CHAPTER XLIV
After going out, you can walk on the promenade alone, combing through the things you have just heard. Why did his father and Xingle's father appear in the same place? What the hell is the unicorn fruit? As we walked, we could look back and find that we could no longer find the way we had come, and the sky was already dark and the moonlight was beginning to brighten. After reading so many martial arts novels, I can also hope to have a shocking life experience, but when it really befalls me, I just feel inexplicable pain and sadness.
When he thought of this, Father Qin appeared with a few people carrying lanterns, and left here with Ke and came to the residence where he could be. On the way, you can see the surrounding flowers, rocks, pools, and exquisite buildings, and I can't believe that it was designed by a person, and that person is my father who I have never seen before.
For the whole night, I didn't see Qin Yue, and when I asked Qin's father, she said that she was unwell and had rested earlier. You can come to your room, and your mind is still messed up. In the past few days, I have experienced life and death, and the woman I met unexpectedly turned out to be my cousin, and then I was surprised by such a life experience that I didn't know for many years.
At this moment, Grandma Ouyang's words have been lingering in your mind, "What you want it to be, it is." ”
Every morning in the Qin family seems to be the same, the same warmth, the same birds and flowers. You can wake up, and as soon as you open the door, a face pops out in front of you.
"Brother!"
You can take a closer look, it turned out to be Qin Yue, I didn't know what to say for a while, I called myself "Qi Gongzi" yesterday, and today I became my brother.
"Hmm...... Miss Qin, are you feeling better?"
Qin Yue was stunned for a moment, and then said with a smile: "I don't want to call you cousin, I'll call you brother in the future, okay?"
"Hmm...... Good ......"
"Brother, brother, brother!" Qin Yue kept calling in front of him.
"Hey," you can smile and agree, "why do you keep screaming?"
"Happy, I've lived here since I was a child, except for my parents, I don't have any relatives, and now I have an older brother!"
You can look at Qin Yue's appearance in front of you, and your mind is full of natto pictures. From the encounter in Hangzhou, to the journey along the way, experiencing life and death. I didn't say a few words for a whole day, and I looked sullen. Until night comes, you can lie in your own bed, but you can't sleep.
The laughter of natto is constantly lingering in Can's mind, and he can try not to think about it. Natto turned out to be a princess, and it is estimated that she will return to the palace under the escort of many people, so she doesn't need to worry about it at all, and it won't be long before she forgets about herself. The master left him again, and now he was alone again, and he suddenly remembered the original intention of wanting to come out and explore the rivers and lakes.
At that time, I didn't know anything, I wanted to see the rivers and lakes with my own eyes, and I wanted to become a martial arts master like a novel. Later, I met the master, and I followed the master all the way, and I didn't have any direction at all, if I hadn't met him at the beginning, maybe I would have been poisoned by someone a long time ago.
You can keep your eyes open in the dark and feel very confused about your future path. At this time, he suddenly heard a knock on the door, which he thought was an auditory hallucination at first, but then it became more and more real.
"Brother, are you asleep?"
I could hear the voice outside the door, and I knew that it was Qin Yue, and got up and replied, "Miss Qin, is there something wrong?"
"I can't sleep, I want to talk to you. ”
You can get up, put on your clothes, go over and open the door, and see Qin Yue standing quietly in front of the door.
The sky outside was dark and deep, and the moon had become a small arc, with few stars, but it was very bright, as if a large black curtain had covered the day, leaving only a few small holes.
"Brother, can't you sleep too?"
"Hmm. ”
You can sit on the steps in front of the door with Qin Yue, and opposite is an unknown flower tree with flower petals.
"Brother, will you leave?" Qin Yue looked at the sky, but his eyes were scattered in the darkness like stars.
In the face of this sudden question, it can be difficult to answer for a while. Shouldn't I go? For here, I am just a passerby, although I have such a complicated relationship with the Qin family, I still can't find a reason to stay.
"I ......"
"Brother, will you go to find natto?"
Qin Yue shouted brother, brother screamed, and it seemed that he had no sense of vigilance for a few days. But he still didn't know how to answer, and he didn't know if he should go to natto or not. You can also look up at the sky and sigh.
"I don't know ...... either"
Qin Yue still stared at the sky blankly, "Brother, I have never left here since I was a child, how is the outside world?"
I could feel a little surprised, Qin Yue was the same age as herself, and she had always lived in this inaccessible place and had never left.
"If only I had the same courage as my brother and you, I want to go out and have a look!"
"The outside world is not good or bad, it can only be said that it is very chaotic, chaotic and confusing, so chaotic that you don't know what to do. Do you know what rivers and lakes are?"
Qin Yue looked at it innocently, "I don't know ......"
"The rivers and lakes are a turbulent river, and the people who walk the rivers and lakes are like straws falling in the river, rushing down, ups and downs, and if you can't find a piece of wood that you can rely on, you will always float down without a purpose. ”
"Since the rivers and lakes are so dangerous, why do you still want to go, brother?"
But at this time, I suddenly remembered what Master said, "When I discovered this truth, I was already in it." ”
"Brother, you can retire to the rivers and lakes, just like Dad, you can also live here!" Qin Yue's speed of speech suddenly became faster, as if he had found some treasure, and he was excitedly waiting for an answer.
You can turn your gaze to the sky again, "I can't." ”
"Why?" Qin Yue seemed to have been hit by a bolt from the sky, sweeping away the emotions on his face just now.
"Because I haven't found my wood yet. ”
"Does it really matter?"
"Important, if I can't find my wood, I'll drift forever. ”
Qin Yue lowered his head, "Brother, will you go to find natto?"
You can look at Qin Yue, I don't understand why he asked the same question again, and shook his head helplessly, "I don't know ......"
Before he could finish speaking, Qin Yue asked again, "Brother, do you like natto?"
can look at Qin Yue blankly, but his mind is full of natto, thinking of the days and nights they spent together, maybe he has already liked natto unconsciously, but before he has time to confess, natto will not say goodbye.
"If you like someone, do you want to keep him by your side, should you let him know......" Qin Yue muttered to herself on the side, she could hear what she said, but she didn't care about what she wanted to express.
You can think to yourself: natto must have her own reasons for having to go, whether she is deliberately avoiding herself or not, no matter how she feels about herself, at least let her know how she feels about her. No matter what the outcome is, at least you won't have any regrets. can suddenly have a feeling of enlightenment, he is going to the capital, he is going to find natto, and he wants to make his words clear!
"Brother, I ......"
This time it became something that could interrupt Qin Yue, "Miss Qin, thank you for the reminder, I thought about it, I will leave for the capital tomorrow to find natto!"
Qin Yue looked at the expression that could be excited, his eyes were motionless, as if what he was in front of him was not okay, but staring at the deep sky, his eyes were as loose as stars.
The next day, before dawn, I could get up and take my luggage to the stable to find jujube cake and Ah Huang. At this time, Jujube Cake was sleeping in the stable, Ah Huang was lying on Jujube Cake, and when he heard footsteps, he immediately raised his head keenly and looked around. When Ah Huang saw that it was okay, he immediately got up, stuck out his tongue and shook his head and ran towards him. When Ah Huang ran to Ke's side, Ke Ke squatted down and touched Ah Huang's head, then stood up and shouted:
"Jujube cake!"
Jujube Cake heard that he could call him, slowly stood up, patted his ass with his ponytail, and his hair was so unkempt that it blocked his eyes.
"Let's go, let's go on our way. ”
Jujube Cake shook his head and walked straight to Ke Ke. At this time, I realized that the clothes that Natto put on Ah Huang and Jujube Cake were already dirty, and if I kept wearing them like this, I might break them at some point. Especially Ah Huang is running around, and the threads behind his buttocks have been opened.
After thinking about it, I finally decided to take off their clothes first and put them back on when I saw natto. After tossing for a long time, the sky was already slightly bright. They came to the gate of the "Spring Palace", glanced back at the two big characters on the plaque, and turned around to leave.
Just when he raised his feet and didn't take a few steps, he suddenly heard footsteps behind him, and Ah Huang turned around and wagged his tail.
"Brother, are you leaving?" You can turn around and see Qin Yue standing at the door, because the sky is not bright enough, you can't see her expression clearly, but you can see her standing there.
You can hesitate for a moment and say, "Hmm." ”
"Brother, do you know how to get around the capital, will you get lost?" Qin Yue's voice seemed a little anxious and full of concern.
You can purse your lips and smile, "How come, if I can't leave, just ask passers-by, there will always be someone who knows." ”
Qin Yue was silent for a long time, the atmosphere around him was very quiet, only the autumn breeze could flow between him and Qin Yue.
can sigh, thinking that it was time to say goodbye to Qin Yue, as soon as his mouth moved, the sentence "There will be a period later" was blocked in Qin Yue's throat before he could say it.
"Brother, will you come back after you find the wood?" can be said of course, but he can't say it, in case his promise is not fulfilled, it will be a heavy burden not only for Qin Yue, but also for himself.
"I ...... I don't know ......."
I don't know why when I said this, I felt very uncomfortable, and it seemed to hurt Qin Yue deeply. Qin Yue sobbed softly a few times, because the voice was too soft to be heard.
"Brother, it doesn't matter if you don't come back, but you must live well, Yue'er has always been here. ”
At this moment, Qin Yue's sobbing voice became louder, and if it was a little bigger, it would become crying, and it could be heard that his nose began to pantothenic. But parting is always painful, and if the heart is not ruthless enough at the last moment, you can't leave. You can lower your head, continue to walk forward, and say, "Well, I will, and so will you, live well." ”
You can get farther and farther away from Qin Yue, but the sound of her sobbing is getting louder and louder, and it has turned into crying. Ah Huang sat on the ground and looked at Qin Yue blankly, then turned his head and walked to the side of the jujube cake and Ke. At this time, the moonlight in the eyes began to become hazy, and even turned into a little bright spot.
Qin Yue's crying voice still followed behind him, and he patted the jujube cake's buttocks, wanting to leave quickly and let the sadness go faster. Unexpectedly, Qin Yue's footsteps came from behind him, and after running a few steps, he stopped, crying and shouting:
"Brother, it's going in the opposite direction......"
I didn't expect to go in the wrong direction just after going out, okay, jujube cake, Ah Huang could only bow his head with his head down, and walked over from the crying Qin Yue, in front of the gate of the "Spring Palace".
When it really comes to the point where you can't turn back, you can inevitably feel a sadness and melancholy in your heart, and you leave a dreamlike place, and you don't know where the end is where to go.