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I'm fifteen years old.

I stayed in this place all day, and they said, this is the Yama Temple, the Yellow Spring River.

But I don't think that I look at the starless sky every day, and I feel very happy here.

Because I was able to eat meat at every meal!

I hope that one day, I will be able to get out of this place and go out into the outside world to see.

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I remember when I was a child, I was often knocked down and collapsed next to a stinking gutter, and the sky was beautiful at that time, with countless bright spots sparkling.

There was once a kind grandmother who gave me steamed buns to eat, and she also told me that the things that shine in the sky are called stars!

Then I often went to this grandmother, and she seemed to be very happy and fed every day.

Every time, she would leave me a steamed bun.

To this day, I can't forget that sweetness.

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Then one day, this grandma fell asleep, and no matter how I called it, she didn't wake up.

It wasn't until later that I learned that she was dead.

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Once a person is unable to move and speak, he is dead.

Even if you don't die, you're not far from dying.

People die, but I don't want to die, I don't want to die so early.

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I'm still beaten down a lot, but I've changed gradually.

I noticed something.

It's peculiar.

There have been countless times when I've been beaten and rolled all over the floor.

But I've never had a scar on my body.

I saw a dead child, he was bruised and bloodstained from beginning to end.

But I didn't, no matter how I was beaten, I just didn't have a scar.

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I began to explore it.

Then I grew up, maybe four or five years old, maybe, I don't remember exactly.

For the first time, I knocked down the person who bullied me!

I trampled him under my feet, and I was so excited that I trembled.

I heard another child lying on the ground next to me say, "Don't fight, you'll die."

When I heard the word "death", I was so excited that I felt like my blood was burning!

I kicked hard, stomped hard!

The other child kept crying, and the children around him were hiding far away.

I think they're scared of me.

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Although I escaped the fate of being bullied, I still couldn't eat.

Because there are also adults, they are very fierce and often snatch the food I robbed!

My strength is too weak compared to theirs, and I will endure it.

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Finally, one time, the adults had a conflict, and I took the opportunity to use a stone to knock down one of the adults who had robbed me of my food!

I'm smashing, smashing!

Red blood, splashed all over my face.

I don't pay attention to it, I'm just smashing it!

My hands were bruised by stones, and I was bleeding.

And then I laughed, laughed, laughed.

The grown-ups gathered around me, and eventually, they retreated.

I think they're scared of me.

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I was so happy in those days that followed, and I was able to eat enough every time!

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One day, I ate something different from before, smooth/tender, fragrant.

An adult told me that this thing is called "meat"!

That's a supreme delicacy!

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I searched everywhere and snatched other people's food.

I've had countless fights because I've entered someone else's territory.

But I won them all because I was harder than them, because I was harder than them.

But the thing called "meat" was never found again.

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It wasn't until later that I met two white-dressed.

Their clothes are so beautiful, I followed them and wanted them!

But I failed, they were strong, so strong that I couldn't resist any breath I had!

I crave such a strong!

They blew me down, they said a lot of things I didn't understand.

And then I had meat again!

Meat that tastes even better than that time!

They gave me back white clothes!

Good looking white clothes!

But I can never see the stars again!

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I miss the kids and adults I beaten.

Because when you come to this place, you will be laughed at for beating people.

Only murder can be done here.

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Today I killed two more girls, and they attacked me from behind while I was peeing, but I killed them anyway.

Because I'm better than them!

And even more because I'm not afraid of getting hurt!

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I have a secret, a secret that no one knows.

Someone once told me that a secret is a secret that is not discovered!

I took that to heart.

I wish I could get out early and kill that person, because she knows my secret, too!

This secret can only be known to myself!

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Finally, I killed 999 people.

Anyone who has killed enough nine hundred and ninety-nine people can leave here and go outside.

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There's one more person out there, waiting for me to kill!

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But I can't go yet!

A couple of people came, and they taught me another skill.

They say that if you learn this skill, you can go out and carry out orders.

Whose orders are executed?

I don't care, I just want to get out there and kill that guy!

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I was a quick learner and they were all very satisfied.

After I had a perfect make-up, they left.

A few other people came, gave me a stack of documents, told me to write them all down, and then go and replace one person!

I threw away those things, I didn't need them, all I needed was to kill that person!

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But I failed again.

I thought I was better than anything else, but the idea was ridiculous.

But I'm not going to give up, I'm going to do what I think!

I was knocked down again and again, just like before.

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I flinched because someone who came out with me died.

She didn't have my durable beat, so she died.

They saw my withdrawal and began to educate me in various ways.

I thought to myself, okay, I'll do this bullshit order first, and then I'm going to kill that guy!

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I did all the training with perfect results.

They say I'm the king of newcomers.

Bah, I'm not a rare newcomer king, I just want to kill someone!

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I got the information on the mission objectives.

And then I wanted to go.

But I met some people.

Those who have been beaten by me!

They were so happy to see me!

I don't understand why!

But I'm also happy!

It's not the same joy I feel when I kill someone!

I felt so relaxed and comfortable!

We reminisce together and eat meat together!

The meat I bought!

They certainly haven't eaten meat!

I felt more relaxed than I had ever felt before!

My soul seemed to be purified.

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Then I'm going to set off to complete the mission.

But they were all locked up.

They told me that they would only be free if I completed the task!

I was angry and I went to my teacher and asked him why he was doing this!

He said it was the rules of the base!

He said that even his family and friends were treated the same!

I was silent.

I finally left the place where I didn't see the light of day.

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I'm going to finish the mission first, and then I'm going to come back and eat meat with them!

Of course, I'm going to kill one more person!

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Qiao Xi.

It's a character I've had in mind for a long time.

She was pathetic.

She's also very simple.

She'll be back again!