Chapter 128: The Story
This Jinpa had already been put away by Su Su during Xiong Qiang's coma, and she knew that if Xiong Qiang could wake up, maybe he would most likely become another person, a person who had the memory of his entire life like a normal person.
And she heard the story about Xiong Qiang from her mother-in-law and Han Qiuyu, and she already knew that Xiong Qiang was a person with a lot of stories, usually a person with many stories, his life was bumpy, and his fate was full of ups and downs. She didn't want Xiong Qiang to be burdened with too many heavy memories from the moment she opened her eyes, and in order to stop all this, all she could do was to put away the memory introduction that Han Qiuyu said.
But whenever she looks at the haggard Xiong Qiang, it always evokes her compassion, she is also an orphan since she was a child, her parents died because of a plague, but at least, she can still clearly remember the appearance of her parents, and Xiong Qiang? He can't even remember her mother's appearance.
"Although I don't know what kind of person your mother is, I think she should be as gentle, considerate, kind, and virtuous as you see in your dreams. Su Su said, slowly sitting next to Xiong Qiang, bending his legs, his slender jade hands around his legs, and his bright and clear eyes looked into the distance.
In the distance, the sky is blue and the white clouds are long.
Xiong Qiang's hand trembled, the embroidered handkerchief in his hand was also forced, his eyes were a little sloppy, when he saw the embroidered handkerchief, his heart suddenly throbbed, and a warmth flowed from his heart, making him feel a slight chill all over his body.
It seemed that at that moment, he seemed to think of something, and it seemed that at that moment, a gentle and beautiful woman suddenly broke into his heart.
He didn't speak, and after hesitating for a while, his trembling hands slowly opened the brocade handkerchief.
This Jinpa has been stored on him for many years, and it seems that it has been on his side since he could remember. During the years when he was a slave in Jiudao Villa, he had passed this Jinpa under the faint moonlight countless times, but he never found anything strange about this Jinpa.
Perhaps, this Jinpa has something to do with his life experience! Xiong Qiang once thought about this question, but when he searched carefully in his mind for the story of Jinpa, he found nothing, not only that, but he also felt an inexplicable irritability in his heart.
But when he saw this Fang Jinpa now, this time, his heart throbbed suddenly, and an image of a woman who felt both familiar and strange gradually appeared in his mind.
She was not gentle, she was not virtuous, and although she was beautiful, she was incredibly beautiful, but her face was always covered with a layer of frost.
To describe it in eight characters, it is: as bright as a peach and plum, as cold as frost!
"Mother......" When the image of this woman was completely formed in Xiong Qiang's mind, Xiong Qiang's eyes already had faint tears, and what followed, but he almost murmured like a dream.
"Silly boy, you really ...... Do you really remember?" Su Su said softly, still with a hint of disbelief on her face.
Xiong Qiang didn't speak, but the gaze in his eyes became extremely soft, and in his mind, a clear and coherent picture was displayed.
It was a relatively luxurious mansion, in the garden in the backyard of the mansion, the beautiful but indifferent woman, looking at the peony flowers blooming all over the courtyard, stunned, her eyes were empty, and the indifferent face rarely revealed a trace of melancholy, although she seemed cold, in fact, she also had love.
"Mother, are you thinking about your father again?" a young boy of six or seven years old, followed by a maid, walked slowly over.
That greeting made the woman's delicate and graceful body tremble slightly, and she slowly turned around and looked at the little boy, whose face, which originally had a trace of expression, once again became an iceberg.
"Ying'er, take Feifei to play!" she said coldly.
"Miss...... Are you ...... Don't you accompany the little master?" is that even Ying'er seems to have a trace of dissatisfaction with the young lady's actions.
In the little boy's big dark and bright eyes, there was a faint tear flickering, and suddenly, his mouth flattened, and the tears in his eyes could no longer be held back, and they fell down in a plop.
"Why did you give birth to me if you don't like me?" said the little boy sadly, wiping away the tears from the corners of his eyes with his sleeve, and turned to run outside.
He ran and ran, and finally ran under a rockery, and in that cave, he began to cry uncontrollably. Although he was very young, he knew that he knew that his mother didn't like him at all, otherwise his mother wouldn't never hug herself, and she wouldn't never show a smile to herself.
Not only does his mother dislike him, but his grandfather doesn't like him either, every time his grandfather sees him, he who was originally good-looking, will immediately become grim, maybe the only person who can feel good to him is the person called Grandma.
She was Grandma's younger sister, and although he didn't know what his aunt's name was at the time, he now knew that her name was Mulian. But since his grandmother passed away, the aunt Mulian, who likes to hold him, shave his little nose, and pinch his pink little face, rarely comes back.
So in this huge family, even if he has a great grievance in his heart, he doesn't dare to find anyone to cry with, so he can only hide in this fake cave silently and cry wantonly.
In fact, in his young heart, there is no too lofty dream, there is just a very simple and simple expectation, just want to be like other children, to be able to have the love of his father, even if he is scolded by his mother a few words, beaten by his father a few times, he also thinks that this is something worth being happy, but these things are normal for other children, for him, it is a luxury dream.
He never knew who his father was, and he hadn't heard anything about his mother.
I only know that whenever his mother is in a daze at the peony pond, his mother is thinking about his father.
But in his memory, his father never appeared, he only heard some of the simplest information about his father from her when his mother was in a good mood.
His father's surname is Xiong, and his single name is a flying word, as for what his father does, he doesn't know, maybe even his mother doesn't know exactly.
He only vaguely knew that his father and his mother had not visited the church or married, and what was even more shocking was that except for his mother, including his grandfather and grandmother, he had never seen his father.
So in the mouth of outsiders, her mother is a watery flower-raising woman, and he is also called a wild seed. It is precisely because of this that his grandfather does not like him, and no one likes him.
His father's name is Xiong Fei, but he doesn't understand why his mother named him Feifei again, maybe it's because his mother misses his father and is afraid of forgetting his father, so she takes his father's name, right?
Although no one likes him, but his food and clothing are worry-free, until one day, the family has undergone a great change, the grandfather in the public gate does not know which magnate he offended, and the emperor's holy decree is to order the entire Xia Mansion to be confiscated.
Grandpa fell, Xia Mansion collapsed, and only his mother fled with him.
It was a miserable time, eating and sleeping in the open, living a life of covering the sky and the earth, and living a life of homelessness everywhere.
But during that period of time, although it was bitter, he was the happiest day he felt, because during that time, although his mother was still cold-faced, her care for him was meticulous, which made him really feel the true maternal love.
But just when he felt his mother's love, something happened that would make him miserable for the rest of his life, and from then on, the trajectory of his life could be regarded as truly changing.
That place, he vaguely remembered was called Feng County.