Chapter 9: The Caged Bird
Bai Suzhen was strange in her heart, those who could have a golden body were all Buddhist disciples who were proficient in the teachings of Buddhism, and although Xu Xian worshipped Fahai as a teacher, he didn't even have a shaving. It's incredible to be able to mold a golden body.
Xu Xian slowly opened his eyes, and the layer of golden body slowly faded, but it was not the feeling of diffuseness, but as if it was converging and hiding.
Xu Xian himself was still a little puzzled, and asked, "Just now, I was just now?"
Bai Suzhen regained her composure and said, "Hanwen congratulations, you have taken a step further on the road of cultivation and become a golden body!" but sighed in his heart, ordinary people may not be able to achieve achievements even if they meditate in the mountains for decades, but this Xu Hanwen, who is greedy for red dust, has achieved it easily. It's really brave and diligent.
The so-called "afflictions are bodhi!" in Buddhism is probably like this!
Xu Xian listened to Bai Suzhen's words, his heart moved, and sure enough, a layer of golden body appeared on his body, and the law was solemn. Xu Xian was greatly surprised, and said to Bai Suzhen: "Come, help me try how hard this thing is!" but his hand pointed to the door latch in the corner of the diagonal wall.
Bai Suzhen hesitated: "No need! The effectiveness of the golden body has always been invulnerable, and it is easy to ward off all evils." ”
Xu Xian urged: "Let's try it!" Because of the unique method of the Star Sea, his body was originally a mortal body, if someone used the method of sneak attack, he was really likely to be hit. If you have this golden body that rises with your thoughts, it is really safe and safe. I was naturally happy in my heart and wanted to try the effect of this golden body.
Bai Suzhen was helpless, picked up the thick latch, and slammed it towards Xu Xian's head, she already had divine power, this time it was like wind and thunder, even a stone would be smashed. Although Xu Xian knew that it was okay, he still instinctively closed his eyes.
At this time, Qingluan washed the dishes and chopsticks, returned to the hall, and when he saw this scene, his eyes were red, and he shouted "Stop!" and rushed towards Bai Suzhen with ten successful forces, hoping to hinder her for a moment.
Bai Suzhen was even more helpless, waving her hand in front of her to form a thick air, but the door latch still struck down violently. Although Qingluan's martial arts are extraordinary, but how to open the immortal family, he only feels that every blow seems to hit the cotton, and he is powerless. Pain in her heart: Now my brother can beat her to death.
The latch broke off on Xu Xian's head and flew away, but Xu Xian only felt some vibration. He carefully observed the principle of the golden body just now, and found that the golden body was like a layer of energy cover, and the energy provided was naturally his own sun main star.
Xu Xian thought in surprise: Could this be the legend of the strongest skill of the mage - exchanging blue for blood. If others can't consume his sun power, they won't be able to break through this layer of golden body, and they will naturally not be able to hurt him. However, he also knew that the current golden body should have a defensive upper limit, and if the attack was higher than this defensive upper limit, I was afraid that the golden body would be broken in an instant. It's too late to play anything to exchange blue for blood.
Before Xu Xian had time to be surprised, he felt a softness in his arms, and was hugged tightly, it turned out that Qingluan saw that Xu Xian was fine, and said in surprise: "Brother, are you okay?." Xu Xian also subconsciously hugged her, only to feel that Qingluan's body was like a weak willow, and her slender waist was just right.
Seeing that there were tears in the corners of her eyes, I don't know if it was because of sadness or joy, Xu Xian was moved and reached out to help her wipe away the tears. Qingluan reacted at this time, the intimate gesture of the two, couldn't help but blush, and quickly broke free from Xu Xian's embrace, and apologized to Bai Suzhen: "I'm sorry, Sister Bai, I misunderstood!"
Bai Suzhen suddenly apologized and said, "If it weren't for me, you would have been able to continue learning from Zen Master Fahai! ”
Xu Xian said with a smile: "When I make up this medical book, my master is afraid that he will not be able to do anything about me." It's just that you'll need your help. ”
Bai Suzhen nodded and said, "Okay, let's talk about it then!"
Xu Xian sent Bai Suzhen to the door, and was about to say goodbye, when Bai Suzhen suddenly said: "You better persuade Mrs. Zun! Although I am an outlier, I am also a woman, and I can understand her feelings!"
Xu Xian smiled bitterly: "There is another hidden feeling, but I am inconvenient to tell you in detail! What she loves is not me, and she doesn't need my comfort, maybe if I stay away from her, she will be more comfortable." ”
Bai Suzhen thought about it, "Maybe, but if she hates you, how can she care about your opinion? I can feel that she is very weak and uneasy, so sometimes she seems a little sensitive. If you can give her more thoughtfulness, I am sure she will not disappoint you. ”
Xu Xian quipped: "Repay the favor?"
Bai Suzhen gave him a blank look, then turned to leave, just as chic as when she came. Xu Xian stood in front of the door for a while, thoughtful. It wasn't until the white figure disappeared at the entrance of the alley that he turned around and went back to his room, but he had been practicing the art of clouds for an afternoon.
The sky was dripping with light rain, which seemed to dye the entire city of Hangzhou with a layer of ink. This year's rainy season seems to have come a little earlier. Xu Xian dispersed the clouds, walked out of the door, took a deep breath of moist and cool air, and only felt refreshed, I don't know if it was because of the lighting up of Mercury, he now likes to rain very much.
Once it rains, and Bai Yu can also absorb the power of the sun, not to mention the power of the water spirit. Just calculated the time, but there was still no one to cook, Xu Xian not only smiled bitterly: It seems that there is really a strike!
So he went to the kitchen, supported himself, made some dishes out, and went to call Qingluan and Yun Yan to eat, but only Qingluan came out, and without waiting for Xu Xian to ask, Qingluan said: "Miss said she didn't want to eat." ”
Xu Xian frowned and said, "She didn't eat at noon!"
Qingluan nodded worriedly, Xu Xian frowned and said, "Regardless of her, let's go eat!" and pulled Qingluan to the hall to eat, he was happy to eat, but Qingluan's face was full of sadness, and he couldn't swallow it, not only made him sigh, touched her head and said, "Eat well, I'll talk to her after eating!"
Qingluan immediately said happily: "Okay!" Eating at a faster pace, he finished eating earlier than Xu Xian, and then looked at Xu Xian with expectant eyes, like two stars in the somewhat dim hall.
Finally waiting for Xu Xian to finish eating, Qingluan grabbed the bowl and said, "I'll brush it, brother, go ahead!"
Xu Xian leaned lazily on the chair and said, "If you don't have a reward, you won't go!" A standard posture of flirting with a woman from a good family.
Qingluan's anxious but helpless look made Xu Xian look funny. saw that Qingluan's face suddenly turned red, and with a wave of his hand, a chopstick flew out, extinguishing the light and candle, and the hall fell into darkness. Then he leaned down and pecked Xu Xian lightly on the cheek, and then hurriedly escaped. He also said, "You must go!"
The soft and moist feeling made Xu Xian stunned, he was just teasing this sister, but he didn't want to have such a consequence. Xu Xian touched his cheek and said with a smile: "This girl!"
Walking into Yun Yan's room, a red candle was burning, and it seemed to be the wedding candle left over from the last wedding banquet. It's just that the candlestick is full of tears, and it looks like it's about to burn out, and it's a little bit gone.
And the furnishings in the room have not changed much, and there is still red joy, but who knows the joy and sorrow of this hostess?
Xu Xian saw Yun Yan lying on her side, facing the wall, and Xu Xian didn't feel when she came in, as if she was asleep. Xu Xian put down the food in her hand, sat on the edge of the bed, and called softly, "Hey, it's time to eat!" but she didn't move.
Xu Xian naturally saw that she was faking sleep, so he unceremoniously pulled her shoulders and asked her to face him. But I saw that she was looking at herself, her eyes were red, and she seemed to have cried. However, in the faint candlelight, it is still incrediblely beautiful. opened his voice but said: "Does Gongzi Xu want Caifeng to sleep?" She didn't know what she was angry about, maybe she was just angry with herself!
Xu Xian frowned and said, "What do you mean by that?" but heard that she reverted to the name of the flower on the painting boat.
Yun Yan said indifferently: "If you want, Caifeng should recommend herself as a pillow to repay her son's good intentions." If not, please let Childe out!" he opened his mouth to force Xu Xian to leave.
Xu Xian sighed, is this kind of strength a sign of weakness?
When Yun Yan saw him leaving, her heart was relieved, and she was inexplicably a little lost, is this what it feels like to be free?
In Yun Yan's surprised gaze, Xu Xian inserted his hand into her back and forcibly helped her up. There is only a layer of gauze clothing, and the beginning feels warm and delicate. The quilt slipped off her body, but she was only wearing a thin gauze dress, and her rounded shoulders were faintly visible.
Xu Xian didn't show nostalgia, and only put the pillow up for her. Then he took a spoonful of gruel and brought it to her lips and said, "Eat!"
Seeing that Yun Yan was still a little dazed, she touched her delicate red lips with the edge of the spoon, as if she wanted to knock on a door. Yun Yan reacted at this time, opened her mouth in a little panic, and Xu Xian sent the porridge into her mouth. Yun Yan couldn't tell whether this was domineering or gentle, but she was eating rice porridge with sugar, and there was a hint of sweetness in her heart.
Xu Xian was just feeding spoonfuls like this, Yun Yan just opened her mouth obediently, seeing his serious and gentle appearance, her eyes were a little blurry, if that person was half good to herself, she would be willing to die, but why, why didn't she protect her, why did you leave her here?
Smiling and telling herself, this kind of peaceful life is what she wants, but is it really peaceful? Can it really go on like this? Bai Suzhen's arrival made her understand that her so-called peaceful life was in danger and there was no guarantee at all. But what else can you do?
Thinking like this, big tears slid down his cheeks and landed in the spoon, a little more bitter. A little choked up: "I'm sorry, I know you're good enough to me, I didn't have such a surname before." ”
Xu Xian put the porridge in his hand on the small table next to the bed, wiped her mouth with his sleeve, and asked, "Can't you forget Pan Yu?"
Yun Yan nodded and shook her head, her eyes were hazy with tears, and she didn't know what she wanted to say.
Xu Xian didn't know how to persuade him, so he thought for a while and said, "Do you like poetry?"
Yun Yan raised her head, not knowing why Xu Xian suddenly said this.
Xu Xian just whispered: "Ling Bo is only on Hengtang Road, but he is gone." Who is with the moon bridge flower pavilion, the trivial window Zhu household, only the spring knows the place. Feiyun is in the twilight, and the color pen has a new question to break the intestines. How much sorrow is there? A Sichuan tobacco, the city is full of wind and flocculent, and the plum is yellow and rainy. ”
Yun Yan lowered her head and savored the artistic conception in the words, as if she was talking about herself, the fate of tobacco flying. Yueqiao flowers, Zhuhu in the window, only spring knows. All I have to ask is just one sentence, who is with the degree of Jinsehua Nian!
Yun Yan asked softly, "Is this for me?"
Xu Xian affirmed: "Well, for you!" and then stretched out his hand to help her wipe the tears on her face, but the more she wiped it, the more she wiped, Yun Yan threw herself into his arms and cried loudly. Xu Xian patted her back and said, "Cry, just cry!" I just felt two extremely bullety things pressing on Xu Xian's body, and it seemed that I could still feel the slight bulge at the top. This wonderful experience inevitably caused Xu Xian to have some reactions.
At some point, the candle burned out, and the room was dark.
Yun Yan's crying gradually subsided, and after crying, she felt a lot more relieved, and there was always a sense of peace of mind when she was held in his arms. But he also felt the change in Xu Xian, and said with shame: "What are you doing?"
Xu Xian said helplessly: "If there is no reaction at this time, I will go to the doctor." The hand couldn't help but caress her back more delicately, compared to Pan Yu's ice muscles and jade bones, she seemed to be softer. Yun Yan's body trembled, but she just obediently did not refuse, and for this gentle touch, she may still have a little bit of love in her heart!
Yun Yan asked softly, "Do you like me?" Through the darkness, she only waited for Xu Xian to answer, even if it was a deception, she decided to use herself to repay this man's tenderness. She was actually very grateful to him all along.
Xu Xian said frankly: "I was afraid of liking you before. "Many concepts can not be changed if you want to, until you think about it much later, how many of those insistences are meaningless? Since Pan Yu handed her over to herself, in fact, she has no choice, isn't the so-called choice she gave her vain?
Xu Xian's epiphany is not only about cultivation, but also about his own heart. As long as you are worthy of the conscience of heaven and earth, you can follow your own heart in everything, instead of being obsessed with any rules and principles.
Yun Yan was a little disappointed, and asked with some hope, "What now?"
Xu Xian said: "I'm almost like it now." Holding this woman in my arms, I suddenly understood in my heart that I never wanted to let go, and if I said anything to let her remarry, how much of it was sincere?
Yun Yan muttered, "That's it!"
Xu Xian asked, "What about you?"
Yun Yan sighed: "Me too!" and said a little shyly: "Do you want it?" Only in the dark can she say such words, no more than the wedding night, but this time it is from the heart. It's just that she didn't know that Xu Xian could clearly see her face in the dark, and her embarrassed and delicate appearance was probably something that no man could refuse.
Xu Xian's hand couldn't help but be more arbitrary, gently caressing the curve of her buttocks, but asked rhetorically, "Do you want it?"
Yun Yan was stunned for a moment, but knew that it was not a molestation in the boudoir, but a real question of her heart, so she said with some gratitude: "Thank you." ”
Xu Xian Zhengse said: "You and I don't need to say these two words again!" but said with a smile: "Anyway, it's all duck in the pot, you might as well cook it before eating." ”
Yun Yan pinched his waist angrily and said, "Did you plan to do this from the beginning?" But blame him for ruining the atmosphere at the moment.
Xu Xian immediately kneaded her buttocks as revenge. "I was stupid at first, I wanted to give you to someone else!" At that time, he only wanted to give her freedom, but he forgot what she wanted!
Yun Yan hugged him tightly and said softly, "Protect me forever, okay?" She is really tired of wandering, in the arms of this man, it will be a good harbor!
Xu Xian understands that maybe not all birds want any freedom, what the phoenix in his arms wants is a cage that can protect her safely, and his commitment to her freedom, saying that she can marry someone else, just aggravates the insecurity in her heart, and all kinds of things are not because of her own words, not even because of Bai Suzhen, but because of the insecurities that have been accumulated.
And now I want to be her dependence. Gently attached to her ear and said, "I will always protect you, forever!" but couldn't help but gently hold her beautiful ear.
Yun Yan's body trembled, I don't know if it was because of these words or his actions. But he pushed him away, touched his somewhat wet ears, and said with a blushing face: "Give me some more time, okay? I will give myself to you completely." "There is no shadow of anyone else in my heart.
Xu Xian smiled and nodded.
Yun Yan said again: "However, you also have to like me!"
Xu Xian joked: "Raising a kitten and a puppy, after a long time, you still have feelings! Not to mention such a big living person!"
Yun Yan was annoyed again, and gently hammered him a few times, but she couldn't help the lazy man.
Xu Xian smiled and said, "Let's collect some deposit first!" He took her over again, kissed the delicate red lips deeply, pried open the teeth with the tip of his tongue, and tasted the sweetness in her mouth. Yun Yan's thrashing became weak, and slowly began to respond to his deep kiss. This is something that Pan Yu has never done to her, and gradually melts the shadow of that person, and gradually fascinates her mind, as if she is suffocating.
When the kiss ended, Xu Xian saw her drunk and lazy appearance, and she almost couldn't help but do something. Just a few hard kneades on her plump buttocks.
Yun Yan came to her senses, lay on his chest, drew circles and said, "You really don't mind?" Now that he has decided to belong and has received Xu Xian's promise, his heart has really calmed down. Knowing that he will be attached to this man, his own man.
But at the same time, he was particularly worried about Xu Xian's intentions. After all, she loved another person, and although she was his good friend, it was difficult to guarantee that he did not have a bad heart.
Xu Xian hurriedly grabbed her hand, if she continues like this, I'm afraid I'm really going to do something tonight. In response to her questioning, he said, "As long as you forget her, I don't mind." In fact, he doesn't mind now, or he doesn't mind, Pan Yu is much better than her in his arms. You can't eat your wife's vinegar, but saying it bluntly makes her worry and doubt, so it's better to say it.
Yun Yan affirmed: "I will." "It's no longer a weak persuasion of oneself, but a real confidence that can be changed. In fact, when she kissed the depths just now, she had long forgotten about the others, and only thought of the man who hugged her.
Xu Xian stood up, didn't dare to lean on her anymore, barely suppressed the desire in his heart, and said, "I'm afraid the food is cold, I'll go and heat it up again, and let Qingluan bring it over!" He knew that each other still needed a little time.
Yun Yan nodded and said, "It's raining and the road is slippery, you be careful!" thought about it again: "Husband, if you want to marry Miss Bai, I will get along with her." It's just that you don't let her bully me. Now this husband called out, but it was not as blunt as it was at the beginning, and it was much more cordial and smooth, which made Xu Xian's heart relax and happy, but he couldn't help but think of the woman who liked to call herself a husband, where is that wisp of fragrant soul now?
Xu Xian just touched Yun Yan's cheek and said, "It's not like you think, I'll go first." "If you don't leave, you're going to have to stay overnight. Although Yun Yan would definitely not refuse, he wanted to wait a little longer.
Push the door out, but it is still raining lightly, just as thin as cow's hair, wet clothes, the small courtyard is empty, only the vegetables planted by Xu Xian a few days ago have just sprouted and are glowing with vitality. Xu Xian said: "Luan'er, don't come out yet." ”
Qingluan really slowly walked out from behind the pillar and said softly, "Brother!" Hearing Yun Yan and Xu Xian talk about love, her face was red all the time.
Xu Xian is also funny, there is actually a hiding place for you. But he said solemnly: "Eavesdropping on other people's privacy, you should be spanked!" Seeing Qingluan's cute appearance of protecting his buttocks, he smiled and said: "Go and heat up the meal!"
Qingluan was pardoned and hurriedly fled into the house. The domineering appearance on the painting boat is still visible. In fact, in that abnormal environment, everyone is inevitably distorted, and now they are what they are!
Xu Xian raised his head and looked at the dark sky, and suddenly said with a smile: "The caged bird also has its own happiness!" Then let yourself give them happiness! No matter what way.
Xu Xian took a step into the void, and before his feet landed, white clouds condensed under his feet, and then he took a second step, and he also landed on the clouds. This was the result of his cultivation in the afternoon, and it was also the result of taking advantage of the rain to make it so easy.
Xu Xian's heart moved, and the clouds slowly floated, higher and higher, higher than the stone wall, higher than the treetops, higher than the eaves, and kept rising in this dazed rainy night. You don't have to worry about being seen. It's just that if anyone sees it, they really have to kneel on the ground and shout that they are immortals.
Xu Xian stood on the head of the clouds, rising straight to the sky, a pair of eyes glowing with golden light, and saw the city of Hangzhou clearly, this city that has been living in the sky, looks like a small box in the sky. Sentient beings are born in it, and they are no different from the caged birds, but who can say that they are unfortunate?
Xu Xian drove the clouds into the clouds, and the surroundings were vast, as if he was in a fog, but he just ignored it, and rose higher until he passed through the clouds. Look up at the sky and see the stars twinkling.
The stars are always there!
(To be continued)