Ying Xiuling lowered her head, tears falling. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info Meng Dingguo also felt that the past was so unbearable, but he still continued: "Later, the dynasty changed drastically, and in order to let me in the battle between the dynasty and the dynasty, you made up your mind to leave your sister and stand on the side of the eldest brother, and put this pendant in my hand with your own hands. At that time, I thought, I must treat you well for the rest of my life. However, the eldest brother killed himself, I was forced to separate from you, and you were already pregnant at that time, but I didn't catch up to see Meng Yu born, so I couldn't help but send you back to Jiangnan and return to the capital to help the little emperor deal with political enemies. At that time, you were only seventeen years old, and I was less than twenty years old, younger than Meng Yu now. Such a beautiful time of youth, it should have been spent before the moon, and the piano was harmonious, but we could never be together. So much so that today, when we can be together, it seems that I can't speak anymore. I wondered if the two of us had been let down like this in this life, and we would never be able to get it back. ”

Ying Xiuling listened to him quietly, but she couldn't cry anymore, she grabbed the hand he held her and put it on her hot cheek: "My lord, when you were young, you were so smart, so good at talking, and so popular. But as soon as you come to me, you don't speak. Do you know how lame your current rhetoric is? ”

Meng Dingguo's face turned red, and he himself felt that his face was feverish.

Ying Xiuling still pressed his hand tightly against his face, and Meng Dingguo couldn't help but stiffen with nervousness. She is the woman he has loved all his life, but she has had an unforgettable relationship with someone else before, and she was forced to separate, how can he untie the knot in his heart?

Ying Xiuling's tears flowed: "My lord, you are good to me, I never doubt it." It's just that Xiuling is terminally ill now, and if she leaves, she doesn't have any other concerns, just worried that you will be lonely as an adult. After she said this, she was already crying speechless, now that her daughter and son have a home, she really only remembers him. However, he didn't believe her, and the grievances in her heart couldn't be explained.

Seeing Ying Xiuling crying, Meng Dingguo hugged her a little impulsively. She had been sick for so long, so thin that she only had a handful of bones, and he couldn't tell how sad he was. He couldn't imagine what would happen to him himself if one day she was gone.

He hugged her tightly, feeling the warmth on her body. Ying Xiuling lay down in his arms, buried his head in his chest, wet the clothes on his chest with tears, and muttered: "Maybe it's for those indescribable fronts, maybe it's for you to wait outside the door for more than half a day when I'm injured, I'll never blame you, I'll never want to leave you, I'll never want to leave you, I'll never want you to be alone." ”

Meng Dingguo's heart was twisted in pain, he knew that she was good to him, and his heart would hurt even more.

After a while, Ying Xiuling gently stroked his face and patted him again, and Meng Dingguo reluctantly let go of her and wiped away her tears for her. Ying Xiuling obediently let him wipe away her tears, and then looked at him with a smile: "Is it right to find me something?"

Meng Dingguo leaned back in surprise: "Madam, ...... you?"

Ying Xiuling said: "I heard that you are blind, and there is still chicken porridge stewed in the kitchen." The moment she walked out of the door, she turned around and smiled at him: "Xiu Ling personally stewed it, and you will have to eat it if you are obedient in the future." Remember not to bully my son, that is the man I love the most, and adults will always come second. ”

Meng Dingguo was stunned for a moment, crying and laughing. He knew that Ying Xiuling had always been very calculating, and she said that she was second, so she must be ahead of that "him". Thinking of this, he suddenly laughed at his boss again, why do he always care about this, and he cares about it very seriously.

Ying Xiuling turned back after a while, although she was sick, her steps after practicing were still light, and her body was still flexible. She held a thick porcelain Gu that kept warm and put it on the table, lifted the lid, and handed the spoon to Meng Dingguo: "Vernacular for a long time, forget that lunch is all made up and eaten, aren't you hungry?"

As soon as the lid was lifted, Meng Dingguo immediately smelled the smell of hot and fragrant chicken soup, and his stomach gurgled. Ying Xiuling laughed: "How old are you, you still learn from other people's little men and women to chirp me and me, take care of your body first, and then talk about other things." ”

Meng Dingguo was embarrassed, and picked up the delicious porridge and ate it. Ying Xiuling looked at him with a smile, but she was thinking in her heart: "I really don't know how long I can stay with him." Maybe I should talk to Ah Yi, is it to accompany him later? at least she is wholeheartedly devoted to him. Although it's really selfish to go to someone now. But if he didn't leave this world, he would never agree to be with her. If he leaves, he will be lonely and lonely for the rest of his life, and it will make people feel more uneasy, so Ah Yi will know his intentions. ”

Meng Dingguo looked at Ying Xiuling, and it seemed that he had read what was in her heart. "She still can't let go of me, but I'm really not sure if I will show another side of me one day and disappoint her. ”

He was indeed hungry for a long time, and happily drank the porridge in three or two bites, Ying Xiuling took the Gu and handed it to Yahuan, who took it and retreated outside the house and closed the door. Ying Xiuling asked with a smile: "What do you want Xiuling to do?"

Meng Dingguo was stunned for a moment: "Madam has mentioned it twice, why do you say that?" Ying Xiuling laughed suddenly: "The adult wants to arrange the affairs of Long Wei and Shen Wanhua, but they eloped when they went together, and the adults need someone to witness for them, of course, the wife is the best candidate." ”

Meng Dingguo stared at her, and suddenly burst out laughing: "Actually, I found the real crux between the two of us." ”

Ying Xiuling said: "What's the crux?"

Meng Dingguo said: "The crux of everything is because women are too smart. ”

Ying Xiuling was stunned for a moment, and almost laughed: "Adults are really good at finding crooked reasons!" In fact, Xiuling has long known that adults have said such a lot of meaty words, that is, when they saw that the two golden boys and girls Shen and Long Wei were so good, they suddenly felt that they were so lacking, so they chattered. ”

Meng Dingguo looked at Ying Xiuling in a daze: "Weren't we the golden boy and jade girl back then?"

Ying Xiuling laughed out loud: "Then you must think I'm old now!"

Meng Dingguo shuddered for a moment, and somehow suddenly thought of Lingxi, and subconsciously said: "No!"

Ying Xiuling looked at him with a smile, Meng Dingguo suddenly blushed, he remembered the absurdity he had been outside recently, and regretted it to death. Hurriedly disguised: "That lady agreed?"

Ying Xiuling pulled her body a little farther away and looked at Meng Dingguo: "What did you promise?"

Meng Dingguo was still weak-hearted, and said in a daze: "Testify to them." ”

Ying Xiuling burst out laughing: "Then I won't be the fourth aunt of the He family!"

Meng Dingguo couldn't help laughing: "Madame, let's take it once." This kind of errand is something that women naturally love to do. ”

Ying Xiuling didn't answer immediately, but pulled out a flute from behind her, glanced at Meng Dingguo, smiled, and blew with a whimper, the song was quiet and distant, and the curling sound floated around the window lattice, as if there was no window, the light one would float out, but it was like it was very heavy, so heavy that it smashed in the softest place in people's hearts.

Meng Dingguo listened quietly, and his heart ached little by little. But she was blowing, but Ying Xiuling didn't have enough strength, she seemed to choke, suddenly coughed, and the sound of the flute stopped abruptly. Meng Dingguo hurriedly beat her back, and asked Yahuan to hurry up and bring water. (To be continued.) )