Although I had a premonition in my heart, it was still extremely surprising to see Banqin in this mountain!

Yang Chen trembled with excitement, even the indifference he saw in his eyes did not hit his heart! Perhaps only Xianzhen could see that the "reunion" was far less happy for Banqin than for himself and others!

After a long time, Xuelu choked up and asked, "Banqin, are you really okay, right? This is great! But what happened to you that day, we have been looking for you all these days, but there is no news......

After a moment of silence, Banqin slowly spoke, and this time everyone finally felt his indifference! "It's nothing! It's just that he was saved when he was about to die!"

On that day, Banqin knew that it was impossible to escape from the siege of Yu Mohan and more than ten masters, so he planned to never let the other party succeed even if he died, and not even leave the corpse to them. And when he fell into the sea of fire from the cliff, he suddenly had a pleasure in his heart that he had never felt before!

Because Banqin suddenly thought that as long as he died, all his pain would disappear completely, and he would not affect anyone anymore. And the ease of facing death, he felt that it was exactly what he dreamed of!

In this way, at the moment when the flesh and blood collided with the hard ground, Banqin completely lost consciousness. Unexpectedly, the Ice Heart Mantra Body Protection Technique that he had cultivated since he was a child played a role at the last moment, although the clothes on his body were almost burned, but his body was not even burned. But falling from such a high place would have cost him his life! If he continued to fall unconscious in the wilderness, the consequences would be unimaginable.

When Banqin woke up again, he found himself lying in a simple, but rather cozy cabin. After that, he was groggy for many days, completely unable to concentrate. It wasn't until he finally felt awake that the voice he heard in his ears was Luo Siru's exclamation full of joy!

It turned out that in those days, there was a general outbreak of plague in villages and towns within dozens of miles near Beacon Mountain, and Xiaoyue Shitai of Guanyin Temple invited Luo Hao to treat the patient. And Luo Hao stumbled upon the dying Banqin when he was out looking for herbs and rescued him home. After nearly a month of meticulous care from the father and daughter, he was finally pulled back from the ghost gate!

But until today, except for helpless thanks, Banqin has never said a word more to Luo Hao's father and daughter. And the first time she heard him really speak, Luo Siru couldn't help but feel a little strange in her heart, but of course no one really understood Banqin's mind!

Several people sat around the courtyard, and Luo Siru reluctantly handed over the jade pendant: "Brother Banqin! I didn't know that this jade pendant was so valuable that day, so I ...... it now."

Without waiting for her to finish, Banqin shook her head indifferently: "No matter how valuable it is, it means nothing to me, I don't want to throw it away......"

Yang Chen's excited mood finally calmed down, and at this time he burst into laughter: "Miss Luo, thanks to your father and daughter for rescuing you and taking care of you for so many days, we still don't think it's enough to use a piece of jade pendant as a thank you gift, if you don't dislike it, please accept it! If there is any need in the future, we will also do our best to serve!"

Luo Siru clutched the jade pendant with both hands, and there was no intention of returning it, although she couldn't help but feel sad because of Banqin's indifference, but at this time, she was a little relieved!

"A few people who have been reunited after a long absence, there must be a lot to say, and I won't bother!

Xuelu was surprised and asked, "What?

"My father has been treating the people in the neighborhood lately, and I wouldn't be able to keep busy if I wasn't there. ”

With a slight turn of thought, Xuelu nodded and stood up: "That's good, but it's dangerous for you to have a girl's family who doesn't know martial arts this big night, I'll send you back, anyway, there are a few of them here, and there is no place for me to sleep......"

As she spoke, without waiting for Luo Siru's reaction, Xuelu pulled her out of the door.

On the way, Luo Siru asked softly, "Sister Xue, do you have anything to ask me?"

Xue Lu was stunned for a moment, smiled and nodded: "Sure enough, she is a transparent girl! Actually, I just want to know about Banqin's situation for a while!"

Luo Siru was a little puzzled when she heard this: "I don't quite understand what my sister means......"

After pondering for a long time, Xuelu pondered the wording and asked, "Siru...... Can I call you that?"

"Absolutely!"

......Actually, since you and Doctor Luoshen's father and daughter are so skilled in medicine, they must have already understood, Banqin...... He's different from ordinary people......?"

Luo Siru's expression darkened when she heard this, and she nodded sadly: "I know that in Brother Banqin's body, there is an unusual aura! Dad said that that aura is very dangerous." ”

Xuelu listened to the joy on her face and asked, "In this way, does Doctor Luo Shen have a way to save him?"

Looking at her face full of anticipation, Luo Siru shook her head sadly: "Sister Xue, I won't tell you." My father has carefully treated Brother Banqin, but ......"

Seeing her expression, Xuelu couldn't help but feel cold in her heart, and sighed for a long time: "Hey, forget it, in fact, he himself knows the situation of Banqin, and the main purpose of our going out is to help him find a way to treat him." But now ......"

Luo Siru's heart was extremely depressed at this time! Because she actually knew Banqin's situation better than Xuelu, since her father rescued him, Banqin's injury only improved slightly, and Luo Hao almost killed him. Fortunately, Luo Siru found out in time and desperately stopped his father, otherwise Banqin would have been in a different place at this time.

On the other hand, at this time, the four big men who were relatively all gradually feeling speechless made them feel a little unhappy in their hearts! He has never been good at expressing emotions, which is not surprising! But after a long absence, he finally reunited, and it seems that even the closeness that he had begun to feel before has disappeared, as if he does not exist in his eyes, and the saddest of them is naturally Yang Chen!

Although he himself didn't understand why, Banqin's position in his heart seemed to be faintly above his teacher and lover, and Yang Chen himself couldn't figure out why, but he couldn't stop this change. However, people are human beings after all, although many people keep saying that they do not want to reciprocate, but if the feelings of betting are as silent as a stone falling into the waves, it will inevitably cause a ripple in the heart.

After struggling for a long time, Xianzhen had always been reluctant to make things too stiff, but Banqin's attitude made him feel a little intolerable!

"Banqin! Actually, you let us leave that day, and you were already determined to die at that time, right?"

Yang Chen and Yidao frowned slightly when they heard this, and Banqin said silently: "If it weren't for that, how could you escape?"

"I mean, you were hell-bent on death......

After a long silence, Banqin looked at him lightly: "Since you left the Righteous Heroes Villa, haven't you been looking for an opportunity to kill me?"

Watching the two gradually go toe-to-toe, Yang Chen and Yidao were completely confused! Xianzhen was not surprised, but his face couldn't help but show helpless bitterness!

"You've noticed it a long time ago, and you're really deliberately letting me stay with you! All you want is to hope that someone can kill you in time when you suddenly lose control?"

"It's a pity! You've let me down!"

"Yes...... I know you're a dangerous person, and I'm ready to die with you, but I'm ...... I didn't expect it to be so hard to start......"

Although he didn't understand it too much, he at least understood that Xianzhen had been with a few people since he wanted to kill Banqin, and he immediately couldn't help but grab him by the collar and scolded: "You stinky bull nose! I still treat you as a friend, but I didn't expect you to want to frame Banqin! Say, did your Quanzhen Sect take refuge in the Demon Palace a long time ago?"

Yang Chen hurriedly persuaded the two, and Banqin sneered faintly: "He wants to kill me to save you, or even everyone! If he takes refuge in the Demon Palace, he will never kill me......

Yidao was stunned for a moment, and gradually understood what was going on. Yang Chen looked at Banqin sadly and asked, "Why do you bother? No matter what happens, we will all accompany you to get through the difficulties! After such a long time, do you have no feelings for us at all?"

"If not, why should he ask for death......"

As he spoke, Xianzhen's heart gradually couldn't help but rise with anger, for him it was probably the first time in his life that he was so violent in front of people, pointing to Banqin and trembling and reproaching: "Banqin! Although I once wanted to kill you in order to prevent you from getting out of control, I have seen your indomitable and heroic spirit in the face of strong enemies! Therefore, I believe that you are an upright, brave, and responsible gentleman." I know you're afraid that you won't be able to control and hurt others, so I'm more willing to do my best to help you get through this! But this time you've disappointed me so much, it's just a coward! You think you're going to die and you'll be gone? But where do you put our friends who treat you sincerely? Xue Lao spared no effort to raise you as an adult, and poured all his life to teach you, is he just trying to make you face a crisis and kill himself?"

Glancing at the servant lightly, Banqin sipped his tea: "Do you think I want to escape because I can't bear the pressure? Don't say it, maybe it's really like this! However, it's good for you, it's not ...... for Xuexi! In your eyes, I am the most advantageous tool for you to fight against the Demon Palace, and for you, this is the most useful point for me, isn't it......?"

Xianzhen couldn't help but complain when she heard it, but she couldn't deny what he said, at least from the reality of it, and the so-called thoughts in your heart can't be trusted!

With a faint smile, Banqin shrugged his shoulders indifferently: "But I can tell you that not everyone in the Demon Palace wants me to go back alive." Moreover, I really couldn't beat Yu Mohan, and I was almost killed by him that day. So now, do you still think I'm important?"

After a long time, Xianzhen bit her lower lip tightly and nodded firmly: "I can't deny what you said, at least for now, except for you, there is indeed no one among us who can deal with the masters of the Demon Palace. But I'm going to tell you, even if you can't beat them, you're still important to us!

Banqin looked at him indifferently, his expression still unchanged, but he couldn't help but feel deep grief in his heart! It is not difficult to die for the people he cherishes, but it is the rarest thing to try to live for them to have to endure great pain! Banqin thinks that they are just cherishing themselves for their own ability, but they are only afraid that one day they will really be moved by them!

How many times, Banqin seems to see himself clutching his friends tightly and biting their throats fiercely!

The sky and the earth are big, the dark earth, the red sky, and the corpses of the people you cherish the most are all under your feet. Their lives are gone, their blood is surging in their bodies, and countless voices full of grief and death are asking themselves in pain why do they do this to them?

Whenever he felt a splitting headache in his dream, Banqin would suddenly wake up! His whole body was soaked in cold sweat, and even the Ice Heart Mantra that he had practiced hard since childhood could not compare to the bone-chilling cold.

I don't have the confidence to protect them, at least I don't want to hurt them with my own hands in the end, and this is just a little bit of selfishness buried deep in Banqin's heart!

Human life is a process of experiencing all kinds of suffering, endless, and the only thing we can do is to try not to make the pain heavier! But the spread of life, all kinds of life, all make the pain intensify, deepen, and expand endlessly!

It's hard to pinpoint a single reason for this, and there have been countless attempts to change the reality of this world!

Because happiness may be just a full meal, but pain is always everywhere. This is the only way to relieve pain, and Banqin thinks that the only way to let it die with the expectation of happiness!