Chapter 38: Emotional Wounds
After the golden basin handwashing ceremony, Shi Fan and Liu Qu got together for a few days, and then took the little girl to return to the mountain.
The two went all the way north, Shi Fan hadn't been alone with his sister for a long time, and his heart couldn't help but feel a little hot. The little girl lying on Shi Fan's back was a little depressed.
That's right, the master and brother are going back to the mountain, so naturally they will go to find his junior sister, Qu Feiyan's heart is sour, but he can't say it, and he can't even show that Qu Feiyan forcibly interrupted Shi Fan and Yue Lingshan's passion for reuniting after a long absence, but can this kind of thing be done a second time? or even the Nth time?
The answer is no, so Qu Feiyan is sad.
Qu Feiyan was a little unwilling, and whispered in Shi Fan's ear: "Master, brother, can we still live together when we go back?"
Shi Fan replied without thinking: "Of course not~ Feiyan is about to grow up, of course you can't live with your master and brother, otherwise others will laugh at you when they hear it~"
Qu Feiyan pouted and said: "Feiyan is not afraid of other people's jokes~~~"
Shi Fan persuaded: "That's not good, Master and Brother always have to accompany your Sister Lingshan, right?
Qu Feiyan said in his heart: "It's good to misunderstand~~~" But he stopped talking, secretly sad, but there was nothing he could do, the master and brother had no love for her, and she couldn't say it herself~~~
Shi Fan thought that Qu Feiyan was afraid of loneliness, so he comforted: "Feiyan, it's okay, your uncle and uncle will be okay to play with you~ Okay?"
Qu Feiyan said faintly: "Hmm~~~"
Shi Fan only talked about the child's heart, just get used to it, and don't think about it.
A few days later, the two returned to Huashan.
Shi Fan took the little girl to visit Lao Yue and his wife, while Ning Zhong was full of motherhood, and he loved Qu Feiyan very much, holding the little girl and not letting go, and chattering and asking for warmth.
Lao Yue took Shi Fan to the study, looked at Shi Fan quietly, and waited for his explanation.
Shi Fan knew that Lao Yue was puzzled about what happened before, so he explained: "Master, the disciple already knew that Songshan had the intention of harming Uncle Liu, and I believe that the master of Songshan should know the ambition of Songshan, and the disciple should have the intention to stop it, but he can't bring disaster to my Huashan, so he participates in the name of thin clothes." The disciple killed Zhong Zhen in his early years, I believe that the head of Zuo has a grudge against the disciple, and the disciple now does not want to provoke him, so he can only get out of his shell, and I hope that the master will forgive the disciple's painstaking efforts!"
Lao Yue thought for a long time, and then said silently: "The ambition of the head of Zuo is indeed well known, and even the shadow son he has already planted in my Huashan as a teacher also knows that Fan'er, you are doing the right thing, and now I am united in Huashan, with you and Chong'er in the future, we will definitely be able to soar back to the peak of the year, Fan'er, you are old-fashioned, and you are very relieved for the teacher!"
When Shi Fan heard this, he couldn't help but be a little moved: Lao Yue is indeed different from the original work, and his trust in himself is extraordinary, and such heartfelt words have never been said to Ling Hu Chong in the original work
Shi Fan said: "Master, although the disciple has no intention of the position of the head of the family, but Huashan is the disciple's home, and the disciple will inevitably restore my Huashan to its peak, or even better than before!"
Yue Buqun was relieved: "I can rest assured to have you as a teacher, seeing the fall of Huashan, the pressure in my heart really almost collapsed for the teacher, and now I can finally relax a little." Fan'er, do you know Lauderno's identity?"
Shi Fan knew this, so he replied honestly: "The disciple accidentally discovered that Senior Brother Laudeno sometimes has a mysterious whereabouts, I'm afraid there are other plans!"
Lao Yue was a little surprised and said: "Fan'er, your observation is very keen!Yes, Lao Denuo is a secret son sent by Zuo Lengchan, and he knows it well for his teacher, but he is afraid of Zuo Lengchan, so he has to pretend not to know and swallow his anger~ Hmph!" Lao Yue was a little aggrieved.
Shi Fan said: "Master rest assured, there is a disciple here, Laudeno can't make any big waves, when the time is ripe, the disciple will make Songshan pay the price!"
Lao Yue was relieved and laughed, and he was extremely satisfied with the disciple he accepted at will back then, and couldn't help but secretly say that it was really the hope sent by God to revive Huashan.
After the heart-to-heart conversation between the master and apprentice, the trust between the two has almost reached an unprecedented level!
Shi Fan said at this time: "Master, the disciple will retire?"
Lao Yue smiled and said, "Go, go~~~"
After Shi Fan came out of the study, he went straight to Yue Lingshan's room, and said goodbye to his sister Huashan, he hadn't seen him for many years, although he was a little relieved of his lovesickness when he was in the Fuwei Dart Bureau, but it was too short, and he was disturbed by the little girl, and now it is really lovesick~~~
Shi Fan walked to Yue Lingshan's boudoir, pushed the door straight in, and saw that the junior sister was sitting at the table looking at him, obviously waiting for a long time
Shi Fan stepped forward and hugged Yue Lingshan into his arms, smelled the incense and apologized: "Senior sister, I'm sorry! I've made you wait in Huashan for so long~~~"
Yue Lingshan hurriedly said when she heard this: "I'm not sorry, Lingshan just misses Brother Fan~~~"
Shi Fan was moved and said: "Senior brother is the same, I miss my junior sister so much~~~" After saying that, he kissed Yue Lingshan's red lips, and the two of them were newly married, and suddenly the spring was boundless.
But said that Qu Feiyan had been loved by Ning Zhong for a long time, and couldn't help but be moved by the care of her grandmother, she was originally a lonely person, and she was very happy when she received a little care, but now Ning Zhong cares about her in every way, how can she not be moved?
The little girl liked Huashan for a moment in her heart, and sure enough, the family of the master and brother is so good~~~
When she returned to the room that Ning Zhong arranged for her, it had already been cleaned, covered with new bedding, and arranged in a lovely and warm manner, just like Yue Lingshan's boudoir, Qu Feiyan couldn't help but say to herself with red eyes: "Grandmother is so good to me~~~"
Lying on the comfortable boudoir bed, thinking that the master and brother are now confiding in Sister Lingshan, the little girl couldn't help but cry secretly, she thought that she was now in Shi Fan's arms~~~
A few days later, the brothers of Huashan all knew this quirky little girl, and they all loved it, especially Ling Hu Chong, who was as chic as his favorite little girl, and taught the little girl to learn Huashan swordsmanship while playing all day long.
Shi Fan saw that the little girl had almost become the treasure of the entire Huashan, and he also put his mind at ease and concentrated on you and me with her sister, so that the little girl always secretly wiped her tears at night, and had to pretend to be nothing during the day, the little girl was really bitter~~~ As long as the master and brother accompanied her, she would rather be the enemy of the whole world!
On this day, Huashan came with two guests~~~
When Shi Fan was laughing with his junior sister, the land monkey came in a hurry.
Shi Fan opened the door and saw Lu Monkey's strange expression, and couldn't help but wonder: "Lu Monkey, what's wrong? Why do you have such an expression?"
Lu Monkey glanced at the little junior sister who was looking forward to it inside, and said with difficulty: "Senior brother, a guest came to visit, saying that he was looking for you." Master asked me to call you over~~~"
Shi Fan was puzzled: "Who are you looking for me?"
The land monkey said strangely: "You better go and see it yourself~~~ Senior brother, junior brother said goodbye first~~~" After speaking, he ran away.
Shi Fan glanced back at Yue Lingshan apologetically, and Yue Lingshan said gently: "Go ahead~ Don't let Daddy and guests wait for a long time~"
Shi Fan said, "Well, senior brother will be back soon!" After speaking, he walked briskly towards Zhengqitang.
When he arrived at the Zhengqi Hall, Shi Fan looked at it, and the people sitting inside turned out to be Dingxian Shitai and Yilin's little nun!
Lao Yue saw Shi Fan coming in, and said expressionlessly: "Fan'er, Senior Sister Hengshan Dingxian is looking for you~~~" The tone was quite unkind.
Shi Fan was a little embarrassed and said: "Shi Fan has seen Uncle Shi, forced to conceal the truth before, and I hope Uncle Shi will forgive me~~~" He forgot, but he didn't expect the little nun to finally confess his identity to Master Dingxian
Master Dingxian said coldly: "Yilin will never forget you, how can you get the six impure roots of the monks?"
Shi Fan was sweating heavily when he heard this, and peeked at Lao Yue, only to see that Lao Yue's face was expressionless and silent, and he only then reacted to why the land monkey looked strange
Shi Fan said embarrassedly: "Master~~~"
Lao Yue said lightly: "Just as your uncle said, you two should go out first!"
Shi Fan frowned suddenly, he didn't expect the little nun to come to the door
Helpless, I had to calm myself and said, "Senior Sister Yilin?"
Yilin kept her head down and blushed and didn't speak, and when she heard Shi Fan call her, she hurriedly raised her head and looked at Shi Fan blankly
Shi Fan said helplessly: "Senior Sister Yilin, let's go out first, shall we?"
Yi Lin pinched the corner of her clothes and nodded gently, and the two of them walked out of the righteous hall with their own concerns, leaving Lao Yue and Dingxian Shitai to sit silently and speechless.
The two walked silently one after the other, and suddenly Shi Fan stopped and said, "Senior Sister Yilin, why do you have time to come and see Senior Brother?"
Yi Lin didn't notice it, and hit Shi Fan's back when she landed, and the one who was hit took two steps back and touched her bald head a little aggrieved: "Yi Lin~ Yi Lin is here to thank my senior brother for saving his life~~~"
Shi Fan had a big headache when he boarded, how could he not see that the little nun had affection for him now, and he couldn't help it, so he really couldn't stand it and brought the little nun to find him, but he already had a little junior sister, didn't he see Lao Yue's black face just now that was the same as the bottom of the pot, and he actually came to the door, so that where would he, the master, put Taishan's face?
But Shi Fan really couldn't bear to hurt the heart of this pure little nun, not to mention that he really liked this shy little nun in his heart, and now everything was unexpectedly announced in front of everyone, Shi Fan was a little confused
Shi Fan looked at the little nun with a tangled face, and had to say: "Senior sister, your senior brother knows your intentions, but senior brother already has Senior Sister Lingshan, do you know this?"
The little nun's face turned pale when she heard this, her eyes rolled in her sockets, and she pursed her lips tightly and did not speak. Shi Fan said: "Senior brother doesn't want to hurt you, really, senior brother"
Yilin's tears finally couldn't help falling, and she cried: "I~ I heard about Senior Brother and Senior Sister Lingshan, but~ I just can't help but miss it, it's all my fault, don't blame Senior Brother, if the Bodhisattva wants to blame, blame me."
Shi Fan couldn't see tears the most, and couldn't help but feel annoyed in his heart, but he wanted to say something but couldn't say it, he now fully understands Zhang Wuji, and it is not easy to know when it comes to the end~~~
Seeing Shi Fan silent, the little nun couldn't help but feel sad and cried, "It's all my fault!" After speaking, he ran down the mountain, Shi Fan stood in place and was silent, he was now in turmoil, and he didn't know how to face Yue Lingshan and Yilin
Yue Lingshan hid behind the tree and watched all this, and she didn't know what to do! She was secretly outside the door of the Zhengqi Hall just now, and then followed all the way here, hearing Yilin's confession, her heart suddenly became sour, and she was relieved to see that Shi Fan did not accept Yilin's intention in the end, so she was relieved and secretly relieved, but she couldn't help but feel a little ashamed when she saw Yilin's senior sister crying and leaving.
Shi Fan didn't know that Yue Lingshan was peeking on one side, and Yue Lingshan didn't know that Qu Feiyan's little girl was also on the other side
The little girl had long known that Yilin had a good impression of Shi Fan, but she didn't expect that she would be deeply rooted in love in a short period of time, and now she secretly watched this scene and couldn't help but empathize, as if the injured Yilin was herself, and she also cried silently.
Shi Fan naturally didn't know that the two girls next to him were peeking, and he stood still for a long time in a distraught mood.
One of the two women hiding was in a complicated mood, and the other was uncomfortable.
It was getting late, Yue Lingshan felt a little sorry for Shi Fan, but she didn't know how to comfort him, so she secretly turned around and left. Qu Feiyan was sad in his heart, but he didn't know that it was dark, and leaned against the tree and wept silently. Shi Fan didn't notice it, and stood still.
This stop is a day and a night.
The next morning, Shi Fan was still standing still like the statue, trapped in a chaotic state of mind. At this time, there was a sudden sound of hurried footsteps, Shi Fan was shocked, and looked at the place where the sound came from, only to see Dingxian Shitai and Lao Yue walking quickly.
Shi Fan lowered his head and said silently, "Master, uncle!" He didn't know what to say
Master Dingxian asked with an angry face, "What about Yilin, why didn't you come back overnight?"
Shi Fan said in a low voice: "Yesterday, junior sister~~ ran down the mountain" and then reacted and exclaimed: "You haven't come back yet?"
Lao Yue saw that his apprentice had lost his way due to affection, and his anger eased slightly: "Yilin came out with you yesterday, but she hasn't come back yet!"
Shi Fan suddenly panicked, and he still hasn't returned? Could there be any accident? I couldn't help but blame myself: "It's all to blame the disciple, yesterday the disciple broke Senior Sister Yilin's heart, and the senior sister left in tears, and the disciple didn't chase after him in a big mess! It's all the disciple's fault, the disciple will go to find Senior Sister Yilin and come back now!"
Dingxian Master said angrily: "If something happens to Yilin, Poor Ni will never let you go!"
At this time, the little girl behind the tree turned around and said, "Master, brother, take me with you to find Sister Yilin?"
Shi Fan was surprised that the little girl was actually there, seeing the little girl's red and swollen eyes, Shi Fan didn't care about asking carefully, nodded and picked up the little girl and ran down the mountain.
Mrs. Dingxian also went down the mountain to find Yilin
Lao Yue sighed: "It's really a bad fate~~~" The helplessness between the words was fully revealed.
Shi Fan galloped all the way with the little girl on his back, and asked when he met people, "Have you seen a little nun passing by?" After inquiring for a long time, but without results, I couldn't help but blame myself more and more, secretly hating why I was so hesitant, not only hurt Yilin's heart, but also made her in danger, I couldn't imagine that I was as stupid as Zhang Wuji.
In case something happens to Senior Sister Yilin, how will she face Mrs. Dingxian?
When Shi Fan passed by a forest, the little girl on his back shouted, "Master, brother, look over there!"
Hearing this, Shi Fan hurriedly followed the little girl's hand and looked, and there was a small piece of monk's robe in the grass, which was obviously left by Yilin. Shi Fan was shocked, Yilin was really in danger!
Hurriedly chased in the direction of the folds of the monk's robe!