You are a good-hearted girl, and good people should be rewarded!" Yiyun said silently.

"Well, these attractions are enough to melt the boredom in your mind. The girl's smile was as bright as a flower.

Yiyun once again thanks Fluttershy for his kindness, and then the two chat, as if they had not seen each other for many years, until Fluttershy arrives at the station and gets off the train, and Yiyun wants to invite Fluttershy to dinner as a thank you for helping him, but Fluttershy politely refuses, and Yiyun has no choice but to give up, so he has to say that if they meet next time, the two will have a meal together

When Fluttershy gets out of the car, Yiyun looks up and silently notes the stop sign for her to get off the bus as she disappears into the crowd

"I hope it's just a passing demon, otherwise hum"

The bus, which was crowded with all kinds of passengers, drove slowly to the next stop, and Yiyun, who was in deep thought, involuntarily followed the flow of people and got off the bus, and when he came back to his senses, he realized: "Nima, what kind of bird is this?"

Yiyun looked around and didn't find any conspicuous landmarks, and finally reluctantly opened the travel guide, randomly chose a direction and began to wander around

Tuesday on the ninth day of August was sunny

I went to the hospital to see my mother today, and by the way, I paid the next month's treatment fee, my mother was suffering from illness, more and more sleepy, and thinner, and the whole person became black, and my heart hurt so much. The nurse aunt said that my mother had been in a coma for a long time, even if she was awake sometimes. It's only been ten minutes, and the condition is getting worse and worse, I'm so helpless, I'm so afraid of losing my mother

When I came back, I met a very sunny boy on the bus, his name was Yiyun, and there was a very fresh breath on his body, like fresh air that he was breathing freely in nature. When we chatted, he was polite like a gentleman, and he was shy at times, and his shy appearance was so cute that I wanted to laugh. It's the first time I've seen a boy who is so easily shy.

We had a great chat. Talking about everything from all over the world, it's like two very good friends. He was very knowledgeable, and sometimes I almost couldn't answer his words, but luckily I talked to Dumb every night. So I know a lot. Otherwise, it will make people laugh. Hee-hee.

He said that he came to Haicheng to relax, and I guided him to some tourist attractions in the city, and he invited me to have dinner together in the evening as a thank you. I refused, I don't know why, I was very scared in my heart, I was afraid that he would know that I was engaged in that kind of profession, I was afraid that he would look down on me, although the feeling in my heart kept telling me that this sunny boy named Yiyun was not the kind of person who judged people by their appearance, but I was still panicked in my heart.

Maybe it's my damn pride that's at work.

He also said that if he was destined to meet again, he would invite me to dinner, and that silly and more real appearance was so cute, didn't he know how big Linhai City was? People come and go like a tide, how can it be so easy to meet, hehe

The two hours of chatting with Dumb at night are my happiest moments, because Dumb is very good, 24 hours no matter which time period, as long as I look for him, he will definitely be there, this kind of attention to being cared for, I haven't felt it for a long time, I think, this should be considered love, right?

I like dumb, but my identity makes me afraid to tell him

I hate this sense of distance

Then let me like it silently in my heart.,I just know it myself-

Good night, written on the evening of the ninth day of the new month.

Light rain on Wednesday on the sixth day of June

I don't know when I started to write a diary, I guess it was influenced by her, but I like it.

Today is her birthday, I bought her favorite chocolate-flavored birthday cake, and silently watched her all the way home.

It was raining outside, so I floated out of her window with her favorite cake, silently singing birthday songs for her, and silently sending my timid and cheap blessings.

Watch her make a wish and blow out the candles alone.

On her birthday, no one sang a birthday song for her, no one blessed her, and no one shared the sweet and rich chocolate-flavored birthday cake with her

She seemed very happy to receive my gift, and her heartfelt smile made my heart twitch, such a girl should not live such a sad life

In the three years I have known her, she has spent every birthday alone, and I understand the loneliness of being alone, after all, I have been alone for 500 years.

But now she is not alone, at least I am with her, although I am quietly guarding in a corner where she can't see

I don't know when I started to like to use the word "human" to refer to myself, maybe for self-hypnosis, right?

The farthest distance in the world is not life and death, but I stand in front of you, and you don't know that I love you

This sentence should be able to fully explain my love for her, yes, we are far apart, but we are as far away as the end of the world

I feel very sorry for her and want to take good care of her and accompany her for the rest of her life, but I am still a monster after all

Tuesday, July 17, was cloudy

Today, watching her slowly step into the filthy clubhouse that looks golden on the surface, but hides filth and dirt inside, every time I have a strong urge to ruin everything in front of me.

But I didn't dare, I was afraid I would hurt her.

I suppressed the anger in my heart, chatted with her, looked at her pale little face, I felt like a waste, I hated myself, I had such a powerful power in vain, but I didn't dare to save her from the deeper and deeper quagmire.

I hate the feeling of powerlessness

Tuesday on the ninth day of August was sunny

The weather was fine today, but I had a bad feeling.

The induction line I put on her was cleared, and when I came back, she had a faint smell of Dao heart on her body, which was very thin, and it should have been stuck when I went to the Taoist temple to burn incense.

She should have encountered something happy today, in the past few years, I have never seen her so happy, and sometimes she sings the song "Buddha Says", which is her favorite song, and the beautiful voice makes me intoxicated

I can't hide like this cowardly anymore, I have to do something for her

Today I found the scum who was manipulating her behind her back.

In that place, I saw so many more miserable girls, and that scene was like hell on earth, and the terrible tyrannical force that I suppressed in my heart erupted like a volcano, and I killed all the people, not a single one, including those miserable girls (to be continued......