I'm sorry, I can't do it anymore.
Since yesterday, the whole person has fallen into a very strange state, obviously the wind and sun are beautiful outside, but I am lying on the bed like a dead man, and I only have one chapter a day. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 infoI have a manuscript in reserve, and I have already started to write to kill Sanyan, which was originally a very passionate thing, but I locked myself in the house and slept in the dark.
I think maybe it's because I'm overusing my brain, so I have to sleep well, and when I rest, I'll be fine. But I threw up, dizzy and vomited early in the morning, and became seriously ill again. Maybe it's because I've been sitting in front of the computer for too long, my hand speed is too low, and I'm only 1,000 words an hour, so I can't find time to exercise.
In the past, I wouldn't complain about this, even if I had a high fever and felt like stepping on cotton, but I wouldn't say it, I would grit my teeth and sit in front of the computer to code words. But now it's not going to work, the book's grades are miserable, and no one in the book review area makes suggestions. I'm tired, I'm really tired, to be honest, I originally had an outline, but when it was 100,000 words, many people told me that if I wrote about the revolution again, I would wait for the book to be sealed. So I gave up the outline and let the protagonist and his party go down a path that they didn't understand, even I didn't understand.
In fact, I can write down, I can even write up to two million or three million, even if I don't have an outline, I can solve the problem with a brainstorm. But now I really don't have the strength to think about the follow-up, my grades are too poor, and my body is sick again. Can you imagine me holding back the tumbling of my stomach and the urge to vomit, racking my brains on a chair for half a day, and in the end there were only seven or eight people watching?
I'm sorry, I can't hold it anymore. Two months of hard work in the code, destroyed the body, the dismal results and crushed the will, these days I will not type anymore, take care of my body.
There are still a few chapters in reserve, and I will upload them on time, but I will not type anymore. Physically and mentally exhausted, really physically and mentally exhausted, I don't want to say a word to someone.
When the manuscript is finished, maybe I'll be fine, maybe I'll still be dizzy and vomiting, maybe I'll write it down, maybe I won't write it down, who can say for sure.
Unruly and untamed like Han Sheng, he also said in despair after the fiasco in Tianzhu Mountain: "The destiny of heaven is hard to disobey. ”
Really, destiny is hard to violate, destiny is hard to violate!! (To be continued.) )