readx;? The reason why this chapter is charged is because if you post a work testimonial in Genesis, the book friends at the starting point and the book friends of other channels can't see it, so I send it according to the text and need to subscribe. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

On the 13th, I opened the backstage today to know, I'm sorry for the editor Mingyue, other authors are limited to the explosion of exemption, and I broke off.

Before May Day, Mingyue said that this book was recommended, and it might be limited and exempted, but there was no news for so long, I thought it didn't pass, and the limit was gone!

During the break, I usually don't look backstage, I don't read book reviews, I don't read everything about the book.

I was going to sleep, but I had something in my heart, and I really didn't vomit or feel unhappy, and I wanted to talk to everyone.

This book is a buyout, and I am very grateful to Suo Da for buying it out, but the update of this book is not good, and it has not been able to return well.

Many book friends have asked about the book friend group, but the group has never been built.

Two reasons, one is that my update is not strong, and after the group is established, I have no shame to face the fans in the group when the update is broken.

Another reason is that I will probably change my pen name after the book is written, and the preparation time may be relatively long, and I don't think I will be able to retain many fans of this book, so I don't want to build a group.

For this book, after it was put on the shelves, I read the background subscription a total of four or five times, and I have not seen the background subscription since years ago.

On the first day it was on the shelves, the haute couture was only 50, and I almost broke down at that time, but fortunately, it was a buyout, and I could stick with it.

The results of Genesis have not been very good, but fortunately, there has been a little improvement at the starting point.

I haven't looked at the backstage results anymore, and I don't want to be affected by the results.

There are two biggest problems with this book, one is the update, and the other is that the plot deviates too much.

Let's talk about the plot first.,The current plot and what I conceived before.,It's too different.,From the time the protagonist worshiped the Flying Immortal Gate.,I changed the previous outline significantly.,It turned out to be wrong.,The change in the outline led to a big change in the plot later.,I had to re-conceive it.,It's very unsmooth to write.,This also leads to a very poor update.。

Of course, there are many reasons for the lack of updating, and I don't deny that one of them is that I am not attentive and committed enough.

In the first month on the shelves, 260,000 words were updated, almost three more every day, it was my most desperate month, when I put a piece of paper on the table, and the paper said 'spell a handful' three words, because that month was really in need of money, counting on that month's manuscript fee for the New Year.

Now I am also short of money, the financial situation is very bad, and I also want to write a little more and get more manuscript fees.

But because of this, sometimes it makes me more painful, my classmates laughed at me more than once and said, you are a buyout, as long as you write, you will get money, I really don't understand you, what is the pain?

I don't want to say that I was miserable because I wanted to write the book better, and every chapter was perfect, that would be hypocritical, in fact, I didn't revise every chapter after I finished it.

At the May Day class reunion, when I talked about writing novels, I said that more than 90% of online novels were meaningless.

At that time, a classmate said, online novels are not just to pass the time, what meaning do you want?

At that time, I was stunned, it has been ten years since I read online novels in 05, and at that moment I suddenly realized that online novels seem to be really like this, to pass the time!

This sentence has always made me remember it, and I thought about it for a long time on May Day, and then I was very scared in my heart.

It turns out that the novels I write are meaningless, they are to pass the time, and I am doing something meaningless.

Needless to say, it hit me hard!

Of course, you can make all kinds of excuses and justifications for yourself afterwards, but in the end it is pale.

This also made my writing state plummet after May Day, and I had a kind of escape mentality.

I've been obsessed with online novels since college, reading them every day, month after month, year after year, all night long, from genre to genre, until the first two years.

Except for writing books and reading less during the update, almost all of the rest of the time is spent on online novels, which causes something wrong with the eyes.

Thinking about it now, it's very emotional.

Although I read a lot, to be honest, I don't have much understanding of online novels, and sometimes I just read them mechanically.

Before signing the contract for the book Cultivating Demons, I was almost exhausted, so I made up my mind to cut off the Internet for a week and ten days in a row, conceive an outline, reflect on myself, and have a little understanding of the online text.

It took about a month or so to write the outline and the first 30,000 words of demon cultivation, and then it was bought out.

Since then, my online reading has dropped dramatically.

After that, I borrowed a library card from a classmate and started running to the school library, which I went to less than 10 times in college, but after graduation, I started running to the library.

Suddenly I found that I wanted to read a lot of books, sometimes reading four or five books at the same time.

After the Chinese New Year, I spent almost half of my time every day reading books (all physical books), followed by code words, which is one of the main reasons for the lack of updating.

At first, the books I read were very messy, which led to a chaotic mind, and then I began to focus on reading history books, I preferred Chinese studies, history, and Taoism, and then Chinese medicine, feng shui, national arts, etc.

The economic and military classes also want to see, in addition to the domestic ones and the foreign ones.

Reading these books and writing some novels in this area in the future may be able to find a little meaning and value for yourself!

Now, just hate that there is not enough time.

The book of cultivating demons will not be eunuchs, and I have said it several times in the book review area.

The main reason is economic distress, I don't want to talk about any high-sounding reasons, in order to make a living, I have to write down.

As for the number of words, it will probably be around 2.5 million words, and if the editor allows it by then, and I am still short of money, I may write more than 3 million words, and I signed a contract of 200~3 million words.

I'm also in the process of scaling down and adjusting the outline to account for what might happen.

It is precisely because of these reasons that I rarely ask for votes, I just want to write down, and at the same time, because of the update, I am most afraid of the explosion of book friends rewarding me.

Every time a book friend gives a large reward, such as 10,000 rewards, my first reaction is a little scared and ashamed, and the second is happy, because I can't add more.

This is what I really think in my heart, and I hope you can understand it.

Having said all this, I want to let book friends know about my writing status.

Some of the words I wanted to wait for the end of the book to speak, but this time I also said them.

Thank you for accompanying this book to the present 2969158!