Chapter 194: A Piece of Infatuation Never Regrets (I)

"There is no resentment in life and death, and there is no regret until death...... Hehe......", Yang Xiaofeng silently recited this sentence, couldn't help but feel a pang in his heart, smiled sadly, and said astringently: "What a beautiful oath, hehe......." Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

The same mountain alliance and sea oath, but it is no longer the person he once was.

Once upon a time, a woman said the same thing to him.

The once sweet vow, now when I think of it again, is only full of sourness.

In this situation, did he think of the person in the deepest part of his heart again?

But now......

Now, where is she?

"Would you still like to believe such an oath at this time?"

Lin Yuhan's resentful face suddenly showed a few faint traces of expectation.

Yang Xiaofeng didn't answer, he didn't know how to answer.

If he hadn't believed his oath, why would he be in such pain?

Facing Lin Yuhan's expectant gaze, Yang Xiaofeng's heart suddenly became confused.

He just felt like his heart was a mess. Believe it or not, he really doesn't have a clear answer.

"What if you believe it, what if you don't believe it", in the end, Yang Xiaofeng just smiled faintly. For the woman around him, he really didn't want to bring her even the slightest harm, but he couldn't deceive her.

Since he knew that there would be no possibility between him and her, why did he give her hope in the first place.

"Maybe in the beginning, the oath is always true, and this is what makes it fascinating, but unfortunately, no one expected that there would be too many accidents later, so the best oath turned into the most hurtful lie."

Yang Xiaofeng seems to have felt a lot, isn't he, he has already felt the same way?

Or perhaps, he has forgotten that Li Muqing once persuaded him to learn to let go. However, some people and some things can be easily let go.

If you can really let go, why bother?

"What was once the best oath turned into the most hurtful lie. Hehe...... , it's so ironic......", Lin Yuhan smiled bitterly and said, "So, you will no longer believe in the oath that anyone has made to you in this life"?

"Maybe, maybe not, who knows......", Yang Xiaofeng said lightly: "At this time, I only understand one thing."

Lin Yuhan immediately asked, "Which point?"

Her eyes full of anticipation looked at Yang Xiaofeng eagerly again. Is there still a few fantasies in her heart?

It's a pity that Yang Xiaofeng's answer immediately made her feel like she was drenched in ice water, and even the last trace of fantasy in her heart seemed to have been completely shattered.

His words were so resolute, so resolute that Lin Yuhan could no longer see any hope.

"I will never swear to anyone but her in this life, and I will never believe in anyone's oath but her in this life."

Who is she?

Whose heart was quietly shattered? Who is it that has begun to drip blood in his heart?

The cold wind of winter gently stroked Lin Yuhan's hair on his sideburns. Her long skirt began to dance slowly in the wind.

The chill in the wind seemed to make her feel like she couldn't breathe. But who understands that even this strong winter wind can't match the one-ten-thousandth cold in her heart at this time.

She ...... It turns out that there has always been only her in your heart. It turns out that what you care about and can't let go of has always been just her. It turns out that no matter how hard I care about you, I am just doing futile and useless work, haha......", Lin Yuhan lowered his head and smiled very miserably.

Is it that she should have shed tears, or perhaps, she has no tears to shed for a long time?

It turns out that when a person's heart hurts to the extreme, she will feel numb instead.

"What about me......", Lin Yuhan looked at Yang Xiaofeng stupidly, and asked again: "Can you tell me, in your heart, what am I?"

Isn't she, still not giving up?

She really hasn't died yet, how could she be dead!

Yang Xiaofeng was silent, and he could only remain silent. How could he bear to say the next words?

"Actually, if you don't say it, I understand", Lin Yuhan was disappointed in the end, she thought that he would even deceive her at this time, but he ......

"I know that there will never be a place for me in your heart, and I will always be ......", two lines of tears slowly flowed down from Lin Yuhan's eyes, and in the cold of winter, it seemed that they were about to condense into ice.

It turns out that a broken heart will shed tears?

It turns out that the heart is still the heart after all, even if it has long been numb, it still tears will still flow.

It's just that tears don't seem to have any other effect than to show a person's weakness.

In that case, then why shed any more tears.

Therefore, when the tears just flowed out, Lin Yuhan immediately reached out and wiped it dry. Then, she laughed. It's just that this smile is a little uglier than crying, but she still laughs in the end.

Although even she knows how reluctant the smile on her face is at this time. But she still tried very hard to pretend to smile against her will, and said resolutely: "Although I know that you have never had me in your heart, I still won't give up." In the days to come, no matter how long it takes, no matter how difficult it is, I will still wait for you as always. In this life, for you, no matter how much it costs, I am willing. Even if Shaohua is down, with green silk and white hair, he will never regret it."

"Why are you so bothered......", Yang Xiaofeng was silent for a long time, and said with a wry smile: "I only saved you once in a while under the Ethereal Peak, do you need to be so attentive to me, why bother?"

"Actually, I don't know, I don't know why I have to ...... like this", Lin Yuhan also smiled bitterly and said, "Perhaps, this is fate, the fate between me and you." Or perhaps, I owe you in my last life, so I am destined to wait for you in this life, and I am destined to repay the love debt owed to you in this life."

Really, is it really her debt to him in this life?

Or maybe he's the one who really owes the debt.

"Whew......", Yang Xiaofeng took a deep breath and was speechless for a while. It was only at this time that he suddenly realized that his weight in Lin Yuhan's heart was too heavy, and the weight was so heavy that he couldn't bear it.

However, the space of one heart is only so large, how can it accommodate the position of two people.

Facing the woman in front of him, facing her fist infatuation, how should he choose at this time?

Or, he didn't have to choose at all, because a long, long time ago, on that evening afternoon at Shimizu Villa many years ago, his heart had already made a choice.

At this moment, what should he say to her, what else can he say?

Yang Xiaofeng inadvertently raised his head and looked at the western sky from afar, only to see that the remnant sun was slanting westward, slowly falling, and the sky was getting darker and darker, but twilight was coming.

In the deep twilight, he and Lin Yuhan stood quietly in place, standing in the cold wind of winter. For a while, both of them were silent.

The afterglow of the evening sun pulls out the shadow cast on the ground by the old elder for a long distance. In this situation, Yang Xiaofeng and Lin Yuhan seemed to have an inexplicable sadness in their hearts.

At this moment, he really couldn't say a word, but he had to say it.

He looked at her and asked lightly, "Why, why do you have to be so persistent"?

"Persistence, you ask me why I am so persistent", Lin Yuhan looked at Yang Xiaofeng in confusion and said with a sneer: "Then let me ask you, what is persistence, what kind of behavior can be called persistence, and what kind ......of person will you be attached to her?"

A faint trace of sadness flashed on Yang Xiaofeng's face, and he said in frustration: "From the beginning, I knew that there would be no results, but I still paid and waited without hesitation, isn't this your persistence?"

Lin Yuhan's heart was already hurting to death, but she suddenly smiled, very reluctantly. She smiled and said, "I know that there will be no result from the beginning, but I have always been delusional to pursue the result that has no result."

“......”。

"Indeed, this is indeed my ...... of obsession", she looked at Yang Xiaofeng, bit her lip tightly, and said, "So, I want to ask, since you know that I am too persistent, do you know why I am so persistent?"

Yang Xiaofeng did not answer.

Isn't it, he really doesn't know?

In fact, he not only knows the reason for this, but also knows it very clearly.

So why didn't he speak?

"Because it's your ......", the affection in Lin Yuhan's eyes was as endless as the waves. She looked at Yang Xiaofeng tenderly, and said with a delicate gaze: "Because the person who makes me obsessed is you."