Chapter 251, Lost

I'm crazy too. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 infoFortunately, a well-informed friend helped me out.

I forcibly hugged her and got on my friend's horse. Three people sat on one horse!

In the infirmary, she still refuses to cooperate with the treatment, and has been struggling desperately, even though she is already very weak....

I forcibly pressed her and asked the old doctor to treat her and give her medicine.

For the next period of time, I gave up all my business and stayed with her every day, afraid that she would do something stupid again. But we rarely speak. Because I don't want to deceive her, if I don't tell lies, I naturally have nothing to say. I don't know how to tell the truth anymore. I just want to show with my actions that I want to accept you.

In the beginning, she would still resist the treatment. But I was on the sidelines, and as soon as I resisted, I immediately grabbed her.

I told her, I said, as soon as you are healed, I will take you away and fly away. She laughed and said you are willing to give up your current achievements and go to a strange place with me to start over? I said, believe me, I'm not going to hurt you, I'm going to take you, with you for the rest of my life, give me one more chance, one last time. She smiled happily, like a flower, and the smile made me feel a little overwhelmed.

Half a month has passed.

She was close to healing, she didn't resist during this time, she was docile, the same as before. She looked good and was in a good mood.

A wealthy businessman came with a very lucrative deal and found me at the hospital. But I didn't do it, and I stayed with her. She advised me to let me go and not worry about her, saying that at the time, it was just her impulse. I won't commit suicide again! Let me go with peace of mind and make more money to spend later. I said, "Okay, I'll pick you up in a few days." And then I went, after all, that business could make a lot of money when it was done! I was still reluctant after all.

After a few days, I was almost cured, so I went to pick her up, and the doctor told me that she would be gone in the morning. I asked who I was talking to, and the old doctor said that he was walking alone. She went back to "home" and I know her. I immediately rushed to Dongxiang Pavilion!

When I got home, it was still so dirty. And there has been no one living for a long time, and there is a layer of light dust. I went to ask my mother, and she took the trouble to tell me that she didn't know. Let me look for it myself, I looked around for her, but she vanished like she was gone. Maybe she's going to take a break, she'll definitely come back, I know her.

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I went to the old doctor and asked her if she had anything left behind when she left? The old doctor was busy decocting the medicine and shook his head.

I think she'll come back, I know her.

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I'm back to being busy, but I'm always thinking about her.

It's been a long time since I should go back to "home" to see. I found that the home was very tidy and spotlessly clean. I'm waiting for her at home, I know she's going to come back, I know her.

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But she never showed up again.

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I was disappointed, and I also thought about looking for it, where to find it in the vast sea of people?

I'm developed again, but the richer I get, the more empty I feel. That's when I realized that I really had nothing. I'm alone. And I couldn't bear this loneliness more and more. I tried not to think about her, but the more this happened, the more her shadow surrounded me.

The more time I had, the more lonely I felt, like a soulless shell, living a mechanical life, trying to do business, constantly making money, making money, not allowing myself to be idle, numbing myself with alcohol, paralyzing myself.

She never returned. I may not know her, and she just left, and she left with nothing, not even a note. Where did she go? Can that city take in a woman like her? Is it okay not to live on her? Is she still being deceived?

You can't deceive yourself anymore. I need her. I went to her, in the town where she was born. It was a small town that was not very big. I found her home, but all I saw was his old father. Not long after, he was released from prison, and when I asked him, he didn't know, and it seemed that he was a little old and confused! because he was already a very bad old man.

Maybe....... It won't be long before I do.

I even found the person who cheated on me, I cleaned him up, he cried and told me to let him go, but I couldn't find her. I bought the original "home" by means, and there was a house that belonged to me in the Dongxiang Pavilion! There, I caressed her portrait, and on the table was a pot of flowers, which was her favorite orchid. and a very eye-catching note.

I went almost once a day to water the pot, and every time I opened the door with hope, my hands trembled, and when the door opened, everything in the house was still the same, but I had to search for a trace of what excited me. In addition to disappointment, there is helplessness.

Only when you lose do you know how to cherish. Only those who have ever lost will understand my feelings. I want to say: if God gave me a chance to come from the heart, I would ......... But I'll never have a chance to say it!

I owe her, as she said, I can't afford it, I can't pay it back!

The flower died, died for unknown reasons. I....... I know, I'm dying, too! I'm in my 60s! I don't have a few years to live!

I don't think I can go on like this anymore. I'm going to find her! I need her! I've sold all my possessions, I've made connections, I'm looking for friends, but I'm still nowhere to be found. It's been too long after all...... It's been too long......... The family property is scattered, but I can't get any news back from her! I can only come out and find it myself!

It's been two years! I said to myself, either find it. If I can't find it, then let me die on the way to find it!"

The old man once again took out the old picture scroll in his arms, and cried with old tears, stroking the beautiful face on the picture scroll.

Listening to the old man's words, there were tears in the cabin. Whether it is a bitter woman or a vicious couple, they are all moved. The captain wiped the corners of his eyes, quietly walked up to the bow of the boat, patted the shoulder of the old man, and then picked up the bamboo pole inserted in the river, and then supported the boat, and began to go to the other side of the river!

The captain propped up the boat, and sang a melodious and poignant song from his mouth! Floating all over the river! There was only a small cry in the cabin, and a man's broken dream! )