I didn't confess to Lu Qi, I didn't dare to confess.

But after a moment of silence, Lu Qi told me the story of her and Yang Ming.

"Actually, there's nothing to be told about, I didn't tell you before, it's because I'm afraid you'll misunderstand, you're a person who will be very troublesome if you misunderstand, if you do something strange, I'll have to clean up the mess for you. ”

"I only look like I'm going to get into trouble. ”

Lu Qi squinted his eyes and looked at me undeniably: "If you say anything, maybe you will even be able to do something about suddenly picking up other people's pants." ”

“...... You know me so well. ”

"Hmph. ”

Lu Qi looked at me with eyes that you can't do anything, sighed again, turned his eyes to look at the beautiful moon outside the window, and supported his face with his palm. Some distress flooded her face, and she fell into the memory of the original thoughts, and it was a long time before she began to tell her story with him.

"That should be a period of time worth remembering, but if I didn't go to Cangyun Mountain this time, maybe I wouldn't be able to remember the matter of knowing Yang Ming in a few years. The tone revealed the pity.

I don't know why, seeing Lu Qi's expression, I think it doesn't matter what happened between them.

Maybe Lu Qi's appearance at the moment is more calm.

"That was a long time ago, I was only ten years old at that time, that is, eight years ago, Yang Ming went down the mountain to practice according to the regulations of Cangyun Gate, and just came to Aoki City. At that time, not long after the accident in my family, the master saved our sister and brother, saw that we were very talented, and taught us the art of cultivating the truth. ”

"At that time, not long after I had just cultivated my True Qi, I was walking down the street when I was targeted by a youkai. It discovered that there was a faint amount of true qi in me, and wanted to strangle me as soon as possible, lest I grow into a cultivator who was harmful to youkai in the future. I remember the youkai who wanted to kill me was covered in blue and had sharp hands, and suddenly jumped out of the sewer cover on my way home, chasing me all the way and driving me to a dead end. ”

Lu Qi's brows furrowed, as if he had experienced the events of that time again.

"At that time, I didn't have a few days to walk, and I was still so young, I was just waiting to be killed. But at the most dangerous moment, it was Yang Ming who suddenly fell from the sky and released a flying sword and stabbed the monster to death. Although the scene was a little bloody, I was saved. It's really handsome, and the moment Yang Ming appears, it's really handsome. Although I was only ten years old at the time, I also felt very comic, just like the heroes in fairy tales who save beauty!"

When Lu Qi said this, his eyes were shining, and his face was full of memories of that day's events, and I realized at this time that Lu Qi's soft face was a little feminine. Just like the winter rose, if you are a girl, you like heroes to save beauty.

I didn't be able to save Lu Qi like Yang Ming, but I didn't have any jealousy, but I really thanked him for saving Lu Qi.

Lu Qi was crazy for a while, and when she came to her senses and saw me looking at her with a smile, she immediately panicked.

"It's just admiration, admiration!"

"I know. ”

"Hmph. After Lu Qi calmed down, he began to fall into memories again.

"I thought it would be nice if I could have such an older brother, but the reality is that I have to be stronger, because I still have a younger brother to take care of. ”

"Later, Yang Ming stayed in Aoki City for a while and stayed at my house. There were a lot of interesting things that happened during that time, because he didn't know anything about modern knowledge at that time, just like a martial artist who traveled from ancient times, and things like this and that always appeared. Once he was arrested by the police, and he had to force his way through to escape, and now he feels embarrassed and funny when he thinks about it. ”

"Where did he have the calmness he has now at that time, he was simply a fool. Although I was only 10 years old, I also felt that I had to take him and my younger brother to do some small work, such as tying paper flowers, selling paper flowers, delivering milk and newspapers...... Making ends meet with the big brother of Xianxia, it is really worth nostalgic, although it is only two months, but because of Yang Ming, it seems that the days when he just lost his parents are not so painful. ”

This must be an interesting experience.

Lu Qi's eyes were full of nostalgia, and then he was a little angry and funny.

"My brother actually forgot about Yangming, and it was only when I told him in the afternoon that he had some impressions. I remember that when Yang Ming was about to go back to the mountain, he cried a lot, but he forgot about it after a few years. ”

"After Yang Ming went back, I always felt very uncomfortable, and I felt that I couldn't last alone. But thinking that the saddest days have passed, what pain can stump me Lu Qi? So later, I kept working hard and trying hard, wanting to be as perfect as Yang Ming. ”

"We never saw each other until yesterday when I went up the hill and I recognized him at a glance. Because I thought that I might meet him before I came here, I wasn't much surprised, but I didn't expect him to be the first disciple of Cangyun Sect. The reason why he didn't recognize each other, in addition to being afraid that you would misunderstand, was also because he felt that his identity was not suitable for being too familiar with a woman under the mountain, and he was with his junior brother at the time. ”

"I thought he had forgotten about me, but my brother and I found him in the afternoon and talked to him for a long time, talking about a lot of things in the past, and I was really happy. Although I have changed a lot in the past eight years, he recognized me at the beginning, and it was only because of you, he said that he knew our relationship as soon as we met, and he didn't recognize me because he was afraid that you would misunderstand. ”

I'm depressed, both guys think I'm a very jealous person, am I?

Lu Qi exhaled, like letting go of something.

"When I was a child, I liked this big brother very much, but the times have changed, and now I only have the feelings of ordinary friends with him. ”

Lu Qi stared into my eyes when he said this, and his gaze revealed calmness.

I nodded, "After listening to what you say, I believe you." Because who didn't like older brothers and sisters when they were young? Besides, I don't think I'm worse than that Yangming. ”

Lu Qi was relieved and smiled.

But really compared with Yang Ming, I know that I have too many shortcomings, Yang Ming has too many advantages, I can't learn it in my life.

"I believe in my Lu Qi's vision. ”

After dinner, I put Xiaobai on my head, picked up the wooden plate and stood up.

"Okay, while I'm in good health and the misunderstanding is cleared up, let's walk around, the two of us haven't had a chance to be alone. ”

"yes, okay. Lu Qi was very happy.

I walked out of the room with Lu Qi in my hand, said hello to the others, and then went down the stairs and handed the wooden plate to the Cangyunmen disciples in the kitchen.

The two of them walked out of the ancient building and came to the main square for a stroll.

The altitude of Cangyun Mountain is high, and the air is not polluted, so the sky at night is very clear, the moon is bright, and there are stars, and I can see a Milky Way, which is very beautiful.

There were many people walking and admiring the stars in the square, I held Xiaobai in one hand and quietly probed Lu Qi's hand with the other. Instead of refusing, she took my approaching hand, big and small hands together.

The mood is wonderful and happy, if only I could be leisurely with Lu Qi in the future.

I don't have any pursuits in my life, I don't save a lot of money, I don't want to be the king and hegemon, I just want to live an ordinary life with Lu Qi for the rest of my life.

But fate is not always my will, and some things must be solved.

I struggled inwardly for a while, and I felt that I had to be like Lu Qi and explain things clearly.

"Lu Qi. I spoke in a cozy atmosphere.

"Huh?"

"I like you the most, I love you the most. ”

"Well, I know. It seemed that she had a hunch that the next would not be what she liked, and Lu Qi didn't show much joy because of this sentence.

I bowed my head and said, "But, it seems that I have always had Winter Rose in my heart. ”

Lu Qi also lowered his head, and the atmosphere became solemn after a pleasant walk.

"Of course, it's a winter rose, so beautiful, so gentle, so empathetic, so perfect, how could you not like it?"

"It's not like that, I said I have her in my heart, not what you think......"

"How's that?"

"I don't know what to say, but I don't want to lie to you, I just have her in my heart, but I don't have feelings for her. ”

Lu Qi lowered her head even more, without the inexhaustible strength she used before, she was just a weak girl at this time.

"It's just that I have her in my heart and no feelings, what does that mean?"

I can't tell Lu Qi about my previous life, I just think it's even more inappropriate.

I don't know how to explain it, it feels like lighting a fire and not being able to extinguish it, just watching it burn everything.

You say.

Lu Qi told you about Yang Ming, but why couldn't you explain to her about Dong Rose?

"I ...... I don't know. ”

It seems like an endless, painful silence.

Lu Qi, who was originally holding with me, let go of his hand.

Lu Qi stopped, hung his head and said, "I think I should go back to sleep, tomorrow at the martial arts conference, you should go to bed early." ”

“...... Well. ”

I can't say anything else, I don't know if it's right or wrong to tell Lu Qi that I have Winter Rose in my heart, I seem to understand Lu Qi's feelings, she already knows, but she just intends to pretend not to know and accept it silently. When I spoke it, this silent acceptance was shattered.

Lu Qi turned around and walked in the direction of the ancient building.

I stood there and watched her back as she left. I seemed to hear the sad sound of the piano in the sky, the stage of the night, the back of this farther and farther away and my heart that almost stopped beating, it hurt and hurt.

"Squeak. ”

Xiaobai climbed from my hand to my shoulder and made my face.

I looked at Xiaobai, and its dark eyes were also looking at me, as if to comfort me, and as if I was thinking too much