Chapter 8: Forgive Yourself

Little baby, this title brings up Mo Wen's long memories, from the first sentence he began to teach Catwoman, this title was formed, Catwoman called him Little Baby, and Mo Wen called her cat.

Later, Catwoman asked him what he called her cat, and Mo asked: "You and I don't have a family, so let's be each other's family, but you are not a human, you are a cat, so I call you a cat, why do you call me a baby?"

Catwoman replied, "I hope you will never grow up, because the humans who grew up are too bad, and when I haven't opened my spiritual sense, there are eight lives that were killed by the humans you grew up with, and if you grow up, I won't be your family cat." ”

Mo Wen nodded his little head and said: "I don't like adults either, the people outside are too indifferent, they don't give me a bite to eat when they see me starving to death, that old bastard in my family is also a pervert, thinking about me all day long, I don't want to be like them." ”

If it were usual, Mo Wen would definitely feel funny when he thought of this, how could anyone not grow up, but now looking at the phantom standing in front of him, Mo Wen felt a kind of sadness.

"Where are you going?"

Catwoman's apparition smiled and said, "Go where you need to go." ”

"Didn't you say that you want to be my family, why do you want to leave me?" Mo Wen said a little angrily.

"Because you've grown up. Catwoman laughed and said, "Didn't I tell you that I hate growing up humans." ”

"Don't go, please. Mo Wen pleaded.

"Little bastard, what are you doing here," another phantom flashed in the void, and happened to appear next to Catwoman, but the phantom didn't seem to notice Catwoman's existence, and was staring at her little eyes obscenely with her beard, "Old man, I'm leaving." ”

"Why are you leaving?" Mo Wen asked angrily, "You asked Lao Tzu to recognize you as a master, don't you talk nonsense, what is the matter of leaving Lao Tzu to go by himself?"

"Because you've grown up," Wei Qingyun smiled with squinting mouse-like eyes, "and I don't have much more to teach you." ”

"Little beggar, you can't even protect us, but we are still waiting for you stupidly in the world, are you worthy of us, I'm gone, I hate you all my life" Shen Hanxue's figure also appeared.

"Brother Mo, I'm leaving, Shaocong is our child, but you are not a good father, so I took him with me" Shen Hanshuang looked disappointed.

"Xiao Q, there is no chance in this life, but you don't follow me in the next life, I will never believe in you as a ruthless and unrighteous person again" Ye Xiaoyue looked at Mo Wen with a look of disgust.

"Bastard, the man of the old paper is a good man who stands up to the sky, a big hero with great ambitions and dares to explode the Jade Emperor chrysanthemum, but you are a treacherous villain, the old paper is going to divorce you" Ji Lingjia blushed angrily.

"Fatal Rickfu, notoriety, what kind of husband did you get in exchange, I want to leave you" Liu Rumeng said leisurely.

Tang Wan, Qin Luoluo, Qi Jie, and countless people are all shouting to leave him, including his grandparents and aunts, and even people whose memories have long been blurred, the old beggar who has raised him for five or six years, as if all the people he knows are going to leave him, even Zhou Tianling swears to leave him, if it is usual, Mo Wen will definitely feel that the chrysanthemum is tight, and his whole body is cold, but now he has an inexplicable heartache.

"Are you going to leave me?" Mo Wen sat on the snow decadently, and said with a wry smile, "Okay, let's go, I have nothing, I have gained and lost, it's just a cycle of cause and effect, I'm still me, you all go."

"Don't, don't let them go. The voice of the bird came from the void, and then appeared beside Mo Wen.

"What shouldn't be left has to go, but what should have gone has come. Mo Wen smiled bitterly and turned his head away from looking at her.

"Don't ask, wake up, have you forgotten that you are a god, and you have no feelings. Que Ah said anxiously.

"Is there one?" Mo asked, looking at the finch suspiciously.

"You have no feelings, and if you let go of these memories in your heart, then you really have lost everything, even yourself. Que Ah said excitedly.

"Are these memories in my heart?" Mo asked, looking at the group of people in front of him, a little incredulous.

Que Ah nodded and said: "Yes, these are your memories, and they are also an extension of your feelings, if you feel indebted to them, you should let them stay in your heart forever, instead of choosing to forget, isn't this too selfish?"

"It's their own departure. Mo Wen said unconvinced, like a child.

"Have you forgotten where we are?" said in a soft tone, "Purify the space, it's not them who want to leave, it's the purification space that forces them to leave, believe me once, don't let go." ”

Mo Wen lowered his head and thought for a long time before he nodded: "Then what should I do?"

"Communicate with them with your heart, ask for their forgiveness, and remember, never let anyone go, not even if it doesn't matter, because," Before she could finish speaking, the space trembled, and her phantom was torn to shreds.

Communicating with his heart, Mo Wen touched his chest, and couldn't help but smile bitterly, because he couldn't touch his heartbeat, maybe all this was an illusion, he had no feelings, why would he be sad, and why would he be sad?

Mo Wen breathed a long sigh of relief, closed his eyes and began to feel his heart, half of which was filled with endless grievances, but Mo Wen had a strange feeling, these grievances were not real, but his own imagination out of thin air, and the other half was filled with despair, this half was real, heavy and powerful and overwhelmed him.

The world is destroyed, and the two worlds of immortals and demons are just desperate, even if they get justice, what can they do, can their relatives and lovers still come back to life?

"You can, as long as there is a glimmer of hope, don't give up, are you really willing to end up like this?" said Quea's voice again, but it was much weaker than just now.

"Why are you back again?" Mo Wen asked in surprise.

"I don't have much time, you have to remember, you must keep everyone here, because they are your hope" The space trembled again, and the figure of the finch was torn apart again.

"Keep them, hope?" Mo Wen looked at his inner world and said to himself lightly.

At first, a person who has nothing, suddenly gets countless treasures, he will be very happy and excited, but there is more pressure and worry, worried that these treasures will be snatched away, worried that these treasures will leave one day, it is undeniable that no matter what there is more, it will have a negative impact, as the so-called blessing and misfortune depend on happiness and sorrow.

The symbolic text of the Supreme Heart Sutra jumped in Mo Wen's mind, God is ruthless, although Buddhism emphasizes jumping out of love, but it is not forgetful, but jumping out of love and then looking at the situation, the authorities are confused and the bystanders are clear, this may be the true meaning of Buddhism's pursuit.

Sitting is also Zen, walking is also Zen, a flower is a lifetime, a leaf is a Bodhi, the grass is green in spring, the leaves are floating in autumn, the infinite heart is free, the silence is moving, the body is natural, a thought of foolishness is a wave, a thought of wisdom is a wave of life

"But they all hate me, that's why I left, how can I ask them for forgiveness?" Mo asked faintly.

"Do they really hate you, these are all extensions of the memories in your heart, it can be said that all this is your own imagination, asking for their forgiveness, first of all. A gentle sigh in the void.

"Are you Chang'e?" asked Mo Wen lightly.

There was silence in the void for a long time, and then the gentle voice sounded: "You say yes, that's it." ”

"Hmph," Mo Wen snorted coldly, "Put away your falsehood, I don't need your guidance." ”

"Do you hate me?" the voice seemed to be surprised.

"Yes, I hate your hypocrisy, hate is hatred and sorrow, why do you want to seal her, a woman who doesn't even dare to face her own demons, what qualifications do you have to teach me from above?" Mo Wen roared angrily.

"Are you sympathizing with her?" the voice seemed to be with some joy.

"She's not you. Mo Wen pursed his lips.

"Whether you hate me or hate me, please forgive yourself," the voice remained soft, "Also, Chang'e, like you, is not condescending, but is too kind to hurt anyone." ”

"Less gold on your face. Mo Wen sneered.

It's just that there is no more echo in the void, and it seems that the voice has long since disappeared.

Mo Wen took a deep breath, he knew that Chang'e was not wrong, it was he who refused to forgive himself, he always felt that he had harmed them and harmed everyone he knew, but even without him, the human world would still be destroyed, this is not his responsibility, the only reason can only be that he owes too many love debts.

Time seemed to have passed for a long time, Mo Wen finally opened his eyes, he saw that the surroundings were calm, like a peaceful sky, and even the air here was fresh, but there was no floating white light, Mo Wen Zhilu said that they came out, and now the place is the junction of the Purification Space and the Vacuum Realm.

"Big brother, you're finally awake. ”

Mo Wen turned his head in amazement, and couldn't help but say in surprise: "Ling'er, why are you here, weren't you captured in the purification space just now?"

Originally, Mo Wen still wanted to go back to the purification space, and he must find Hu Ling'er, although he had no feelings, but the memory would not tolerate him giving up the little fox, but he didn't expect Hu Ling'er to come out with him, and his demonic energy disappeared, and the white clothes were like snow and the soul was smooth and translucent, it seemed that she had become the kind little confused before.

"I don't know what's going on with Lu Dao," Hu Ling'er nodded and replied, "It was very painful at first, as if the whole soul was going to be disassembled, and after about half a year, this pain disappeared, and I walked out along the traces you left, and the eldest brother was really waiting for me here." ”

"Half a year?" Mo asked, surprised, "has it been so long?"

"It's been more than half a year, it took me almost three months to get out of it, and I waited for another two years for my big brother to wake up. Hu Linger pinched her fingers and counted for a long time before saying.

"So, I've been in the Lost Realm for three years?" Mo Wen didn't seem to believe it.

Hu Ling'er nodded: "It shouldn't be wrong, I'll count it." ”

Mo Wen nodded lightly, turned to look behind him, but couldn't help but be stunned, because the finch was gone

Mo Wen couldn't help frowning, turned his head to Hu Ling'er and asked, "Ling'er, have you seen that woman?"

Hu Linger shook her head suspiciously: "No, when I came out, I saw the eldest brother alone." ”

"Oh, maybe she's gone on her own," Mo asked, turning around in confusion, "just wondering, how did I get here?"

The small space has long been shattered, and he has been on the edge of the purified space for three years, what happened during this period?

Mo Wen looked at Hu Ling'er: "Ling'er, it's just the two of us now, do you dare to continue to follow me to the two worlds of immortals and demons?"

Hu Linger opened her mouth and smiled sweetly: "I will go wherever the big brother goes, I will always accompany the big brother." ”

Mo Wen heard this, and there was a touch of tenderness on his calm face, but it froze before it bloomed, because he remembered that the woman had said something similar, but now why did she leave suddenly?

"Ling'er, let's go back. Mo Wen said with a tremor in his calm tone.

"Why do you want to go back?" asked Hu Ling'er suspiciously.

"Go make sure of something. ”