Chapter 108: Open Everything
At the strong request of Prince Meng, he and I went straight out of Fengcheng and headed east. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
According to Prince Meng, his sister-in-law is in the city of Yucheng, east of Fengcheng, and he wants to take me to meet her.
When I was in a hurry, I knocked on the side of Prince Meng to ask him about the identity of his sister-in-law, but his tone was so strict that he refused to reveal the slightest content to me.
Later, I don't know if I was annoyed by my questioning, he didn't reply to my question, and seeing him like this, I consciously stopped asking him.
However, on the way to Yucheng, my heart began to panic inexplicably, and it fluttered.
Every time this happens, it means that something very bad is going to happen next, and that feeling is always accurate.
When I felt this way, if I hadn't gone to Yucheng with Prince Meng, I would have run away and wouldn't go!
Yucheng is equivalent to a distance from Fengcheng, and as soon as we get out of Fengcheng, we are frantically rushing in the direction of Yucheng. Even in this hurry, we ran all night.
It's not just a matter of running all night, because there are no torches outside, and the moonlight makes our journey a little thrilling.
At dawn the next day, we finally arrived at the foot of the city.
Looking at this city, which is not much bigger than Fengcheng, the panic in my heart is even greater, and there seems to be a feeling in my heart, like I know what will happen next, but I want to say it but I can't say it, and I don't know where to remember it when I think about it.
It's a weird feeling......
Because we came too early, at this time in a small city like Yucheng, the city gate has not yet been opened, and there are no night vigil soldiers on the city wall, so we should go back to sleep!
We can't get in, we have no choice but to wait outside the city. It's all in Yucheng, I'll ask him about the identity of his sister-in-law now, he should tell me now!
Thinking like this in my heart, I asked Prince Meng again and said, "Your Highness, you have all arrived in Yucheng, can't you still tell me the identity of your sister-in-law?"
When I asked, he immediately turned his head to look at me with his head bowed and didn't say a word, and his lips shook slightly, as if he was about to say something.
Seeing him like this, I couldn't help but secretly rejoice in my heart, it seems that there is a door!
Then he spoke, and the words he uttered almost me off.
"It's all in the city, can't you wait any longer!"
I feel like I'm blocked by my own words.,I really don't know what to say.,I secretly said in my heart.,If you don't say it, don't say it.,I'm too lazy to ask......
Because of this somewhat unpleasant appearance, neither of us spoke, and the atmosphere was silent.
Squeak ...... Squeak squeak......
Not long after, there was a piercing sound of the door opening from the gate of the city.
As soon as the voice appeared, the two of us immediately looked towards the gate, and saw a soldier in armor slowly pushing open the wooden gate, which smelled of disrepair.
Seeing the two of us at the door, the soldier who opened the door was quite enthusiastic and said to us, "Two foreigners, please enter the city!"
Prince Meng didn't react much to this soldier's words, and rushed to the city on his horse, while I smiled and bowed my hand to the soldier, and then went up to chase after Prince Meng.
When people respect me, I pay him back, this is my principle.
When I bowed my hand to this soldier, he also smiled and bowed to me, and it was quite pleasant to go back and forth in such politeness.
When I followed him into the city, I saw Prince Mae heading straight for the largest building in the city.
Seeing where he went, I followed him straight away, feeling in my heart that this was not a surprising situation.
What kind of person is Prince Meng, the big man who sits in the second and third positions in Daqin today! His righteous sister is definitely more than enough to be the lord of a city casually.
Continuing to chase into the city, I came to the largest building in the city, and I saw Prince Meng standing here on horseback.
When I arrived, I dismounted, glancing at the largest building.
I saw a plaque hanging on the door of this building, and on it was written three big characters, Mrs. Yu!
Seeing this title, two memories flashed in my mind, the memory of my battle with Cao Chengyan, and the memory of talking to Wuchen,
"Because he died at the hands of your good master, Sword Emperor Liu Wufeng, and you, Li Longfei, the only bone and blood of Li Longfei and Mrs. Han Yun, were also kidnapped eighteen years ago! ”
"Do you know who Shen Liang, the fierce prince Liu Wufeng wants you to find, is the righteous brother of your mother Han Yun, and the letter that Liu Wufeng asked you to bring is your true life experience!"
What Cao Chengyan said to me at the beginning was like a magic spell, and it exploded in my memory at this moment, making my heart tremble like never before......
"Li Longfei's wife is the Korean princess Han Yun, known as Mrs. Yu!"
"Yes, but the kid is missing......
And Wuchen's words also broke out at the same time, as if to confirm this covered fact.
"Mrs. Yu, Mrs. Yu...... Is this Mrs. Yu the same Mrs...... Is that where my fear comes from......"
"Yes...... Prince Meng is the brother-in-law of Mrs. Han Yun, isn't the sister-in-law in Prince Meng's mouth Han Yun...... No wonder he behaved so weirdly after reading the letter......"
At this moment, I felt unprecedented panic in my heart, and an inexplicable coldness inadvertently crawled all over my body, making me begin to tremble uncontrollably......
At the beginning, when Cao Chengyan explained all this in the small bamboo forest of Kongming City, I couldn't accept it at all, so I could only fight him to the death.
After falling into a coma after the Great War, and then waking up, I subconsciously forgot about this question, because I really didn't want to think about it.
And now, as if by fate, I arrived at the Mansion of Lady Yucheng, where the woman who might have been my mother lived.
At this moment, I can no longer avoid what Cao Chengyan said before, if Han Yun is really my mother, and my father Li Longfei is really killed by the old man, what should I do......
As soon as this painful feeling of powerlessness appeared, it exploded directly in my heart, and it exploded everywhere, and there was no way to contain it.
The man who raised me for eighteen years is my father-killer, and the man who I do as my father is my father-killer...... What an irony this is......
These are all true...... None of this is true......
At this time, my heart has also become a little numb and empty, and I am only left with the pain that seems to be pierced through my heart by ten thousand arrows.
The pain made me feel tightness in my chest, and I couldn't breathe at all, and for a while, my breathing became shortness unconsciously!
WhewW......
After a deep gasp, I felt as if my whole person had collapsed, and there was a feeling that my will was about to leave my body.
"What's wrong with you, why has your face become so ugly!"
When my mind was in turmoil, and my body was also uncomfortable, Prince Meng's voice rang in my ears, temporarily tearing me out of my endless suffering.
At this time, I feel that my emotions and perceptions have all come down, and even the things I see in my eyes feel like they are about to fly away, and it is hazy!
"What's wrong, why is your face so ugly!"
Hearing Prince Meng's words again, I slowly turned my head a little weakly, and looked at him, unable to make even a trace of expression on my face.
"Is my face ugly?"
As soon as I said this, I noticed that his eyes were shining with strange colors as he looked at me, as if he was puzzled and as if he was emotional......
"Let's go!"
He didn't continue to dwell on the problem of my face, he said this to me, and walked ahead.
I wanted to follow him as he walked into the building with the plaque of Mrs. Yu, but I found that my feet didn't seem to have the strength to pick it up.
Faintly, I felt as if I couldn't take this step at all, it wasn't like rejection, it wasn't like fear, it was more like I couldn't convince myself to do it.
Originally, I was full of curiosity about the doubts of eighteen years ago, my true identity, and as I got closer and closer to the real answer, I already had a certain judgment in my heart about what this answer was.
Unfortunately, this answer is not what I want, it is not what I want......
Perhaps because of this, when I have the key to solve all doubts in my hand, I lose the motivation to use the key to open everything.
It's like a person who stands in front of the sword mountain and sea of fire, he may not know what he will face before, but when it is really clear, when he stands in front of this sword mountain and sea of fire, he may not be able to take the next step......
"What the hell am I supposed to do? Am I really going to go in and uncover all this? Can I really take it? I ......"
"What the hell should I do......
"What the hell should I do......
......
I asked myself this question over and over again in my mind, but in this painful place, I didn't get any answer to my questions again and again.
Not only did I not answer, but under such an inquiry, I couldn't find the answer, and I didn't dare to take the first step forward!
"Li Longchen, what are you doing there, hurry up and let me in!"
Then it was Prince Meng's voice that woke me up from my thoughts. When I came back to my senses, I saw Prince Meng coming out of it and coming in front of me.
"Li Longchen, why don't you come in!"
When he asked me like this, I felt a feeling of anxiety in my heart for some reason, which made my heart become manic at this moment.
"Tell me, who the hell is Madame Yu!"
As I spoke, I felt a little weird, because my voice seemed to be very hoarse, and there was a kind of roaring in it.
After listening to my questioning, the expression on his face suddenly tightened, and his brows tightened together, making him look even older.
Despite this look, he still did not answer my question.
That indescribable mania began to ignite in my heart, and at this time I was a little completely out of control, losing my mind, and involuntarily yelling at him,
"You speak! Mrs. Han Yun is not my mother, Li Longfei is not my father, did you bring me to see her!"
WhewW......
saw that he breathed a long sigh of relief, and the expression on his face also revealed a sense of relief.
"So you know it all!"
"What if I didn't know anything by now, what would you want to do when you get in!"
In the face of my completely uncontrollable roar, his expression did not change much, and he said slowly: "The truth is, you know it now, before you go in!"
"So what!"
"Don't you want to see your mother!"
The emotions that were still burning wildly were like being splashed with a basin of cold water and calming down again.
"Come on, go see your mother! You mother and son, I haven't seen each other for eighteen years!"
"I ......"
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To be continued......