Chapter 75: Accompany you to turn into a butterfly
There was a cracking sound in the silky white thick curtain. Luo Er was vigilant for a moment, slowly approached the bed, and in an instant, her face returned to calm, and she said softly: "If the absolute emperor doesn't use this decoction, it won't be good to heal his injuries by mistake." A pair of watery eyes stared at the curtain, and raised their hands eager to open it to take a look.
"Ahem!" Yue Hengtang coughed bitterly twice, pretending to be weak and painful, and said weakly: "Put the decoction first, I'll rest for a while." It's not getting early, you go back, you don't have to wait here. ”
Luo Er's eyes froze, her fingers retracted, she bent down and bowed her head, and said softly: "The absolute emperor is resting, and the slave family is retiring." ”
Han Yingbai assigned Luo Er to serve the Emperor closely, but Yue Hengtang never lifted the veil, and only occasionally made a weak sound, making outsiders think that he was only seriously injured.
Although Jing Xiao's stabbing was deep, the knife avoided his vital point. In the end, she still couldn't give up.
I have been in love for many years, and it is difficult to give up, and every knife I stab out is like cutting off my feelings. Yue Hengtang understands Jingxiao's unbearability, just like he also knows, Jingxiao must understand his ruthlessness.
missed the years of knowing and falling in love, and the two were destined to pass by. Although I can look back, I can't stay together for life.
At this moment, he can hold Zi Ning in his arms, delicate and shy, real and moving, this is the happiness he wants in his life. Yue Hengtang's eyes were soft and deep, and he raised his hand to caress Zi Ning's head, wanting to pour all his love into her, so that she could have a sense of peace of mind and warmth.
It seems that in a quiet apricot blossom, only two people are left to support each other, reflecting layers of flowers and trees, watching the clouds rise and the wind rolls, and the flowers fly and fall.
Maybe many years later, Zi Ning will suddenly ask, "Why did you choose me back then?"
One is Jingxiao who dances lightly on the piano, the peerless beauty of the fairy clan who holds a book with a hairpin, and the other is Zi Ning, who is alone and floating, and is among the little chefs who fell into the overlapping shadows.
Kunlun Absolute Emperor chose Zining after all, but no one in the entire Immortal Dao Realm knew why.
He wanted to tell her earnestly, "I came to this world to find you." The embrace of Yuehengtang belongs to Zining alone. ”
Zhiqing has not solved the lingering meaning, and the people of the past are still yellow flowers.
The life of the peerless emperor is eternal, and the beauties in the immortal realm are endless. But whether they are beautiful or not does not matter to him. Because the heart belongs, even if the beauty has a grudge against him, it is all in vain.
The eyes were closed, and it seemed that the apricot petals were falling, dyeing a bright snow white.
He ruined Fang Luoxi's covenant, abandoned Jingxiao's love, broke the heart of the fairy lady, shed thousands of tears, and chose Zining.
With a huge disparity in status and strict rules, Zi Ning may feel desolate and hopeless, unable to cross the abyssal ravine. But he will use all his strength to help her smooth these ditches and bumps.
Even though his life was torn apart, life and death were separated, and in the end, there was still only one Zining standing side by side with Yue Hengtang.
It seems to recall this beautiful early spring, and the apricot blossoms are flying and falling all over the ground.
In an accident that turned around a thousand times, he met the destined Zining.
Luo Er left quietly, the curling scent of jade sandalwood outside the curtain, the glass lamps flickering, and there were only the two of them in the huge and quiet dormitory.
Zi Ning turned over and lay down on his side, shared a long embroidered soft pillow with him, wrapped her fingers around her hair, and asked resentfully: "Brother Tang, your injuries are healed, why don't you tell me? ”
Yue Hengtang stretched out his arms straight through her neck, the faint scent of sandalwood on his body penetrated into her skin, hugged her shoulders, leaned close to her ear and whispered: "If you want to move, you have a plan." The Heavenly Demon has already begun to act, but it has always been wary of me. If everyone thinks that the Emperor is seriously injured, it will be much easier for me to deploy and act secretly. ”
For that untouchable sweet happiness, he had to fight with all his might.
Zi Ning raised her eyes to look at the bridge of his tall nose, with a complaint in her eyes, and said with a flat mouth: "Why are you hiding it from me, you can tell me, so that I can cooperate with you." I wept for your wounds for two days, and I waited outside the temple from morning to night, and I could not see you. You're so ruthless. ”
She slowly approached him, her cheek pressed against his shoulder, and the silky white satin undershirt was very soft, and there was an itchy feeling on her face.
"I didn't intend to hide it from you. Yue Hengtang's dark and clear eyes flashed slightly, "It's just that people have been coming and going these days, and I haven't had a chance to tell you." Raising his hand and pinching her delicate nose, her tone was slightly jealous, "You bad girl, just let Tanglin accompany you, do you even want to provoke Jiansu?" If I hadn't used the Void Formation, you would have fallen into the clutches of Yuzun at this moment. ”
Zi Ning's face turned red, and he tilted his head and said, "I didn't provoke him, he provoked me." Pulling the loose hair from his neck on the pillow, close to his pale cheeks, "I'm not a bad girl, he's a bad guy." ”
"Yes, this person is the most conceited, self-proclaimed first love saint, and he is never willing to force women. He pestered you three times and twice, and even used the seven flowers to scatter the charm, which surprised me. There was a hint of coldness in his voice, he knew himself and his opponent, so he knew the ins and outs of the whole thing better.
Zi Ning sat up, shook her hair vigorously, glared and asked, "Do you know that he used drugs to harm me......?" Then why don't you avenge me?"
She didn't mention this matter to Yue Hengtang, and it was her taboo to be drugged, and she would never tell him in person. She frowned, remembering what happened that night, a shudder rose in her heart, and her chest overflowed with many grievances and incomprehension.
"Because—" Yue Hengtang shifted a comfortable position, lying quietly flat, his face was sparse, and the light in his eyes was deeper, "Because I am also a conceited person." ”
The conceit of seeing Su is full of flamboyance, and the conceit of Yue Hengtang is only restrained and silent.
His eyes flashed with a little starlight, his face was like a jade, his sideburns were black, he turned his head to look at her slightly, and said with a smile: "Zining, what do you like about me?"
I thought that in Zining's heart, the Kunlun Absolute Emperor was unique. However, from the moment she met him, his strong faith was shaken.
That night, he hid in the Yuzun Mansion, and saw Zi Ning sitting on the edge of the bed with a checkered quilt, her cheeks pink, staring intently, listening to Jiansu tell her a list of jewelry one by one.
Gilt and head pavilion hairpin two
Two golden plucked phoenix hairpins
Baofeng wears a pair of golden hairpins
......
Zi Ning's face was full of smiles, with a shy look, and the girl was full of emotion, beautiful and charming. When Su stepped forward and hugged her, Zi Ning did not dodge and refused, she was quiet and still, her eyes flashed with joy and intoxication.
Yue Hengtang saw her expression, and his heart was suddenly filled with empty pain. So he couldn't bear it, he swayed his true anger, and waved his sleeves to shake the bookshelves and incense burners in the house.
He told Zi Ning at the time: "Don't be afraid, even if you fight against the entire Immortal Dao Realm, I will take you away." Such resoluteness and sincerity, just like Yue Ming once said 100,000 years ago: "Xi'er, even if you are an enemy of the entire Immortal Dao Realm, I will take you away." ”
The same words, in different memories, he said twice, to the same woman. He has his own perseverance, for the sake of Zining, he can abandon everything and nothing.
That night, Zi Ning stayed in the Yuzun Mansion, and Yue Hengtang left and came back, and he couldn't rest assured. He had been invisible, standing under the window of the moon shadow, thinking of protecting her.
It was a heart-wrenching night, and Yue Hengtang didn't know how he survived. He heard Zi Ning and Tanglin confide in their confidants, saw her drinking with Jiansu, and accepted a beaded hosta given by Jiansu, she looked radiant and smiled.
At that time, Yue Hengtang stood outside the window, his fingers pinching an old and rusty silver hairpin in his sleeve, crooked and a little rough. I once thought that it was Zining's affection, and what was given to him was the most precious and beautiful.
But he found out that he was wrong, Zi Ning threw his love to Yuehengtang in the humble spiritual cave, but received the love of Jiansu in a prosperous Yuzun Mansion.
There is nothing more sentimental than this. He waited for her for 100,000 years, even though he could sit in the immortal realm, he still couldn't save her heart.
There may be no distance between him and the reborn Xuannu, but between Zining and Yuehengtang, there is a love saint Jade Venerable.
Zi Ning must not hate Yuzun in her heart, she trusts him very much, and has no defense against him, she drank the seven flowers and charm, but called him "Liang Ziye".
On the red-embroidered bed, Zi Ning stared at Jiansu, tears on her face, and she said: "Liang Ziye, do you know, I see you now, I really don't want to live!"
Yue Hengtang felt heartache when she saw it, she loved her like a treasure, but she said to another man that she didn't want to live anymore. He really wanted to rush in to save Zining, hug her tightly, care for and comfort her. But he couldn't do that, because he wasn't in a position to rip away a piece of attachment from the bottom of her heart.
That night, Zi Ning looked at Jiansu in the bamboo forest, and her voice was lingering and sad, "If the sky is loved, the sky is old, and the moon is full if there is no hatred." There is only a crescent moon left on the moon tonight, which shows that it has hatred and resentment in its heart. Since even the moon is so bleak, let alone me, a little woman, it is appropriate to have sorrow. ”
The moon in the previous life, the moon in this life, poured all the love into her, but in her heart, there was hatred and resentment. She has always had someone who is reluctant to give up, and that person's name is "Liang Ziye".
But Yue Hengtang knew that Liang Ziye must have seen the same.
When Zi Ning was unconscious, he once opened her blue jade bracelet, which hid a silk handkerchief with ink-colored handwriting on it: "Jun knows what he wants, and he can't help himself." If you haven't fallen into the city, you should be spoiled. The red face is easy to grow old, and the world is empty. I wish to have one heart and never give up. "The strokes are handsome and elegant, and they are written in plain handwriting.
Zining always kept the silk handkerchief, which shows that she has a secret hidden in her heart, which is her secret, and she has never even told Yue Hengtang.
Even though Kunlun's Jiulu Cloud Car came to greet her, it still couldn't change anything. If it weren't for that thunder tribulation, if it weren't for Zi Ning's fate, Yue Hengtang would never have known that there was such a handkerchief, which was put into the blue jade bracelet by Zi Ning, which was precious and treasured.
The veil clearly reads: "I wish to be of one heart and never give up." ”
Yue Hengtang was secretly sad, and only put these feelings in his heart, and never showed them on his face. He was willing to heal Zi Ning's injuries and exhaust his strength for her, so he wanted her to get better quickly. When she was dying, he even thought about fulfilling it, "Zining, if you are cured, I will let Jiansu take you away." ”
Although he was reluctant, he wanted her to live. He hopes that Zi Ning will see the white apricot blossoms in the spring every year, fluttering and sprinkling, just like his white clothes.
When Zining finally recovered from his injury, Yue Hengtang was reluctant. He didn't want her to go, so he became silent and wrote on the jade slip, "I wish to have one heart and never give up." Reluctance is because he wants to keep the person he loves forever by his side.
He waited for 100,000 years, and even if he kept living, he didn't know how many 100,000 years there were. He wants to keep Zining, no matter how long it takes.
Maybe 100,000 years is too long, and what Zining wants to look for in this life is no longer Yuehengtang. She once said: "Yueming, if there is an afterlife, I must forget you!" At that time, the crescent moon eyes in her eyebrows gradually faded, and she turned away, never looking back.
Zi Ning finally forgot about him in reincarnation and fell in love with another person. As far as Yue Hengtang is concerned, such a result has already broken his heart.
He gave her a Sumeru world to live happily ever after, then turned around and resolutely separated from her.
In this life, it is only for the memory of Qingqing, and the battlefield is sad and sad!
If the Kunlun Absolute Emperor dies in a decisive battle with the Heavenly Demon, it will also be a happy ending. If you still can't repay it in this life, wait for the next life.
"Brother Tang, what do you ask me about you?" Zi Ning's crisp voice sounded, she half-tilted her head, her fingers poked her chin, her bright eyes rolled and smiled: "I like your heroic and extraordinary, I like your smile, I like you to play the piano and write, I like you-"
She felt that everything was fine in Yuehengtang, and she couldn't count the advantages.
"What else?" Yue Hengtang closed his eyes slightly, and a trace of moisture in the corners of his eyes was hidden by him, "What else do you like about me?"
"I like you to be good to me!" Zi Ning pursed her lips and smiled, holding one of his arms with both hands and swaying.
Yue Hengtang smiled faintly, "If I wasn't the Emperor, I wasn't heroic and extraordinary, and I didn't know how to play the piano and write, would you still like me?"
Heroic and extraordinary, playing the piano and writing, it is good for Zining. There are a lot of people in the world who can do it, and he wants to know the unique reason.
Zi Ning rolled her eyes, looked at him for a long time, clapped her hands and smiled: "That's better, you are not the Kunlun Emperor, you are not heroic and extraordinary, you can't play the piano and write, just like me." I don't have to tremble and worry all day about not being worthy of you. ”
A little chef of the Taoist clan, who will never be able to cultivate the level of skill, and conclude a marriage with the Kunlun Emperor who is the first in the immortal clan, only Zi Ning dares to think about such a toad eating swan meat.
But she also had apprehensions in her heart, "You don't know, how many people think I'm a toad, and I'm a leprosy, or a female toad!" Zi Ning muttered, her expression very depressed.
Usually it is a man who is a toad, and a woman who is a white swan, who turns over when she comes to her, and mutters in her mouth: "Brother Tang, you are a white swan, you take a fancy to a toad, and others will say that you have no vision." ”
Yue Hengtang's eyes contained a smile, "Then I will become a male toad, okay? Even if it's annoying, I'm with you. ”
Zi Ning raised her hand and patted her thigh, "Don't, I want to become a white swan with you." You are a male swan, and I am a female swan, with lingering love and wings. ”
As he spoke, the smile on his face opened brightly, and he put his left and right fingers together, and read aloud: "On a moonlit night, the smoke flies." Lovesickness is endless, and there is no parting in this life. Outside the body and soul, you and the transformation - double - butterfly. ”
Yue Hengtang's expression trembled, a little light flashed in his dark eyes, he hugged her, and murmured: "Zi Ning, even if I am dead, I will not leave you in this life." ”
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