Chapter 604, where the heart knot is

The sky is high, the sky is sparse, the red clouds are all over the sky, and the sunset is like a fight. Ten thousand rays of light seemed to shoot out from the ground level, and the grassland became a sea of fire.

The two of them sat on the cliff, watching the sunset slowly pass through the clouds, inch by inch sliding towards the ground. Although the sky was quiet, the hearts of both of them were full of ups and downs. The two of them sat not close or far, but they were well-behaved, like two young lovers who were going to a date for the first time, and they were a little shy about each other. But this distance of only a few inches made Shi Yunyang's heart like a knife, only they knew that this was not shyness, but estrangement.

Just watching the sunset slowly set, Ran Tianluo didn't say a word, just tilted her head and looked at the sky intently, as if her eyes could still see. Shi Yunyang was not interested in this cloudy sky at all, just looked at her side face stupidly, and secretly felt pity and bitterness in his heart.

Compared to herself, she is the saddest person now. She has nothing, even lost a pair of her eyes, she has to be helped to walk, and if she leaves her again, she will really collapse. A person who has nothing to worry about and nothing will not be able to live in the world.

Looking at her, Shi Yunyang clenched his fists, and his knuckles clicked.

Ran Tianluo suddenly said: "The sunset must be very beautiful." Do you like it?"

"I like it, but if it weren't for you, no matter how beautiful the sunset was, it would just be vain. ”

Ran Qianluo smiled faintly and said, "You don't have to please me, there's no need for that." ”

Shi Yunyang said seriously: "I have never deliberately said something nice to please you, all the words come from the heart and from the heart. ”

Ran Tianluo said: "Then did you say the same to her?"

Shi Yun raised his eyebrows and frowned, eager to directly pick up a stone and smash his head fiercely. He can't wait to slap his mouth now and smash this mouth. He slammed his fist into the ground, and the ground collapsed into a fist-sized crater.

"That's just my nonsense, I admit, I lied to you, that's all. I don't have anything to do with Ling'er. ”

"With the first time, there's no guarantee that there won't be a second time. ”

Shi Yunyang was helpless and said: "Then how can you believe me, no matter what, as long as you can forgive, no matter what." It is not easy for us to go all the way to today. Since they are all alive and well, why are they so deadlocked, I love you, and so do you. Isn't that enough?"

Shi Yunyang just said that Ran Tianluo was the softest place in his heart, yes, compared to what they had experienced before, what was this. It's just a little friction, in the end, why do you insist on being so indifferent to him, it's because he has been fierce to him, and it's because he admitted the relationship with Su Ling'er. But these things are big and big, and small and small. If you don't want to, it's not a reason. At the thought of this, her heart was shaken, but it was complicated, she shook her head and said, "I don't know. ”

"You always have to give me a chance, I was indeed wrong, I know, but this mistake is not an irreparable mistake, as long as you give me a chance, I can save it. Who in the world doesn't make mistakes? ”

She shook her head lightly and said, "The mistakes I have made are irreparable. What a stubborn person I am. It's a person who doesn't understand the amorous feelings. Now I'm blind, just a useless person. I can't see you anymore, maybe it's a reminder from heaven that I've gotten too much. There are always losses in life. ”

Shi Yunyang shook his head and said, "No, we are all the same, being together is the whole world." When they are separated, there is nothing. ”

"The sunset is definitely beautiful, even if I can't see it, but I can imagine it. However, no matter how beautiful the sunset is, it is only a dark wedding dress after all. The cycle of heaven will eventually escape into the night. It's the same even if you keep it. She looked at the sky that was slowly dimming, and her heart was still in the twilight realm. Blurring his eyes, he sighed, "Maybe I'm thinking too much." It may be a little tiring to go through so much. It's good to be separated for a while, at least it will keep us all calm and calm. ”

Shi Yunyang wanted to cry without tears: "What is there to be calm?"

She suddenly turned her eyes and said, "Let you think about what kind of person I am." At the end of the day, you still don't know me well enough. ”

Shi Yunyang was stunned for a moment, and said in his heart: "I don't know you in this world, who else can understand." But he said, "You still don't believe in the matter between me and Ling'er." Why do you have to believe this, if you are really obsessed with this, it can only mean that you don't know me either. ”

Ran Tianluo bowed his head silently and said, "So, let's get to know each other first." There's nothing that time can't solve. She slowly got up and walked back. However, after taking two steps, he was about to stumble and fall, but fortunately, Shi Yunyang's eyes were quick and he took her into his arms.

"No matter what you do to me, no matter how cold you are to me, how repulsive, and even full of hatred you are to me. I won't change my original intention. I want to take care of you, no one can snatch you from me!" His arms were like a blazing flame, Ran Tianluo was caged in it, and before he knew it, the ice in his heart had melted.

When he returned to the fire, Han Lun was healing Nangong Yu's injuries. Seeing the two of them coming, they were talking, but they also stopped their voices at this time. Linghu Yu'er went up to catch Ran Tianluo and pulled her to sit together.

As soon as Shi Yunyang sat down, he saw Nangong Yu slowly standing up with his heart in his hands, and said, "I am already going to different places with you, and the plain is coming to an end, so I will say goodbye to everyone this time." For many days, I have thanked everyone for helping each other in life and death, caring for each other, like brothers and sisters. There is no way to repay the great kindness, but to remember the heart, in the future, there is a fate to reunite, if a few people have any orders, they will never give up. ”

Everyone was stunned, they never thought that he would resign at this time, at this time it was dark, and it was inconvenient to walk, which was really embarrassing. Suddenly, Han Lun said: "Not to mention that the road is difficult to walk at night, how do you arrange it, Brother Baili?"

Nangong Yu said: "There is a Yangyue Mountain about thirty miles east of here. There is a dragon vein there that can lead directly to the Star Furry Valley, and Baili Thirteen was injured for me, so I naturally took him there. ”

Han Lun shook his head and said, "If you take him away now, he will die of poison in three hours." Staying here will at least keep him alive. If you take him away at this time, it will be tantamount to taking his life. ”

Nangong Yu was stunned for a moment and said, "But there is no other way, walking from Yangyue Mountain, the distance is the closest." The poison in his body is even more difficult to remove after a long time. ”

Shi Yunyang suddenly said: "Is there a Moon Worship Mountain Villa on Yangyue Mountain?"

Nangong Yu's eyes flashed, and he was stunned: "Yes, this is what I knew when I first came here." However, legend has it that it is very difficult to enter the Moon Worship Villa, and if you are not careful, you may lose your life. You don't have to take that risk. ”

Shi Yunyang said: "I was originally going there too, and it doesn't matter if the sword mountain and the sea of fire are there. Let's go together and have a care. He paused, and suddenly said, "I made a reckless move in a hurry just now, and I ask for your forgiveness." If you feel hatred in your heart, you can beat me out of anger, and I will never fight back. ”

Nangong Yu shook his head, sat back on the side of the fire, and said, "Since that's the case, let's go together." I just hope that Baili Thirteen can wake up soon. He inadvertently looked at Ran Qianluo, she seemed to have just cried, and her eyes were a little wet red. Looking through the firelight, it seems to be especially real. When Nangong Yu saw it, a burst of emotion suddenly appeared in his heart, and his heart that wanted to leave suddenly calmed down again. He wants to look at the person in front of him, look at her in front of his eyes, even if it is out of reach, even if she can't see herself, but her heart is always stable.

The next day, the sky had just turned gray, and there were still a few scattered stars in the distant sky, and the moon had quietly receded, but the moonlight on the earth seemed to have not faded, and it was as cold as frost. Ran Tianluo was a little chilled, wrapped in the long skirt on her body, last night she insisted not to sleep in the carriage, just fell asleep on the stone by the fire. At this time, I pulled the dress on my body, but found that I was still covered with a thick winter coat.

She couldn't see it, so she didn't know whose it was, she sniffed the smell of the clothes, and she understood a lot in her heart, and somehow, she was a little happy. Gently hugged the garment tightly, covering the whole body.

After a while, I heard everyone start to get busy, put out the fire, pack up their things, and prepare to rush forward. Ran Tianluo was a little sleepy-eyed, and suddenly heard Shi Yunyang say: "I have been freezing all night, and I must have not slept well." I'll take you to the car, and you can sleep a little longer. ”

Before Ran Tianluo could answer, he had already held her in his arms. Ran Tianluo suddenly felt a little angry, and said angrily: "Do you don't do anything without asking for my consent first, it was like this before, and it is still now." I don't like you like this, I don't want you to decide for me. I have my thoughts, and I'm not your pet. ”

Shi Yunyang was stunned for a moment, his footsteps suddenly stopped, and after a while, he said, "Okay, I know." Now I'll carry you in, okay?"

Ran Tianluo wanted to say something more, but Shi Yunyang's words were extremely soft, and she interrupted all the things she wanted to say in an instant. She turned her face sideways and didn't speak. Shi Yunyang shook his head, understood what she meant, and then continued to take steps and carried her into the carriage.

When the carriage started, Shi Yunyang suddenly smiled. She's right, maybe it's really herself who always decides her choice. This time the matter is not big, and it is the same as the previous parting, but why it can cause such a strong estrangement is because of my own strength. She had already begun to resist in her heart.

Along the way, Shi Yunyang thought and thought, recalled all the things before, and gradually understood that love is not all possession, but mutual respect. Even between life and death. He could have given his life to protect her, but he didn't have any right to let her leave her and escape alone. He has been saying that "it is better to die alone than two people", but in her heart, it is not good, living and dying together, rejoicing together, suffering together. That's what she wants. Maybe Su Linger is not her heart knot, this is what she really cares about.

Unconsciously, the sun actually rose, and the warm glow shone on his face, Shi Yunyang felt that it was the sunshine of hope.