Chapter Forty-Nine: Joy and Joy, Parting Bitterness
"It's me!" Pingfan snorted, arched his hand to Mo Wuchen, and said, "Little brother Pingfan, meet Senior Brother Mo!" Mo Wuchen returned the salute, turned his head to Shen Qingli and said, "Senior sister, I'm leaving, if you are free, come to the Bodhi Monastery to sit down." With that, Xiang Pingfan smiled slightly, turned around and drove away, turning into a rainbow and leaving. Shen Qingli watched Mo Wuchen's figure go away, and a layer of mist gradually covered her eyes.
Looking at her stupid appearance, he suddenly felt a basin of cold water poured down his head, and it was cold to the bottom of his heart. After a long time, Ping Fan forcibly suppressed his sadness, and asked in a hoarse voice: "Senior sister, you like Senior Brother Mo, right?"
When Shen Qingli heard this, it was rare that he didn't get angry, but his face turned slightly red, and he said softly: "Yes, before you arrived, I already liked him deeply." After a pause, Shen Qingli said again: "Seventeen, I beg you for one thing, okay?"
Shen Qingli smiled abruptly and said, "I beg you, don't tell what you saw today, okay?"
When Pingfan heard this, he was furious, and thought: "You have violated the rules of the door in your private meeting with this surnamed Mo, and now you have to drag me into the water, what kind of heart is it?" was about to attack, and suddenly touched her eyes, only to see that her eyes showed a look of both sorrow and pleading, and in an instant, a burst of blood surged in her chest, and she shouted loudly: "Okay, I promise you!" Shen Qingli heard this, smiled back, and said, "Thank you!" Pingfan nodded and stopped talking.
I only heard Shen Qingli sigh lightly and said softly: "At that time, I was only six years old, and I saw him for the first time in the whole courtyard. I was sitting next to my father, who was wearing a sky blue shirt, and he was standing quietly in the ring. With his hands behind his back, he always looks so calm and breezy, as if no matter how powerful the opponent is, he can't be difficult to get him. I watched him win one game, win another, step by step from the first game to the end. I knew that from that moment on, I had him in my heart, and there was no room for anyone else. She didn't say these words to her father, nor to her mother, and even Chen Qingyun, who grew up watching her, never say it to him. But at this time, in the face of ordinariness, she blurted out without thinking about it. Maybe in her heart, she has always just regarded him as a friend of the same age who can tell her heart, and now he wants to hear stories, so she will tell the bits and pieces of the past, sentence by sentence.
Ordinary listened quietly, his face became whiter and paler. Every time Shen Qingli said a word, it was as if he had cut an extra knife in his heart, and the wound was bloody, dripping blood drop by drop. Suddenly, the ordinary only felt a sour nose, and his eyes involuntarily turned red. Ping Fan raised his head, trying not to let the tears flow out, and a voice in his heart kept saying: "I don't cry, I don't cry." How can an ordinary man shed tears in front of a woman?"
Suddenly, ordinary people's hearts turned a thousand times, and all he came and went was just thinking: "I'm just a homeless poor boy, whether it's cultivating magic or character and appearance, none of them can match Senior Brother Mo." Senior sister and he have known each other since childhood, and the depth of their relationship between the two is naturally not comparable to me, an outsider. Alas, the two of them, one is the proud disciple of Master Qingxuan, and the other is the pearl of the master's palm, which was originally a pair of talented women and made in heaven. Am I worthy of such delusion?"
Thinking of this, Pingfan gradually changed from anger to depression, and then became more and more sad and sad, and in a blink of an eye, he only felt that the entire world of heaven and earth, and even himself, had become completely redundant. Ordinary stared at Shen Qingli with wide eyes, as if he wanted to engrave her voice and appearance in his mind forever. Shen Qingli's face was hot for a while when he saw it, and she couldn't help but lower her head. After a while, Shen Qingli suddenly asked, "Seventeen, you say, can I be with him?" Pingfan opened his mouth, as if he had a stomach full of words to say, but his throat seemed to be choked by an extremely thick fish thorn, and he couldn't speak.
"Yes, I want to be with him, and I will be with him. Shen Qingli lowered her head and said to herself. However, the voice gradually got lower and lower, and later, it was inaudible. Ordinary stared at it, only to see her tears down her cheeks, dripping on the ground, obviously extremely excited in her heart. Suddenly, Shen Qingli raised her head and said in a trembling voice: "Seventeen, you say, can we be together?"
"Yes, you will be able to be together. Seeing her appearance, Ping Fan couldn't help but be excited and pity, and in an instant, a burst of blood surged in his chest, and he said loudly: "Yes, I must be able to!" The short thirteen words seemed to drain his whole body strength. After speaking, the ordinary dark face was already full of exhaustion.
"Are you serious?" Shen Qingli raised her head, her tearful eyes under the sun were like two crystals, and there was a bright joy in those two crystals: "Seventeen, thank you, thank you!"
After a long time, Shen Qingli's eyes turned red, and she sobbed and said: "They are all against me, and they don't allow me to be with Brother Chen, my father and mother are not allowed, and the third senior brother and fourth senior brother are not allowed either." Seventeen, now I know that there is still someone in this world who supports me behind my back and respects my decision. Ping Fan forced a smile and said, "Senior sister, in fact, Master, Senior Lady is also for your good, they don't want you to be wronged." Shen Qingli listened, his mouth flattened, he snorted heavily, and said, "What do they know? Although Master Qingxuan is not good, he is ......."
After a while, Shen Qingli suddenly bit her lip and said loudly as if she had made up her mind: "But he is a very good person, I have always known it." Seventeen, did you say?" Ping Fan nodded, smiled sadly, and thought: "He is your sweetheart, even if he is not in a thousand ways, in your heart, he is also the best in the world." However, he said, "Yes, I have always known that." Senior Brother Mo is fair and has high skills, which everyone knows. He and you, you and him, were originally the most compatible pair in the world. After a pause, Ping Fan suddenly mustered up his courage and laughed loudly: "Senior sister, I wish you and Senior Brother Mo a hundred years of happiness and grow old together!" But Shen Qingli was full of love at this time, but how could she hear it?
After another moment, Shen Qingli suddenly smiled back and said, "I'm leaving." I'm going to tell my parents that I want to be with Brother Chen, and ask them not to obstruct me. With that, he turned and walked away. Pingfan stood under the tree, staring at her back in a daze, until she turned a corner and disappeared.
I don't know how long it took, but Ping Fan suddenly retracted his gaze and looked up to the sky and laughed. It's just laughter, but it is full of grief and desolation. Laughing and laughing, the corners of his eyes suddenly moistened, and he was stunned and shed tears.
Gradually, the ordinary laughter became lower and lower, and later, it slowly turned into crying. The cry was clear and deep at first, and the whimpering was not clear. Later, however, the crying grew louder and louder, like thunder. Suddenly, there was a sudden rumbling and rumbling sound, like countless thunderbolts in mid-air. There were bursts of thunder, thunderbolts, and countless winds.
Ordinary cried for a while, his voice gradually became low, and then his voice became a little hoarse. He has always been arrogant, and he rarely shows weakness in front of others, let alone crying like this now. It's just that he suddenly remembered the desolation of the death of the dusty man and the tragedy of Dongling Village being destroyed, so he put everything out of the way and ignored nothing.
In fact, there is another reason why he cried so sadly, that is, the beautiful girl he never forgot, but he fell in love with someone else desperately, which made him feel that the world was cruel and life was impermanent, and he had to cry a lot to vent the sorrow in his heart.
The sky is getting dark.
At the moment when the ordinary turned around, a strong wind suddenly rose in the courtyard, blowing the doors and windows incessantly. Then there was a flash of lightning in mid-air, and there was a thunderbolt, and the raindrops fell like soybeans. By this time, Pingfan had already stopped crying, leaning against the wall and staring at the sky in a daze, even if the rain soaked his clothes and drenched his hair, as if he didn't know anything at all.
Yes, when a person is cold to the heart and hurts to the heart, no matter how heavy the cold on the body is, what is it?
After a long time, Ping Fan finally came back to his senses, as if talking to himself: "Yes, she doesn't have me in her heart, so what's the way? If I have her in my heart, then I should think about her wholeheartedly." If she wants to be with Senior Brother Mo, I will try my best to help her, fulfill her, and make her happy and happy for the rest of her life. When she is old and can think of a little bit of my good in her spare time, I will be enough. ”
Yes, in this moment, the ordinary has made up his mind and knows what he should do in the future.
(ps: The network was suddenly disconnected tonight, and it wasn't done until half past 8, and it was almost not updated.) If I break my faith on the first day, the reader won't hammer me to death...... Well, don't talk nonsense, the second one is sent, hehe!)