Chapter 29, lovesickness makes people old
Chapter 29, lovesickness makes people old
(a)
There was the sound of rain, there was a knock on the door, and there were pleasant human voices, women's voices.
It was late at night, and Lianxing was already lying on chuang, and he would never get up at this time, but when she heard the woman's figure, she still got up, and opened the door with a single coat.
A woman walked through the door, a woman who walked in the door and brought people a spring-like warmth, the woman carried a lantern in her hand, dressed in blue clothes like a lotus, very elegant and quiet.
Lianxing looked at the woman, she didn't hide the surprise in her eyes, and smiled stupidly: "I originally thought you wouldn't be back today." ”
The woman also smiled, her voice was as gentle as water, and she said with a lazy meaning: "Originally, I thought that I would not come back, but unfortunately there will always be some accidents in the world, but my accident is expected." ”
Lian Xing smiled, smiled in surprise, and said, "Could it be that Long Wu just let go of your wife, who has not seen him for nearly five years?"
The woman smiled again, dragged her chin, and said gently: "Otherwise, I would not have come here to talk to you at this time, but should have laid down on the chuang, on his chuang." ”
Lianxing restrained her smile little by little, she held the woman's weak and boneless hand, and sighed softly: "Fortunately, you are back, otherwise I am really scared, I will see you and his corpse on the chuang of Long Wu tomorrow." ”
The woman nodded calmly and said, "I think the same way, maybe he should think the same way, he has always thought the same way as me." ”
"You've already given him the medicine?" asked Lian Xing after finding a topic.
The woman nodded: "I've already given it to him, and since I don't like it anymore, why not give it to him?"
Lianxing playfully laughed: "You gave him the medicine, but you didn't want to torture him at all?"
The woman sneered and sighed: "Do you know that I was going to poison his medicine, and then completely ruined the bottle of medicine, but unfortunately I suddenly understood one thing: in fact, I don't want him to die, I like him to live well, only he lives well, only I am very good to him, so he will be more painful, and I will be more painful." ”
Lian Xing was silent, and after a long silence, he gave an answer, she said: "Isn't the most painful way for a woman to make this man fall in love with him completely, and then completely abandon him, and then let this man remember her forever after abandoning him?"
The woman laughed again, she smiled very ladylike, very famous and noble, but this time she smiled bitterly, she smiled bitterly: "Do you know that I was willing to marry him at the beginning, isn't it because of this reason, I hope he falls in love with me, and then regrets falling in love, I hope he kills me, but he is unwilling to kill me, I hope he is healthy, and I hope that he will always be in pain in his heart, every day is like a knife cutting." ”
Lianxing is not surprised, she is not at all strange about the relationship between the woman and Long Wu, she just sighs: "Haven't you achieved your goal now, Hengbo, but you don't seem to be happy at all, not happy at all?"
The famous Qiu Hengbo on the rivers and lakes, the famous Acacia Lady smiled, and said lightly: "I also want to be happy, but I naturally can't be happy." I wondered why I couldn't be happy? Later, I couldn't help but admit the fact that when I chose to torture Long Wu by marrying Long Wu and making Long Wu fall in love with him, I wasn't actually in love with Long Wu, so I wasn't torturing myself? The more I tortured him, the more painful I was myself, just as he had an incredulous and pained look when I made up my mind to steal the elixir he had begged for, and I wasn't the same?"
When a man falls in love with a woman but is betrayed by a woman, it is naturally painful. Isn't it also painful for a woman to fall in love with a man and betray that man?
Lianxing smiled bitterly, he looked at Qiu Hengbo with a wry smile, looked at the few friends around her who could still talk, and she said, "Are you still doing things that make yourself miserable and make Long Wu miserable. ”
Qiu Hengbo looked calm and smiled: "Naturally, that's the case." ”
"Then how long are you going to last?" in another five years, or ten years?"
Qiu Hengbo shook his head and sighed: "I don't know, when I gave him medicine this time, I wanted him to kill me, only if he killed me, I could end this pain, and he will always have this pain, but it's a pity that he didn't kill me, so this torture continues to exist in his body and in mine." ”
Lian Xing said: "Isn't there a way to solve the matter between you and him?"
Qiu Hengbo's eyes were a little cold, and he said coldly: "Unless death." ”
Lianxing didn't speak, Qiu Hengbo had finished speaking, what else could she say?
It's just that Qiu Hengbo suddenly smiled again, she looked at the mercy star, looked at this few friends who could make friends, and she said, "Do you have any wine here?"
Mercy nodded: "Yes." ”
Qiu Hengbo said: "Would you like to drink with me?"
Mercy didn't respond to the question, she said, "Why are you drinking?"
Qiu Hengbo tilted his head and thought, and then said with a confused look: "Because I want to get drunk." ”
Lian Xing got up and said, "I'll go get the wine." ”
(b)
The antidote was on the table, Long Wu sat at the table, looking at the antidote, his eyes were the same as Qiu Hengbo, stupid.
He had a flask and a wine glass in front of his table.
There is wine in the jug, and there is wine in the glass.
Qin Huhua pushed open the door and smelled a strong smell of wine, frowned, then glanced at the medicine on the table, and asked very casually, "You haven't drunk for a long time, why did you think of drinking today?" ”
Long Wu sighed, he pointed to the crystal clear turquoise bottle on the table, and said, "Do you think I should take it?"
Qin Huhua pointed to the bottle and said, "That's the antidote sent by Madame?"
Long Wudao: "Yes." ”
Qin Huhua said, "Do you suspect that the antidote is poison?"
Long Wu shook his head and said: "I have no doubts, since she is willing to send the antidote in person, it is naturally not poison, and I believe that she does not want to poison me, if he poisons me in truth, I would have died three years ago." ”
Three years ago, he stole a bottle of antidote from Qiu Hengbo's hand, and if it weren't for Qiu Hengbo's reminder, he would have died, which he always remembered.
Qin Huhua continued to ask in a calm tone, "Since that's the case, then why don't you accept it?"
Long Wu gave a reason, a reason why Qin Huhua was speechless. Long Wu clenched his fists and looked at the antidote on the table and said, "Taking this bottle of antidote may be able to relieve my illness, but my heart will be more painful because I owe her one more time." ”
Isn't she Qiu Hengbo?
Qin Huhua sighed: "Since you don't want to owe her, why let her go?"
Long Wu smiled bitterly: "It's not that I don't want to keep her, but I don't have the slightest reason to keep her?" Although I know that as long as I open my mouth, she will definitely stay, and I believe that if I offer to sleep with her again, she will be willing, but I can't do that." ”
Qin Huhua said in a word: "Because then you will be more painful, and she will be more painful." ”
Long Wu nodded and said, "Now that I'm already in pain, I'm sure she's already in pain too, and I don't want the two of us to be in more pain." ”
Qin Huhua suddenly looked at Long Wu with a very strange look, he looked at Long Wu for a long time, Long Wu didn't react at all, for a long, long time, Qin Huhua spoke: "I really can't believe that the current Long Wu is still the Long Wu I know?"
Long Wu smiled and didn't speak.
Qin Huhua said again: "Isn't there any way to solve this knot between you and Madame?"
Long Wu smiled bitterly: "The knot has become a dead knot, how to untie it." ”
He said this, with a very painful voice on his face, and he said: "When he married me, he wanted to take revenge on me, revenge for my revenge for killing his father, but she did not expect that while taking revenge on me, she had gradually fallen in love with me, so her revenge not only made me miserable, but also made her own pain. ”
Qin Huhua was naturally not surprised when she heard Long Wu talk about this, and sighed: "Since that's the case, then why didn't you kill her?"
Long Wudao: "I thought about it, but I didn't want to, I didn't want her to die, even if I died, I didn't want her to die." ”
Qin Huhua smiled at this time, and he said, "Then have you ever thought about you dying?" This sentence had already exceeded his duty, but Long Wu was not angry, he said slowly: "If I die, do you think she is still willing to live?"
Qin Huhua was stunned, then smiled bitterly and sighed: "It seems that there is indeed no way to untie this dead knot." ”
"When I kill his evil father, and she marries me, the knot is already doomed. She is destined to be a woman with her own principles and bottom line, and I am not destined to be a man who gives up her principles and bottom line, so isn't it destined to be like this between me and her?" Long Wu smiled, his smile was bright, but Qin Huhua looked at Long Wu with an indescribable dull depression.
(c)
Nothing in the world can escape the words emotion, reason, and law, but love is in the first place. Therefore, even if there are dragons among people such as Long Wu and Acacia Lady Qiu Hengbo, isn't the phoenix among people also unable to get out of the love word difficulty?
The wine goes down your throat and you drink it one by one.
Qiu Hengbo's alcohol consumption was good, but he got drunk quickly, and soon got drunk, he looked at the dark sky and muttered: "I hope I will not be Qiu Hengbo in the next life, I hope you will not be Long Wu in the next life, and I hope you and I will never see each other in the next life." ”
Pity Xing accompanied the wine, looked at the misty autumn waves, and sighed softly.
Drunk not wine but love.
(iv)
Drinking, still drinking, Long Wu poured wine into his stomach one by one.
If Qin Huhua had stopped Long Wu in normal times, but now he didn't want to stop it, and he also knew that it was useless to stop it, he could see that Long Wu had already made up his mind to drink and get drunk today.
Therefore, Long Wu quickly got drunk, she was so drunk that she was unconscious, but she also muttered a name: "Hengbo." ”
-- The shadow is sparse and the water is shallow, and the dark fragrance floats in the dusk of the moon.
Qin Huhua took a sip of wine and chanted Long Wu's favorite poem softly, he knew that Long Wu actually didn't like this poem, Long Wu was a hero and naturally didn't like this kind of graceful verse, but this poem was Qiu Hengbo's favorite, so she liked it too.
What Qiu Hengbo likes, he will more or less understand, even if he is the least willing to know.
This is a very good couple, but it's a pity that there is hatred between them, a hatred that is destined to never be crossed because of their character.
Therefore, Mrs. Qiushui Qiu Hengbo has become the acacia lady that everyone looks up to on the rivers and lakes, and Long Wu, who "always travels outside the clouds, and is the first hero in the world", has also become the supreme dragon five sons in the eyes of the people in the rivers and lakes. (To be continued.) )