Chapter 54: A Mother
There are sages and sages who cannot be educated, and the light of the Buddha cannot shine through. The thunder is rolling, killing all evils, and it is inevitable that the net will be broken in the end. There is suffering everywhere in the world, and it is not a good place to go.
Guan Ren straightened the old man's hair and scattered it on his back to dry. The girl in red was alone against the stone wall, sitting with her arms folded on her knees, her chin resting in the crook of her arms, her body shrunk into a ball, even more petite and weak.
The Guan people had prejudices against her, and they ignored her since they brought her.
The old man entered the stone room, picked up the unfinished wine from the altar of Guan Ren, and drank it in a big gulp.
Guan Ren glanced at the girl and said coldly, "Are you okay?"
The woman in red subconsciously tightened the torn clothes at her shoulders, and whispered back, "Thank you, son, the slave is fine." ”
Guan Ren frowned slightly, and said in his heart, you are a dusty woman, you do not hesitate to please others with your body, and you still care about this piece of shoulder? said lightly: "It's okay." After speaking, he added: "Don't be uncomfortable." ”
The woman in red was stunned at first, but with her ability to observe words and emotions over the years, she immediately understood the meaning of Guan Ren's words. smiled sadly and said, "Childe has something to say, why hide it and be unhappy?"
Guan Ren saw that the woman's beaten cheeks were swollen and bruised, and sneered: "There's nothing to hide, but I can't figure it out, since you have done a fat powder business, why didn't you follow and be beaten here." ”
The girl laughed: "What kind of fat powder business, a bitch is a bitch, everyone calls it that, is the son dirty and can't be screamed?"
Guan Ren was dumbfounded, and he couldn't speak for a long time.
The woman in red gently rubbed her lower abdomen and said with a gentle smile: "You scholars, you are dishonest, you have obviously scolded very ugly in your heart, but you refuse to say it even if you are beaten to death." I'm a bitch, but I don't mean to obey him, I ...... I'm pregnant. ”
Guan Ren was surprised, and looked at the girl with a complicated expression.
The blood on the corner of the woman's mouth had not yet been wiped away, but it did not prevent her from smiling cleanly: "If he just wanted my body, I would have given it happily, but the dog thief asked me to open my mouth." She touched her slightly bulging lower abdomen, and said with a sweet smile: "I like children, I will definitely have to kiss them in the future, it doesn't matter if the body is dirty, the mouth must not be dirty." ”
Guan people's hearts were shocked, and when he looked at the girl again, her petite and weak body was as tall as a Bodhisattva, bathed in pure Buddha light. This is the mother.
Guan Ren was in awe and apologized to the girl. The woman hurriedly dodged and got up to accept it.
The two gradually got acquainted, and Guan Ren asked, "What about the father of this child, ......?"
The woman thought about it seriously, and finally said: "Oh, there are too many, I also remember, maybe someone was killed on the field a long time ago." ”
"Then how will you raise the child in your womb alone in the future?"
The woman snapped her fingers and said, "I secretly saved some money, saved some money, and it could last for a few years, and then the child was older, and then I made plans." ”
"The people in the arena, will you let you go?"
The woman suddenly became embarrassed, and wrinkled her little face, "I was sold in by my father, and I will be here for the rest of my life." But I'll look for an opportunity to escape, and if they find out I'm pregnant, the baby in my womb won't be safe. ”
Guan Ren was surprised: "You were sold by your father?"
The woman said flatly: "Isn't it strange? My father gambled all his money in the arena, first sold my mother, and then sold me." As soon as she had finished speaking, she asked, "Where is your hometown? ”
Guan Ren's heart was not a taste, and he couldn't imagine that the cage-like Jiancheng also had something to envy, he asked: "My name is Guan Ren, what about you?"
The woman shook her head: "I don't have a name, my mother makes shortbread for people, her skills are very good, everyone calls her Crispy Niang, and the young owner calls me 'Little Crisp', but I don't like it." People here call me a slut and a bitch, but it's a living, not a name. ”
Guan said: "That's a curse, don't say it." ”
Xiao Su smiled: "I scolded myself, who did I hurt?"
Guan Ren said: "The fetus in your womb is already equipped with six senses, can understand human speech, and can distinguish between good and evil. If you always say some swearing, as soon as the child is born, he has not learned to call his mother, but he has learned to scold his mother first. ”
When Xiao Su heard this, he hurriedly covered his mouth, and looked at Guan Ren with dark eyes: "Really?"
"It's true. ”
Xiao Su was so frightened that she hurriedly 'puffed' a few times, rubbed her lower abdomen and said: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, my mother didn't mean it, you guys, those scolding words are not allowed to learn." ”
Guan Ren chuckled: "The fetus is still young, if you don't scold people for a few days, he will naturally forget." ”
Xiao Su said: "No, no, no, my child is smart, how can he forget it so quickly?"
Guan Ren chuckled again.
Xiao Su said: "Guan Gongzi, you are a scholar, do you know how to choose a name?"
Guan Ren hesitated: "This, if you don't dislike it, I can try it." ”
Xiao Shu said happily: "Don't dislike, don't dislike, take two, and ask for a girl's name." ”
"You're pregnant with two children?"
"I don't know, but I'm not afraid of more, the more the better, ten or eight the better. ”
"What if they were all boys?"
"Boys are also supported as daughters, and I like daughters. ”
Guan Ren swallowed his saliva and couldn't help but admire.
Guan Ren thought for a long time, and said: "You see how these two names are. One is the 'spiritual element', and the other is the song. Lingsu, from the Yellow Emperor's Neijing, "Lingshu" and "Suwen". Songs, from "The Conjuring" and "Nine Songs" in Chu Ci. ”
Xiao Su silently recited these two names in her heart a few times, but it was quite smooth, so she smiled: "Thank you very much." ”
Guan Daodao: "When you leave here, it will be a new life, do you want to give you a name too?"
Xiao Su smiled: "No." After my child is born, people should call me 'Lingsu and her mother, and sing her mother', how nice it is. ”
Guan Ren nodded and said, "Well, that's good." Have you ever planned where you are going in the future?"
Xiao Su thought carefully for a while, and said: "I will follow one direction and go down, and when I encounter the river, I will settle down and build a house by the river, and the yard will be surrounded by a white fence." If you have money left, you can open a shortbread shop, and if you have a greedy child who wants to eat, you can sell it for a penny. ”
Guan Ren smiled: "In the future, I will find a man who treats you well and live a good life." You are a girl's house, and it is too hard to run the house and the house. ”
Xiao Shu pursed his lips and said: "I don't like men, I only like children." After she finished speaking, she realized something, and hurriedly said: "Don't worry about it, I didn't mean you." I don't like men, but I don't hate either. ”
Guan Ren understands that she has suffered too many grievances from men, first she was sold by her gambling father, and now she is bullied by a group of men, and everyone has to leave a scar in her heart. Guan Ren said sincerely: "You are really a good girl. ”
Xiao Su laughed: "I used to like a man. ”
Guan Ren smiled: "Oh?
"It's not. In the past, the owner always sent me to Zuixiang House to buy smoked chicken there. After going a lot, I got acquainted with a son. Oh, he walks with you. ”
"Peers?"
"Like you, they are all readers, and they look even more powerful than you, and they always have someone in their words, Wen Zou Zou. ”
"Well, awesome, awesome. ”
"He always complimented me, a long sentence that I couldn't understand or remember. When I asked him what he was boasting about, he said that I was good looking at my eyebrows. I asked, "In such a long sentence, he only said eyebrows?" He said that it was poetry, and it was the study of sages, and I thought it was so powerful. ”
Guan people listened to it straightforwardly.
Xiao Su said again: "He always buys me things, rouge, eyebrow pencils, once he wanted to give me a pair of jade bracelets, I think it is too expensive, I dare not ask for it." He said, "If you feel that you have suffered a loss, you can give a gift in return." I guess he's thinking of me as a big lady, but I'm a nerd. How can I have the money to give him a gift in return, I said, why don't I give you my body, I slept with him, and met again the next day, he said that he thought hard all night, and always felt that I was not reserved enough, and the lady of the scholar should not be like me, and asked for the pair of bracelets back. ”
Guan Ren scolded: "It's really not a thing. ”