Ren Bikong and Wei Chi Xianzhang glanced at each other, and each saw a trace of regret in the other's eyes.

Alas, if this stupid kid had stayed in the ethereal realm for another two minutes, he would have been able to survive the Heavenly Tribulation by now! And with the two of them by his side, even if Ji Danhuang's strength was not strong enough, he could easily pass a Heavenly Tribulation in the early stage of Guò Miao Body.

Ji Danhuang, who had just withdrawn from the state of cultivation, stood up and moved his muscles and bones, only to feel comfortable: "Whew-it turns out that cultivation can also nourish the spirit! This feels so good." "I just feel that my mood has improved a lot, but I haven't found out that I have upgraded.

Ren Bikong and Wei Chi Xianzhang didn't say anything, and only let Ji Danhuang go back to his room to rest and rest. At this time, Ji Danhuang only felt comfortable and energetic, but he didn't want to rest much.

Although he didn't feel tired, Ji Danhuang still went back to his room. At this moment, in addition to those little goblins, Tang Yuzhu, mother, and sister should also be resting.

Then find something to do on your own and don't bother them.

Ji Danhuang sat down at the table and habitually turned on the computer. After going through so many things, his mind is messed up, and he can't tell what kind of love he is, and if he doesn't find something to do, he will figure out how mentally ill he is.

Logging on to the frequently visited anime website, Ji Danhuang searched for it on the web page at will. In the past, whenever he was in a bad mood, he would go to this site to find some anime that he hadn't seen to watch. Only by devoting himself wholeheartedly to the virtual world of animation will he forget his troubles and pains for a while.

casually clicked on a book with a high evaluation, Ji Danhuang put on headphones and retracted into the quilt to watch, but the tragic situation after the death of his mother and sister was still echoing in his mind. That scene seems to have been engraved on a piece of driftwood in my mind, rising and falling with the ups and downs of the waves, but it has never been able to sink to the bottom of the sea.

If I had been more ruthless at the beginning, wouldn't my mother and sister have to suffer such torture?

The light and shadow of the computer screen changed, and Ji Danhuang gradually began to fantasize about what would happen if he could kill the enemy without hesitation.

If they could really have killed the killer Forty-One with a ruthless hand instead of cowering and having reservations, their mother and sister should have been busy working overtime in the imperial capital now! At the end of a busy day's work, they might buy a roast duck that they are usually reluctant to buy, with a bottle of drink, sit at the table and chat while eating, carefully and meticulously gnawing the edible meat and crispy bones on the duck bones.

After all, it's still during the Chinese New Year. Every year, from the beginning of the year to the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, the mother, who is reluctant to buy anything on weekdays, will buy some delicious food that she has been gluttonous for a year every day. In the past, when he was at home for the New Year, Ji Danhuang could still eat two bites, but since his mother went to the imperial capital with his sister, he has never enjoyed such treatment.

At most, after careful planning, carefully pinched a few sheets of Grandpa Mao of different colors, went to the restaurant to carefully select one or two more expensive meat dishes and packed them home, carefully divided them into many portions, and added them to the instant noodles and steamed buns from the beginning of the year to the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, which was considered to comfort himself for a year...... Belch...... Celebrate another year of messing around.

Of course, after that, he was afraid that he would have to nibble on cold steamed buns for several days.

Looking back on the past, Ji Danhuang really has a feeling of being in a different world, and he only feels that one of the past and current life is fake. But if he was to pick and choose, he would ......

He didn't know what kind of life he would prefer to stay in.

The life used to be humble and unbearable, but at least I still have relatives, at least I can live heartlessly. And now life, although it goes according to his own wishes, but the dangers have also increased, and the mental blows are really a lot, all kinds of troubles are overwhelming, and his relatives are all separated from his yin and yang.

This is the so-called gain and loss. There is no such thing as a free lunch, and as long as you have a desire, you will pay the price.

Ji Danhuang was pondering wildly, watching the anime, and his thoughts gradually integrated into the anime. Just looking at it, he suddenly realized what a wonderful decision he had made to choose to watch at this time.

There are many similarities between him and the protagonist Kanekiken! It's just that Kanekiken is much luckier than him, and he can realize how stupid the once self-righteous kindness is, so that he doesn't kill all his friends. However, he only realized after his relatives were killed that he could no longer live according to his previous concept.

Ken Kaneki, who changed from a human to a ghoul. And he has changed from an ordinary person to an immortal cultivator with unique skills. The change of identity requires the concept to match it to support the spiritual world. If you can't change in time, stubbornly trying to find a balance between the two, you can only harm the people around you in the end.

The tragedy brought about by the true loneliness of his life is actually inseparable from his own choice.

Ji Danhuang suddenly wondered if he had watched this anime as soon as possible, would he have been influenced by the protagonist, and then found out how stupid he had been to be kind to the kindness that had been born of cowardice?

Oh, not necessarily.

Ji Danhuang smiled bitterly and shook his head. If he really changes because of anime, then he should have become a hot-blooded chivalrous warrior after watching so many hot-blooded anime. In fact, it is only today, after so many things have been experienced, that his concept has begun to officially have an initial change. Even if he had seen it a long time ago, and had long criticized in his heart how stupid the protagonist Kaneki Ken's kindness was, he would never associate it with himself.

People are like this, until something really happens, even if you read more similar fictional stories, you will never think of yourself. Only after experiencing multiple blows and injuries can he empathize with the characters in the fictional story, lamenting why he is as stupid as the characters in the fictional story, and why he failed to make a different choice earlier.

Indirect experience is always much more fragile than personal experience.

The brain was once again occupied by all kinds of chaotic thoughts, consuming Ji Danhuang's energy. With the change of thoughts, Ji Danhuang realized one thing more and more clearly.

He is no longer an ordinary man, and he will never go back to the past.