Chapter 22: Waiting for Whom

Pan Yu let out a light "um" and pushed Xu Xian away.

At this time, the rain gradually subsided, but it was still dripping.

Xu Xian touched Ao Li's head and said, "If you have time to learn arithmetic with me! ”

Ao Li only said "um" lightly, without refusing or refutating.

Seeing that the big and small were much more well-behaved, Xu Xian couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, looking out the window at the continuous drizzle, covering the painting boat and the smoke willows, the streets and alleys and people's houses, and also wetting the new green grass, so that the apricot tree that had withered for a winter sent out a few new shoots.

The three of them looked at the rain outside the window, and Xu Xian suddenly said: "When I was a child, a fortune teller told me that I would meet my wife on the shore of this West Lake, in the smoke and rain. She is extraordinary, beautiful as a fairy. We must have had many twists and turns together, and then we will be separated for a long time. I'm here to change that. ”

Pan Yu and Ao Li both listened quietly, Pan Yu smiled with red eyes: "Is it a passing Taoist priest again?"

Xu Xian also smiled: "Almost!"

Ao Li asked curiously, "Then have you waited?"

Xu Xian shook his head slightly confused, I don't know if he didn't wait, or if he didn't know.

Pan Yu said: "Oh, then you continue to wait!" The tone was disappointed and decisive.

Xu Xian was stunned and said to Ao Li: "Ao Li, you go back first." ”

Ao Li didn't say: "I want to listen!"

Xu Xian glanced at Pan Yu and made her a little uneasy, and said to Ao Li: "Good, go back first, next time I invite you to eat a lot of things!"

Ao Li said: "Okay then!" turned around and jumped out of the window, turned into a white light in the spring rain, and threw himself into the West Lake.

There were only two people left in the room, Xu Xian and Pan Yu, Pan Yu clasped his hands, and the uneasiness on his face was distressing.

Xu Xian sighed and said, "I think we'd better talk now! Since I came back from West Lake, I've never seen you smile." ”

Pan Yu immediately retorted: "Yes, thirty-seven times!"

Xu Xian suddenly felt powerless, "A fake smile can't be counted." ”

Pan Yu asked rhetorically, "Can you tell the difference?"

Xu Xian turned his head to look at her and said, "I think I can tell the difference, I feel very uncomfortable to see you smirk at me!"

Pan Yu tilted his head and said, "Okay, don't talk about this, what do you want to talk to me about?"

Xu Xian said seriously: "Talk about how to make you laugh!"

Pan Yu hesitated: "You!" But he was a little moved in his heart. "Because of what?"

Xu Xian said: "What do you go into the water for, I will do it because of what!" The same mood, the same indescribable.

Pan Yu first bowed his head and was speechless, then raised his head and said, "You don't have to ...... because you are grateful to me."

Xu Xian interrupted: "Could it be that you jumped into the water to repay me for saving my life." ”

Pan Yu lowered his head and couldn't speak.

Xu Xian said seriously: "No matter what the method is, I am willing to give it a try, you are smarter than me, and you understand your current situation better, and I am used to asking you for help." Now you tell me, how can I make you laugh? If I forget the West Lake, it's okay to let me take you away. If we want to be friends, that's okay! I'm not sure it'll be as natural as it used to be, but I'll do my best. Of course, it's okay for me to kill your daddy. ”

Tears gradually appeared in Pan Yu's eyes, and after listening to the last sentence, he couldn't help but chuckle and said, "You go to die." ”

Xu Xian thought for a while and said, "It's okay." ”

Pan Yu covered his mouth and said, "Don't talk nonsense. ”

Xu Xian took advantage of the situation to hold her in his arms, with a slender waist and a close body. Xu Xian bowed his head and said, "You tell me, how can I make you happy, even if I can't make you happy, I never want you to suffer for me! ”

Pan Yu pinched him lightly, and said softly in his arms: "Let's take a good look at this passage, okay?"

Xu Xian could only sigh and say, "Okay!" In his eyes, there is still time anyway, and there is no need to rush to solve each other's affairs.

"Don't leave me alone, wherever you go. Don't make eye contact with other women, even that Ao Li. Don't ......" she folded her hands in his arms and counted the things she didn't allow, as if she wanted to enjoy the tenderness she had missed.

Xu Xian could only smile bitterly and agree one by one, and finally promised to listen to her for everything during this time.

The woman in her arms chattered, but Xu Xian felt at peace in her heart. He knew that she loved herself, and so did herself, no, his love for her was far less than her love for herself! But this love was destined to be so short-lived? But isn't it here to change? As a man, he wants to give her happiness, at least at the moment when he is in his arms, and as for the troubles and difficulties, let himself figure out a way! Thinking of this, he couldn't help but embrace her even more in his arms.

But there was one question that made him a little confused, and even he couldn't help it. Bai Suzhen, what else can I give you? Before I could fall in love with you, another woman broke into my heart. I don't know if it's the jump on the West Lake, but it's countless nights and nights, she's by my side.

Pan Yu raised his head and stared at Xu Xian and said, "When you are not allowed to hold me, you want other women!"

Xu Xian smiled bitterly, so godly. But slowly lowered her head, Pan Yuxia dyed her cheeks and closed her eyes gently.

Xu Xian put his hand into the collar, and the skin he touched was as delicate as fat, warm as jade, and Pan Yu exclaimed, "Don't." The smell of wanting to welcome and refusing even made her blush.

Xu Xian found what he was looking for, a thin rope, and took it off Pan Yu's neck, but it was that chip. is still that beautiful face, but it is a little more feminine, and it feels even more moving, Xu Xian is satisfied: "This is much more pleasing to the eye." ”

Pan Yu knew that he had misunderstood what he meant, so he blushed even more, and buried his head in Xu Xian's arms to make an ostrich. Xu Xian cupped her cheeks and said with a smile: "Do you want it or not?"

Seeing her embarrassed appearance, she couldn't bear to tease anymore, lowered her head, and closed her lips.

Outside the window, there was silence for a while.

If the future is running out, then make all your wishes come true in this short period of time.

It's just that in the vast sea of people, why do they let each other meet. Why do you have to go through so much hesitation and struggle, hesitation and pain? If we don't meet, we can live each other's lives in peace and take each other's paths. But they still met, and then the acquaintance and love had already planted cause and effect at that moment. Caught in it, unable to extricate itself.

But I don't regret it at all, no matter what kind of pain I have, I'm also rejoicing. It's great to meet you!

Thousands of miles away on Mount Emei, the spring is bright and beautiful, and the pilgrims are like a tide. Along the narrow mountain road, they all go up to the golden top.

In a pale blue sky, white clouds undulating. In the mist of smoke, a woman flew through the air. The white clothes are fluttering, the black hair is like ink, look at the mountain, only to see the tourists like weaving, endlessly.

She first practiced in Qingcheng Mountain for thousands of years, and after coming to Emei Mountain, she only meditated and practiced in the cave. I haven't seen the prosperity of this world for a long time, and when I look at it at this time, I also feel happy in my heart, and I can't help but smile. In addition, if it is said that if it is done now, this thousand-year-old practice can be regarded as having a result.

Looking at the golden dome from afar, I also know that I can't just fly down, first find a small pavilion that no one has landed, the white skirt is dancing, if someone sees it, I really think it is a fairy in the sky.

She blended into the crowd and knelt on Mount Biden with the crowd until the golden dome. On the square outside the main hall, it is said that the incense burner shines, and the purple smoke is born. The crowd was crowded, but silent.

She only pretends to be an ordinary pilgrim and burns incense to worship. But seeing a golden light spreading across the hall, her face was overjoyed, and she hurriedly bowed down. The people knelt down and worshipped, only to see the golden light as a miracle.

She also knelt down but clearly saw the figure on the lotus flower in the golden light, Guanyin Bodhisattva sitting on the lotus, accompanied by children on both sides.

The Bodhisattva asked, "Who is kneeling?"

She was neither humble nor arrogant, but dignified and polite, and replied: "Bai Suzhen at the foot of Qingcheng Mountain, knock to see the master." ”

The Bodhisattva nodded slightly and asked, "What do you wish for me?" ”

She said respectfully: "Tuasan Rongyu, the disciple has practiced in the cave for thousands of years, and he has recently obtained the body of a real person, and he is only willing to take refuge in the Three Treasures and abandon the red dust.

"Good, good, it's rare that you have the sincerity to take refuge in the Three Jewels. It's just that you are not destined for the earth, how can you be as white as soaring?"

She affirmed: "The disciple's heart is certain, and all thoughts are silent. Any dust, willing to give up. ”

The Bodhisattva said: "The dust can be discarded, and the kindness is unforgettable." You still owe a lot of affection to the world, don't you want to repay it?"

She was taken aback and said, "This ......" thought for a while before thinking about it, her brows furrowed slightly: "The disciple also knows the way to repay the favor, but it has been a thousand years and there is a vast sea of people, how can he repay the Fa?"

"Good, good. March 3 this year is Qingming, I have a word you remember, 'If you have a chance to meet thousands of miles away, you must go to the high place of the West Lake to find it.' ’”

She pursed her brows and muttered, puzzled: "The disciple still doesn't understand, I hope to ask the master ......."

But the Bodhisattva said, "Heaven and earth must not be revealed, you can ask for more blessings, and if there is suffering, come to me again." "It's not that it's impossible to leak, it's that it can't be revealed. When she did the math just now, she only felt that the past and the present were still self-understood, but the future was chaos. Extrapolated, only the two points of "Qingming, high place" can be understood, and the rest is difficult to calculate.

In the eyes of mortals, the golden light was only for a moment, and no one heard the conversation between the two just now.

She sighed helplessly, she didn't expect another twist and turn, and she also knew that the Heavenly Tribulation was not just a tribulation that directly destroyed the cultivator's body like the Thunder Tribulation, but also a mental tribulation. Either kindness or hatred, pulling the cultivator into the right and wrong of the world, a carelessness, the destruction of the Dao heart, is a little more dangerous than the thunder tribulation.

It's just that she is confident that after thousands of years of cultivation, no matter what opponent she encounters, she will always be able to run if she can't fight. And to repay the kindness of the benefactor, it is nothing more than to achieve his wishes, the one who seeks wealth gives money, and the one who seeks power gives, even if he is rich and powerful, he always has to read the city and the country, if the person still looks pleasing to the eye, he will fight his innocence and marry him to accompany him for decades. And then it's over but grievances, and it's said that it is soaring, isn't it better than all kinds of things in the world. What can't be put down?

She only felt that it was foolproof, but she never thought that she had never experienced the worldly life, and how could she know what it was like. said that with her extremely kind heart, can she really bear to hurt others?

When she encounters an enemy who cannot be defeated but cannot escape, what will she do? Will she kneel down to save that person, or will she be trapped in the tower for decades.

Even after all kinds of hardships and the destruction of the Daoji, what she finally got was what she wanted?

And now the most expensive place to eat in Hangzhou is on the painted boat of Caifeng. Pan Yu didn't know what to think, so he had to go where to eat. Xu Xian is also helpless, the more he opposes her, the more insistent he is, how can he still have the gentlemanly style of a jade son, but he is a serious envoy, looking at Xu Xian's helpless appearance and snickering.

It's just that the atmosphere at the banquet is really weird, Pan Yu ordered Qingluan to accompany Xu Xian to drink, and she pulled Caifeng to the side, and from time to time she had to hug her waist, kiss her lips, and be careless and light. How could Caifeng stand this in front of people, but she couldn't refuse, her face was red with shame, and she was still a little bitter in her heart.

Qingluan blushed when he watched it, and poured wine for Xu Xian, but he didn't even dare to touch his clothes. secretly guessed Pan Yu's intentions, didn't he really want to give himself to his brother. Will that brother treat himself like Pan Gongzi did to Miss?

Xu Xian was moved by the fire, if he didn't know Pan Yu's surname, don't give it back, now that he knows, he saw two peerless beauties hugging Qingqing and me, and the lilies in the world are no longer better than those in front of them. There is no reason not to be impressed. Secretly sighed that he was still a long way from Yanagishita Megumi.

However, there are still some doubts about Pan Yu's orientation, is it that she likes women, is it really because I am just a friend, or a man and a woman, this is too strange!

Xu Xian thought about it, the three people in front of him were all women who were difficult to find in the world, and at this moment, to put it bluntly, just drinking with himself, he would inevitably be a little intoxicated. It's just that after a while, Pan Yu was half drunk and wanted to get off the boat and leave. also insisted that Xu Xian settle the money, where Caifeng was willing to accept it, but it was only Pan Yu's surname after drinking. Finally reluctantly accepted it.

Xu Xian helped Pan Yu get off the boat, and when he saw that she was really drunk, he asked, "Don't you have the drunken jade in your mouth?" He knew that Pan Yu had to hold that piece of drunken jade in his mouth whenever he drank.

Pan Yu's eyes were confused and said: "Drinking with Hanwen, how can you be deceitful." "She's not too much to drink.

Xu Xian stopped her waist and supported her, so she simply relaxed her body completely and leaned on Xu Xian. The night was deep, there were no stars and no moon, and no one had seen her drunkenness at the moment. Xu Xian could see at night and helped her walk back. Xu Xian suddenly said, "Isn't this the road we walked when we came out to drink for the first time?"

Pan Yu said: "At that time, I didn't expect to have today!" was drunk like this and leaned on him weakly.

When she returned to the academy, she put Pan Yu down, went to fetch a hot towel, and helped her wipe her cheeks.

Xu Xian refused: "How can I, a big man, do such a thing!"

Pan Yu didn't follow: "Who said you want to listen to me, let me laugh." ”

Xu Xian was helpless, helped her take off her shoes and socks, and held a pair of jade feet in her hands, round and jade, slender and fair, but clean where to wash. But at this moment, Xu Xian couldn't say that he had been wronged with a clear conscience, but took advantage of it greatly, and finally knew what was going on with the foot fetish in later generations.

In the warm water, it was not so much a washing as a kneading and playing, scratching her feet to listen to her laughter, and when there was no one in the room, she took off the chip that never left her body, and showed her beautiful face in front of him. It wasn't until the warm water became cold that she reluctantly put down a pair of slender feet in her hand and wiped them clean for her.

Xu Xian expected that if it weren't for the small success of his cultivation, he would probably have already made a big name at this moment.

Pan Yu said, "I'll help you wash it." ”

Xu Xian was stunned for a moment, and his refusal was even firmer than just now, but he still couldn't resist Pan Yu's insistence. However, it feels like an old husband and wife.

She probably had never done this kind of service before, a little clumsy, just with her head down and very carefully. Xu Xian's heart was moved, gently touching her cheek, she raised her head and smiled at Xu Xian. At this moment, there is nothing else in the hearts of the two.

Everything was cleaned up, but Pan Yu said, "Let's sleep in a bed tonight!"

Xu Xian almost spurted blood, and said with some trembling: "That, of course." He didn't know what he was talking about, but he had a premonition that he was about to be sorry for his future lady.

Pan Yu said again: "But you can't do anything, otherwise that chip will fail, and I won't be able to change back." ”

Xu Xian said: "That's it!" But there is a great temptation in these words, if it is true, you can't think about it anymore.

Pan Yu said again: "But Yu'er is just a weak woman, she can't compete with the magic of Hanwen's mystical method, what Hanwen wants to do, Yu'er can't resist, she can only accept it." ”

Xu Xian smiled even more bitterly.

The bed is not big, and the curtain is lowered, like a world of reading. A thin quilt, two people embracing each other, only separated by a layer of underwear. Xu Xian felt that if he could persist in this way, then Yanagishita Hui would also kneel down and write him a word of service.

The hand involuntarily caressed her back, and she did not resist, not even say no. Just close your eyes like that and curl up in your arms. Like a little beast returning to its lair, it sleeps peacefully.

Xu Xian stared at that face, his eyelashes fluttering, obviously not asleep, is this a hint?

But Xu Xian suddenly thought that if she really did that, what would happen to her in her arms? she could no longer face her parents, or even show her face in front of the world. Even if she is cared for by herself, the guilt in her heart will always be with her. Is that the happiness you want to give? No, it's not like that.

She has always been so strong, but now she is weak and can be controlled by herself. But because of this, the most vulnerable are the most vulnerable to their own harm, and it is irreparable. You have to be more careful and take care of it. It's the hardest thing to be graced by a beauty!

It was also the beautiful face that made Xu Xian go crazy, but it also made Xu Xian slowly calm down. He leaned over Pan Yu's ear and whispered: "Yu'er, I am waiting for you in the smoke and rain of West Lake! ”

(To be continued)