Chapter 26: Joy and sorrow
Pan Yu hugged Xu Xian tightly and said softly: "If only I were really your wife, I would never let you take a concubine!" This is what she said in her heart, which woman doesn't like her husband to love only herself.
Xu Xian smiled bitterly: "Like in the painting, if you dare to take a concubine, you will die for me!"
Pan Yu exclaimed, "You know. "The things on the wall are still in front of me.
Xu Xian said: "I only later figured out who that person was besides you." ”
Pan Yu was a little shy, but a little happy: "Then we are not married." ”
Xu Xian nodded and said: "As my master said, although it is illusory, it is exactly what you and I want, if the intention is true, what is the difference between the rest and the real even if it is fake?"
Pan Yu let out a sweet "grace", feeling that the grievances and pains he suffered had been doubled, although in fact, it was just these few words. "And you agreed?"
Xu Xian patted Pan Yu's head: "Promise you, it's just that you have failed others, how can I bully her again." It's just a good thing to be able to help her out of the sea of suffering, and then, maybe I can give her real freedom!"
Pan Yucai didn't believe his words, in the face of a smart and natural beauty like Caifeng, even he sometimes couldn't help but want to be light, not about desire, but about the love of beauty, everyone has it. How could Xu Xian face the meat in his mouth and not swallow it.
In the red Luo tent, the phoenix crown is in the clouds. The phoenix crown is gorgeous, hanging down the beaded curtains, half-covering and half-covering the beautiful face, but at the moment she is contemplating her eyebrows. The current situation was something she never expected, and she couldn't help but think of that scene again.
In the spring sail drizzle, painting the boat, she and Pan Yu stood at the bow of the boat, having the most ordinary conversation.
"I'm going back to Beijing soon, and I'll redeem you until then. Pan Yu said lightly.
"Well, that's good!" she played, feeling something unusual about the atmosphere.
Pan Yu suddenly turned her head to look at her and asked, "What do you think of Xu Xian?"
She said without thinking about it: "Talent and temperament, unparalleled in the world." Honest and hearty, it is a rare good friend. "She never tried to lie in front of Pan Yu, each other was too smart and too deep. Superfluous guessing about each other's thoughts will only turn getting along into a battle of wits. It may be fun to do it once in a while, but no one wants to be in this state forever.
Pan Yu said again: "The first time we met in the real sense was in the last competition of the first snow test!"
She frowned, not knowing that Pan Yu suddenly changed the topic, but she still said: "Yes, your song "Nine Machines" is really amazing. ”
Pan Yu smiled and said, "I can also impress you with that song!"
She looked at the light green lake, reflected each other's figures, and said softly, "Not all, but it's almost the same." ”
"What if I say, it's also cheating? Xu Xian helped me cheat. ”
She covered her mouth and chuckled: "I know, I have read every poem you circulated, but that kind of writing is not like your handwriting! Don't worry, the slave family will not say it!" She laughed and trembled, but there was not much smile in her eyes, but gradually withdrew her smile and said: "You are not usually like this, just say what you have to say!"
Pan Yu groaned: "If the person who chanted this poem in front of you for the first time was not me, but Xu Xian......"
For the first time, her face showed anger, "Pan Yu, do you really not understand, or do you intend to be tempted." Does it matter to a tree what kind of seed it once was? Whether it is deliberate or by chance, the tree is already a tree. If you want Caifeng to do something, please speak up!"
Pan Yu was also a little at a loss for a while, it is not as easy as imagined to hurt a person who loves him, as long as his words are spoken, no matter what the result is, he will definitely leave a wound. But reason ordered her to make a choice: "I think you may be able to marry Xu Xian." "I have decided to keep this daughter's body for Xu Xian, and getting along with other women will inevitably be tortured to each other, and the long pain is better than the short pain!
Her hands and feet were cold for a while, but the spring was melting, but she was dizzy, and she almost fell into the lake. "Is it an order?"
Pan Yu looked at her sad look, and felt uncomfortable, but still said: "No, it's just multiple choices." There are a lot of relatives in my family, and your identity will inevitably be picky, and Xu Xian's family has no parents and brothers to serve. And if you follow me, you will be just a concubine for life, and you may be able to find a wife with Xu Xian. But seeing that the sadness on her face was getting heavier and heavier, she finally couldn't speak, and sighed: "If you really want to, go back to the palace with me!"
She just shook her head and said, "If you really have affection for me, what does it matter if it is a mountain of swords and a sea of fire?" It's a pity, it's a pity that ......" The voice gradually faded, and finally became speechless. His expression gradually became solemn, and finally said: "Okay, I promise, I promise to marry Xu Xian!" As soon as these words came out, his heart was as empty as he was.
Pan Yu looked at her deeply, sighed, stretched out her hand to touch her face, but she turned her head away and avoided it, tears flashed in the corners of her eyes, but there was a smile on the corner of her mouth: At least, at least, Luan'er will feel happy! Well, that's fine!
Pan Yu got off the boat, she watched her leave a little blankly, pretended to smile easily, turned around and saw Qingluan looking at her worriedly, and said, "Miss, what's wrong with you." She was sensitive to Caifeng's abnormality.
She stretched and said with a smile: "It's nothing, you can redeem yourself, and you won't have to float on this lake in the future." ”
Qingluan grabbed her hand excitedly and said happily, "Really? "I forgot her strange appearance for a while, and only regarded it as the joy of redemption.
She saw that Qingluan was happy for herself, and she forgot her preferences, she was moved in her heart, and she was happy for Qingluan, but inexplicably there was something surging in her chest, and she couldn't suppress it, so she pulled Qingluan to the cabin, and Qingluan was pulled by her for some reason, until she was in the room, and closed the door. She threw herself into Qingluan's arms and cried loudly, like a wronged child.
Thinking of this, Caifeng wiped the corners of her eyes, afraid that she would still leave some traces. After all, it's the wedding night, and you can't make that person unhappy, after all, he will be in charge of everything in the future.
The door slammed, and Caifeng hurriedly withdrew her hand and sat upright with bated breath.
Xu Xian couldn't help but smile bitterly, one of the four joys of life, and married a beauty that is difficult to find in the world, at this time, I don't know how many people are envying his Yanfu, but he couldn't help but sigh again.
The red candle is held high, and there is joy everywhere. Xu Xian never expected that it would be such a woman who would carry out this scene with him, to be honest, he didn't know her at all, but he still had some pity in his heart. walked towards the bed, took a closer look, maybe it was really with the word phoenix in her name, and the phoenix crown was really her best clothes, graceful and gorgeous, just low eyebrows, peaceful and calm.
Xu Xian knew that this woman belonged to him now, at least in name. You can dominate everything about her and get whatever you want from her. But this concern not only did not bring him any sense of superiority, but felt a deep sadness.
Xu Xian took off the phoenix crown for her, and her long hair was not tied into a bun like Pingshu, but simply combed and lay behind her softly. I saw that her face was shy and happy, and there was no displeasure at all, she really looked like a bride who was loved by the king, but it was too similar to it to be a little unreal.
Caifeng reminded: "Husband, it's time to drink a glass of wine!"
Xu Xian led her to the table, she was about to pour wine, but Xu Xian held down the wine jug and said, "I have something to say!"
Caifeng showed a confused look, **The night is short, the beauty is current, what else do you want to say? Does he think that he can move himself by saying a few words of love? But if he really says it, he still has to be emotional.
Xu Xian said: "I know what you like is Pan Yu!"
This kind of thing is undeniable, but on the wedding night, the husband mentioned other men, presumably because he was unhappy in his heart! Caifeng had to say: "Where did the husband say, the slave family does have a good impression of Pan Gongzi, but because of the song "Nine Machines" she made, now I know that it is the handwriting of my husband, if I knew it earlier, ......
The more she was bent to greet her, the deeper the sorrow in Xu Xian's heart became, and finally turned into anger and said, "Enough!"
Caifeng's face froze, and she put away her smile, knowing that Xu Xian was not so easy to coax, she said: "The slave family did have an interest in Pan Gongzi, but now that he has married into the Xu family, he will never have other thoughts." Seeing Xu Xian's unmoved appearance, he gritted his teeth and said: "Although Caifeng was born in a prostitute family, she has been clean and self-disciplined over the years, even with Pan Gongzi, she has never crossed the courtesy, and she will not insult the Xu family.
Xu Xian smiled bitterly: "I didn't mean that, I just wanted to say, what are your plans in the future?"
Caifeng said: "It's all up to the husband!"
Xu Xian let out a long breath, stood up and made a long gesture at Caifeng, and said, "I didn't know about this matter, it was Pan Yu's nonsense, hey, she also has her own troubles, I hope you can understand." It's just that now it's a blessing to be able to help Miss Caifeng get out of the music book, and if you have any plans in the future, it's up to you to decide. I will move back to the academy to live, and this courtyard will be left to you and Qingluan, if you have someone you like, tell me, whether it is a divorce or a dowry, I will fulfill it. If there is any offense today, please forgive me!" After saying these words in one breath, I felt relieved.
Caifeng first got up and looked at Xu Xian in surprise, and then knelt down and said: "Caifeng is not a woman surnamed Yang Hua, if she has to take a leave of absence, it is better to die." ”
Xu Xian wanted to help, but it was not easy to help her, so he said, "Brainless!" turned around and opened the door and walked out.
Caifeng's heart was full of confusion, this Xu Xianmo was not a nerd, but also a hypocrite. Is this really as he said, is Pan Yu suffering? But in any case, he was always relieved to have escaped a catastrophe tonight.
Xu Xian went out, but saw a woman glaring at him fiercely, but it was Qingluan. Seeing Xu Xian, he snorted coldly and didn't look over. Miss explained that she must not be angry with Xu Xian. Whatever his role in it, it was a foregone conclusion, and it was useless to argue.
Xu Xian said: "Why don't you even call my brother now?"
Qingluan couldn't help but be angry, and said, "Xu Xian, I didn't expect you to be this kind of person!" The young lady was crying in her arms, she still felt distressed when she thought about it now, and what hurt even more was that the initiator of all this turned out to be her brother who was sincerely accepted, Xu Xian.
Xu Xian explained: "Things are not what you think!"
Qingluan was filled with anger, forced himself to suppress his tears, and said: "You approached me really for Miss, right, Pan Yu also let you take advantage of it, right? If it weren't for my thoughts, Miss would rather die than marry you, I hate it so much, I hate myself so much, I hate you so much! Why do you lie to me!" As he spoke, tears couldn't stop flowing!
Xu Xian said: "Please believe me, you can go into the house now!"
Qingluan said fiercely: "Believe you, the truth is right in front of you, how do you want me to believe you, if you weren't for you to get in the way, how could Pan Yu give Miss to you." What do you want to do when you come out now, don't you want me to go in and accompany you. Okay, I'll grant you your wish. As he spoke, he grabbed his neckline, and with a bang, he tore a big hole in the spring shirt, revealing a snow-white shoulder blade and a lake-green belly pocket!
Xu Xian said angrily: "What are you crazy about!" went over to help her pull her clothes on, and said, "I asked you to go in and accompany your young lady." Seeing the tears on her face, Xu Xian said helplessly: "I will treat you as a sister, I will not hurt you, not now, not in the future! I am indeed responsible for this matter, but it is not as bad as you imagined, I only need you to believe me once, I can't even do this?"
Qingluan looked at Xu Xian's sincere eyes and listened to his gentle words, although a voice in his heart kept saying, don't believe him, men are liars. But he couldn't help but say: "I, I believe in you, you won't intentionally hurt Luan'er!" said this, but he felt that the pain in his heart was much lighter, and he was also doubting in his heart, this was comforting himself.
"It doesn't hurt at all, and it's always good to be able to get out of the music anyway, it's better than meeting those men on the boat!. In the future, you will be free in this small courtyard, and when you find your own wishful husband, I will marry you beautifully. ”
"You didn't lie to me!" Qingluan had tears on her face, but she was still a little hesitant.
Xu Xian lightly tapped her head: "You herring head, I won't let you find out even if I lie to you." ”
Qingluan seemed to find the familiar and warm feeling from Xu Xian, remembering the current state of the two of them, his face was crimson, and he quickly pushed Xu Xian away and fled into the room.
The small courtyard returned to calm, and no one was invited to come, and the miscellaneous servants also let Xu Xian be dismissed, and now Xu Xian was the only one left in such a big courtyard, but he said: "Don't let me come out yet!"
Sure enough, a person came out of the dark corner, who else except Pan Yu, who was not wearing a necklace at the moment, with a coquettish smile on his face. "I didn't expect Hanwen to be really like a gentleman?" She also didn't expect this, this is not a matter of wisdom, but the attitude towards women, and it will never be possible for the ancients and the present to reach a consensus.
Xu Xian was really helpless against her, hugged her fiercely in his arms, and slapped her the buttocks. Pan Yu exclaimed, although the two of them hugged each other and slept every night, and their limbs were handed over. But Xu Xian has never touched Pan Yu's sensitivities, mainly because he is afraid that he will not be able to control it.
Through the thin clothes, it seemed that a soft sound could be heard, and Pan Yudeng's cheeks were red at the time, and he was lying in Xu Xian's arms speechless.
Seeing her irrepressible appearance, Xu Xian felt pity in his heart, and turned to gently stroke her back and said, "Are you going to leave the day after tomorrow?"
Pan Yu snorted lightly and said, "Early the day after tomorrow!"
"So tomorrow is the last day, right?"
Pan Yu stretched out his hand to cover Xu Xian's mouth and said, "It's not the last day, but many days, and our days are still growing!"
Xu Xian nodded and said, "Well, it's still long!"
Pan Yu squinted at the room where the candle was still lit and asked, "The people in the room, what are you going to do?"
When he mentioned this, Xu Xian was angry, raised his hand and couldn't help but give it to her again, but saw that she tensed up and hugged herself hard, that pitiful appearance, how could there be half a point of chic, this palm finally did not fall, but said: "What else can I do, take a step at a time! At least for my sister, it should be a good thing! Staying in that kind of place is not a long-term solution." ”
Pan Yu said: "It's me who is sorry for her, you have to take good care of her, believe me, she will like you!"
Xu Xian knew that she was talking about Caifeng, but said, "Only a fool like you will like me!"
"Then let me be a fool forever!"
"You, you!"
Caifeng was pondering, listening to the sound of the door, and was shocked, thinking that Xu Xian had gone and returned. But seeing Qingluan walking in disheveled, there was no second man in the courtyard except Xu Xian, Caifeng said angrily: "He, he actually used force on you!"
Qingluan hurriedly said: "Miss, it's not what you think!"
Caifeng's eyes were red, and he pulled Qingluan and said, "What else can it be!" Let's go, let's go find him, how dare he do this to you!"
Qingluan hurriedly explained in detail, but couldn't help but wonder in his heart, was he just like Miss? Caifeng stared at Qingluan and said, "Did he really say that?"
Seeing Qingluan nodded, he breathed a sigh of relief and told him what had just happened. Qingluan said, "Miss, what's going on?"
Caifeng guessed: "Maybe Pan Gongzi's family doesn't allow her to do this, I'm a ...... after all" King Pan didn't allow Pan Yuna to be a prostitute as a concubine, which is indeed the most reasonable explanation. But Caifeng always felt that there was something else hidden in it, and she couldn't guess it.
Qingluan asked again, "Then Miss, should we trust Brother Xu?"
Caifeng rolled her eyes and said: "It's not us, it's you, it's all called by Brother Xu and Brother Xu, and he said whether he believes it or not!" But he secretly said in his heart: Xu Xian, Xu Xian, as long as you can make Luan'er happy, I will serve you sincerely, otherwise, I won't make you feel good as a ghost!
Never underestimate a woman who protects calves, especially if she is still stunning, and can inadvertently burst out with unparalleled lethality.
But will Xu Xian disappoint her? Or will he really like him, as Pan Yu said?
(To be continued)