure white world in his consciousness.
I don't remember the person I once loved the most in that world, and I don't remember what she said and what happened in the end.
It's just that there is an extra answer in his heart now, an answer that should have been obtained a few years ago, but has never been obtained.
But the point of the question is that even if he gets that answer, he has forgotten it, what is the problem?
To whom is this question addressed?
Everything happened so wonderfully, Jiang Han didn't remember all this at all, as if it had never happened.
After hearing Zhu Yan's voice, he came back to his senses.
"Hey, Jiang Han, you speak, I'll ask you. Zhu Yan spoke again dissatisfied.
"Ah, what, what did you just say?" When facing Zhu Yan again, Jiang Han found that he was much more relaxed, and he didn't have any scruples in his heart.
"I said, you, do, I, male, friend, friend. Zhu Yan said it word by word.
"Wait until I think about it. Jiang Han pretended to be thinking and turned his head to the side.
"What are you talking about!?" Zhu Yan was angry, she was so active as a girl, Jiang Han dared to say that he wanted to think about it, it was really bold.
Zhu Yan grabbed Jiang Han's ears and forced him to turn his head to look at him, "Agree." ”
"No!" Jiang Han was about to speak, when a loud shout came from the door of the small courtyard.
Jiang Han and Zhu Yan were a little familiar when they heard this voice, but they didn't have to guess who it was, and the next moment a person walked in at the door.
This person turned out to be Zhu Miao.
"Zhu Miao, why are you here?" Jiang Han was puzzled, he couldn't understand why Zhu Miao appeared here.
"This is your house, why can't I be here? Zhu Miao pursed her lips, not planning to give Jiang Han any good looks.
"Well, this is my house, why are you here?" Wu Yuzhen shouted as he stood upstairs in the corridor.
Zhu Miao scolded secretly in her heart, this time she really had nothing to say, and the main owner jumped out to speak.
"Never mind why I'm here, you can't be her boyfriend anyway. "Zhu Miao's appearance at someone else's house at night is a bit of a loss, so he can only change the topic.
"You go, go, go. Jiang Han hadn't spoken yet, and Zhu Yan had already been the first to disagree.
The world of the two of them was good just now, but now it's good, Zhu Miao made such a stir, and it immediately became lively, and the two of them had already loosened up when Zhu Miao appeared.
"No, I'm not leaving, you can't ask him to be your boyfriend. Zhu Miao's attitude is very resolute, and she looks like she will do it if she doesn't agree with her.
"Why?" Seeing Zhu Miao like this, Zhu Yan was also a little curious.
Could it be that he knew what bad habits Jiang Han had, or was it something else?
"Cause...... Cause and Cause ...... Because I like you, you're going to be my girlfriend. Zhu Miao opened his mouth, and his words were not good.
"Fuck off. Zhu Yan originally had a bad first impression of Zhu Miao, but now he jumped out to stir up the situation, and said such an unreliable reason, if Zhu Yan can give him a good face, it will be a ghost.
"Zhu Yan, he obviously doesn't like you, why do you want him to be your boyfriend?" Zhu Yan was angry with him, and Zhu Miao didn't care about it at all.
It's just that what Zhu Miao said at this time was talking about Zhu Yan's heart, and she didn't care about it anymore, but Zhu Miao just mentioned it.
How could she really not care, after listening to Zhu Miao's words, Zhu Yan's expression darkened, what he said was the truth, she knew this, since she knew, why did she know?
Zhu Yan lowered his head and quietly looked at Jiang Han.
"Huh?" Zhu Yan was stunned for a moment, and his eyes widened.