Chapter 68: A Sorrowful Heart
Yan Sha said that she must learn to forget, and only by forgetting will she be reborn. But she can't forget it, she just can't forget it, so she will be persistent, and she accidentally drilled the tip of the horns.
"Chu Huainan, Chu Huainan, what should I do with you?"
She brandished the sword, the sword was dazzling, poured all her strength into a sword, stabbed a rock on the opposite side, and with a "snap", the sword broke, and suddenly opened her mouth and spit out a mouthful of blood.
She was panting weakly with her broken sword, she must have messed up her true qi and caused internal injuries.
A hand tapped her on the back twice, hitting her two acupoints, "Do you feel better?"
She turned around, it was Yan Sha, under the moonlight, his face was bright and dark, and he couldn't tell whether he was happy or angry.
"Don't practice anymore, you are a demon in your heart, if you continue to cultivate, you will probably go mad. His voice was flat without a trace of undulation, not like the annoyed expression of the day, but she knew that the more he was like this, the more really angry he became.
Chu Yun shook his head and pushed him away, "If you don't want to teach me the best martial arts, don't worry about me." ”
She staggered away, her back was lonely, her shadow was very long in the moonlight, the messy steps, the swaying body, made people look very heartbroken.
He sighed faintly, and suddenly didn't know what to do, let her do it, sooner or later she would hurt herself. But did he stop it? It was possible to stop her actions, but it was her heart that couldn't stop it. Just like at the beginning, she buried her mind in the depths, and no matter how heavy the burden was, she would not ask him to share it. Regardless of the stubborn character in the past and present lives, it's really a headache.
There was a rustling sound behind him, and he snorted lowly, "Qi Huwei, come out." ”
An innocent face poked out of the wall, "How do you know it's me?"
He scoffed, "There aren't many people who dare to be behind me at this time. ”
Qi Hu was slightly amused, although he would tremble when he saw this monster, but I am afraid that the first thing he smelled was his fox smell.
He rolled over and jumped over the wall, smiling all over his face. "I seem to have seen an amazing scene just now, the little girl doesn't accept your affection. ”
Yan Xu glanced at him coldly, "It's not your turn to take care of this matter." ”
Qi Hu pursed his lips slightly, he didn't want to care. This guy is good at everything, but his feelings are a mess, he was like this in his previous life, and he is not much better in this life. Where is like him, don't talk about feelings. Even with the pleasure of the lower body, I still live freely and happily.
Yan Xu said: "If you have time, just do something for me, right?"
He smiled wryly, "I'm busy." ”
"Busy with what?"
"I'm busy drinking, I'm busy gambling, I'm busy accompanying beauties, I'm busy watching beauties take a bath, I'm really busy......"
Yan Xu raised his leg and gave him a kick, and Qi Hu touched his head slightly. muttered, "I don't want to cultivate immortals, it's not bad to be a free monster in this life." Is that in your way?"
Yan Xu waved his hand, "Okay, you go to Yuhuang, you must find where this guy has gone." ”
"Is something wrong?"
"Something happened. Yan Xu sighed, this is still a great event, he received a letter from Bingyi yesterday, which was passed to Chu Yun, saying that the Jade Emperor had approved the book she played. Soon, the heavens will send the next immortal down to earth.
This may be a good thing for the people of the world, but it is a bolt from the blue for him, which means that Heavenly Court will soon find out Chu Yun's whereabouts. A soul that should have died was not registered in the Yama Temple. But living in the world through another body is a violation of the rules of heaven. And the most terrible thing is that she was originally the one who was born to save the troubled world, just because he and Yu Huang left her in the world without authorization and did not let her reincarnate. It was the reversal of the Mandate of Heaven.
Heavenly Court decided to send another immortal, and it would soon find out about it. The dog god has a very smart nose, and it is a matter of time before he finds them, and he must find Yu Huang as soon as possible. Last time, I ran to solve the mess for him, but this guy still didn't learn to behave, and let him wander outside, I'm afraid I'm going to be caught and cut Sendai.
But thinking about this guy is also angry, if he tightens his crotch and looks at Chu Yun's soul, so many things won't happen. Although he did it himself, he couldn't leave it alone, he was his friend for many years.
Chu Yun will propose to send immortals again, or it will also be the reincarnation of the Heavenly Dao, her mission has not been completed, and it will inevitably fall on her.
He advised: "You find him, tell him, how far to run, or hide in the Ten Thousand Years Ice Lake, where even the immortals of the Heavenly Court can't find it, wait for this gust of wind, let's talk about it." ”
"Okay, I'll go. Qi Hu swayed his body slightly and flew into the sky, it was one thing to quarrel with him, but he would never dare not listen to his orders.
He was gone, and for a moment he was the only one left in the empty courtyard.
The moonlight was bright, shining in the courtyard and on the red clothes, faintly lonely and sour. He had lived in the world for too long, and the Heavenly Court had let him go for too long, and if he was discovered, he couldn't even predict what the outcome would be.
Yu Yu sighed, as if in response to him, and the trees around him also made a rustling sound.
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Since the second day, Chu Yun has not taken a step out of the door, and on the third and fourth days, she hid in the room for several days, and Yan Xu did not open the door when she knocked on it.
She didn't know what she was, she didn't want to see him, she didn't want to talk to him, she just wanted to cultivate alone and make up for all the time she had wasted.
But the more she cultivates, the more she can't meditate, she also knows that it's not good to practice again, people are like this, once they start, they can't stop easily, the more nightmares she has, the more she wants to take revenge, and the spells that she originally cultivated half of them can't stop at all, and as she makes more and more merits, there are more and more qi that can be used to practice, and they are swelling sharply in their bodies, as if they can rush out of their bodies at any time.
She had to suffer from the gas every night, and sometimes the anger rushed to her head, and she kept rolling in pain, and her mouth was full of blood.
Yan Xu said that she was a cat's body, and she couldn't withstand too much cultivation at all, and the more she cultivated, the more damage she would cause to her body, and if one day the qi wave broke through her body, her little life would be over.
Chu Yun also knows the danger, but this cultivation is like smoking poppies and becoming addictive, I have to constantly suppress my luck, so a vicious circle is carried out. She didn't dare to tell Yan Sha, this was originally her own business, there was no need to bring him in because of herself, her revenge should have been avenged by herself.
After a long time, I will always see Duan Yi, Yan Xu can't see her for a few days, how can she not be in a hurry, just don't see him, and you can't stop eating.
Finally, after two days of endurance, he couldn't bear it anymore, and as soon as he kicked open the door, he saw her sitting cross-legged on the bed, looking like her energy had been drained.
He couldn't help but say, "Have you cultivated again?"
Chu Yun lowered his head and was silent, he was anxious, "Didn't I tell you, this kind of exercise is not bad, it's just that your body is not suitable, what I told you, did you just eat it?"
It wasn't the first time he'd been angry with her, but the first time he'd said her so unceremoniously. Chu Yun hung her head, her palm tightly grasped the placket of her clothes, and big tears fell down.
She whispered, "I want revenge, you know, I want revenge." ”
When he wasn't smiling, there was a faint coldness in his demeanor, which seemed both melancholy and indifferent, but at this time, the voice was even more gloomy, as if he had just been brought out of the ice, with a sense of coldness.
"These days, you and the fish princess are together, laughing and laughing every day, laughing so happily, I thought you had forgotten, but is everything just for me to see?"
"As I said, you don't have to worry about my business. ”
"Because it's your business, I have to take care of it. ”
"Why are you?"
"With my heart for you, with my ......" he wanted to say love, but his voice suddenly choked. Is his love for her, or for Hu Chuwei back then. He thought they were the same person, exactly the same person, but recently he has always made it very clear that she is her, and Chu Chu is Chu Chu. I would even think that if it was Chu Chu, it would definitely not be like this, if it was Chu Chu......
Chu Yun looked at his tangled appearance, and smiled coldly, "Do you say heart? Then ask your heart, your heart is not in me, I am the same, I don't love you, even if that person is sorry for me a hundred times, I still only have him in my heart." These days, you've done enough, don't cheat anymore, and don't cheat yourself anymore. I'm not who you think you are, and neither are you. We're irrelevant. ”
These words pierced his heart like a needle, and the pain was unbearable, a hundred times more painful than when he learned the news that Chu Chu was dead.
What is he doing these days? Is it just to take care of an irrelevant person?
He slammed the door and left, never wanting to see this unknown woman again. She wants to die, right, then let her die.
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After more than a month, the first snow fell at the Land Temple. Qi Huwei was also too bored to be idle, so he ran to the Land Temple early in the morning to build a snowman. His snowman is very good, with a slender waist and thin shoulders, although he has not carved out his facial features, he has already shown his romantic posture, and he is himself.
Chu Yun stretched her neck to watch, and the back of her head was suddenly hit by something, and the cold snow water flowed down her neck, freezing her "ouch".
"Look, don't go to work yet. ”
Yan Xu's gloomy face appeared, and he was holding a snowball in his hand, and he was about to attack her.
Since the last quarrel, the two have been in this situation, he has lost his previous tenderness to her, no longer cooks for her, no longer takes care of her life, but treats her like a maid who abuses his favorite master, and often scolds her constantly.
In the past, she would resist a little, but later she found out that she was not someone else's person at all, so she had to obey. It was she who also cleared up the relationship, and she couldn't complain that people would treat her like this, he had no obligation to take care of her, he ate other people's food, drank other people's, and always had to pay it back. (To be continued.) )