Looking at the old willow tree in front of me, the familiar sound of fishing rods and reading, I wanted to go in, but my body trembled a little, I was afraid, I was afraid that these were also fake.

I still walked in, I walked very slowly, these memories of the feeling, although left less than half a year, but a kind of long-term kindness, I want to imprint these scenes in my mind, never forget.

While reminiscing and immersing, accidentally, I actually bumped into someone, I came back to my senses and quickly apologized: "Ah, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, you didn't ...... Aunt Wang, you are Aunt Wang!"

Aunt Wang is a peasant woman at the head of the village, and her eldest girl is still my classmate. Aunt Wang looked at me and wondered, "This little baby, do you know me?"

She didn't recognize me! I suddenly remembered that Grandpa Sun had erased their memories.

I smiled bitterly, "I don't recognize it, I'm sorry, I admit it." After speaking, he quickly turned around and left, leaving Aunt Wang alone to look at suspiciously.

They don't recognize me, familiar people, strange feelings, my kindness, in this contradictory environment, it seems a little lonely.

Before I knew it, I walked to the door of the house, looked at my father, who had not yet gone to work, and my mother, who was making breakfast, my nose was sore, and I almost couldn't hold back my tears.

When my father saw me, he was a little puzzled, and called out to his mother, who glanced at me, and probably felt that I was a little depressed when I was alone, so I walked out of the yard.

"What's wrong with you? Where's your father?"

I was about to open my mouth, but after a pause, I called out Auntie...... Holding back the tears in my eyes, I sniffled, "Auntie, I, I'm lost......"

Perhaps my miserable appearance of tears rolling in her eyes touched my mother, who sighed, as if she felt pity for me, and let me into the house.

"Have you eaten?"

Before I could shake my head, my mother brought me a bowl of rice porridge and asked me to drink it. Originally, it was her and her father's breakfast, because of my arrival, my mother only drank some clear soup, and my father looked at it lovingly, and gave half of it from his bowl to my mother. Looking at their warm scene, my tears fell in the porridge, my heart was very warm, very warm, but in this warmth, there was a trace of desolation.

After breakfast, my father went to work, my mother was doing laundry, I walked over, "Mother...... Auntie, I'll come. ”

The mother shook her head with a smile and said, "You are so sensible at such a young age, it seems that your father and mother must love you very much." ”

I nodded, feeling like crying again.

When my mother saw that I wanted to cry, she thought that I missed my father, so she hurriedly said: "Have you eaten enough, tell me if you are not full, and I will do it for you again." ”

I wiped my eyes and grinned, "I'm full, thank you, Auntie." ”

"Hey," my mother touched my head, "somehow, when I saw you, I felt very kind." ”

How can I not be kind, I am your son!

I resisted the urge to tell her everything, and breathed a sigh of relief, "Me too, why don't you be my mother today, just this day! I'll leave tomorrow!"

Seeing my pleading face, my mother smiled and patted my head, "Okay, okay, today, you are my son......"

"Mother!" a mother called out my heart, my grievances and expectations, I couldn't hold back anymore, threw myself into her arms, and cried.

My mother patted me on the back and kept saying comforting words. I don't know how long it took for me to stop crying, and seeing that noon was approaching, I let go of my mother, "Mother, I'm going to cook, Dad is coming back!"

My mother was stunned, I didn't say much, I quickly ran to the kitchen and started to get busy.

After my father came back, maybe my mother had already told him, and I called out to my father, and he happily agreed. I made a table of dishes, all of which they liked, and my father and mother sat on the stool, looking at the table, and the doubts in their eyes were even more obvious.

"Eat quickly, mother, you are weak, eat more, come, dad, you like to eat this, eat more......"

During the meal, the meal was not lively, but the atmosphere was a little abnormal, and the expression of my father and mother sometimes frowned and sometimes doubted, which made me feel extremely uncomfortable.

Fortunately, after eating, I said that I wanted to go out for a walk, and my father and mother nodded in agreement.

"You say, how do I feel that this food tastes familiar......" Behind her, the mother whispered to her father.

"Me too, he, whose child?"

...... The longer I stayed with them, the more I couldn't help but want to tell them that I was their child, but I couldn't, it was better for me to suffer alone than three!

I went to Grandpa Sun's house, and there was still the bench in the courtyard, and I seemed to see Grandpa Sun lying there basking in the sun again, beckoning me to come over and tell me a story.

I touched the bench and felt uncomfortable, Grandpa Sun, if it weren't for you, would I have lived an ordinary life?

Walking to the grove behind the village, there was a faint sound of frolicking inside, it was the voice of the little fat people, I approached and looked, four people, it seems, in my absence, there have been people who have replaced me.

When I got closer, I saw that the fourth person was a classmate, also surnamed Zhang, called Zhang Tiezhu, his father was a blacksmith, and he said that the iron hammer was hard, and he wanted him to be healthy, so he gave him this name.

Because it was relatively close, they saw me.

"Hey, who are you, why haven't I seen you?" Fat yelled, and the other three stopped frolicking and came over to look at me curiously.

"I, my name is Ah Cai. I smiled, hiding my bitterness.

"Hey, my dog's name is also Ah Cai, you have the same name!" Xiaoyu clapped his hands excitedly on the side.

"Shhhh

"I, I'm lost, I'll live in Zhang's house at the end of the village today, and I'll leave early tomorrow morning. ”

"Oh," Chubby nodded, "Let's play together!"

I smiled and said, "Okay, what's going on?"

"We play Trojan horses, my dad made it, it was made for me, Xiaobao, and Xiaoyu, but I don't know why it's four...... When you come, there will be one more person, you will be with me, uh, you can't sit down with me, you can sit with Xiaobao. ”

"No, I'm going to sit with Brother Ah Cai!" Xiaoyu pouted beside her.

"Alright, whatever you want. Drive, drive, drive......"

Fortunately, this Trojan horse is relatively long, and I sat behind Xiaoyu, but it didn't look crowded.

"Brother Ah Cai, why do I feel like we used to be friends?" Xiaoyu turned to me and asked.

Looking at her clear eyes, my heart tingled, "No, we haven't seen each other before, maybe my name is the same as your dog." ”

"Uh-huh, maybe, but why did you come up with a dog name, did your father and mother think you were a dog?"

Looking at Xiaoyu with an innocent face, I could only smile helplessly and did not answer her question.

None of them have changed, they are exactly the same as when I left, but without me in life, will they be like me, sometimes they will feel a little lonely. Probably not, they're together, and I'm just alone...... The sunset was imminent, and after I was reluctant to say goodbye, I returned to my home, but this home was too short.

My mother had already prepared the meal and was waiting for me and my father to go back, looking at her thin back, I was indeed a little uncomfortable in my heart.

After eating, it was already nightfall, and I accompanied my father and mother to cool off in the yard.

"Dad, mother, can you count the stars with me?" I turned my head with a look of hope.

"Okay, you see the brightest one, let's count from that one and go all the way this way, one, two, three, four, ......."

Counting and counting, my tears came down again, these indisputable tears, it seems that nothing loves to fall. My mother asked, do you miss your father, I said no, you are my father. My mother laughed, my father laughed too, and then we counted the stars together, one, two, one drop, two drops...... I asked, on the stars, is there a legendary immortal, my mother smiled, said ............, "You say it's strange, our house happens to have an empty bed, it seems to be made for you, it's this bedding sheet I don't know who used it, but I've washed it, you can sleep here tonight, I'll send you back tomorrow morning......" My mother cleaned up in my room, but she said a little uncomfortable.

"Hey, you've only been here for a day, I don't know why I'm so reluctant to let you go, and the thought of you leaving makes me uncomfortable. The mother sighed and sat on the edge of the bed.

"I can't bear to let you ......" I choked up a little and quickly changed the subject: "Don't you have any children?"

"No, but you say it's strange, I always dream that I have a child, but I can't see what it looks like, but my body looks like you. The mother shook her head with a smile and touched her stomach, "Actually, I found out that I was pregnant last month, and I haven't told him yet." ”

My brother, this is my brother!

I put my hand on my mother's belly, feeling the faint life inside, I smiled, very happy, I told my mother, this is my brother, in the future, I will definitely be very good to him. My mother said, it's good to have this heart, I don't know if it's a boy or a girl. I said, "It's better to be a boy, I've always wanted a brother!" and the mother laughed again, saying how nice it would be if I were really her child.

Can I sleep with you?" I asked.

My mother was stunned, smiled and touched my head, and nodded.

One night, I slept very deeply and sweetly, which I had never felt before in the Thirteen Peaks. This night, I forgot the Firmament Sect, forgot the Thirteen Peaks, forgot the autumn evening, and forgot Ah Hu...... In my dream, I was not alone, but a bird, snuggled in the nest, beside my father and mother, regardless of whether there was thunder and lightning outside, and slept peacefully.

I woke up and looked at my father and mother who were still sleeping next to me, and I was very reluctant. It's already dawning...... There were already people in the village who lit the lights one after another, and I walked at the entrance of the village, looking at the old willow tree, and I was a little stunned for some reason.

I sighed, I couldn't tell if I was happier or sadder when I came back this time, but from now on, I was afraid that it would be difficult for me to come back again. I picked a willow leaf, put it in the palm of my hand, turned around, and slowly left. What I can take with me is the best memory that this willow leaf holds.

Let's go, after leaving, I will be clean, and I will die, and from then on, I will be alone and live my own life.

Perhaps, there is hope for goodbye!, I said to myself, and smiled wryly, and forgot about it.