92. Who sees the way of heaven?

Listening to Yin Yaoji's request, Luo Siru's face was full of surprise! Shaking her head randomly and repeatedly, she couldn't speak for a long time in an excited mood.

"No, no, I haven't been able to find a solution to your poison yet, but I've worked so hard for so long to save you, how can I let you die casually?"

Yin Yaoji nodded bitterly: "Siru! I know that you are a very kind person, and you will never be willing to hurt anyone! But you must understand that there is not much time left for Banqin now." I've been through that moment, so I know how horrible it will be if he gets poisoned!

Luo Siru frowned and shook her head desperately: "I will never promise you, even if what you say is true, I am not sure that I can really use you to refine the antidote! If you don't succeed, won't you lose your life in vain......?"

Shaking her head to interrupt her, Yin Yaoji clenched her hands: "Siru, you listen to me, you know how much I want to live, if I can, I am willing to continue to wait." But now he really can't be delayed any longer, you know? Not only has he started to be corrupted by demonic blood, but I even suspect that he himself is deliberately accumulating demonic blood power in his body. He's playing with fire, and if he waits any longer, there's really no hope!"

"But ......"

"Siru, I'm not criticizing you right now. It's just that from the standpoint of a woman, I am begging you to give up everything for the man she loves! At least we all love the same man, and I believe you should be able to understand me, right......"

After struggling for a long time, Luo Siru looked sadly at the rival in front of her who couldn't mention the slightest hatred, and she only had endless sadness in her heart!

"Do you know that fighting poison with poison may be effective, but it may also be worse......! and you'll ...... whatever the outcome"

Nodding, Yin Yaoji's smile had never been calmer than at this moment: "Of course I know, but I also know that for him, there are more important things than his life now." It is true that my cultivation may not be able to save him, but at least it should be able to help him delay the poison and give him more time to fulfill his wish! And what really made me make up my mind was not only my love for him, but also you!"

"Me?"

"Yes!"

Looking at her with a gentle smile, Yin Yaoji sighed lightly: "Do you remember when you sneaked into the Demon Palace with him? Actually, I didn't understand it at that time, even if you were eager to avenge your mother and have the world in mind, but just because you are a weak woman who can't do any martial arts, you actually dare to break into the Longtan Tiger's Den, this courage really makes me admire! Especially when you see those hellish horror scenes, although your whole body was trembling at that time, but your eyes looking at him are always so firm, and clear......"

Recalling the scene at that time, Luo Siru couldn't help but feel a burst of warmth in her heart, those days were the most dangerous time in her life, but they were also the warmest and most reassuring times!

"Indeed! Looking back now, every day I spent with him was very worrying, but I was also very happy! because I believed that he could protect me, and I was willing to give everything for him, so I was not afraid of anything at that time!"

So, the only thing I can do for him now is to do whatever it takes to make him happen, even if it only buys him an extra day. Siru, this is my last wish in the world, please fulfill me!"

Looking at her sad but extremely determined, Luo Siru felt that her heart was about to break. But ask yourself, if you can, why wouldn't you be willing to give everything for him? Although she couldn't bear to hurt Yin Yaoji, on the other hand, wouldn't this be a kind of salvation for herself?

Yin Yaoji's sacrifice may not be of much value, but for herself, she can get rid of all the regrets in her life! As for whether that man can appreciate her infatuation, and even whether he will feel a trace of sadness for her, what does it matter......?

Now Kenshin's obsession is not as sad as it used to be for Banqin, because she is no longer as selfish and stingy as before! Now Kenshin's most important thing in her heart every day is to look forward to a better future in her heart.

She knows that this man has his own in his heart, and he will accompany him for the rest of his life. It's just that there was still a period of time before that, and he had something to do. And myself, as long as I can finally make my dreams come true, what is the loneliness of a while?

I just discussed some trivial matters with Xue Tianbao, and when I heard a knock on the door, I saw that it was Luo Hao who came in!

"The old man also knows that the son and the second master are discussing confidential matters, but the little girl has been missing for two days, so she is really uneasy, and I hope that the two of you have not been disturbed!"

Banqin and Xue Tianbao glanced at each other when they heard this, and a look of surprise flashed in each other's eyes: "Old Luo's words are serious! Respect the father and daughter for working hard day and night, and I am grateful in my heart! It's just that Ling Ai has always studied medicine, did she go to the mountains to collect medicine again?"

Luo Hao frowned when he heard this, thought about it and shook his head: "Probably not!" We have found some clues this time and are trying our best to concoct it. If you have any ideas, Siru should also tell me, so as not to go blind by herself!"

I don't have a clue when I think about it, especially Luo Siru is the most important person to detoxify Banqin now, and after releasing the previous suspicions, Jian Xin really loves her kindness, and she really treats her as a sister. At this time, I heard that she was missing, and I couldn't help but hurriedly urge Banqin to find her.

And Banqin was also extremely worried at this time? Even if he pushed the boat down the river, the four of them came out together and asked the people in the villa about Luo Siru's news!

Xuexi was still teaching his subordinates to practice at this time, and when he saw him coming, Yang Chen was stunned at first, and his heart was greatly worried! But Banqin didn't even look at him, and asked everyone directly.

Everyone looked at each other when they heard this, and Xue Bao Goose muttered: "I saw Sister Siru and Yin Yaoji together the night before yesterday, saying that they were going to go for a walk in the mountains, and they haven't seen each other since. ”

Banqin felt a little ominous when she heard this, frowned and asked, "Do you know where they went?"

It wasn't clear, but they seemed to be heading in the direction of the ancestral hall. At that time, Siru was carrying a basket in her hand, could it be that she went to the mountains to collect medicine......?"

Before she could finish speaking, Banqin had already rushed out in full view of everyone. Everyone looked at each other, completely unaware of why, so they had to run to the ancestral hall together.

When Banqin felt it, Luo Siru was prostrating and falling to the ground, while Yin Yaoji was soaked in a water tank, and a bamboo tube at the bottom of the water tank was still slowly dripping blood into the medicine jar.

Trembling to the water tank, Banqin felt a sense of weakness, and when he saw the pale face, which was already bloodless, his heart ached like a knife!

"You...... What's the trouble with this? I ...... I don't deserve you to do this for me!"

Hearing the voice, Yin Yaoji opened her eyes slightly, smiled and shook her head: "I can do something for you, whether it is useful or not, I am already satisfied! No matter what you think, for me, it is worth it!"

"You're so stupid!"

"You're not a ...... Anyway, I just ...... I just hope you don't have to work so hard anymore...... I can live well, and I ...... my share together. I can't get it, I hope you ...... It has to be good...... Good ...... Hold ......!"

Seeing her head tilted to the side slightly, the satisfied smile on her face froze completely, at this moment Banqin was extremely hopeful that she could cry happily! But he finally held back, biting his lower lip and oozing blood, but he swallowed it back.

At this time, everyone also felt that they also had a general idea of the scene in front of them. To be honest, even if people no longer suspect that Yin Yaoji was a spy of the Demon Palace, no one would believe that she could sacrifice for Banqin to such an extent!

Gently picking up his daughter who was sitting on the ground and was already in tears, Luo Hao didn't know what to say for a while.

And Luo Siru struggled to his side with the support of his father, and reached out and took out a red pill: "I don't know if this medicine can really save you, but ...... That's at least what she wants......"

Banqin didn't even look at Luo Siru, reached out and pinched the pill and put it in his mouth with blood. Then took off his coat and wrapped Yin Yaoji's **'s corpse across his chest!

"I didn't expect you to be so ruthless as to do such a thing! Even if it's for me, I can't forgive you. From today onwards, I will never take the medicine you prepared again, and I don't want to ...... anymore, no matter whether I live or die See you ......."

Watching his heavy footsteps staggering on the narrow mountain road, it seemed that every step left an imprint on people's hearts, making everyone's mood extremely low and heavy!

Seeing the grief on Luo Siru's face, but still forbearing, Xuelu couldn't bear it, and immediately walked over and comforted softly: "Siru, don't be sad......! He's just too sad to ...... you on purpose."

Shaking her head, Luo Siru smiled sadly: "Sister, you don't have to comfort me, I ...... Dad, we've been disturbing the Righteous Heroes Villa for a long time, and it's time to leave!"

Before Luo Hao could speak, Xuelu was shocked, and hurriedly held her cold hand: "Siru, don't be impulsive! He's just ......"

"Sister, don't worry! I'm really fine. It's just that our father and daughter really don't have a better way to help him. Instead of continuing to stay and make him uncomfortable, it's better to leave early, which is good for everyone!"

Xuelu couldn't help sobbing and wanted to persuade him again, but Xuexi had already said slowly: "Banqin must be very sad now, no matter what, try to avoid stimulating him." It's just that even if the two of them want to leave, at least they will wait for Siru's body to recover. If this is the case, your father and daughter will go to my garden at the bottom of the mountain to stay for a while......! Let's talk about it later......"

Banqin staggered all the way to the deserted place with Yin Yaoji's body in her arms, and her tears couldn't help but fall on the person in her arms. But until the grave was dug up, buried, and a monument was erected, Banqin never had the courage to take another look at the smile that had no regrets!

The blood oozing from his clenched teeth, digging into the ground with his fingers, and blurring the flesh and blood caused by the carving of tombstones could only barely keep him from screaming in pain! But the surging grief in his heart had already completely submerged his whole being!

Xue Xi had been watching the apprentice from afar, and he didn't come to help him, because he knew that what the apprentice needed most now was to vent the pain that had been accumulated in his heart for too long!

Because just like the former self, I have already decided to give up my life for everything I cherish, but in the end I still have to leave regrets! But even so, I will never let the people who gave everything for themselves sacrifice ...... in vain!

"I know, you're in a lot of pain right now! Because I've gone through the same process as you, all of them were just about to decide to give up everything, and I thought I could finally repay everything, but I didn't expect that the result was a debt that I would never pay off! I also know that when you said those heartless words to Siru and let her leave, you were actually afraid in your heart! You were afraid that one day she would be like Yin Yaoji and pay a terrible price for herself! Hey! I have also lost the person I love the most, so I can understand your current mood very well! But Banqin, how long are you going to do this......?"

How long......?

After a long time, a long time, Banqin wiped all the expressions on her face! slowly straightened her body, which was slightly restrained by the throbbing, looked at the last touch of red in the sky, and swallowed the last trace of blood outside her body!

"I know what I have to do! Even if I have a debt that I can never pay off, I don't want to owe more! But since God refuses to give me a single mercy, I will not spare any price! Now I have nothing to fear of losing......

Seeing that his face had once again regained the cold face he had been a few years ago, Xuexi felt a chill!

He knew that his apprentice had finally made up his mind, but he didn't know if it was good or bad, but he knew that nothing could be changed!

His indifference, his insipidity, actually stems from his cherishing of everything! Even if Yin Yaoji and Banqin don't love her, she is also one of the people he wants to protect with his life. But she gave up everything for him first, and his protection was ruthlessly taken away by God!

Whoever it is, Banqin will not allow the same thing to happen again. It's not over, it's just the beginning! When he loses his composure, his emotions, his single-mindedness, how will things develop? Perhaps, he will eventually lose everything! Because he wants too much and wants to protect everyone. But Heaven will not allow no one to fall prey to evil and greed!

He will never be favored by God, because he actually wants to fight with God for the right to control his destiny! Therefore, he is doomed to failure!

Thinking about it, Xuexi's heart suddenly became confused! He suddenly felt that he was really wrong, and he was wrong from the beginning.

"Debts" do not have to be repaid, they can be owed forever, just like there are debts that can never be paid off, and there is no choice but to owe them!

From the master, to the father, to myself, and then to the current apprentice, a hundred years have passed, has everything changed? Those who save the disaster will definitely die first in the disaster. To save someone, someone else has to die. There is no such thing as good or evil, good or evil, there are only these painful realities that can never be changed!

I walked behind my apprentice empty-heartedly, until I didn't know when I couldn't see him anymore. Xuexi suddenly realized that maybe only when he died could everything really end!