Chapter 10: Conscience

With a rooster crow, Xu Xian said: "Shen Tu Zhan, you go underground and digest these souls well, and when you come, you will be useful." Shen Tu replied and dived underground.

Zhao Wenhui came over to see him off, frowned, and said, "How can I explain that I lack so many souls." ”

Xu Xian said: "How to explain the soul plundered by the Qiu Wangfu, how to explain it!" After speaking, he galloped away, leaving Zhao Wenhui with a wry smile, not knowing whether he had attracted a savior or a disaster.

Xu Xian's actions were not just to repay his kindness, but also to understand the composition of this world from Zhao Wenhui's mouth tonight, the heavens and the earth, and the vast immortals and Buddhas. He really needs a little bit of power that he can control, and he doesn't have to do anything big, but he needs to be able to protect himself.

And the first imaginary enemy is Fahai, who made a feud with Bai Suzhen and stole his gold pill many years ago. It's not as simple as subduing demons and subduing demons. No matter what kind of mood you are in, but you can't say that this feud has to be taken over for Bai Suzhen. Needless to say, the power of Fahai is not trivial, and the cultivation of hundreds of years is not trivial.

Although in his current state, any thousand-year relationship is not considered, but this state cannot be maintained forever, unless he never returns to the truth, but his current state cannot do such things that go against his heart. Once you come back to the body, you will inevitably be contaminated with these causes and effects, and then you will need enough power.

After all, no matter how indifferent you are, the survival spirit of self-preservation and the development of pursuing the avenue still exist. However, if you can see through this heart, you will not fall under the netherworld, and you will fly beyond the nine heavens.

When I can fully remember this memory, what I am now carrying in my heart is the vast avenue, and my self as a human will disappear completely. It is not the east wind that overpowers the west wind, but the higher consciousness dominates the lower consciousness, just like a child becomes an adult, the same person, but in the end the consciousness is completely different.

But for some reason, I still felt a little melancholy when I thought that I was going to be consumed by this vast avenue, like an ancient well.

However, there are no absolutes in the world, and who can say clearly about tomorrow's affairs?

"Hey, Hanwen, it's time to eat. ”

Xu Xian woke up in a daze, with a beautiful face in front of him. "Mingyu, I'll sleep for a while, just for a while. I had a lot of dreams last night, so tired. ”

Pan Yu was curious: "What dream?"

"En" Xu Xian thought for a while, "I can't remember clearly, I just remember that I am very majestic." ”

Pan Yu pursed his lips and said: "You have always been very majestic, okay, don't be lazy." Everyone went to see the excitement. ”

"What's the excitement?"

"The academy allowed the Red Sleeve Academy to participate in this first snow party, everyone went to see the eldest girl, and there are two fairy beauties among the students at the head of the Yin Academy, don't regret it for a lifetime. ”

Xu Xian yawned, turned over and sat up: "It's not enough to look at you all day, what kind of fairy beauty." ”

Pan Yu smiled, but did not speak.

After eating a meal, Pan Yu felt warm, and Xu Xian felt weird for breakfast. Both of them also went to look for excitement.

According to Xu Xian's words, a group of scratchers get together, what else can they do except send sao. I went to take a look, and sure enough, I was sao, a lot of talented people who read sage books, competing for the same few little girls. The head of the Yin Yuan was not among them, and the woman led by him was indeed in good shape, smiling and smiling. It is indeed worthy of the four words of elegance. Even Xu Xian couldn't help but look at it twice, and was glared at by Pan Yu.

Pan Yu frowned and said, "It's really unreasonable to let Oiran come to participate in the first snow test." "Just now she just heard that there is a beauty, but now when she looks at it, isn't this the Oiran of Tingyuelou?

She didn't know that Yin Hongsleeve's difficulties were that the people who could really write poetry and literature were all women, and she was a famous weirdo in Hangzhou, who was willing to let her children mess around with her. However, there are often some women who rely on her, worship her as a teacher, learn some poetry, and increase their worth. This Caifeng is the best among her students, who can write poetry and writing, and has a graceful bearing, and is the best choice in her heart.

Xu Xian was also surprised, he was like thunder when he heard the name of Yuelou, and he always wanted to take a look, such as Si Jiaren, he would even fall into that kind of place. Pan Yu next to him seemed to sense his intentions, and said with a smile: "Although this Caifeng has fallen into the dust, it is still innocent. ”

Xu Xian was surprised: "Do you sell your art?" Although this sentence often appears in various movies and novels, Xu Xian has never taken it seriously, thinking that this is just a gimmick played by the old bustard to be sold at a price.

"Well, during the rebellion of the enemy king, her father was still the prefect of Hangzhou, and later he was implicated, and he died on the road for 3,000 miles, and she was also demoted to Le. It's just that Yin Hongsleeve took care of her a lot later, although she was named in Tingyuelou, she could be regarded as half a free body! ”

Xu Xian's heart was clear, obviously no one wanted to offend this woman who could reach the heavens.

In the crowd, Caifeng circled among the people, calmly responding, and there was a faint demeanor of Pan Yu. From the moment Pan Yu first appeared, she looked there intentionally or unintentionally, not only because of Pan Yu's appearance, but also because she knew that this was the biggest enemy of this first snow test.

As for the students around her, she really didn't pay attention to it. However, to her disappointment, Pan Yu only cared about laughing with the people next to her, and didn't pay much attention to her at all. Later, he laughed with Pan Yu and left, and Pan Yu stayed for a while and left without looking at this side.

Xu Xian stood at the door of the Xuanji Temple, he should have come to thank him a long time ago, but he was always a little irritable in his heart, about power, about the future, about many things entangled in his heart and difficult to let go.

In the backyard, the courtyard is full of fallen leaves, the tea mist is curling, and the apricot yellow figure standing with his hands in his hands is timeless, like a yellowed ancient painting, which makes people's hearts calm down.

Looking back and smiling, "Is Mr. Pan okay?"

Xu Xian nodded: "Well, okay, thank you for your help." ”

Yu Xuanji asked, "Did you come to thank you like this empty-handed?"

Xu Xian was stunned for a moment, "Yes, why don't I invite you to dinner?"

"Plop" bamboo shoots snickered. Yu Xuanji also smiled slightly and scolded: "Idiot." ”

Xu Xian scratched his head for a while, "I'm serious, I'm a must-have cook." ”

Yu Xuanji smiled: "Then I want to try it at noon." Okay, what's the matter? It's not just about thanks!"

Xu Xian poured out his confusion.

Yu Xuanji smiled slightly: "What, I feel that I don't have enough strength and want to learn from me?"

Xu Xian shook his head very firmly, and Yu Xuanji was also a little depressed, "Why?"

Xu Xian frowned and said, "Because I had a very terrifying dream." ”

"What dream?"

"I don't remember the content clearly, there is only one feeling, I will not be afraid in the dream, I will not be angry, I don't care about anything but myself, everything I cherish is not worth mentioning in that dream, but I know that I was close to what you said at that time. ”

Yu Xuanji smiled bitterly: "Then what do you want to do?"

Xu Xian smiled brightly: "I want to learn from you!"

"Ahh

Xu Xian looked at Yu Xuanji's face that was always indifferent, and now Sakuraguchi opened his eyes slightly, which was really beautiful and interesting. continued: "I want to become stronger, I have never stopped cultivating the Dao Fa over the years, but I don't know how to use it, I want you to teach me how to use this power, Senior Sister." ”

Yu Xuanji frowned and said, "Half-heartedness can't be done. ”

Xu Xian smiled: "I don't have half-heartedness, I'm wholeheartedly walking my own humanity, I figured it out, the so-called Taoism is just a tool, as long as I don't lose myself in that boundless vastness, I am still me after all." When he came here and had a conversation with Yu Xuanji, he vaguely understood his own path.

If you feel powerless about something and go for more power, it's just a child's straight thought. It's like the glass balls that I loved to play with when I was a child, and what I wanted most at that time was that there were a lot of glass balls. But nowadays, everyone has the ability to easily realize their childhood dreams!

But my helplessness has changed, and a room full of glass balls can't make me feel happy. If you lose your original self on the path of seeking the truth, the power you will gain in the end will be as worthless as a glass ball in this room.

To put it bluntly, Xu Xian is just a child who refuses to mature, while carefully guarding his childlike heart and happiness, he is just trying his best to fight for a few more glass balls. A hundred years later, I would like to cherish you like the glass ball in the eyes of the child, let time be like water, the avenue is vast, and it cannot be destroyed.

Yu Xuanji looked at the young man in front of him who was smiling faintly, and for a moment seemed to exude the light of the spiritual surname, which was different from the indifference seen in the masters and uncles, but seemed to exude a warm light.

Tianxingjian, a gentleman strives for self-improvement, that's all.