"You heard you right, and I want to thank you for them. Song Yan repeated what he had just said. Feng Yang will make sure that he heard correctly, he is indeed thanking himself.

Feng Yang felt that his mind was completely confused: "Why?"

"Would you like to hear our story? It was as if Song Yan was talking to himself. After saying this, without waiting for Feng Yang to answer, he continued: "As you can see. We are the fighters of the Black Tiger Gang, no, to be precise, we should be the dead soldiers of the Li family. For the benefit of their Li family, they will do some shady things. ”

"Goo Dong Goo Dong" Song Yan took two sips of wine again: "At the beginning, we all joined the Black Tiger Gang with hope, thinking that we could enhance our strength and backing, and we could live a better life for ourselves and our families. Unexpectedly, it was a step into the endless abyss. In the beginning, there were 50 people in our camp. They test our attributes and let us choose the best way for us to practice. ”

Seeing him talking to himself, Feng Yang didn't interrupt him, but listened to Song Yan calmly.

"At that time, there was another person who chose Confucianism like me. In the first two years, the Black Tiger Gang also tried their best to cultivate us. Our strength is also improving rapidly day by day. Until one day, the Black Tiger Gang suddenly divided us into groups of two. He told us that after a month, only one person from each group would get out alive. He also said not to think about running away, because we have been hit by the Black Tiger Gang's unique poison, the Black Tiger Heart, and if there is no antidote in a month, we will bleed to death in seven holes. If they had done what they had said, half of them would have died. But if we don't worry about what they say and do, we will all die. ”

"Bang" Song Yan threw out the wine jar in his right hand, and the wine jar smashed on a big tree and shattered. "Damn, two years of getting along with each other have allowed us all to build a deep friendship, and now we are asking each other to kill each other. But we don't dare to resist at all, because if we resist, not only will we die, but even our family members may be killed by us. In the end, only twenty-four of our fifty survived. And the junior brother of the Confucian cultivator who was in my group, in order not to make me embarrassed to choose, he chose to commit suicide. Although we passed the test, we have been living on the brink of darkness ever since, with nothing but killing and fear. Sometimes I think that it would be better if I was the one who died. ”

Hearing his words, Feng Yang felt that they were actually miserable too. It's just that in this world, how many people are the darlings of heaven? and how many can really control their own destiny?

If you are not like them, being toyed with by the world, what right do you have to sympathize with others? Maybe death is really a relief for them!

Feng Yang saw that he took out another jar of wine from the storage bag, and even Feng Yang, who was his mortal enemy, couldn't help but say, "Wait a minute." Are you sure you're here to fight, not to die?"

Song Yan didn't stop his movements because of Feng Yang's words, he directly reached out and patted the wine seal: "I have always regarded him as my brother, and we once talked about ideals together." I am immersed in a sea of books every day, just trying to escape from this world. I thought that I would be able to numb myself and slowly forget the emotions that were so heavy on me. But I fucking realized that it was impossible to forget that emotion, and that grief and pain were not so easy to forget. I'm just deluding myself. ”

Feng Yang wasn't sure if what Song Yan said was from the heart, he could only feel that Song Yan's body exuded an aura of sadness.

If he is lying, then it can only be said that his acting ability is too strong. Even though the two are now hostile to death, Feng Yang has begun to identify with him.

"Over the years, we have done a lot of shady things for the Li family. For the Li family, we have killed dissidents in the same gang, and we have killed women, children, and elderly people who have no weapons. We don't want to, but we have to die for them. Because we still have families to take care of, and we also have to take care of the families of our dead brothers. So we all thought about suicide, but in the end, we didn't make up our minds. Because we have so much to think about, they are afraid that when the time comes, they may die alone, and eventually lead to the demise of the whole team. So everyone has survived to this day. ”

Feng Yang was silent, everyone had a reason to live. It's the same for yourself, not just for Yue'er. I have to go back to my hometown in the far away place, after all, there are still people I care about the most.

Song Yan suddenly put down the wine jar and said to Feng Yang: "Don't talk about me, let's talk about you, no matter what our relationship is before or after, but at this moment I can assure you that I am definitely your most loyal listener." If you die, you don't want the other person to know anything about your past, do you?"

Feng Yang gradually became familiar with this atmosphere, at least he was no longer as nervous as he was at the beginning.

Feng Yang did not refuse his proposal, he thought for a while and said: "I used to have a stray dog, and I also had a short period of ordinary life. Finally, by chance, I met a loving old man. Since then, I have embarked on the path of spiritual practice. Feng Yang didn't explain his origin and experience in detail, but just summarized his life after coming to the Holy Yang Continent.