Chapter 173: All thoughts are frustrated
Zhang Wuji ran all the way, looking like crazy.
Song Yuanqiao's attitude directly knocked him into the abyss of despair, and all his beliefs in his past life collapsed. Countless questions suddenly exploded in his mind, shattering all his sanity!
Why? Why is it that he is kind to others everywhere, but there are people everywhere who embarrass him? Why do these people have to force each other hard to force his parents to death, and now they want to drive him to a dead end? Why did the teacher and uncle, who were originally very kind and treat him as if he were his own child, have become such an attitude?
As soon as he closed his eyes, his mind was filled with the look of the master who retreated in panic when the Demon Lord appeared, as well as the palm that pointed to his heart from afar. Such a desperate picture that he didn't even dare to think carefully about the meaning behind it.
As far as the eye could see, the smoke and dust stirred up by the people and horses swept sharply backwards, and it was Monk Peng and Zhou Dian who led people to the side. Zhang Wuji is bent on death, but he doesn't have the courage to kill himself, and now even finding someone to kill him has become an extravagant hope.
He ran wildly, for more than ten miles, before he stumbled headlong into the sand, the sand and dust filled his mouth and nose, and there seemed to be a fire burning in his chest. And he didn't want to move anymore, he didn't want to look up at the cold world anymore.
Zhao Yu walked up gently, stretched out his feet and lifted Zhang Wuji into the air, and saw that his eyes were dull, his face was covered with mud and sand, and he looked withered.
As if the drowning man had grasped the last straw, Zhang Wuji suddenly grabbed the hem of Zhao Yu's shirt and begged: "You kill me, kill me......"
Zhao Yu sat beside Zhang Wuji, with a hint of pity in his eyes. sighed and said, "You should have died a long time ago, staying in the world, harming others and yourself." Over the years, the Wudang faction has finally gotten rid of the shadow of your father's mother's incident, and its prestige and influence on the rivers and lakes have improved. They didn't expect that you suddenly appeared and once again pushed the Wudang faction to the forefront. Pity Zhang Wuxia, his death is just an excuse for the Wudang faction to retreat again and again in the face of this matter. The courage of the Wudang faction has long been cut off by the sword of your father's horizontal sword. The older the rivers and lakes. The less courage you have, the less courage you have to give it a try when you face this situation again. ”
"What are you talking about? I just want you to kill me, you are a demon who kills people without blinking. Killing me is just a trivial matter for you!" Zhang Wuji covered his ears and roared sadly.
Zhao Yu ignored him. Still looking to himself and saying, "Deal with people." One step back, no choice but step by step. If the Wudang Sect chooses to accept and shield you this time, the past ten years of forbearance and humiliation will be meaningless. The transcendent status and influence of the rivers and lakes are gone. People will only say, look, the Wudang faction used to sell its reputation and reputation, and after all, it still had to keep Zhang Wuji, a small evil species, and colluded with the Demon Sect. ”
"What the hell do you want? You know it's going to be like this, why do you put me down in the light......" Zhang Wuji had no strength to scream, and collapsed to the ground, panting heavily.
Zhao Yu stood up and said, "If you want to die, why use me to make a move." As long as you wander in this yellow sand, you will die in a short time, and of course, the necessary torture and persecution are still indispensable. I'm catching up just to give you a chance to choose. If you want to die, stay here. If you are still unwilling in your heart, stand up and give those people a lesson that will last a lifetime!"
Hearing Zhao Yu's words, a trace of brilliance flashed in Zhang Wuji's eyes, and his originally dry well-like mood gradually rippled.
Zhao Yu continued: "There are reasons for love and hate in this world, you might as well imagine what kind of situation it would be if you have peerless martial arts now, and you will respond to every call? Everyone in the world knows that you know the whereabouts of the Dragon Slayer Knife, but no one dares to ask by force." Your uncle and uncle no longer regard you as a troublesome burden, but as the mainstay of the Wudang faction. Is it true that when you think about that kind of scene, you will feel your heart swaying? Unfortunately, it is all fake. ”
"If you don't have the courage to stand up, I advise you to kill yourself. As long as you live for one day, the position of the Wudang faction in the righteous martial arts will be extremely embarrassing, and those who forced your father and mother to death will always bite you tightly and not let go, unless you are willing to tell Xie Xun's whereabouts. ”
"This is absolutely impossible!" Zhang Wuji shouted categorically: "I would rather die than betray my father-in-law!"
Zhao Yu walked forward and said, "Life or death, in your thoughts." It is to die and return to the world a pure one. Or do you stare at the people who forced your parents to die?"
Looking at Zhao Yu's figure gradually moving away, Zhang Wuji's eyes flashed with pain and struggle. Suddenly, a hint of determination flashed in his eyes, and he grabbed the steel knife and slashed it at his neck, while shouting: "Zhang Wuji, what's the use of you not dying!"
The steel knife cut through the skin inch by inch, and the pain of cutting the skin made Zhang Wuji's chaotic thoughts instantly become transparent. He suddenly remembered the picture of his father killing himself with a horizontal sword on Wudang Mountain, but today he is inevitably this experience, the father and son, the ending is so similar! For a while, sorrow came from it, and he hid his face and cried bitterly.
When Zhao Yu saw Zhang Wuji pick up the knife, he knew that he was self-defeating. This Zhang Wuji couldn't vent his grief and anger, and he was forced by his own words, maybe he would really turn his heart sideways and commit suicide in front of himself. Although he didn't have a good impression of Zhang Wuji, he had been together for several years after all, and finally had some friendship, but he couldn't bear to watch Zhang Wuji die in front of him, and was about to shoot down the steel knife, but he saw that Zhang Wuji had already covered his face and cried bitterly.
Seeing this scene, his mood relaxed. Anyone who commits suicide will sacrifice his life because of a breath in his chest, and his thoughts are extreme to the extreme. This kind of thing depends on a single blow, and if the spirit fails, there will be no courage.
Zhang Wuji cried bitterly for half an hour, as if he wanted to vent all the misery of half his life.
Zhao Yu stood aside and waited, occasionally taking care of a few people who were watching from a distance. finally waited until Zhang Wuji finished venting, and gradually stopped crying.
Zhang Wuji opened a pair of red eyes and choked up: "I'm not reconciled! I have never done anything bad in my life, but I don't want to die a good death." And you keep killing, but you are admired by all the people! This is not fair, the world is not fair!"
Zhao Yulang laughed and said disapprovingly: "There is no absolute difference between good and bad in the world, what is bad for you is good for me, and what is good for me is bad for you." You have never done anything bad in your life, and how can you ever do anything good? I have been killing and killing, but tens of millions of people have benefited from it. Whether it's good or bad, how can you decide with a word! How, is there a decision at all? The left and right skins have been cut, and the blade can die if it goes down three more points. ”
Zhang Wuji's face was gloomy, and he shook his head and said: "I don't want to die, I still have to save my life to find my father-in-law and repay the people who really treated me well!"
Zhao Yu stretched out his hand and picked up Zhang Wuji and said, "Since you don't want to die, then come with me." Now in the martial arts, I am the only one who can keep you safe. ”
Zhang Wuji said sadly: "Let me join the Ming Sect, I don't want to be favored by you for no reason." ”
Zhao Yu shook his head and said, "I promised you Master Tai that I wouldn't let you join the Ming Sect, and this credibility still needs to be talked about." You don't have to give up on yourself, you are the sister-in-law of Wudang Zhang Wuxia, as long as you properly solve Xie Xun's matter, you may not be able to return to the Wudang faction openly in the future. ”
Zhang Wuji hurriedly spoke again: "Father-in-law, he has many enemies, and the deep hatred in the sea of blood is difficult to resolve. I will never betray my father-in-law for the sake of my own escape!"
Zhao Yu sneered and said: "Xie Xun is still the protector of my Mingjiao, and the Mingjiao still has this responsibility." ”
After that, he stopped talking nonsense with Zhang Wuji, galloped, and gradually shook off the masters of the various factions who had already approached here, and headed north.
After walking for more than 20 miles, Zhao Yu suddenly heard the sound of fighting, turned over the sand dunes and took a look, and found that it was Emei who sent a cadre and so on.
The one who confronted the Emei faction was the white-eyed eagle king Yin Tianzheng, who single-handedly blocked the Emei faction in a quicksandy area. Now he is fighting against the extermination master of the Emei faction.
Exterminator Tai's swordsmanship is exquisite, Yin Tianzheng's internal skills are extremely profound, both of them are the world's first-class martial arts masters, and the two of them can be said to be evenly matched.
Everyone in the Emei faction looked nervously at the battle between Master and Yin Tianzheng, and did not notice Zhao Yu and Zhang Wuji, who had quietly appeared on the sand dunes a few miles away.
At such a distance, Zhao Yu could still see the truth, but Zhang Wuji could only see a few shaking black spots. Seeing that Zhao Yu was stopping, he was quite nervous and said, "There are people chasing and blocking ahead?"
Zhao Yu shook his head and said, "It's your grandfather, who is fighting with the exterminator." ”
Zhang Wuji exclaimed in surprise and hurriedly said, "Then what are you still standing here for?" My grandfather is a member of your Mingjiao, why don't you hurry up and help!"
Zhao Yu was a little bored when he heard his noise, so he stunned him casually, grabbed him under his armpit, and went down from the sand dune. (To be continued......)