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A new day has begun.

Although the pain of yesterday is still in my heart, the tears have dried.

Last night's dream still seems to be very clear, but when I really want to recall it, I find that it has long been blurry.

The cool breath on the pillow reminded her that she might have cried in her dream last night.

By this time, the sun had shone in from the outside, shining on her face.

Lin Yuhan had no choice but to get up and get out of bed, and then looked at the room.

The furnishings in the room were plain but tidy and well lit.

Her gaze moved to the bed again, and the quilt was old, but clean.

She tried to remember the previous night, but she was confused.

She remembered everything else from yesterday clearly, but she seemed to have forgotten all about last night. I only vaguely remember that I ran to this hotel to drink in frustration, and then I don't remember anything.

At this time, looking at this situation, it should be that after she was drunk, the uncle in the store took care of her and slept.

It turns out that there are still more kind people in this world.

A hangover, her head hurting at the moment, but it kept her awake.

Thinking of yesterday's events and Yang Xiaofeng, she suddenly felt a heart-rending cramping pain in her heart, but she couldn't shed tears.

She has lost the right to shed tears.

She wasn't one to admit defeat easily, but this time, she was completely defeated and desperate.

Although she didn't want to accept it, she had to accept the fact that she had lost to Luo Qingxue.

Although she never admits defeat easily, this time, she did lose, lost to Luo Qingxue, and she lost absolutely.

If a person, a woman, and especially a woman in front of another woman, feels completely hopeless and defeated, there is nothing worse and more ridiculous in the world.

Of course, this is not the most ridiculous, the most ridiculous is her hatred for Luo Qingxue.

She couldn't even figure out why she hated Luo Qingxue.

If you really want to hate, Luo Qingxue hates her.

In this matter, if there is really someone to hate, that person is also Luo Qingxue.

Luo Qingxue should indeed be hated.

Luo Qingxue can't be too much to treat her with any vicious means.

But now, this person who should hate her not only hated her, but also said that he wanted to thank her. And she, who shouldn't be hated, has to hate.

Isn't that ridiculous and ridiculous?

But she couldn't laugh at all, not only couldn't laugh, she wanted to cry at all.

At this moment, her heart is full of bitter water.

And hate.

Before, she hated too. Now, she hates it even more.

The person she hated in the past was Luo Qingxue, but now she doesn't hate Luo Qingxue anymore. Now for Luo Qingxue, she only feels guilty.

In other words, now she is even a little afraid of Luo Qingxue. When facing Luo Qingxue, she felt a little self-deprecating.

She felt that she was the thief who hid in the dark, and Luo Qingxue was the sunshine.

Thieves have always been afraid of the sun.

It's just that if she doesn't hate Luo Qingxue anymore, then where does the hatred in her heart come from.

Now, who else does she have to hate.

Now, she hates only one person, herself.

Although Luo Qingxue had forgiven her, she couldn't forgive herself.

Why should she hate herself?

was originally a good family, but because of her appearance, it was broken up. The two people who originally lived a good life together have been separated from life and death since her appearance.

Shouldn't she be hated for these things she did?

Some people may say that this incident is not fair to her.

However, when has there ever been absolute fairness in the affairs of this world?

What is fair to one must be unfair to another. Just because you want to pursue her fairness, do you have to be unfair to others?

It's fair to her, what about Luo Qingxue?

Where does Luo Qingxue's fairness come from?

A woman, a woman who just wants to live an ordinary life with the man she loves, a woman who has been waiting for twelve years.

In the rest of Luo Qingxue's life, it seems that all that is left is waiting, is this fair to her?

Lin Yuhan already hated herself so much that she even wanted to die immediately.

It's easy to die, but it's not easy to live, especially to live with guilt and guilt. Living like this is simply a kind of torture.

But she had to live.

Live even if not for yourself, for others.

For some reason, she suddenly felt at a loss in her heart.

Before, she had attachments, and she also had attachments. But now?

At this moment, she suddenly felt that her obsession was a little ridiculous, and she couldn't even understand what she was obsessed with.

Perhaps, she has always been a ridiculous person, as ridiculous as her obsession.

She laughed at the thought of this. After smiling, she walked out.

When she walked out, the sun just shone on her face.

"Girl, why did you get up so early", in front of her was an ordinary old yard, and there was an equally ordinary old mother in the yard.

The old mother had an ordinary but kind smile on her face. She smiled but was a little reproachful: "You said that you are a girl's family, you should be careful when you go out, why do you still drink so much wine." I can't do that anymore."

The old mother's smile was very ordinary, but Lin Yuhan felt that the smile on her face at this moment was warmer than the morning sun at the beginning of the morning.

This sunny and warm smile shone directly into Lin Yuhan's heart, which made her heart warm up immediately.

Facing such a warm smile, Lin Yuhan couldn't help laughing, and her smile was also very warm.

She smiled and said, "Thank you, auntie, I must remember your words, no matter how sad things happen in the future, I will never drink again."

"That's ......", the old mother walked over with a smile, took Lin Yuhan's hand, and said in a harmonious voice: "Girl, seeing you is like seeing my own daughter."

Lin Yuhan lowered his eyes and asked, "What about your daughter?"

The old mother raised her eyes and looked into the distance and said, "My daughter married far away, and she hasn't been back for almost a year."

A hint of loneliness suddenly flashed in the old man's eyes.

Lin Yuhan also seemed to feel a little depressed in her heart, and she suddenly thought of her father.

In the past three months, she has not even gone back to see her father once.

She also thought of her mother, the one she had never met. Although she also pestered her father to ask many times, every time her father seemed unwilling to say a word to her mother.

But she knew that every time she mentioned her mother, her father always locked him in the house alone and drank alcohol.

"Alas......", when Lin Yuhan was thinking about his thoughts, the old mother suddenly sighed again and said: "And my son and daughter-in-law, they haven't been back for a year."

Lin Yuhan asked, "Could it be that your son also went to a far away place?"

The old mother nodded and said, "Yes, my son and daughter-in-law have gone outside to beg for a living."

Speaking of this, she suddenly looked at Lin Yuhan and said with a smile: "You don't know, my daughter-in-law is as sensible as the girl, and she is also very filial......."

Lin Yuhan was stunned for a moment, and suddenly walked out.

The old mother was shocked for a moment, and said hurriedly: "Girl, how much wine did you drink last night, where are you going to run this early in the morning?"

Lin Yuhan didn't look back, and said, "Go back." It occurred to me that I hadn't been home to see my dad in a long time."

"Go home ......," the old mother smiled and muttered, "It's good to go home...... It's good to go home. But what is home?"

yes, what is home?

Home is a road, a path that you will never get lost in and never take the wrong path.

Home is a concern, no matter where you are, no matter how difficult the situation is, but as long as you think of her, you will feel warm in your heart.

Home is a light, a light that has been waiting for you even in the darkest rainy nights, illuminating the way ahead.

Home is a bowl of noodles, a bowl of delicious noodles that are still hot in the pot no matter how late you come home.

Home is a harbor, a harbor where you can rely on and rest when you are tired and sleepy, after you have traveled a long way, and after you have been wronged outside.

What's at home?

There are people in the house. Flesh and blood relatives, life and death love, people who support each other, rely on each other, and hold hands to spend their lives together.

When Lin Yuhan walked out, the boss was in a daze.

For the old man, it seems that the only thing left in this life is to be in a daze.

"Uncle, settle the bill", Lin Yuhan casually put a piece of silver on the table, and walked out without stopping.

With her eldest lady's temper, she basically threw the silver on the table and left, and she didn't bother to speak at all.

I don't know what's going on today, not only did she not lose it, but she gently put it down, and even said something unprecedentedly.

The boss was taken aback and quickly shouted, "Girl, someone has already paid the bill for you."

"Someone has already paid the bill......", Lin Yuhan felt a little strange, frowned and asked, "Who"?

Just listen to one person: "Who else but me"?

Lin Yuhan turned his head, only to find that Tang Yunfei was sitting in the corner leisurely drinking tea. Her face suddenly turned cold, and she said, "Why are you here?"

Tang Yunfei shrugged his shoulders and said with a smile: "Why can't I be here"?

Lin Yuhan couldn't help but snort coldly: "Are you following me"?

Tang Yunfei smiled indifferently and said, "What is this, how can it be called tracking." I'm just taking orders from the Sect Master to keep the Holy Maiden safe."

Lin Yuhan sneered, and was about to speak, but Tang Yunfei had already rushed to say: "Of course, I know that there is no need for this at all, but you also know that fathers always don't worry about their daughters going out alone."

Suddenly, the boss interjected: "Pity the hearts of parents in the world." Girl, it's been so long since you've been out alone, so you better go back early, so as not to worry your family."

Tang Yunfei echoed with a smile: "It seems that the old man also has someone to worry about."

The boss shook his head and sighed: "In life, who doesn't have a person to worry about in their hearts."

Tang Yunfei couldn't help but sigh.

The boss was puzzled: "The old man sighs for the vicissitudes of the world, I don't know what you are sighing about, little brother"?

Tang Yunfei was also puzzled: "I just feel it in my heart, but I don't know what I'm feeling."

Lin Yuhan had already listened impatiently, stared at Tang Yunfei for a long time, and then flicked his sleeves and said, "You talk a lot of nonsense, go home."

After speaking, he walked away directly.

Tang Yunfei was stunned, frowned, and said, "Okay."

Just about to leave, the boss had already come over and stuffed the ingot of silver that Lin Yuhan had just thrown at him into Tang Yunfei's arms, and then pulled Tang Yunfei's sleeve again, and asked quietly, "Little brother, is this your daughter-in-law?"

Tang Yunfei couldn't cry or laugh when he was asked, glanced at Lin Yuhan's back, and said with a bitter face: "I don't have that life, let alone the courage to ......."

Before he could finish speaking, he was already smiling and striding away.

The boss was puzzled and muttered: "What dare you have to marry a daughter-in-law?"