Zhang Yao and Wu Xuanxuan deliberately tracked down Zhu Yuzhe, so they naturally knew the location of his home. www.biquge.info Just now, when Xu Qingluo and Su Yu went downstairs, Zhang Yao was hiding behind a small flower bed from afar, and clearly captured the figures of the two. She recognized Su Yu at a glance, but she didn't know the girl, but she also knew that these two people were invited by Zhu Yuzhe to help in the battle. Su Yu didn't see anything special, the key was in the girl, Zhang Yao felt a mysterious aura. She believed that the person who fought against her in the third round was the girl, but who was she sacred?

Zhang Yao took her breath, stood in the shadows and thought quietly, estimating that the two of them had gone away, so she walked upstairs quickly. After knocking on the door a few times, she saw Zhu Yuzhe who came to open the door. The pig's expression changed several times in an instant, surprised, confused, ecstatic, and overwhelmed...... Reflexively straightened his hair and collar, then flashed by the door and made a gesture of invitation that he thought was a gentleman: "Please come in, please come in!"

Zhang Yao smiled reservedly, stepped into the door with a light skirt in one hand, and said lightly: "My aunt also lives in this community, I came here to play, so I will visit your house by the way, and it is not inconvenient to make a temporary move, right?"

"No, no, it's very convenient! You can come in the future, come casually!" The most beautiful girl in the whole school suddenly came to visit her, Zhu Yuzhe was immediately immersed in flattered joy, turned around and brought a large plate of fruit that she had cut for Xu Qingluo before, and entertained her courteously.

Zhang Yao looked around the living room, sat down in front of the coffee table, looked at the fruit platter in front of him, and asked casually, "Did a guest come just now?"

According to the habit, Zhu Yuzhe would lie at this time, trying to prove that the fruit was specially prepared for Zhang Yao, but under the light, the girl's facial features were extremely sculpted, and the lines were elegant and charming. What's more, those clear and bright eyes stared at him, and he had a feeling that all his inner thoughts were not hidden, and he subconsciously affirmed the other party's question: "Ah, yes, yes, it's a guest who has just left." ”

One? Obviously, it's two people. Could it be that Su Yu is not a guest because of his acquaintance? Zhang Yao thought to herself, and then said, "I guess it's a girl." ”

"How do you know?"

Zhang Yao closed her eyes slightly, and sniffed lightly: "There is a smell of perfume for girls in the room." It seems that Su Yu's assistant is really not among the guests, but this is insignificant, the main purpose of her coming is to find out the relationship between the girl and Zhu Yuzhe, and as soon as her mind turned, a faint displeasure immediately brushed over her face, and she was just right in Zhu Yuzhe's eyes.

Zhu Yuzhe was thinking that Zhang Yao asked if other girls would misunderstand that they had girlfriends or had intimate relationships with other girls when they came to the house. He instinctively hoped that something would happen between him and Zhang Yao, and these would obviously be obstacles. That look of displeasure made him believe that Zhang Yao really cared, and he explained without thinking: "That girl is here to find my cousin, not me!"

"Cousin?" Zhang Yao was slightly surprised, vaguely feeling as if he had caught something important, but he still asked plainly on the surface: "Do you still have a cousin?"

At this time, Zhu Yuzhe remembered that Su Yu in Zhang Yao's impression was an assistant rather than a cousin, but he had already shown his feet just now, and if Zhang Yao paid more attention to himself for a few days, there would be nothing to hide from this kind of thing, so he simply confessed: "Hey, it's actually my assistant Su Yu......" As soon as the words came out, he immediately noticed that Zhang Yao's expression was different, his long eyelashes trembled slightly, and a pair of clear eyes widened a little, he thought that the other party was angry, and quickly said again:" He learned a little bit of astrology, crying and shouting to be my assistant, and I couldn't help it, after all, it was my cousin......"

"Who is that girl Su Yu?" Zhang Yao didn't have the heart to listen to his explanation, interrupting his perfunctory, this time the question was extremely direct.

Zhu Yuzhe was stunned, feeling that Zhang Yao's interest was a little weird, but he didn't think much about it, waved his hand and said, "Who else can it be?" Just a classmate, the girl's surname is Xu, and she is a new transfer student like you. ”

"Thank you. I still have to go beforehand. ”

After listening to Zhu Yuzhe's words, Zhang Yao got up suddenly, and regardless of Zhu Yuzhe's stunned face, he hurriedly went out and went downstairs.

As soon as I went out of the building, the night breeze was blowing, the black gauze skirt was floating silently in the wind, the trees by the flower bed were shaking for a while, in the starlight, under the lights of several windows, the girl walked through the night with staggered shades, her steps were as light as flying, and her pretty face was as cold as frost.

She said to herself in her heart, "I see!"

............

Tonight, the iron curtain of the city's chaos was cut open by the scorching Jupiter, and many people's hearts were doomed to be swept into the waves, bumpy and undulating, and it was difficult to calm down.

Su Yu had an unquenchable hatred in his heart, and he couldn't wait to ask his aunt immediately. Why should a child who has lost his mother at birth be deprived of even a little relic of sorrow? This is his mother's note, this is his foolish mother! Even if he has never seen him, even if he has never raised him for a day, he knows that it is a mother who has exhausted the last trace of life to leave him in this world!

When other children snuggled up in their mother's arms and coquettish, he could only miss her in countless lonely nights, and call out to her in countless dreams soaked in panic. He thought he had lost enough, but no one told her that her mother could do astrology, that she could write well, and that she had left this notebook in the world. My aunt kept the notes for herself, and he couldn't read them, he couldn't touch them, and he could barely see his mother's obliterated signature.

Su Yu was very sad and sad, not only because he saw things and thought about people, not only because of the resentment in his heart, but also because of the deep loss that he had nowhere to rely on and nowhere to go. For ten years, he could feel his aunt's coldness and diaphragm, but he had gradually become accustomed to this kind of life, to the cottage he had been given, and he thought that the cottage was his own. But now he feels that everything does not exist, everything in that family is not his own, and his own will be taken away. He was like going back to when he first came here when he was six years old, strange people, strange homes, strange worlds, the loneliness and darkness that consumed everything, teeth and claws, and rotten bones and hearts.

The betrayed, the deprived, the blinded, the banished, let the dark become dark, the poor become empty, and the fragmented become broken. He lowered his head and pursed his lips tightly, stroking his mother's name on the book over and over again, his heart ached, tears flowed, and he was silent. In the end, he wiped his eyes with his already ** sleeve, and said without raising his head: "Thank you." ”

You helped me find the secret of the notes and restore my mother's name. Thank you.

"It should. Xu Qingluo's voice softened a lot, she curled up on the bamboo chair, hugged her knees, and looked sideways at Su Yu, "Many times, it's happier not to know than to know, many things, it's better not to think about it than to always think about it." It's like a horoscope, there are so many dark and filthy places in the corners of the house, why bother to let the starlight illuminate it? If you don't look at it, they will be there, but your heart will not be tainted, and you will be happy. ”

"I know. Su Yu let out a long breath, "But my sun is in a dark and filthy corner, and I don't want the pleasure of ignorance." The notes are my mother's relics, and if I miss them, I will regret them for the rest of my life. ”

"If you miss it, you won't know its existence, where will you have regrets?" Xu Qingluo shrugged her shoulders, she looked up and saw a moth fluttering in front of her, and said faintly: "Just like human beings, they always feel that they are the most noble life, just because they are nobler than other lives they see, people will always be glad that they were born as a human being, not a moth, a fly, or an ant, but how do you know that you are the luckiest type in the world?" What if there are life forms in this world that you can't imagine at all, for example, the entire universe is an independent life, but you don't know it, so you can always be happy and noble. ”

Su Yu was stunned by what she said again, he had never thought about this problem.

"There are countless water worms in a drop of water, and there are countless bacteria on the water worms, and the water worms have never seen the outside world of this drop of water, and they think they are the most noble. But they are actually just a pitiful worm in a drop of water, and they still want to compete with each other, for all kinds of small desires. Xu Qingluo said, sighing softly.

According to her words, humans are no different from water insects, and everything they do is absurd and meaningless. Su Yu raised his head in surprise, his eyes were still red: "Do you think that people are such things?"

Xu Qingluo looked at his red eyes with a silly expression, and couldn't help but sneer: "No, it's just an imaginary, an imaginary." The water worm can't see the world beyond the water droplets, and it can't imagine what the world looks like. Each life stands on the ladder of its own destiny, looking down at all beings prostrate, and looking up at only the vast and endless sky. Xu Qingluo said, stretched out her hand and pointed upward: "That's fate!"

Su Yu didn't interject, just looked at her head along her white fingertips. Endless sky. He thought silently in his heart, silently listening to her continue.

"So what astrology to learn, what to predict the future? Don't look up, just look down. Sometimes thinking too much and knowing too much really adds to your troubles, and there is no benefit at all. Xu Qingluo paused, looked at Su Yu, and said a little solemnly: "Live a life, happiness comes first, eat what you want to eat, read the books you want to read, do what you want to do, don't care about it." Cheer up and don't be sad!"

After Xu Qingluo finished speaking, she jumped down from the bamboo chair, stretched out her arms, and jumped a few more times in place, her long hair was scattered, her skirt rose and fell, her eyebrows and eyes were crooked, and the corners of her mouth were smiling, and she was alive like a beautiful elf again. She took a few steps backwards in the direction of the gate of the community, and waved her hand at Su Yu: "I'm leaving! Seeing that you are so sad today, those two boxes of ice cream will be sent to you." ”

When Su Yu heard her say this, her heart was empty for no reason, as if she would never see her again after this goodbye. He hurriedly stood up and asked, "You haven't told me yet, what class are you?"

Xu Qingluo smiled with her hands behind her back: "Hehe, in fact, you were fooled, I am not a student here, I just came here to find a secret." As she spoke, she lowered her head and made a few strokes on the ground with her feet in white sandals, vaguely the mysterious astral symbol, like an eye, lying on the ground, looking up at the starry sky. Then the girl did not wait for him to speak, turned her back and stepped forward, like a butterfly flying briskly away, flying away. At that moment, no one could hear her voice from her heart: "I didn't expect to find you again, lonely child, I hope that next time you can really meet your kind, goodbye!"