Chapter 117 Love Always Hurts

Finally came over this time, Meng Xue clearly agreed to him for the first time, but he didn't expect such an accident to happen again. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 infoSince returning to the Governor's Mansion, Meng Xue doesn't like to talk, let alone talk to him. He was confused and sad, he felt that it was right not to agree to the marriage at first, but he was reluctant.

The two of them sat on the rocks in the garden, each in a daze, and after a while, Jiang Zhan suddenly woke up suddenly: "Xiaoxue, don't sit on the stone, it's already autumn, you already have asthma, don't do it again, go back to the house." Meng Xue, who had been looking at the sky through the treetops, did not answer, and only slowly turned her face after a while, and her delicate little face was very blank with a pair of big eyes: "Brother Jiang Zhan, I know, you always thought that I had forgotten everything when I was a child." ”

Jiang Zhan was startled, he didn't know why Meng Xue mentioned this, he lowered his head: "At that time, you were too young. I also want to be with you all the time when you grow up. But since you left Huangshan, you have moved to Xiyuzhou with Master Meng, and I have never had a chance to take care of my family's affairs in Jiangnan......"

Meng Xue turned her head and stared at Jiang Zhan with bright eyes, they had rarely been so close before, and they could see each other so clearly. Meng Xue said slowly: "When I was in Huangshan, my father and mother were not there, my brother went outside all day long to be naughty and ignored me, and you were the only one who accompanied me every day." ”

Jiang Zhan was a little excited for a while: "Xiaoxue, do you remember?"

Meng Xue smiled, sour, and completely incompatible with her small, childish face: "How can you forget? It's just that my mother wants to turn my brother into my future husband, but I don't want it in my heart, and I don't even want my brother anymore. ”

Jiang Zhan's heart sank and he looked at Meng Xue in surprise.

Meng Xue lowered her head and rubbed her fingers: "A few days ago, things at home were out of control, and I knew that only by leaving here could I calm down, so I agreed to this marriage." But ......"

Jiang Zhan interrupted her sadly: "Xiaoxue, you don't need to say it, I understand." I'm so much older than you, I can't just ask you for my own thoughts. Even if Aunt Meng wants us to be together, I won't force you. ”

Meng Xue smiled: "Brother Jiang Zhan, Xiaoxue has been sick since she was a child, and she can't do anything she wants. I didn't expect to be as capable as Sister Jiang, and even if I wanted to read more, I couldn't be too tired. My days are really boring and lonely, every day I am so bored to plant flowers in this garden, facing the sky above the garden, and I can't go to the street often. I thought, the only thing that can make me happy when I come to this world is to find someone I like and be with him every day, if not, I don't care if I'm alone. ”

Jiang Zhan's heart seemed to be grabbed by something, and his heart hurt very much, but he didn't know how to express it.

Meng Xue's eyes looked at the windowsill of the window in the house where she lived: "When I was a child, my brother always ignored me and didn't play with me, so I thought that fortunately I had another brother. You're here, I'm afraid that my father and mother will want me to marry you, so I can only ignore you. When you're gone, I'm sad, and every time you're gone, I have to cry. When I was a child, I always made you eat unripe apricots, pears and persimmons in order to make you look weird. I smiled happily when I saw you being sour and cracked, and I clapped my hands with laughter. I think I was really ignorant when I was a child, so I'm sorry for you. I you off, and I blamed myself so much, every autumn when the pears and persimmons are ripe, I have to leave two on the windowsill. I just left it there until it turned yellow and softened, and finally it was so soft that I couldn't pick it up, and I didn't move it. That's left for you, not sour, not astringent, sweet. ”

Jiang Zhan was stupid to listen to, Meng Xue had never said so much to him since he grew up. All she gave him was a cold look and a cold back. Today he realized that what she was afraid of was the marriage she didn't want to accept. And in her heart, she has not forgotten the friendship between them when she was a child.

Meng Xue's gaze fell on Jiang Zhan's left arm, which had never been raised again, and because of too much time, the muscles had atrophied. Jiang Zhan saw Meng Xue looking at his left arm, and subconsciously moved his body, as if he wanted to cover up something, but he couldn't cover it up.

Meng Xue smiled, that smile was a little sad, not at all like a fifteen-year-old child.

She stood up and walked to the windowsill. A small figure, petite and so weak. She picked up the two pears from the windowsill, and the pears were fully ripe, white and yellowish. She walked up to Jiang Zhan and was about to sit on the rocks opposite him, Jiang Zhan said, "Wait. He took off his robe and spread it on the rocks, Meng Xue smiled and sat down. She picked up a pear, carefully wiped it with her own handkerchief, and handed it to Jiang Zhan: "Brother Jiang Zhan, if you are willing to be my brother, just eat it, it is sweet, Xiaoxue will no longer be as ignorant as when she was a child." ”

Jiang Zhan took the pear: "Okay," he couldn't say anything else, tears welling up in his chest, and his throat choked. He took a bite of the pear, which was indeed sweet, but in his heart, it was still bitter and bitter. Meng Xue told him that she would always regard him as the best brother, and at the same time, she would always keep him out of her affection.

Pears, in fact, are not separated. He knew that Xiaoxue would not think of this, and then this ominous foreboding made him even more sad.

In the evening, Meng Yu came back, and Jiang Zhan slowly told Meng Yu about Meng Xue's attitude. Meng Yu was taken aback: "You mean, Xiaoxue has repented again?"

Jiang Zhan hurriedly shook his head: "No, it's that she hasn't accepted me all along." It's just that this incident made her determined to find the relationship she really wanted. ”

Meng Yu frowned and squatted down: "What's going on? Xiaoxue really shouldn't be." And yet you know, I'm reluctant to talk about her. ”

Jiang Zhan said: "Forget it, I'm just as reluctant." You, including Uncle Meng and Aunt Meng, still really care about what Xiaoxue wants in the future, she is too weak and can't pursue much, so,"

Jiang Zhan lowered his head: "Don't force her." ”

Meng Yu nodded: "My brother, it seems that he doesn't have it." He thought for a while: "I'll accompany you to tell my mother about this." ”

Jiang Zhan nodded: "Uncle Meng and Aunt Meng are already too good to me, especially Aunt Meng, but this time I will resolutely make it clear to them, just ask them not to blame Xiaoxue." ”

Ying Xiuling heard that Xiaoxue had rejected Jiang Zhan again, and the disappointment and sadness in her heart were indescribable. Although Jiang Zhan understood and understood Meng Xue's thoughts, Ying Xiuling felt that the entire Meng family was too sorry for Jiang Zhan. At the same time, in addition to being angry with Meng Xue, she was even more distressed and distressed by Meng Xue's stubbornness. I discussed and broke off with Xiao Mengshi in advance before, and He Jiang Zhan had already encountered this accident on the way to get married, which is really not something that a fifteen-year-old girl should bear. And the most important thing is that Meng Xue is so stubborn, and the mother is more worried about her future and happiness.

When Meng Dingguo heard the news, he was also helpless, after all, the current situation was tense to such an extent, Meng Xue was not in good health and was so frightened, there was no way but to rely on her. He didn't have time to go home, so he had to tell Ying Xiuling to comfort Jiang Chengtian and Jiang Zhan.

Early the next morning, Meng Yu personally sent Jiang Chengtian and Jiang Zhan on the road according to his parents' instructions, watching them drift away, Meng Yu felt very uncomfortable. He wanted to ask Jiang Luping about the situation, but this juncture was obviously out of place. And Jiang Zhan returned to Jiangnan like this, I don't know what Jiang Luping will think.