When everyone packed up their mood and rushed to the venue, everyone was ready. Looking at the familiar faces, extremely skillfully holding the foundation and loose powder to help each other put on the foundation, while chatting about the issues to be paid attention to when going on stage, Ji Danhuang couldn't tell what it was like, and quietly withdrew from the room.

Originally, Su Zixuan should have been one of them. It's a pity that now, like an ordinary tired little fox, she can only sleep in the sofa and don't know anything.

I don't know what funny things everyone said, and there was a burst of giggling laughter in the room. Ji Danhuang turned his head to look at the group of smiling team members in the room, and pulled the corners of his mouth twice, wanting to laugh like them. But the result was not ideal, and even he could imagine how ugly his barely squeezed smile was.

He couldn't laugh.

A person dangled out of the hotel aimlessly, sat down on the side of the road, and looked at the vehicles coming and going on the road, Ji Danhuang had an urge to cry. He thinks that although he is a person with a complex personality, he is not a very emotional person, but at this moment, he really wants to cry.

He wasn't a big guy who wanted to be happy, just to be able to play cosplay. However, as his cultivation improved, all kinds of things gathered, and his goals changed. From just thinking about playing cosplay at the beginning, to starting a company for everyone's welfare, improving cultivation to protect the people around you, the changes in this are all piled up by troublesome things.

What he wanted was originally very simple and simple, but now he finally found out. People are actually very greedy. When you get one thing, you immediately want to get another. When a dream is realized, there are new dreams that you want to achieve.

Those who are content are always happy. But who can live in the world with the word "contentment"?

At least, he can't.

Because they are not content. So a lot of ideas will be born, and a lot of troubles will be born. Isn't Su Zixuan's matter this time because he is not satisfied?

If at the beginning, this commercial performance was regarded as a one-shot deal, and when you made money, you would change your home, instead of thinking about signing a long-term contract. I'm afraid there won't be so many rights and wrongs.

And Su Zixuan will not be ruined by Neidan and become what she is now.

The chaotic emotions in my brain are intricately mixed together, like a pulp. Ji Danhuang tugged at the corners of his mouth and smiled dryly. When I looked up, my eyes were full of tears.

Who said that a man can't cry? When a man really encounters a sad thing, tears will naturally flow down, and he can't control it at all.

"Are you alright, young man?"

The grandmother who was selling newspapers and drinks on the side saw Ji Danhuang sitting on the side of the road crying, her heart softened, and she came over to ask.

Ji Danhuang looked at the thin old woman who was nearly eighty years old and full of ravines. Hurriedly stretched out his hand to wipe away his tears: "It's nothing, there is sand in my eyes." After saying that, even he thought this excuse was terrible.

Crying like this. Fools can see that it is definitely not as simple as putting sand in their eyes. At the very least, it has to be an onion with spicy eyes.

"Hey, don't fool me! I'm so old that I don't know anything!" the old woman grinned, and only a few teeth were still in stock in her shriveled mouth, "Look at you, young man. Are you out of love?"

Ji Danhuang was slightly stunned, and hurriedly defended: "No, no." It's not a broken love. ”

"Hey, that's right!" the old woman patted her thigh, "I've lived so long." Lovelorn people have seen a lot, you are different from them. What does a lovelorn person look like? It was a face full of unwillingness, a face full of haggardness, and a sad heart with that ...... That angry boy, I think you're like this, something must have happened at home, right?"

Ji Danhuang frowned slightly, pondered for a moment, and nodded. Su Zixuan can be regarded as his family.

The grandmother said: "If something happens at home, either the parents are fighting and divorcing, or the family is seriously ill or something, or the family company is bankrupt and someone comes to collect debts." In these few things, the parents are fighting and divorcing, that is, their relationship can not be maintained, and they feel that it is much better to break up than to make do, and young people like you should be more able to see it. If the company at home is bankrupt and someone comes to collect debts, then you need to cheer up and work hard to make money to pay off your debts. If someone in the family is seriously ill, then things will be much more troublesome, after all, life and death are destined for wealth and wealth, and the king of Hades wants you to die on the third watch, who can keep you until the fifth watch!

Ji Danhuang listened to the old grandmother's chatter silently, and after she finished speaking, he couldn't help but sigh: "I...... I could have saved her!"

The people who could have been saved turned out to be ......

"Oh, I see!" the old lady nodded, "young man, who has not made a mistake in life? I just ask you, did you do your best in the process of saving people, did you really want to save people?"

"I ......" Ji Danhuang thought for a while and nodded vigorously, "I want to save her back, I really want to save her back." I did try, but ...... But ...... "felt sour in his heart and tugged at his hair in frustration."

In life, many things are not up to you, and you can't do whatever you want. This time, he was indeed trying his best to save Su Zixuan, but the result was still unsatisfactory.

He brought Su Zixuan back, but he only guaranteed that she was still alive. And her Neidan, her hundreds of years of hard work, and hundreds of years of cultivation have all been destroyed.

This is not the result he wants at all! If he could cultivate a little harder on weekdays, maybe the result would be completely different.

The old grandmother said: "Silly boy, planning is in people, and success is in heaven, since you have tried your best to save people, you really want to save people, no matter what the result is, you should no longer feel guilty." Guilt belongs to those who can do it but don't do it. If you do your best, you're already good, and there are still many people in this world who are not as good as you. It's okay to be sad if the person you want to save is not successful, but you must have a degree and you can't let others worry about you anymore. Can you understand what I said?" he said, patting Ji Danhuang's hand lightly and smiling lovingly. (To be continued)