Chapter 160: Bright Moon
Moon.
The bright moon shines on the people of Iraq, how infatuated is it?
The end of the world is broken, who are the people of the end of the world?
In the twilight, Nie Ya lay quietly on the shabby and cold wooden bed, thinking about his life.
Life is always so confused......
The road ahead seems to be an endless road......
Just a year ago at this time, he was still by Gao Ruyi's side, and he was still a complete person, but now, everything has changed......
His thoughts seemed to have come back from a very old place, all the way to yesterday, to the present......
Now, Miao Sanjiang's words are still ringing in his ears: "Xiao Nieya, I really like you, whether it is the one you in the past or the current you, I like it so much......
"I like you no matter what you become, please, stay with me!"
No woman had ever been so proactive with him, not even Abi, who had lost her life to save him.
It is certainly a painful thing to be spit on by no one and spurned.
But isn't it even more painful to see someone who loves you so much die?
Nie Ya's heart secretly asked himself, "What the hell am I? Why do I know such strange spells when no one teaches me? And that power, what the hell is going on? How can I know about a long time ago?"
He sighed and turned over slightly, the thunderous snoring of the blue feather added a touch of noise to the night that could not be calm.
Nie Ya stood up and slowly walked out of the dilapidated shack.
Outside, the clear moonlit sky reminded him of many things when he was a child.
He remembered the oath he had made to the moon under his father's coercion, and he remembered the scene when he practiced swords with his father by the pond.
The past is like a dream, the years go by, and there are always countless memories in the world......
Nie Yan looked up to the sky and sighed: "It is said that the older a person is, the more willing he is to recall, is it that I am already old?"
"You're not old, I'm old!"
Nie Ya was startled by this voice, and turned his head to look, Lan Yu didn't know when, and he was also standing under the moonlight.
The way it looked at the moon was obviously different from Nie Ya's, and there were more vicissitudes and sadness in that look.
Perhaps its eyes have penetrated into another realm, a realm that mortals can never understand, and even immortals cannot understand the resentment in those eyes.
Nie Yan said, "Why don't you sleep?"
"Don't sleep......?" a sad and sad voice slowly drifted into the distance.
Nie Yan said, "I woke you up?"
Lan Yu tilted his head, looked at Mingyue with one eye, and sighed, "I ......"
The word "I" seems to float from far, far away, with no hometown and no end.
It continued, "Never slept ......"
How could Nie Ya believe this? It was clearly snoring like thunder? How could it not have slept? It must be lying!
But thousands of years have passed, and it has deceived the most, but it is afraid that it is itself.
Nie Yan said: "After getting along for more than half a year, I can hear your snoring every day, aren't you kidding me?"
Lan Yu didn't answer him, but went on to ask, "Do you know what the greatest sorrow is?"
Nie Ya shook his head and said, "I don't know, what do you say?"
Lan Yu said: "You don't know, how can I know?"
Nie Ya smiled and shook his head again.
Lan Yu took a long breath, Nie Yan could feel the coldness, it seemed to be trying to absorb all the air, and then slowly exhaled outward, and the breath exhaled seemed to be very heavy, like a stone, more like mercury pouring on the ground......
No, in fact, this is heavier than mercury, like the magma in hell, the yellow spring in the Nai River, the most helpless, the most desolate, the most sad, the heaviest thing in the world.
Lan Yu continued: "I only know that there is a kind of sorrow, no matter how painful you are, you can't baptize it with tears......
It sighed, "Actually, I haven't really slept since the day I left my hometown......
Nie Yan said, "Why don't you sleep? Your snoring ......"
"Snoring is for others, not for sleeping......"
Nie Ya knew how lonely Lan Yu felt when he said this.
During the day, it looks so lively and lovely, but in the dead of night, its heart is so lonely and lonely.
Lan Yu said: "Since the day I left my hometown, I have vowed to become a strong man, let those proud and complacent phoenixes see, let them all see, I, Lan Yu are not a good bully, I am not a useless Fei seed." ”
It pointed its wings at its chest, "But what? Time is like an arrow, and thousands of years have passed in the blink of an eye! What about me? I am still a useless chicken......
Nie Yan said: "Native chickens can't become phoenixes. ”
He turned his head to look at Lan Yu, and Lan Yu said, "You're right......
Nie Yan said: "But you can ......"
Lan Yu said: "If you want to comfort me, you can say something better." ”
Nie Yan said, "But I don't want to comfort you. I don't understand, why do you snore when you can't sleep every night?"
Lan Yu said: "Anxiety is also a day, comfort is also a day, no matter what I do, no matter how hard I try, I can't change the fact that I am a rookie......
"There are so many people like you who have comforted me in this world, but I'm tired of it. The more they comforted me, the more uncomfortable I became, and I ......"
It paused, sighed, and continued: "It's better to let others think I'm not caring than to make others think I'm not careful, so since then, I will snore as soon as I lie down, so that others think that I am asleep, but when I am really asleep, I don't snore." ”
Nie Ya sighed lightly, he knew that some people's comfort was kind, and some people's comfort was a reminder, reminding you that there was a scar there in you, and he would help you uncover the wound that was about to heal, so that you would be in pain, and let you live rather than die......
Many people just like to expose other people's scars, watching other people's painful moans, it will blossom happily, happy from the bottom of their hearts......
Because only when these people stand above the pain of others will they feel that they are okay, that they are okay, or at least better than them......
Nie Ya was very sympathetic to them, because such people often had a miserable life.
Lan Yu's eyes fell on Nie Ya's hand, he knew that Lan Yu had also become sinking in the long years, and had become fond of standing on top of other people's pain and being happy, but Nie Ya didn't blame it, because there was no worse than miserable, and if Nie Ya didn't let it feel that it was worse than it, it would feel that it was the worst, and it would suffer endless pain.
On the other hand, if Nie Tooth made it feel worse than it, it would be a little more miserable.
Nie Ya smiled and looked at his fingers as well, he still had an eyepatch on one of his eyes, in fact, his eye was already healed, he just didn't want it to see, because then it would be more painful.
The poignant sky, the sparse stars, and the night are always incomparably long for people like them.
Nie Ya turned back to the shack and lay down on the broken wooden bed, slowly closing his eyes, pretending to be asleep like it.
Lan Yu was still snoring, Nie Ya already knew that it wouldn't sleep all night, he thought about it all night. Faced with Miao Sanjiang's bitter pleading, Nie Ya couldn't refuse after all.
But he didn't intend to betray Ruyi, he still loved her deeply in his heart......
Nie Ya told her that as long as she could survive the tribulation and ascend to immortality, he would agree to marry her.
Due to the rapid progress in the past six months, Miao Sanjiang was sure that she could ascend to immortality, so she was also happy......
Nie Ya could only live one day at a time, and when she soared, he would find a way to leave.
Time is really fast, three years have passed in a blink of an eye, and Miao Sanjiang really did not disappoint Nie Ya, nor did she disappoint herself.
The clouds in the sky were very low, and the black pressure was pressing, and they followed Miao Sanjiang's head all the time.
In order to help Miao Sanjiang survive the catastrophe, Lan Yu decided to ask his friends in the demon clan to help.
Nie Ya didn't plan to agree, because a demon is a demon after all, and how many of them will be as reasonable as Lan Yu? What's more, it can't fly up at all, and it's stuck under the Infinite Abyss, how can it notify its friends?
But this time, Nie Ya was really wrong......