In Yun Shu's last life, when she was a child, the smell of the New Year was still very strong, firecrackers, candy, new clothes, and chicken, duck and fish, even if her family conditions were good, there was no shortage of these things in the past, but she just felt that everything on the New Year was so different.

Especially after the Chinese New Year's Eve dinner on the 30th night, the whole family gathered together to watch the party, and when the firecrackers were set off to cook dumplings at 12 o'clock, I was sleepy to see if I would eat the one with the coin.

But the older I get, the more tasteless the New Year becomes, and the New Year becomes a formality, too superficial.

And with the popularity of eating in a restaurant during the Chinese New Year, a large family, after eating, went back to their own homes and looked for their own mothers, as if they only got together for dinner.

In the 60s, although everyone was relatively poor and the local materials in the countryside were relatively scarce, Yun Shu really felt the flavor of the New Year after Laba, so she actively integrated into it, and also wanted her two younger brothers to spend the New Year without their parents for the first time, and they would not feel too desolate.

But all of this has been ruined by today's bad things.

Of course, the family in the old mansion has little impact on Yun Shu, but obviously, Da Zhuang's mood is really not beautiful, especially when they went to give the New Year's gift in the morning, after Xia Zhaodi suddenly became troubled.

Although Xia Zhaodi was pouted by Yun Shu with a few words, she could only hide her face and leave, and Wang Tiezhu, who wanted to do it, was kicked out of the door by her, and Mrs. Wang almost died of anger without taking a breath, but Da Zhuang was still unhappy.

Even when he had a big meal at noon, Yun Shu brought out a large pot of sauced beef from the food city of the space mall, which is rarely eaten now, and Da Zhuang didn't ask anything.

"Okay, brother, what do you want? Do you have to be bitter to be a relative and a fast enemy, so that you are satisfied?"

Da Zhuang covered his face with his hands, not letting Yun Shu see his expression at the moment, and his voice came through the palm of his hand, all of which were dull.

"Sister, why do we have such relatives? You said that the most painful thing is to make life worse than death, and you also said that there will be retribution.

But now, isn't God asleep, so the good guys are suffering, and the bad guys are still so arrogant. ”

Da Zhuang couldn't wait for God to repay them, he wanted to take revenge himself, but he knew that he couldn't do it, so the torment in his heart at this moment made a seven or eight-year-old child feel like he was going crazy.

Looking at such a big man, Yun Shu suddenly lost his voice.

She boasted that she could keep her two younger brothers under her wing, but forced them to face reality;

She herself is a pseudo-Lori, but she forgot that the person in front of her is a real child, and Da Zhuang has only broken out now, and her psychological endurance is already super high.

She can turn a blind eye to the family in the old mansion because she is not a real big girl at all, and she can't understand the panic and resentment of losing her parents in Da Zhuang's heart, especially the person who started it is still his dearest relative.

Yun Shu stretched out her hand, broke Da Zhuang's hand hard, and looked at his painful and distorted face, at this time, she really knew how failed she was as a sister.

For her, Da Zhuang and Xiao Zhuang are cause and effect, responsibility, and sympathy.

Although after a few months of getting along, she really loves them and is determined to be a good sister, but in fact, the way she treats them is no different from the way she treats Ah Ash and Bai Yun.

She fed them, clothed them, and even taught them how to behave, but she never asked them what they wanted and what they didn't want. She thinks she is good, and she never thinks about whether Da Zhuang and Xiao Zhuang can bear it.

She herself was the one who was most tired of how others controlled her, but now, she was the most disgusted person by herself.

"Da Zhuang, Xiao Zhuang, I'm sorry, my sister is wrong!"

Yun Shu deeply realized that she was indeed not suitable for raising children.

Even if it's a small pet, you can't tease when you're happy, don't bother to pay attention to it if you're unhappy, and play with them when you don't have time.

What's more, these are two children who need more care and love.

But the path Yun Shu is embarking on now is destined to not be able to devote all her time to them.

This is simply an irreconcilable contradiction.

Yun Shu actually felt powerless about this.

Da Zhuang was taken aback by Yun Shu's apology, it was he who still had expectations for those so-called relatives, and he couldn't bear the persecution of his relatives, what does this have to do with his sister?

And the decadence on Yun Shu's face was too obvious, which made Da Zhuang a little numb.

Although Xiao Zhuang is smart, he is too young to know the troubles when he grows up, but he will watch and listen, and at this time he looked at Yun Shu, who was also in a low mood, and knew that his brother provoked him, so he pushed Da Zhuang hard, "Brother, bad!"

Xiao Zhuang's hand strength is really not small, Da Zhuang didn't pay attention, and he was pushed from the kang to the kang at once, and directly fell a butt pier, and the ground paved with hard cyan bricks even hit his tail vertebrae, and the painful Da Zhuang inhaled "hiss".

Yun Shu came back to his senses, rushed to the ground with an arrow step, gently hugged Da Zhuang to the kang, let him lie on his stomach, and he was about to pick up his pants, if he hurt his bones, he would really suffer an old sin.

Da Zhuang was lying on the kang, tugging at the waistband of his trousers with both hands, and his voice was broken.

"Sister, I'm fine, stop it!"

"I don't look at how I know if something is okay, you let go and let my sister see, what's the shame at this time! Besides, I bathed in the river with my bare butt last year, and I'm afraid to see it now." ”

Yun Shu looked at Da Zhuang with a shy face with a smile and a smile, it seemed that when spring begins, he will have to clean up the West House.

Da Zhuang's face is so shy that he can fry eggs at this time, if it weren't for his black face, I'm afraid that Yun Shu would be able to see what the monkey's ass looks like, and his face will be what it looks like.

Da Zhuang said a little angrily at this time: "Sister, you are a big girl, how can you say such words as ass." ”

Well, Yun Shu forgot, Da Zhuang is still a true Tang monk.

"I was wrong, I corrected. So, Comrade Da Zhuang, can you let me see your esteemed buttocks. ”

After Yun Shu finished speaking, he started directly, just like this, if she really wanted to restrain him, where would he still have the ability to resist.

Wait for Yun Shu to confirm that Da Zhuang's bones are fine, but in the end, they are green, and they need to be rubbed with iron and damaged medicinal wine, which is not available at home, so they have to go to Wang Ye's house.

Da Zhuang put on his trouser belt and tied it with a loveless face, forgetting why he was sad.

And Yun Shu finally remembered that she seemed to have once again ignored Da Zhuang's wishes, cough cough, the real time was really an accident, and caring was chaotic.

Well, she admits it, she's such a strong person.

"Da Zhuang, in fact, if you don't say it, my sister also knows that she is really contradictory. I always think you're young and don't tell you anything, but I always force you to grow up. Sister knows that she is wrong, and I want to say sorry to you.

Sister knows that you are in pain, but I don't know that you have been tormenting in your heart, Da Zhuang, I have suffered you. ”

Da Zhuang shook his head, "Sister, I know, it's actually me who is willful." I can't do it myself, but I can only force you.

I didn't even have the courage to stand in front of Milk and Xia Zhaodi, saying that I hated them and wanted them to die.

And while all I know is crying, you're always looking for an opportunity to get revenge on them. Sister, I'm a coward. ”

Yun Shu touched his hair, "No, Da Zhuang, you are the bravest and strongest brother in the eyes of your sister." ”

It's you who have made me not forget who I was.

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