Lin Qingwan said with some distress: "Don't you have to go to the court now?"

Chu Fuyan shook his head: "You also know, I made a great contribution some time ago, so you don't have to go to the court during this time, you don't have to worry about this." ”

In fact, now Chu Fuyan has gone to the court, just to be able to accompany Lin Qingwan during the day, so he is in a hurry to go to the court in the middle of the night.

It just so happened that the emperor also had the habit of reviewing the recitals in the early hours of the morning, so he went to see the emperor in the early hours of the morning and discussed government affairs with the emperor.

After discussing government affairs, he hurried back to accompany Lin Qinghuan, but he didn't let the people next to him tell Lin Qinghuan about this matter.

"Okay, then you can come to me in the morning, and we can have breakfast together. ”

Chu Fuyan always felt in his heart that Lin Qingwan had always been sullen these days, but he was also forced to smile like him.

"Don't think too much about it, you know, you're going to get better. ”

Lin Qingwan smiled: "I know, I'm not worried, I'm just sorry for you, you see why you have dark circles under your eyes, don't you sleep well at night?"

"I still have to watch official business at night, although I don't have to go to court, but I still have to look at official business, and ask someone to bring it over, so there will be dark circles under my eyes. ”

Chu Fuyan casually lied, Lin Qingwan didn't delve into it, but just said to Chu Fuyan: "Come and feed me breakfast." ”

She always felt that the days when the two of them stayed together were not too long, just like the current state of her body, she was really not sure, she could stay by Chu Fuyan's side for a long time, maybe one day he would leave this world.

Before leaving this world, she still wanted to enjoy the warmth that Chu Fuyan brought her.

Chu Fuyan is really the warmest person she has met in her life, she is very glad that she has been able to meet Chu Fuyan several times in this life, even if she can't stay by his side for a long time, she is content.

"Good. Chu Fuyan didn't know why Lin Qingwan suddenly asked him like this, because usually, even if he wanted to feed Lin Qinghuan porridge, Lin Qingwan would tell him that she would come by herself.

After the two of them had breakfast together, Lin Qingwan began to pull Chu Fuyan to speak again: "What do you say we will call after we have a child in the future?" Now I don't know if it's a boy or a girl, you haven't told me yet, do you like boys or girls?" Although this assumption is no longer true, she wants to hear what Chu Fuyan has to say.

Perhaps, she just wants to have a beautiful dream.

"Fool, I like boys and girls, and I like you even more, maybe even after I have children, I will still snub them because I want to stay with you. ”

Chu Fuyan said this to Lin Qinghuan as a hint, and he hoped that Lin Qingwan would wait until the day he found out that he had been aborted, and he would be able to remember what he said, and not resent him too much.

Because there really wasn't a way for him to keep her and their children at the same time.

And when Lin Qingwan heard what Chu Fuyan said, she felt that Chu Fuyan was very stupid, didn't Chu Fuyan know that her life was short?

"I think it's better for you to care about some of our children, and I will be very happy to see that you care about our children, and if you snub them, they will not get their father's love from an early age. ”

Lin Qingwan was lying in Chu Fuyan's arms, and she hoped that if she was really not lucky enough to survive, Chu Fuyan would be better to his other children.

"You also have to be good to other ladies, so many ladies follow you, in fact, they all care about you too much, so sometimes they will do inright things, you have to be considerate of them, it is not easy for everyone to live in this world, only by understanding each other, can you live happily. ”

Chu Fuyan didn't know why Lin Qingwan suddenly said these words to him, but he always listened to these words like farewell words, and he was very unhappy when he heard these words.

He didn't care about the other ladies, he only wanted to care about her alone in this life.

"What do you say, fool, don't think of the other ladies, think of yourself now. ”

Chu Fuyan was a little choked up when he spoke, but he forced himself to maintain a normal tone: "Didn't Lang Zhong in the mansion tell you that day? You are just because you are sick and too nervous, so you will think that your health will not be good, in fact, it is not like that at all, you have to have confidence in yourself." ”

Speaking of this, he began to blame himself again: "I shouldn't have promised you to let you participate in the capture of Lu Xian, if it weren't for the capture of Lu Xian, you wouldn't have been frightened." ”

Lin Qingxuan's body was already weak, and he couldn't withstand the toss at all.

"Okay, let's not talk about that. Lin Qingwan shook her head, she didn't want Chu Fuyan to recall those sad things again.

If she really lost her life because of this incident, it may also be God's punishment for her.

After all, it was she who single-handedly pushed Tuoba Yu into the sea of suffering, maybe this is the punishment she deserves.

It's just that she hopes that if she really leaves this world like this, Chu Fuyan will be very happy every day in the future.

"Shall I discuss something with you?" Lin Qingwan lay in Chu Fuyan's arms and raised his head to ask him, but Chu Fuyan shook his head: "It's good for you to listen to me, I don't want to discuss things with you." ”

He always felt that what Lin Qingwan was going to say to her now must be something hurtful, and he didn't want to hear it.

"Oh, you have to listen, it's important. ”

Lin Qingwan didn't care if Chu Fuyan wanted to listen to her or not, and continued: "You know that giving birth to a child is a very dangerous thing, if one day Lang Zhong asks you whether you want to keep the big or the small, you remember that you must keep the small, if you keep the big, how can I have the face to live in this world?"

Every mother is willing to give up her life for the sake of her children, and she is no exception.

However, Chu Fuyan immediately stopped her: "What are you talking about? If we don't discuss this issue now, there will be no such situation at all, you are pregnant, I will take good care of you during this time, and you will have a smooth birth at that time." ”

His voice trembled as he said this.

"Really, you must respect me, what I am saying is in case, if there is such a day, you must keep it small, otherwise in the future, even if I survive, in the future, every day I live will only live in pain. ”

Lin Qingwan noticed that Chu Fuyan's voice began to tremble, and she began to confirm that her conjecture was correct, maybe she really had a short life.

"No case, your conjecture won't be true, let's stop thinking about it, let's take care of the fetus with peace of mind now, don't think about anything else, you know?"

Lin Qingwan shook his head unobediently: "Chu Fuyan, listen to me, I said that if, if you are a mother, you are willing to do this, even if I leave the world forever because of this child, but this child is the continuation of my life, so you must not say that you don't like children." ”

Lin Qingwan ignored Chu Fuyan, she continued: "Actually, the other ladies in the mansion don't have any bad intentions, after I leave, you must be evenly wetted with rain and dew, and try to be as good as possible to each of them, especially Lu Zhao, she is like a child, a little ignorant, but she has no bad intentions at all, even if you sometimes do wrong things, you have to tolerate her." ”

"When she was in the palace, she was favored by her father, and when she came to you, you shouldn't have wronged her, you know?"

"We're not going to talk about this topic today, what do you want to do with you?"

Chu Fuyan really couldn't listen to it anymore, and he immediately stopped Lin Qingwan.

Lin Qingwan had no choice but to smile and didn't continue, anyway, what she wanted to say in her heart had already been finished.

Chu Fuyan has been with Lin Qingwan for a long time, and Lu Zhao didn't come to disturb during this time, the two of them lived very sweetly on the surface, but Chu Fuyan was actually miserable.

Since the day Lang Zhong told him that he was going to make a decision, it has been almost half a month, but he has not made a decision.

Just like what Lin Qingwan said just now, if he kept Lin Qingwan at that time, but Lin Qingwan realized that because her child could not come to this world, he was afraid that Lin Qingwan would resent him at that time.

But for a while, he couldn't think of a better way.

This is simply a worldwide problem.

Seeing that Chu Fuyan was a little unhappy because of what she said, Lin Qingwan hurriedly rubbed his face.

"Okay, okay, let's not talk about these things, now you can accompany me to see the plum blossoms, okay? ”

Lin Qingwan suddenly changed the topic, and Chu Fuyan heard Lin Qinghuan say that she wanted to see the plum blossoms, and immediately shook his head: "Let's go back in a few days, the plum blossoms are not blooming very well now." ”

In fact, he didn't want Lin Qinghuan to go, but it was just because Lin Qinghuan's body was too weak.

Now that it's so cold, how could he let her out.

"But I'm really bored in the room, I want to see the flowers, you can take me, I think if you look at the flowers, my mood will become much better." ”

Chu Fuyan couldn't resist Lin Qingwan, so he had to agree that Lin Qingwan would take her to see it.

Because he was worried that Lin Qinghuan's body was too weak, he hugged Lin Qinghuan out.

Tongque followed behind the two of them, her eyes were wet, she didn't understand why the two people who loved each other so much went through such torture, so she put her hands together and prayed, praying that Lin Qingwan would recover her health as soon as possible.

Hopefully it's just a joke from heaven.

When the plum garden arrived, Chu Fuyan put Lin Qingwan down, carefully, and supported her step by step, Lin Qingwan said to Chu Fuyan: "Look at you, you also said that I was too nervous, obviously you are more nervous than me, I can walk by myself, I don't believe I will walk to show you." ”