Chapter 19: Awakening from a Dream

After serving the spiritual heart and body, I made some thin porridge with the prepared food according to the meaning of the spiritual heart, and served it to Xiao Qian for her to eat slowly. After Xiaoqian ate the porridge, she said thank you, and lay down, lying down beside Lingxin, and then turned over and put her face on Lingxin's chest, quietly listening to Lingxin's breathing, she thought Lingxin would die, because he knew that the military doctor was helpless, otherwise Lingxin would not directly inhale the poison into her body to resolve it, she hoped to quietly accompany Lingxin, waiting for Lingxin to wake up, if Lingxin died, then she committed suicide and went to accompany Lingxin.

At this time, Lingxin entered his dream world, he didn't know everything in the outside world, and Lingxin in the dream actually knew clearly that this was a dream, he was not drowsy, this was a trace of clarity brought to him by the Water Spirit Holy Healing Exercises. In the dream, he came to the world of his previous life, and sat up on the familiar bed from how many times he had dreamed in his dream, he knew that all this was a dream, but he still enjoyed looking at the familiar environment around him, at this time he cried, cried very sadly, and when he saw this familiar world again, he had entered the world of cultivation for sixteen years. At this time, he had given up his desire to return to the world of his previous life, but now he wanted to take another look at his relatives, even if it was just a glance, he was satisfied. Suddenly, my mother's kind voice sounded in the living room, "What's wrong with my heart, why am I crying?" Is it another nightmare, get up and eat, your father and I have been busy all morning, you haven't woken up yet, this is not good for your health, get up early tomorrow to exercise. Lingxin's mother walked into Lingxin's room from the living room, looked at Lingxin and said kindly. Lingxin couldn't help crying again, "Mom, take care, I don't belong to this world, I'm going to leave here soon, don't think about Xin'er anymore, Xin'er is not filial, Xin'er is sorry for you, I can't repay your nurturing grace anymore, my heart will miss you forever." Lingxin's mother looked at Lingxin in surprise, not knowing what Lingxin was talking about, just as he was talking in a dream, he walked out and was busy preparing breakfast, how real all this was, Lingxin was very heartbroken, thinking that all this was a dream, how much he hoped that all this was true, "Then take him as real, live a good day with your parents and relatives, and stop thinking about it in the future, return to the real world, complete my mission, and forget the past." Thinking so in his heart, Lingxin quickly got dressed and walked out of the room to see his parents and younger brother waiting at the table for him to eat.

"Go wash your face and brush your teeth, and get ready to eat. Lingxin's father said kindly. Lingxin said "um" and went to wash the room as if washing his face and brushing his teeth, this time Lingxin was faster than ever, this is a good memory he left for himself, and when he woke up, he was going to be a strong man, to temporarily dust these things in his past life to do his best, protect his relatives in this knowledge, and complete his own way of heavenly change, until he stands proudly at the peak of the world, he wants to break the sky, he wants to create his own heaven and earth. Lingxin returned to the table, and his father brought him a pair of chopsticks, "What's wrong with you today, after a lazy sleep, you said some dream words, haven't you woken up yet, make your mother sad, hurry up and eat, after eating, we will go to the New Year's fair" Lingxin took the chopsticks and didn't say anything, and began to eat, everything was so real, Lingxin really wanted not to leave, but his heart was very clear and told him that all this was fake, so Lingxin was only temporarily thinking that today was true, enjoying the happiness of today's day, and then leaving here according to the method provided by the Water Spirit Holy Healing Exercises, that was a desperate situation. Lingxin and his father rushed to the market together, after returning to cook lunch together, and ate Chinese New Year's Eve dinner together in the evening, the family watched the Spring Festival Gala, they were happy, at midnight, in the sound of firecrackers to welcome the old and the new, Lingxin quietly came to the small river in front of his house, jumped into the cold river, gradually he lost consciousness, he did not think about how sad his parents would be after he died, because he had died before this, all this was just a dream to give him a happy day, he had to wake up, the real world needed him, his mission needed him, even if he had a big temptation to block, he would not give up his mission, he wanted to change his destinyDon't become an illusion in other people's dreams, don't admit defeat, this is the character of the spiritual heart.

At this time, it was already the next night, Lingxin woke up from his sleep, asked a faint fragrance, moved his body to the ground, and found that Xiaoqian was lying on his body, in order not to wake up Xiaoqian, Lingxin gently moved Xiaoqian away from his body, but still woke up Xiaoqian, "Childe, are you ......awake" Xiaoqian cried out all of a sudden and threw herself into Lingxin's arms, "I thought it was ...... I thought...... Childe is going to abandon Xiao Qian, and he can't wake up again......" Xiao Qian couldn't cry at this time. Lingxin patted Xiaoqian's shoulder, "It's okay, I'm not fine, don't cry, I'm hungry, let's go out to find something to eat, Lingxin looked around and found that it was in the camp, this is a temporary tent set up overnight on the march, these days, Lingxin's grandfather, uncle and cousins have come to see Lingxin, see that he didn't wake up, they all left, of course these Lingxin don't know, but one thing, Xiaoqian has never left Lingxin, of course, except for the last time, hehe...... Xiao Qian quieted down at this time, and Lingxin looked at Xiao Qian, "Silly girl, you know how to cry, don't cry in the future, I will always be with you, don't worry......" Lingxin touched Xiao Qian's head, Xiao Qian burst into tears and smiled, "Childe, don't do anything like this in the future, Xiao Qian is not worth it for you to do this." "Lingxin is colorful, "Who said, you are more important than anyone else in my heart, in the future, I will let you stay by my side for nine days, and you are not allowed to die easily, okay, your life is more important than me, you know?" Xiaoqian gently hugged Lingxin "um", happily snuggled in Lingxin's arms.

Lingxin hugged Qian'er and disappeared into the camp tent, and came to the place of the fire kitchen army, the night vigil soldiers outside the camp tent in the kitchen at zero o'clock saw that the person who came was Lingxin, and let them in very respectfully, Lingxin saw that there was still some rice in the pot, so he took out some, and then found a huge bucket of warm water storage, played some, made a rice, found some dishes that were not eaten, and Xiaoqian ate it, Lingxin did not eat for several days, he was really hungry enough, but he knew that he couldn't eat too much, so he ate some and it would be in his camp tent.

The next day, everyone knew that Lingxin woke up and took the time to visit, a few words of greeting, because of the eagerness of the march, so everyone went to busy their own affairs, the army pulled out, Lingxin left the carriage, asked for a war horse, and fell at the back of the team with Xiaoqian in his arms, for this, Wang Batian was also helpless, originally wanted them to walk beside him, but Lingxin rode freely and loosely, and was scolded by Wang Batian for a bloody head, so Lingxin was far away from Wang Batian, and accompanied Qian'er to enjoy the scenery leisurely behind the team.