Chapter 33: Delusion

When Bai Xiaojian broke out of the delusion, opened his eyes, and found that his body was still sitting on the futon, the previous experience in the delusion was extremely clear, and Bai Xiaojian knew that what happened in the delusion realm was actually the same as what he experienced in reality, in fact, it was essentially the same, it was a big dream, and the practice was to be able to make the monk wake up from the big dream, this is detachment, detachment from the unreal, just like the people in the movie hacker empire, thinking that their real life is actually just living in a virtual network...... However, Bai Xiaojian did not become an immortal after all, and he still doesn't know much about these specifics. After passing through www.biquge.info the two delusional realms now, Bai Xiaojian has reached the middle stage of breaking delusion as he wished! Bai Xiaojian felt that his Dao heart was firm, so he entered the delusion realm again. Twenty-storey hospital building, on the rooftop. Bai Xiaojian held the test sheet in his hand, his expression was lonely, his eyes were desperate and dull, and he stared at the slowly fluttering clouds in the blue sky like a fossil.

At this moment, Bai Xiaojian fell into despair, and the despair came from the thin test sheet in his hand, on which there was a conclusion that life could not bear: terminal cancer.

If the cancer is in the early stage, the patient actively cooperates with the hospital treatment, and the chance of recovery is very great, but when Bai Xiaojian discovers the cancer, it is at an advanced stage, and the chance of cure is already very slim.

Bai Xiaojian is still very young. Although his personality is not very cheerful, although he is full of confusion, injustice, and resentment in life, he does not want to die! There are many things that he wanted to do before, but have not done because of shyness, timidity, and other cowardice emotions. These things can be summed up in life. Bai Xiaojian has not yet experienced the beauty of life. Life, for the active heart flowing with boiling blood in Bai Xiaojian's body, is still full of extremely strong attraction.

However, when he woke up from decadence and confusion and had this thought, he found that God had played a heavy joke on him: he had cancer, and it was incurable and terminal.

When Bai Xiaojian's whole person was wrapped in pain and sadness, a cold wind suddenly blew above the rooftop. Bai Xiaojian came to his senses, crumpled the test sheet, rolled it into a small ball, and threw it into the sky. The ball of paper flies against the wind, and after a short arc in the sky, it falls straight to the ground.

Bai Xiaojian's ten fingers clasped tightly on the rooftop guardrail, and his eyes followed the paper ball to look down, Huo Ran found that the pedestrians and vehicles on the ground were extremely convex, and at this moment, he felt that his whole heart was hanging in the air like a paper ball.

Dizziness, loss, panic......

Bai Xiaojian's breathing was short, his face was pale, and he retreated back in a panic, and only after a few meters away from the guardrail did he calm down a little. Looking at the ground from above, the timid will panic, feel uncomfortable and run away.

Bai Xiaojian does not deny that he is a timid person, a cowardly person. He was not ashamed of cowardice and cowardice before, and his whole person was muddy, like a walking corpse. But now, he is sober and enlightened. He didn't need a decadent life, he didn't need cowardice and cowardice, he now understood what he needed.

After taking a deep breath, he walked towards the edge of the roof with his weak feet, his eyes more calm and resolute than ever, and he stood on the edge of the roof again, looking down at the ground.

Looking down from the top of the twenty-story building to the ground, overcoming the psychological dizziness and the fear that it would fall, Bai Xiaojian stared, trying to observe the flow of people and vehicles on the ground that had been reduced many times.

For Bai Xiaojian, this is a victory, a victory to overcome his own cowardice and cowardice, which may be insignificant in the eyes of others, but this is a layer of transformation in his psychology.

Returning to the hospital building from the rooftop, Bai Xiaojian walked slowly into the elevator with steady steps and calm eyes.

The elevator was empty, and I pressed the first floor on the numeric keypad, and the elevator moved, but the elevator did not fall down, it actually went up quickly. This is the top floor of the twentieth floor, if the elevator goes up, will it go up to the twenty-first floor?

With doubts, Bai Xiaojian quickly pressed several times on the elevator control keyboard, but the elevator was out of control at this time. Bai Xiaojian estimated the time, at this speed, the elevator rose to the height of about three or four floors, but the problem is, Bai Xiaojian took the elevator from the top floor! Where is the elevator located in the building now?

Bai Xiaojian took out his mobile phone and was about to contact the outside, but found that the mobile phone signal bar was empty and could not be dialed at all. Even if he was anxious and useless, he simply ignored Xiaojian and let the elevator go up.

After a quiet wait, the elevator stopped, and then the elevator doors opened automatically, and there was no light outside, and it was pitch black. Bai Xiaojian pressed several times on the elevator control keypad, trying to make the elevator descend, but the elevator did not move.

Can't sit still, Bai Xiaojian decided to get out of the elevator, although the elevator is dark outside, but with the light of the mobile phone screen, it can still be illuminated in a small area.

Under the faint light of the mobile phone, Bai Xiaojian found that this was a corridor, and there were many doors on both sides of the corridor, but none of them could be pushed open.

"Anyone?" asked Bai Xiaojian in a deep voice.

In the dark and dead corridor, there was only the echo of Bai Xiaojian, and Bai Xiaojian finally panicked. Fear, fear struck me again.

"Calm down, why be afraid? I don't want to be cowardly, I don't want to be cowardly!" Bai Xiaojian shouted in his heart, then gritted his teeth and clenched his fists, raised his feet and kicked towards the door.

"Bang!" a door opened.

The inside of the door was equally dim, and the faint light of the phone screen was swallowed up by the darkness. Bai Xiaojian thought for a moment, then raised his feet and stepped in.

Walking into the door, Bai Xiaojian was stunned for a long time, only to see a dull and gloomy sky hanging above his head, and a yellow muddy earth overgrown with weeds under his feet. The door behind him disappeared without a trace, and the neighing of a crow pierced through the maple grove in the distance. Bai Xiaojian pinched his arm with his fingers, and the pain came clearly, and he was sure that he was not dreaming.

Bai Xiaojian felt that things were ridiculous, it was difficult to understand, he came here for no reason, he was obviously standing in the hospital building at the last moment, but now he ...... So, he decided to explore his surroundings.

This is clearly a wilderness, surrounded by rolling hills to the east. To the south there is a lake overgrown with weeds. To the west and north are dense forests. Bai Xiaojian trampled on the knee-high weeds and found a way to the south.

After walking for more than ten minutes, a trace of impetuousness gradually rose in Bai Xiaojian's heart, in a strange and barren environment, Bai Xiaojian was very eager to meet someone to ask for directions. (To be continued.) )