Chapter 416: Atonement
"Hey, that's not true, is it?"
After a long time, Ji Aojian finally said a word.
"How is this not true, what do you suspect?"
"You clearly said last time that it was because you read my later life learnings that you realized your innate state of mind. ”
"Hey, you have a bit of a good brain, so the superficial study of governing the world was summed up as early as the Qin Dynasty. Ji Mengying snorted, "I don't need to look at your future studies, the theoretical basis of the innate state of mind has long been complete." ”
Ji Aojian said with a bitter face, "In that case, why didn't you tell me the real reason at that time?"
"If I tell you the truth, I won't be able to atone for you. ”
"Haven't you already thought about it," Ji Aojian muttered, "Why do you have to atone for your sins?"
"What do you want to open, that's a misunderstanding!"
Ji Mengying said angrily, "After I saw you, I spent a whole day with a good mood, and it wasn't until I realized that I realized that you guys came to save me, not because you forgave me, but because you forgot the past." You only know that I am one of your sisters, and when she found out that I was in danger, she rushed to save me. ”
Ji Aojian was stunned for a moment, then sighed, "That's the case." ”
"So, I haven't made any remedies for you, and you've never forgiven me, and my atonement is not complete at all. ”
"It's not done, but you've achieved it, which is a great thing. ”
"But I owe you more and more, it's higher than a mountain. Deeper than the sea. Ji Mengying turned her head, "I told you that day, your great kindness." I can't get enough of it. ”
"Actually, you don't have to repay ......"
"At that time, I had already made a decision in my heart, although I did not cure you, but I am already a great master, and I can follow you in the future to help you achieve innateness. Ji Mengying said with a straight face, "For me, this is my last chance to atone for my sins. I'm going to have to catch it. ”
"So that's the real reason why you're willing to serve me?" Ji Aojian sighed, "I've been a little apprehensive before. ”
"Now you feel like you can rest easy, don't you?"
"No, no. Ji Aojian hurriedly said, "I still feel uneasy. It's just a little lighter. ”
"That's what I think, if I help you become a great grandmaster, then after you return to your innate nature and recover your memory. I should be able to forgive me. Ji Mengying said slowly. "Moreover, if you follow the path of my Demon Gate and achieve innateness, it also means that I was not wrong to teach you the Demon Gate Divine Skills back then. ”
"I see. Ji Ao Kendao, "Why didn't you say it earlier?"
"Because I want to complete my plan of atonement, I can't tell you the whole truth in the first place. ”
"Why?"
Ji Mengying sighed, "At that time, you forgot about the past. The impression of me is mediocre, and it is possible that I can still approach you. If I tell everything about the year. My impression in your mind will become very bad, and I am afraid that you will not give me a chance to atone for my sins. ”
Ji Aojian was puzzled, "Is that really the case?"
"I just vaguely said a little bit about the situation that day, and you immediately felt very uncomfortable, saying that you never wanted to remember it again. ”
Ji Aojian was speechless and nodded silently.
"So, I'm going to work hard for you first, and quickly build a favor in your heart. After you trust me very much, you will naturally not refuse me to help you explore the innate path. ”
"You really work hard. Ji Aojian no longer had any doubts, "I only thought that you were trying to make up for bullying me when I was a child, but I didn't expect that you were planning to help me go straight to the innate so as to complete your atonement." ”
Ji Mengying sighed, "Originally, I thought that the progress had been going well, but who knew that after the battle of the capital, you actually drove me away and asked me to help Xiao Su." ”
"Fourth Sister ......"
"It's not that I don't want to help Xiao Su, but my atonement is not yet complete!" Ji Mengying had tears in her eyes, "At that time, I was very tormented in my heart, and I didn't know what to do." If I leave, and you become congenital with the help of others, or you suddenly become interested and go to Europe to find the third child to achieve congenital, then after you recover your memory, how will I face you?"
"Fourth Sister ......"
"I really had no choice, I was so anxious that I couldn't think of any reason to refuse, so I had to hint to you that I like you. Ji Mengying covered her face, tears falling from her fingers, "I can only pray in my heart, after saying this, maybe you will come to me when you are free, so that I still have the opportunity to help you achieve innateness." ”
Ji Aojian's face turned pale, "It turns out that what you said to me when we broke up that day was calculating me. ”
"Yes. ”
"You've been doing my service from the beginning, you've been calculating me. ”
"Yes. ”
"Do you only have your plan of atonement in mind, have you considered my feelings?" Ji Aojian gritted his teeth and said, "You used this reason to trick me over, I really believed it, I really came, but you told me that it was just a calculation." Do you think that is not hurting me! This is what you call atonement?"
"I knew that as long as I told you all the truth, you would be disgusted with me!"
Ji Mengying couldn't cry anymore, "But Xiaojian, do you know? I've been kicked out of the house for ten years, I'm tormented by guilt every day, I want to be by your side every day to make amends, I really don't dare to lose a little chance to atone for my sins!"
"Fourth sister...... I'm sorry. Ji Aojian was like being poured on the head by a bucket of cold water, and immediately felt deep regret, "I said too much, you have been so painful in your heart for so many years, I still have to be angry with you." ”
"Why do you want to be sorry to me? I hurt you back then, and no matter how painful it is, it will be my retribution. ”
"Actually, this matter is not as serious as you think. Ji Aojian said slowly, "Although the mistake you made is not very small, but you didn't do it intentionally, and I didn't sink for life because of it, you just didn't get the opportunity to save it yourself, and you cared more and more about it, and you couldn't extricate yourself from it, so you felt that this was a big deal." ”
"This is a big deal for me!" Ji Mengying was furious, "What are you talking about, you are not qualified to comfort me!"
Ji Aojian was stunned, "I'm a victim, how can I not be qualified to comfort you?"
"When you have achieved innateness and recovered your memory, you will say this. Ji Mengying looked at him hatefully, "Now you are just a passerby, why should you judge my atonement and make irresponsible remarks, you are not worthy!"
"I see. Ji Aojian's heart suddenly became cold, "What you want is to see the little sword with the memory of the past, what you care about most is that person, you want to get his forgiveness, this is your greatest wish!"
"Yes, only if he forgives me, I can complete the atonement!"
"That's why you don't want me to have an accident and don't let me face danger!" Ji Aojian roared, "In order to wait for him to appear, you would rather fight a strong enemy alone, and you don't care about my worries about you at all." ”
"Over the years, I have been thinking every day that as long as Xiaojian can achieve innateness, I am willing to do anything. As long as Xiaojian can forgive me after regaining his memory, I am willing to do anything for him. Ji Mengying bit her lower lip tightly, "So, before you become a great grandmaster, you must not have an accident." ”
"That's enough!" Ji Aojian said angrily, "Then if I can't remember the past after I achieve innateness, what will you do?"
“......”
Ji Mengying suddenly became stunned, "It's too much, this kind of thing won't happen, right?" ”
"Listen, I'm not a passerby!" Ji Aojian grabbed her hand and looked at her eyes deadly, "Even if I don't have the memory of my childhood, even if you don't need my forgiveness, but in this world, the person I care about the most is you, the person I feel most distressed about is you, and the person I want to protect the most is you, I absolutely can't tolerate you encountering a little danger, and I can't tolerate you being hurt a little!"
"Why are you saying these words?" Ji Mengying gradually whimpered again, "I used to make you miserable, and now I have been calculating you, why don't you hate me?"
"It's because you've been thinking from a calculating point of view, so you're getting more and more complicated. Ji Aojian sighed helplessly, "No matter if I can recover my memory or not, what atonement you care about is actually not very important, you don't cherish yourself, it is the biggest harm to me, and it will make me unwilling to forgive you." ”
Ji Mengying was angry again, "How can it be ...... that doesn't matter"
"Then I ask you," Ji Aojian interrupted her, "Since you want to atone for your sins, you have to help me achieve innateness, don't you?"
"Of course. ”
"If you can't help me achieve innateness, even if I become a great grandmaster, you will feel that there is no merit to atone for your sins, right?"
Ji Mengying nodded.
"In that case, if I hadn't seen through your acting tonight, I would have really taken a boat back to China in a fit of rage. Ji Aojian sighed, "Then I have achieved innate from other paths, or even if the third sister came to help me, how can you atone for your sins?"
"I'm just trying to disrupt your mind tonight, you should figure it out later. Ji Mengying hesitated and said, "I don't think you should be so stupid that you can't see through it all the time, right?"
"If I'm really stupid enough to never see through it, isn't there such a possibility?" Ji Aojian snorted, "Let me ask you, if I really leave, how will your atonement plan be carried out, won't it be in vain?"
"Even if you're gone, my plans are ruined. Ji Mengying said hatefully, "It's better than sending you to death." ”
Before she finished her words, she suddenly felt that she was being hugged tightly again, and she couldn't help but get angry again, "What are you doing, why are you moving your hands and feet again?"
"Fourth sister, I'm so happy, didn't you admit it just now?" Ji Aojian whispered in her ear, "You'd rather your own atonement plan be ruined than have an accident with me, so this atonement is not the most important thing you imagined at all!"
"......" (To be continued......)