Chapter Eighty-Nine: Thoughts

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In the misty moonlight, an ethereal figure like a dream, dancing with long water sleeves falling from the sky, like a fairy in the Moon Palace falling into the world, the long skirt and water sleeves scattered all over the ground. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

The gentle figure lowered her head slightly, making it impossible to see her face and expression, but her figure was as silent as moonlight. It seemed like a moment, and it seemed like a thousand years had passed, and the sound of the piano from nowhere trembled gently, and her figure trembled with it, little by little, like a resurrected doll, starting her life again.

This is the real dance under the moon!

Fang Cai's various performances are really like clouds of smoke at this moment, ethereal and dissipating, and only her figure is in everyone's eyes, and their feelings are surging, and their hearts fluctuate.

Looking back and smiling, the six palaces have no color. Yang Yuhuan still smiled, but at this moment, her posture was not revealed, but she was already glamorous. Before the face, it is said that the country is alluring. In the name of Oiran, there is no such thing as a fluke.

Xu Xian noticed that he put all his attention on Chang Xi's body, trying to find a trace of abnormality, but to no avail. Just now Chang Xi flew down from mid-air, relying on the thin steel wire hidden in the dark, other than that, there was nothing unusual in other places, and he was not familiar with Chang Xi. But recalling the night when I was going to take Chang Xi away, there were indeed some abnormalities.

couldn't help but look at Pan Yu next to her, she was good at observing words and feelings, and she had more interactions with Chang Xi.

Pan Yu shook his head slightly, indicating that the distance was too far to see the clue. Xu Xian also asked for the surname to calm down and enjoy Chang Xi's graceful dancing, if it is really a fox, there will always be a day when the tail is exposed. It's just that he is still a little hesitant, whether to strike first as Pan Yu said. He agreed with Hu Xinyue in the dream that he would not offend each other, and if he made the first move, he broke the agreement first.

It's just that if it was really Hu Xinyue who pretended to be Chang Xi, then the real Chang Xi didn't know where she went, so she didn't hurt her. This kind of thing, he has to take care of whatever he says.

The moonlight is empty, and the dance is over. A moment of silence turned into thunderous applause.

Chang Xi retreated to the back of the stage after giving the salute, but his eyes seemed to pause on the big boat where Xu Xian was.

Then the bright lights rose again, illuminating the water surface, and on the high platform, all the women who had just performed were lined up, and the sound of fine drums sounded, and suddenly a gong sounded as the end.

"Bell ......"

Flower tasting, this is the real beginning.

Aiai said loudly: "Guests, please vote for the peony in your hand! Don't forget to vote for me!"

It was a small boat that had just sold flowers, and the peony flowers in the hands of the boatmen who had just bought flowers were collected, and everyone had a choice in their hearts, so they attached their names to the peony in their hands and exchanged the small house, sent it back to the building boat, and stacked it in front of the selected woman. Back and forth, but it's really "give people roses, leave a lingering fragrance in your hands!" It's really faster than playing in the water.

"Master Xu, I don't know who you want to choose?"

Xu Xian's eyes swept widely, and he was about to let the little girl divide evenly, but he saw that there were only a dozen flowers at the feet of a woman on the stage, saying that she was a woman, but in fact, she was only fourteen or fifteen years old, and she could only be regarded as a girl. There are still faint freckles on her face, although she can be called beautiful, she is clearly still childish, she made a fool of herself in Fang Cai's performance, and only now has the result, her face is still smiling, but it seems that she is about to cry.

Even in the Qinglou, it is also a strict class, and the results at the flower tasting meeting are directly related to the status of the Ziyun Building in the future. An Oiran like Chang Xi has the capital to argue with the old bustard, but the lowest one is miserable.

Xu Xian sighed in his heart and pointed his hand, "Give her all the flowers!"

The little girl smiled and said: "Xu Gongzi is really kind-hearted!" and then sang loudly: "Xu Gongzi gave flowers and rain dew girl, 10,000 flowers!" As soon as these words came out, the audience was in an uproar. Everyone thought that he would cast his flowers into Changxi to win favor, but they didn't want to have such a choice.

Pan Yu said: "Me too!"

More than 1,500 flowers were simply sent out, and the girl whose flower name was Yulu looked at her in surprise, her eyes full of gratitude. Two blush rose on her face, I don't know if she was excited or shy, in her heart, Xu Gongzi would definitely buy her tonight! She should have been the last, but in an instant, she approached Chang Xi, who was in the first place, although she was immediately distanced away, but with this bottom, at least tonight was worry-free.

Xu Xian didn't have the slightest joy in his heart, this situation was not what he wanted to see. Everyone was laughing, but he felt some sadness. This is also the reason why he is reluctant to come here, he can easily save a mortal, but in the face of such a dark reality, there is nothing he can do. How many people can I help and how many people can I save with my own strength? Is my own rescue just a self-righteousness like a sheep for a cow?

He can draw a knife to help when he sees injustice, he can go into the water to save people at the cost of his life, and he can also help Chang Xi when he asks for advice, but that's all, he can't do more. Even the heroes in movies and comics can only fight crime, but they can't help all the unfortunate people.

Xu Xian couldn't help but think that it would be nice if he had the ability to change the way of this world.

The greedy wolf patted Xu Xian's shoulder and said with a smile: "What, do you like her?"

Pan Yu saw what was on his mind and persuaded: "We all have fame and fame now, and we can do more when we become officials in the future!"

Xu Xian nodded, indicating that he understood.

It's a pity that in this world, kindness may bring warmth to others, but the kind person himself can only feel more and more powerless and lonely, and even be harshly criticized, as if he can't do it perfectly, he has done something very bad. It seems that when he enters the water to save people, he also has to take into account the feelings of relatives, friends, and even the onlookers, isn't this too unkind? Kind-hearted people are often simple and direct, and most of those complicated people stand on the shore and watch, and there is no need for any explanation as to who is more noble.

Wait until the sorrow in your heart fills your heart, and the desire for change reaches the extreme. The auxiliary personality that had been silent in the sea of consciousness suddenly became uneasy and turbulent. Many strange memories rolled and surged like waves, and appeared in Xu Xian's sea of consciousness. These images are strange and familiar, but they carry out a powerful will, which is indescribable, only as if it wants to open up a bright light in the chaos and darkness.

If you have to describe it, it is the compassion of Buddhism, the morality of Taoism, and the Confucianism "to establish a heart for heaven and earth, to establish a life for the people, to continue to learn for the saints, and to open peace for all generations." ". It was this kind of will that opened up the original underworld and achieved the Tianxian karma of the Dongyue Emperor. This strong will makes people unable to resist, and there is no need to resist at all, because this is also what Xu Xian thinks in his heart.

Xu Xian's thoughts at this moment touched this will in the memory of Emperor Dongyue, and by chance promoted the integration of the two. This kind of fusion is not that one side overwhelms the other, but that they confirm each other, without reluctance or compulsion, but naturally, Xu Xian's will is one step further.

Xu Xian shook his head, the flower tasting meeting continued, all the scenes were no different from Fang Cai, and knowing that Fang Cai's various things were just a snap of his fingers. But the scene in front of me has a new feeling, and those moments in my heart have dissipated without a trace, but have become a powerful self-confidence. I am confident that as long as I work hard, I will be able to achieve what I want one day.

The comprehension and confirmation in this instant, although only a very small part of the memories of the Dongyue Emperor were obtained, it was equivalent to opening a dusty door. The cultivation of Xu Xian's heart and surname has a much greater impact than reincarnation in dreams. Let him have a feeling that he is also very sure in the face of the catastrophe at this moment, and under this upright idea, all the demons born from "greed, hatred, ignorance, and suspicion" have become no longer worth mentioning.

Although Xu Xian himself is obsessed with this red dust, he has always refused to simply take a path to immortality. But being in Hongchen, without the guidance of a teacher, only a group of women who love him and spoil him, he can't help but gradually get a little lost. He denied the path of ordinary cultivators, but he never found the path he really wanted to take.

The mentality of "going with the flow and going with the flow" is certainly a good thing for a cultivator, but if there is no goal for a long time, it also lacks the motivation to be brave and diligent and the determination and will that a cultivator should have. In the long run, the will will will gradually wears out.

And tonight, the thought that existed in his heart suddenly burst out and combined with the will of the Emperor Dongyue, and finally gave Xu Xian his own "way"! He stroked his chest and said silently: Whether it is the will of the Emperor Dongyue or the will of Xu Xian, one day, let me take charge of the underworld and return the heavens and the earth to a clear state! As soon as this thought moved, the jade plaque of merit hanging around his neck flashed rapidly, and in an instant, he did not know how much merit was added.

is no longer confined to the level of "drawing a sword to help each other when the road is uneven", but relying on his own strength to fundamentally reverse the way of the world. It's just that he knows that his strength is not enough, even if he becomes an earth immortal, he is still a little short. One day, I will use my own hands to change everything and create everything.

The so-called "great ambition" of mortals to worship the prime minister, and even help the world, is suddenly like the gap between the bird's bird and the bird, and it can't be calculated.

"Hanwen, what's wrong with you?" Pan Yu suddenly asked, feeling that in an instant, Xu Xian seemed to have changed as a person, and his bearing was completely different.

Xu Xian was stunned and said, "What's wrong?"

The greedy wolf said lazily: "Suddenly become a gentleman!" His expression was calm, but his heart was turbulent, he and Pan Yu witnessed the changes of Xu Xian together, but Pan Yu's sense was far less than his acumen. At that moment just now, the will and firmness that burst out from Xu Xian actually gave him the illusion of "looking up to the mountains".

(To be continued)