Chapter 437: Two Hearts Separated by a Chasm
Surprised, delighted, confused, doubted!
Lin Shu kept in mind the changes in An's mind standing at the door, the feelings in the front were very sincere, and the back was too utilitarian, but it was also understandable that she had been mixed in the treacherous ghost beast tamer association all these years, and her suspicion must be very serious.
As for Nasha's expression, Lin Shu didn't need to look at it to know that through the soul bond, Nasha almost unabashedly conveyed her emotions, maybe it wasn't unintentional, but Nasha deliberately needed Lin Shu to share and understand her feelings at the moment.
An quickly came to his senses, glanced at Lin Shu suspiciously, and then put a detached smile on his face again, and said in a slightly hoarse voice: "What do you need from the guests?"
"I just want to buy some seeds and see if your store accepts them. Lin Shu said casually, as if he was talking about an ordinary business.
As Ann walked in, Nasha's breathing became a little short, and Lin Shu seemed to be able to hear the heartbeat, Lin Shu did not interfere with Nasha's emotions, but stood up and waited for Ann to walk in, carefully looking at the Niya woman in front of her who looked very similar to Nasha.
"I'll look at your stuff!"
Lin Shu pointed to the things on the table, but Ann didn't really look at it, but walked to the desk on the side, put his hand on the paperweight of the desk, the magic energy halo flashed, and the magic energy fluctuations on the four corners of the original room immediately stopped, Ann glanced back at Nasha, waved his left hand, and a dark enchantment appeared in the room, covering the three of them in disguise.
Lin Shu looked at An's actions with a smile, without any uneasiness and defensiveness at all.
An was slightly surprised. Secretly took a breath. Ann walked back to the sofa opposite the forest tree. Motioning to Lin Shu to be casual, then looked at Nasha and said, "You can stop the magic that disguises your face!"
In fact, this magic was completely ineffective in front of Ann of the Eighth Order, otherwise she would not have seen Nasha's identity at a glance, it was simply her younger self.
If Lin Shu, a bystander, looks a little dusty, even if it is reserved and elegant. It also looks slightly contrived, and Nasha is green and simple, and a little stubborn and immature, in addition to the appearance of these two people is somewhat similar, Shen Yun is actually too different.
"Hmm. Nasha replied in a trill, removing the frame of her glasses on the bridge of her nose, and Ann squinted at Nasha for a long time without making a sound, and her expression was also very complicated.
"Ahem, you're Nasha?"
"You know me?"
An sighed with a wistful expression and said, "Of course I know that it is too similar, your name was chosen by me." ”
"Are you Ann, my real mother?" asked Nasha in a trembling voice a phrase that had been brewing in her heart for many years. As soon as the words came out, it was as if a big stone had been moved away from my heart. Nasha's heart suddenly felt relieved, and she couldn't help but exhale, and the corners of her mouth curled slightly.
"I am, I am your mother, child I am you"
Ann was a little messy, and then the corner of her eyes swept to the smiling trees who were looking at the lively forest trees on the side, and her excited mood suddenly calmed down, and after being silent for a while, Ann slowly adjusted her emotions.
"Well, Nasha, you are my child, but I have not fulfilled my responsibilities as a mother, is Isha good to you?"
"Mom is very good to me, I'm Mom's only daughter!"
"Uh, too. Are you blaming me in your heart?"
Nasha thought for a moment, took a breath and said, "There were some, but now there are none!"
"For what?"
"There will be disappointment when there is expectation, blame is just a request for your mother, but now think about it, there must be a reason why you are unwilling to fulfill your mother's responsibilities, and you have also found a good mother for me, so that I am happier than other children, you are willing to fulfill the responsibility has been fulfilled, as for the responsibility that you are unwilling to bear, I don't seem to have a reason to ask for extravagance!"
"You don't want to know why I didn't want to raise you back then?"
"I can guess, or maybe it's because you still have important things to do, mother, so you can't take me on an adventure, and maybe you won't have time to take care of me, so for my sake, send me back to the clan and entrust it to your good sister, my mother to raise me, right?"
An looked at Nasha with a complicated expression, nodded after a while, and said unwillingly, "This is what Isha told you?"
"No, my mother didn't say anything about you except that you are a good sister to your mother, this is my own guess, is my guess wrong?
"That's one of the reasons, and the other is because I hate your father, the liar Shakli, and whenever I see you, I think of this damn fellow, so I can't face you, so I send you back to the village, and I hope you will never have anything to do with Shakli again. ”
Nasha suddenly smiled: "That person, I've seen it!"
"What you"
"He's him, I'm me, and I don't think I have anything to do with him. ”
An Wenyan couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, and his face showed a hint of relief: "That's good, that man is really a person who lives in lies, and what's even more pitiful is that it's not himself who lies, he is lying for others!"
"So, you hate lies and would rather tell me what you really think, even if I hate you for it?"
Ann smiled a little lonely: "This is what I deserve, however, I don't want you to hate me, how tired you are, you shouldn't have come to me in the first place, Isha did the right thing, she didn't tell you anything right, but why did you leave the village, could it be that the people in the village are making irresponsible comments?"
Before Nasha could speak, Lin Shu suddenly interjected, "Ms. An, you lied!"
Ann's face suddenly turned red, and she glared at Lin Shu fiercely, and Lin Shu spread his hands and said, "From the time you recognized Nasha." Why did Nasha leave the village, did you not know the way, the elders of the village were connected to you, right? You left the village with a mission, right? You are the same pathetic man you just spoke of. Are you also a wretched woman, a woman who sacrificed for her people?"
Ann's face suddenly looked good, and all her reserve, loneliness, grievances and kindness just now suddenly disappeared cleanly, leaving only cold resentment!
Nasha frowned, "Ann, you are my mother, you don't know me, so I can understand that you are wary of me, but I just want to know about a problem that has been bothering me all along." There is nothing else to ask for, you are even guarding against your own children, in fact, you are more sad than that man. ”
"You, I'm okay, what do you want to ask?"
"I've already asked, I just want to know what the Tao is for, I already know the Tao, that's enough, besides, I originally wanted to ask a question. Now I suddenly feel that there is no need!"
An's expression was a little complicated: "You ask!"
"Okay, do you have anything to do with the Ghost Beast Trainers' Association's actions in the South of the South Rainforest? ”
"Why do you ask this?"
"Nothing. Because the action of Zhongnan Rainforest hurt the people related to the Xuanmen, all the people involved in the operation are on the Xuanmen must-kill list. Lin Shu answered the question for Nasha.
"What if I say yes?"
Nasha shook her head, "I don't care, you're so disappointing, I'm glad I gave me to my mother to raise!
"You" Ann looked at Nasha angrily, then her eyes flickered, and she said extremely unwillingly: "You, I'd rather hurt your own mother for Isha!"
"If you don't hurt your mother, how can I hurt you? Isn't it very simple?"
"You don't understand! You don't understand at all!" Ann suddenly became angry: "You don't understand anything, Isha became the village chief back then, and I was as good as her because I was secretly linear, so I was ostracized, I accepted the arrangement of the Council of Elders, and came to the human society to stir up the struggle of the human society, I am all for the sake of the Niya people, and for you! I have sacrificed so much, why no one understands me! It is just that others don't understand, even my own own daughter doesn't understand! This god, what is this for!"
Nasha glanced at her mother with pity, she couldn't answer her mother's question, but she knew that her mother had been wrong from the beginning, and that the elder's purpose was really for the benefit of her clan.
Lin Shu pursed his lips and remained silent, he had no interest in continuing to step on Ann's back again, she had already been ruined, from the time he accepted the inexplicable and unrealistic task of the Elders, everything else was a tragedy, the only thing she did against in her life was probably to give Nasha to Isha to raise.
Nasha glanced at Lin Shu, and suddenly felt very bored, it turned out that all this was a joke, she was just an accident in this stupid joke, thinking of this, she had a feeling of boredom, it seemed that the meaning of life was being subverted, a new life came from a stupid accident, which made her feel particularly pathetic.
"Nasha, you are my junior sister, a disciple of the Xuanmen who will stand on the top of the green star in the future, and one of the important hopes for the future of the Niya people, no matter what the origin is, you will eventually belong to you. ”
"Senior brother, I'm so tired, let's go back!"
"Good!"
The two talked with their souls, Nasha regained some of her spirit, she glanced at Ann again, her intuition was so strange to her god-like person, although they were so close in reality, but Nasha only felt that there was a bottomless and insurmountable gap between her and herself!
"Ms. An, I don't think there is anything to talk about between us anymore, if you don't want to make trouble for yourself, it's better to forget that we have been here!
After Lin Shu finished speaking, he reached out and took Nasha's cold little hand, turned around and walked out, sat on the sofa in a daze, and watched the two leave like this.
Suddenly, Ann jumped up, rushed to the door and looked at the two who had disappeared into the hallway, and muttered to herself in an inaudible voice, "Son, don't ignore me like this! (To be continued......)