Later, when I was not short of money, I seldom went to her. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info I basically live in the money shop, and she also said that she wanted to leave me, but she always couldn't stand my sweet words and threats, she couldn't leave me, and hoped that I would change my mind. She was like a gambler to me, just as infatuated with me as she was with Laiqian Fang, and she was as infatuated with me. I know that there is no hope, but I still hope for a miracle.

Soon after, I was arrested by the government. Sentenced to three years. I wounded, robbed, stolen, and a few other minor sins that I don't remember piling up together, three years. I suspect I was killed, but ............ No one thinks I'm wronged. They all think I deserve it!

I regret it. Those who were caught in prison regretted it. But no one was of much use. You're in.

How far is four years? Here, four months is longer than four years for you. If you don't believe me, you can give it a try.

Spend time in a dark prison, with snakes, insects, rats, ants, and the smell of damp and moldy, ...... What else can you expect.....? Why are you alive? Is it out of prison? Or is someone visiting? I have relatives, I have an old father. A down-and-out old scholar who hated my affairs. The fact that I was in prison made him feel ashamed and said to the neighbors that there was no such son as me!

Although some friends came, it was only the gambling friends who used to be together who came to see me, and none of the people in Dongxiang Pavilion came. But it's only once a year and a half. She is the only one who often comes to see me, and because of the distance, she can only come once a month at the beginning of the month. She came, ate, used... Naturally, she was indispensable, so at that time, she was like a god to me, and every day I looked forward to the early passage of the days, and she came early. At that time, I did the deepest reflection on her, and told her with tears, saying that when I came out, I must take you to live a good life. He also said "I love you" and "I want to be together for the rest of my life when I die", and now it seems that what I said at the time was true, but the shelf life is shorter and it is easy to deteriorate.

There was a big flood in Dongzhou County, and the bridge on the pipeline was washed away. It needs someone to fix it. But the treasury didn't have that much money to pay people, so they conquered us sinners to serve as laborers, and I joined the labor team, because the cell boss said that if I joined the labor team, my sentence could be reduced, and the fool didn't want to come out. It is also better to have a reduced sentence in the labor team than to eat in prison, after all, if you have to do manual work, you can eat enough. Otherwise, where would I have the strength to work? Worse than pig food!

We often come out to work and enjoy the sun and the breeze. You can't enjoy it inside. But it was in an iron cage-like room, and people were enclosed in it like a pen of livestock, and the purpose was to make us tumors moldy and hairy. It would be better if it disappeared into the world!

"Only when you lose do you know how to cherish" before freedom, I never cared. But now, I know how precious it is. Even a beggar begging on the street is worthy of my envy, yearning for a free life. I think a lot in it, and looking forward to the "future" is a good way for me to spend time. I really want to be a good "person" and lead her to a "happy" life.

It's coming out. I'm doing a good job in prison. I was very respectful, and every time she brought me all the things she brought me, and she never bullied anyone, and she didn't allow others to bully anyone. They envied me and said I was blessed. Their wives and women are as good as one-tenth of them. Many of them have just been in prison, and they are busy remarrying. I'm proud. I look forward to her. And they also, with her money, with the money she earned with her body, to the head of the cell, to the jailer. They all helped to say something nice. I've only been in it for a year and a half and I'm out!

We still live together. Mom is mean though. But nothing was said. Because she's still making money for her. She also bought some things for her mother, probably for me.

But this time I'm going to go the right way. She is still working in Dongxiang Pavilion, working hard to make money. I used the savings she had sold her body for the past few years and borrowed a little money for me. I bought a horse-drawn carriage to help people deliver goods and run short distances. My desperate running, irregular sleep, and high-intensity work made me lose 20 pounds, just to pay off the car money (part of which she sold all her savings to her friends) and my gambling debts (those of my relatives who used to love me) earlier.

We tried to save money, and she didn't like to go shopping on the street, and even when she ate, she only ate a little bit, and left it to me under the pretext of losing weight, because my mother didn't care about our food, and it was already kind to say that she could tolerate me. Says she knows that driving for long periods of time can be quite exhausting. It was a bitter time, but it was the happiest time in our lives. I said that in 2 years, we will go away.

In half a year, I still have a lot of brains and make a lot of money. I have a little capital in my hands and speculate, as long as I make money, I will do anything, if everything is wrong, it is a gangster's job, and it is a fool to fool around when I am old. After 30 days of noon, I can't miss the "noon" of this man's life. After several hard work, I have gained a little, and if I don't pay her back, I can spend a lot of time drinking and living a very rich life.

I excused myself to be busy, and I didn't go back to her. But she often came to me, but she didn't say a word about paying me back. I tried to distance myself from her, probably when the days were good and I wanted to kick her away, and when I saw her, I felt uncomfortable, and the air was filled with the smell of filthy rancidity, and my heart was indescribably tired. She was aware.

But what can she? Maybe that's just my essence, I'm just so unkind, and I've blamed myself, but that can't be changed. Until one day I got annoyed and hit her. She cried and scolded me for not being human, for being eaten by dogs with a beast's conscience.

I fell in love with a girl. It's because she has a huge family, and she's an only daughter, I don't even know what she's like, but she's a lucky star for my wealth. I'm a bit famous now, though. But it's not very rich. If I marry her, even if I can get rich, then I will have countless silver, and I don't have to struggle anymore!

But one day, the members of the girl's family felt that I had visited her fortieth time, and after several inquiries, they knew that she had come, and told the family everything I had done in the past. I was furious. I'll go find her.

I went back to that "home". In a trance, I felt a little rusty, because ...... It's been a long time since I've been back, but the lock still hasn't changed. I opened the door with the original key, and the room was messy, and it was full of alcohol, and there was a mixture of inferior rouge. I heard that she hadn't gone out for a few days, but her mother surprisingly didn't force her. It's not like mom's style.

She lay there, quietly looking at the scroll on the wall, I remember, it was I who accompanied her to paint, and I didn't paint it myself, so many years. Still didn't paint my own, she looked haggard. Even I feel sorry for her, after all, all the silver she exchanged for her youth and flesh was on me.

In the past few years, she could have been the top brand, but because of me. The whole Dongxiang Pavilion knows about this matter, and those high-grade guests don't look down on her, it was I who ruined and delayed her, and now ...... And I stabbed her deeply in the heart. I'm a little sorry, I caused her to do this, after all, her conscience hasn't been eaten by the dogs. (To be continued.) )