After a long time, there was no sound but my breathing, and I coughed up two mouthfuls of blood, slowly stood up, picked up a stone, and threw it at the rock wall, sending out a few sparks.

Slowly walking towards Deng Lin's corpse, I groped for him, but there was nothing, and I couldn't help but have a slight sense of foreboding in my heart. Walking towards Li Chenxi again, I groped around with him for a long time, but there was still not a single pill. I panicked, really panicked, and then I realized why they were fighting me to the death.

They died happily, but I, in this darkness, slowly felt the passage of life, this is a torment, a torment that is more terrible than death!

Just when I was panicking, Li Chenxi in front of me suddenly sat up, grabbed my neck, and the blood gushing in my throat splashed my face, I subconsciously grabbed his hand, and used up the last trace of spiritual power left after healing the injury, "click", broken, and then quickly bounced away. Li Chenxi broke his hands and struggled to crawl towards me, convulsing for a few breaths before he stopped moving.

I suddenly realized that I was still very afraid of death, and if I had died just now, I might have saved a lot of pain, but I chose to resist.

In this dark valley, there was no aura, no food, no elixir, and the despair in my heart really took over all my mind.

I unconsciously recalled the past, my father's loving face was like in front of me, the sound of my friend's laughter lingered in my ears, and Qiuxi, the hypocritical and ugly face, looking at me condescendingly with contempt and disdain!

I will die, but I don't want to die, no one wants to die like this, I am also human, I am also afraid of death, I am afraid of dying so lonely.

I want to live, live, get revenge, and fulfill my dreams...... Even if I don't take revenge, even if I don't have a dream, I want to live!

The fear of death filled my mind, I shivered silently, sobbed, and it was quiet and cold all around, making me feel very lonely, as if I felt like death.

"Hahahaha...... "Slowly, I laughed, in the laughter, there was no helplessness, no sadness, only a sense of unwillingness!

I'm just an ordinary person, but I watched my parents die in front of my eyes!

I just want revenge, but I am not allowed to come out of the place of death* by the enemy*!

I just want to live, but I end up with no place to die!

I'm crazy, I'm a human being in this life, great compassion! If there is an afterlife, I'd rather be an animal than a human body!

...... No, no, I can't die, the revenge has not been avenged, how can I let the enemy live freely outside, after I die, what face will I have to see my father and mother!

Vitality, I want to find a ray of life in this dark valley!

I seemed to have grasped a life-saving straw, and although this straw may not exist at all, I had no time to pay attention to it, and I got up and ran forward as if I had gone crazy, hoping that I would find the end of life before I starved to death.

I kept running, I kept running, there was no direction, there was no light, I don't know how many times I fell, the road under my feet was covered with gravel, my body was full of abrasions, bruises, it hurt, but I couldn't take care of it. I hit the rock wall, my head was broken, bleeding, and it hurt, but I still couldn't take care of it, I just kept running forward, but as I ran, why did the tears come down again...... I don't know why I'm so persistent, I just feel that I should live, I want to live, I have to live!

Reality is not imagination, perhaps a little hope in the imagination can bring great motivation to people, but this motivation is sometimes also a sharp knife, which can make people powerless and desperate faster.

At the end of this darkness, as if this darkness itself, with confusion, with endlessness, I can't move forward anymore, I hope to turn into ashes little by little, maybe I should have died, and I shouldn't have survived. Just as I have killed so many people, they are all lives, and I have come as a reaper, and naturally there are people or things that will reap my life.

Suddenly, in the midst of this cold darkness, I wanted to see the light, even if it was only a glimmer of light.

After staying in the darkness for a long time, the desire for light becomes stronger.

I turned back...... Maybe the hope was too slim, I had given it up, I had rested enough, and I began to go back, all the while, and the desire for life was transformed into a desire for light.

Since I can't find life in the darkness, let me die under the light.

This request was not an extravagant expectation, but now, my steps are getting heavier and heavier, and I know that my physical strength is not enough, and the effect of the last pill has long since dissipated when I killed Li Chenxi. But I don't give up, even if I don't have spiritual power, even if I become an ordinary person, I don't have anything to eat or drink, I can still support it for a while.

Keeping walking, my body became more and more tired, my eyelids became heavier and heavier, I didn't dare to sleep, and if I did, I might not wake up again. But what scares me is that the exhaustion of the body gradually drives the exhaustion of the heart, and when the heart is tired, there will be no more motivation.

I fell, and when I fell, I pounced on something, soft, what was it? I groped for a moment, hehe, it was a corpse, it seemed to be Li Chenxi's corpse.

It turned out that I thought I had walked for a long time, but it was just such a short distance. Maybe God is fair, I live alone, I die, and my body still has a companion.

I'm so tired, I want to rest, I want to sleep...... I fell asleep unconsciously, and when I woke up, I suddenly broke out in a cold sweat, how could I fall asleep, what if I died unconsciously! In fear, my stomach rolled and retched. Maybe I'm so hungry that if I don't eat, I'll die.

My eyes began to blur, and even though it was dark, I felt the dizziness in front of me, which was real. It seems that my father and mother are waving to me, it seems that I must have made a table of delicious food waiting for me, Xiaopang took the candy, smiled and handed it to me, Xiaoyu carried a basket, smelled it, it was very fragrant...... It turns out that when he is about to die, he can really see the person he misses.

Eat, no one knows, if you eat, you can live, there is no one else here, only darkness.

However, I was struggling, and the consciousness in my head told me that I couldn't do it, but my instinct made me lose consciousness.

If I lose my consciousness and only my instincts, then I am not me, not a person, but a beast, a living beast!

Beasts, beasts are also life, at least they are alive, choose to be a beast, or to be a corpse, what to do? What to do...... I didn't die after all, the confusion of consciousness, the thirst for life, I sealed the self and let the body make its own choices.

I, open my white teeth, chewed on death...... Groping around, I found a fragment of a weapon, about an inch long and sharp, and it was my tool, the tool I ate.

My consciousness seems to be gone, but I know that I have closed it myself, I have not shed tears, I have already made a choice, and I still want to cry, this is hypocrisy, this is artificiality.

I walked towards the depths of darkness, carrying a lot of flesh on my back, they were enlightened people and immortals in their lives, and a lot of spiritual power was fused in the flesh and blood, which was absorbed by me, and naturally became mine. I kept walking back until I found Yang Yun's body and turned him into a part of my food, just like that, the flesh of four people, the flesh containing a lot of spiritual power, was enough for me to last a long time.

I don't know how long I've been walking, but I've been walking, and the flesh on my back is getting less, but there's still a lot more. These flesh contain spiritual power, so it is not an ordinary thing, and in this environment, it can support for a long, long time without rotting.

It was as if I had slowly forgotten that I was a human being, as if I had really become a beast and a wolf...... No, it's just a jackal! When you are tired, you rest, when you are hungry, you eat meat, there are no memories, there are no thoughts, there is only one thought in your head, go on, live...... The faster I walked, the less spiritual power I consumed, often in one step, it was more than ten zhang, maybe I walked more, and naturally I realized this ability.

I don't know how long it took, there was still a little meat left on my back, about two or three catties, but this bit of meat was enough for me to live for less than two months before, and now, it is enough for me for three months. And I, in this valley, don't know how long or how deep I have walked.

After a long time, as I walked, I suddenly saw a faint light in front of me! I was very happy, excited, and pushed forward at full speed. This is hope, this is life, this is the light in the depths of the valley!

After suffering for so long, I can finally go out, I laughed while running, laughing so much that tears came out, the valley, the darkness, you can't trap me, I'm Zhang Fugui, I'm finally going out today...... I paused, a smile on my face...... What kind of exit is this, it is clearly the entrance of the Cave of the Valley!

The faint light, the black clouds, the corpses all over the place, with a foul smell, with a huge despair after the hope was shattered...... "poof", I spurted out a mouthful of blood, and my brain was suddenly blank, what outlet, what hope, it turned out that it was just my fantasy, it was just my luxury!

I looked at the meat in my hand, it was already starting to rot a little, I looked at it for a long time, for a long time, and suddenly I felt that this meat was so disgusting, and I was so disgusting, I threw away the meat in my hand, and vomited wildly, as if I wanted to vomit out all the food I had eaten for so long.

However, even if I spit it out, I can't restore it, I'm still me, the beast, the man-eating animal!

For so long, the people I have lived with are not ghosts, like walking corpses, I desperately suppress my consciousness, desperately not to think about how disgusting I am, I just want to get out of here and live...... I cried, suppressed for so long, that I finally cried, crying out at this rotting corpse field. Tears mixed with blood dripped down this land of death......